Saturday, April 30, 2011, 6:43 PM PDT

     Where there is, within the soul psychology, acceptance and integration of their love for us personally, therein will be the presence of that love, as a power, and in the midst of that power of love, will be the concomitant power of healing.

     Healing cannot exist outside of the forcefield of their love.

     Consider water as a not-so-distant allegory for God's Love, surely freely given, but which the soul must drink in. The healing power of God is mixed into that water. To access the healing power, you must drink that water (of love), and assimilate it. The water, of God's Love for You, must be able to flow to the place, in the body of your soul, where healing is required. Where there is non-acceptance or disbelief in the truth of God's Love for you personally, you have a barrier which blocks the flow of that love into your world, and in blocking the flow of that love into your world, you block the incidental flow of the power of healing, contained within that love.

     And so, in search of healing, it is of paramount importance for the individual to make room within the outer mind for this central principle of truth, regarding God's love for you. And moreover, to have a place set aside for the constant contemplation of what it means to assimilate the truth of that love.

     And this will take some effort. It will take effort, because the fallen state is defined by the presence of psychological barriers, of all types, sizes, and characters, which stand between the soul and God. These barriers established as adornments to the ego, or shall we say as monuments to ego-independence, block the flow of God's Love into our world. Moving through these barriers is hard work. The barriers have a tenacity to them, and they do not give way easily.

     One of the first steps in this direction, in way of making a sincere effort to make room for this truth, and to create a space wherein one can contemplate what it means to assimiliate God's Love for us personally, would be to ensure, that in all of your personal communications (sent in the direction of God), that you will henceforth always address God, as both your Father and Mother. Every Child of God needs to do this, because the reality of God's Love for you personally, is an important truth, a functional truth, which provides the essential psychological configuration for the balanced inflow of both love and healing into your life.

     The most obvious place wherein one can build up a communication momentum in the direction of God your Father and Mother, is in the department of gratitude for the endless array of gifts and blessings they bestow upon us, as a general rule, every moment of the day. Take orange juice for example, which some people might confuse with liquid light. With each glass you can say, O God my Dear Heavenly Father, my Dear Heavenly Mother, I Am that I Am, thank you so much for this glass of orange juice, freshly grown and squeezed by your blessed children in Florida. Along this one line of their givingness, one can find a wide variety of things to express our thanks for. If you mix soy powder into your orange juice you will have doubled the possibilities.

     To see God only as Father, is to see only half the picture. To see only half the picture, is to integrate only one-half of the formula of love. One half of the formula of love is not love. It is always less than love, for a reason so obvious, that this line of exploration would be polluted just by mentioning it, and therefore I will defer to the illuminated imagination of my readers, and simply point out that this is why the manifestation of healing is not seen in any degree of abundance in this world, no, not even in the Christian community.

     Suffice to say, that a truth that is denied, is a truth that is not loved. And where there is a refusal to love, what do you have?

     And so, as a point of absolute truth, then, it would be useful to contemplate this idea, that these two identities, of Father and Mother, within the one Godhead, as it were, while they are ONE, they are also infinitely separate and unique.

     This must be so, if our Divine Father is to Love, within infinite fervor, our Divine Mother. For truly, our Divine Father loves our Divine Mother infinitely. Moreover, these two identities must be infinitely unique and separate, if our Divine Mother is to Love, with infinite fervor, our Divine Father. For truly, our Divine Mother loves our Divine Father infinitely.

     They love each other out of the depth of their own totally unique identities. And their love for each other, is the archetype of all love. The capacity to love, which they give to their children, is based on the mechanism of their own hearts. The power of love that flows through the hearts of their children is dipped out of this one reservoir of love, Their Love, which always has these two components present. The flow of their love, Father to Mother, and Mother to Father, represents the Great Electrical Currents, if you will, which powers everything in the whole creation, even universes without end. This is the power that is designed to flow through our own hearts.

     What does love mean at the highest level? Our Divine Father loving our Divine Mother, our Divine Mother loving our Divine Father. That's it. There is no other source of love.

     In so many ways, the fallen psychology of alienation masquerades as wisdom. Be careful and vigilant to keep this tarry substance out of the cogs and gears of your emerging Christ Mind.

     As to the principle of oneness, it is easy to see that while our Father and Mother have infinitely separate and unique centers of identity, we see that they are ONE in their love for each other. In their love for one another, they are forever together, forever united and one in purpose.

     And so, in the midst of this effort, which we are making in earnest now, to understand what it means to accept the love of God for us personally, it means at least this, that you are accepting Love from your Heavenly Father, and you are accepting Love from your Heavenly Mother. While they are loving each other, THEY are loving you as their precious child.

     And one of the greatest expressions of their love is their desire for you to have perfect health, which flows to you as a power of healing, carried to you by their love. To get the benefit of their healing power, we must learn how to accept THEIR love.

     And when considering more deeply what it means to accept the truth of their love for us, in our search for a more definitive conceptualization in this regard, we must recognize what is in fact, the greatest gift of their love. What is the greatest gift of their love for us?

     What is the greatest gift of their love for us?

     Again, what is the reason, that we are interested, at this point, in identifying the greatest gift of their love, designed for us, and given to us, as the greatest expression of their love? We are interested in this for the simple reason, that we are trying to understand what are the steps that must be taken towards a greater assimilation of Their Love, as this alone is the path to permanent healing and wholeness. And it just so happens, as part of one of the more simple aspects of the cosmic design, that the Love of God our Father and Mother, I Am That I Am, extended to us, is accepted and assimilated, by the act of recognizing, appreciating, accepting and assimilating the greatest gift they have made for us!

     Accepting this Great Gift is really the first step in accepting and assimilating Their Love for us. In this, we have before us the path that leads to the Permanent and Irreversible Healing of Mind, Soul and Body. And like Dorothy, who set out for the Emerald City upon the famous Yellow Brick Road, our journey will not be without adventures, for there are forces, sinister and hateful, which are arrayed against all travelers on this road.

     Now, in the beginning, the Greatest Gift of Their Love for us, was created in the form of our twin flame. In the fallen state, wherein, we see that twin flames have become separated one from the other, that between them yet exists a vast chasm of forgetfulness, the greatest gift of their love for us comes to us in the healing of the relationship between twin flames, even the bridging of that chasm.

     Of course it is true, that God our Father and Mother, have an infinite variety of gifts to bestow upon their children. And so, it is important to keep the magnitude of love they express in their gift of the twin flame in proper perspective.

     If all the gifts God our Father and Mother would give to their children could be placed beneath one giant Christmas tree, you would see a wide variety of different sized and colored boxes. In which of these boxes does the gift of the twin flame reside?

     The gift of the twin flame does not exist in any one of those boxes. The gift of the twin flame would never fit under a single Christmas tree no matter how large it was.

     To get an accurate idea of the magnitude of the gift of the twin flame, in juxtaposition to all the other gifts (represented by the boxes under the Christmas tree) that God would give to their precious child, we need to zoom way out, to get a wider view. As we zoom out, we see that this Christmas tree, and the pile of presents beneath it, resides in a single and radiant crystal sphere. As we zoom further out, we are passing beyond the clear crystal wall, and we are looking now, from the outside in. While there are many wondrous gifts under that tree, the gift of the twin flame is not in that crystal sphere.

     We need to zoom out wider. As we do so, more and more of these radiant crystal spheres come into view, Oh! they are packed tightly together, each one containing a similar Christmas tree, and under their boughs as well, laying as before endless piles and rows of gifts, making the point I suppose, that what we can conceive, as the number of gifts that God our Father and Mother desire to give to their child, is always far greater than what the mind can adequately conceptualize in a given moment in time. And as we continue to zoom out, what we find, is that these crystals spheres are so numerous, as to constitute the grains of sand on a vast and endless beach, washed by a cosmic ocean, azure blue, the whole scene bathed in a golden and warm though iridescent light.

     What of the depths of this ocean, I cannot say at present, but looking inland, I can say that I see a glistening castle, carved out of one gigantic diamond, which, in its original state, was surely much larger than many city blocks. The structure has many turrets and parapets and such, many adorned with colorful pendants, as if in preparation for an upcoming festival. The Lady of the House we can see moving within, and the beams of golden light flashing forth from her radiant heart, we see bringing forth, and tending to, all the majestic landscape features for miles around. Oh! The most awesome beauty extends from her heart, and vast gardens spring to life therefrom wheresoever she desires, even upon the entire landscape of my soul.

     There is no other gift in the same category as the twin flame.

     For every soul, this is universally true, this Greatest of Gifts is real, it exists, and God our Father and Mother are committed to the reunification of all. Therefore, it is wise, to get out your compass, and place it on a solid surface, and begin the process of setting the sails, and trimming the rudder, so that your little boat starts to head in the right direction. The right direction is the conscious effort made, each day, to assimilate the truth of the love that God your Father and Mother have always had for you personally, even from the beginning of time, up to the present moment, a love that will never die, a love especially expressed, of course, as we have noted, in the gift of your own twin flame.

     Speak the word, as it was said of old, and it will be true for all, that thou shalt decree a thing, and it shall be established unto thee.

     Here is one example of a salutation of my construction, a concise compendium of the aforementioned principles, steered in the direction of God, in the form of a personal communication - O God my Dear Heavenly Father, my Dear Heavenly Mother, I Am That I Am, Whose Precious Child I Am, I want you to know that I am extremely grateful for this beautiful series of deep contemplations on the beauty of my twin flame.

     These deep contemplations on her beauty will become a way of life, simply because she is infinitely beautiful, that is the way God our Father and Mother made her. Receive her kiss, we designed it just for you. Through it will pass cathedrals of joy forever.

     The Yosemite cathedral becomes a perfect metaphor for this truth. One could spend a lifetime there and never come into contact with but a smidgeon of the beauty with which God endowed this paradise valley. Such is the beauty of the twin flame, though on a grander scale, actually a much grander scale, delineated as it is, in cosmic units of measurement.

     May you pass every test.

Monday, April 25, 2011, 8:02 PM PDT

     A slightly more generic landscape setting, but only slightly (as compared to the original La Tourelle setting) for Mark Newton's "A Beautiful Home".

Saturday, April 23, 2011, 2:02 AM PDT

     I wanted to let you know that I woke up Friday morning with two issues prominent in my mind, regarding the video, "La Tourelle - A Beautiful Home" (posted Thursday afternoon). I noticed these two issues on the first playback of the YouTube version, and as the sun rose, even inside of my head, on this new day, they cried out for correction.

     I have accomplished the necessary corrections, and I am posting the new version to YouTube here early Saturday morning. I have deleted the first video, and changed the URL in the presentation below to point to the new video. You can scroll down, and click the play button, and see the improvements, which I will discuss briefly.

     First, in the closeup view of the La Tourelle turret window, I noticed that the clouds in the sky reset themselves half way through the six second segment, which was caused by using two identical shorter clips to fill a particular time space. I deleted the second clip, and slowed down the first clip to fill the space. Actually I just learned how to do that the day before. While the clouds are moving slower across the screen than they would otherwise move, at least they don't reset themselves completely half way through the segment. We didn't need that kind of a distraction as we pondered that important window.

     Second, I also noticed a bigger problem in the dedication section at the end, that the scroll rate of the text was significantly faster than the scroll rate of the text in the other portions of the credit section. This was not intended. My intention was uniformity. To that end, I had all the credit sections, including the dedication section set to the same running length. The problem was, that the dedication section had three times as much text in it, which caused the text to scroll much more quickly within its fixed time-frame as compared to the other sections. This issue did not make itself apparent to my mind while in the project build environment. It became very apparent however the first time I played the embedded YouTube video in the Daily Blogger document. I think the smaller size format actually accentuated the issue. To get the dedication text to scroll at the same rate as the other sections, I had to substantially extend its time-frame, and that changed the structure of everything that came after. So there are substantial changes from the dedication section to the end of the video. The changes worked out for the better I think, and having the opportunity to think more about this section of the video, I was inspired to add some improvements to the text, somewhat in the dedication section itself, and much more in the end credit section with a new reference to Easter.

     May you pass every test.

Thursday, April 21, 2011, 12:55 PM PDT

     "A Beautiful Home" is the title of one of my favorite bluegrass songs of all time, written by Mark Newton, and performed by the Mark Newton Band. I have looked many times for this song on YouTube, and never found it, and therefore, it was my desire to someday offer this myself against the backdrop of an appropriate slide show. But I never had a sense of what kind of slideshow would be appropriate.

     The perplexing absence, in my mind, of any sense of what kind of slide show would serve as an appropriate background for this music was filled for a very long time by the possibility that I might entice YouTube user feishtica into a collaboration on this project. She came to mind in this regard, because I remembered very clearly the artful choice of slides that she put together to accompany her presentation of Haris Alexiou's "Mother My Old Friend". I was very impressed with that. And I knew if her heart registered the beauty of this music "A Beautiful Home" that she would be able, even though she lives in Greece, and bluegrass music is not part of their musical tradition, to figure out a good slide backdrop for it as well, because the principle of a beautiful home certainly transcends all cultural boundaries. If the music conveys the heart patterns of a beautiful home, which it does, I felt confident that her heart would have been able to register that. However, this course of action remained in the domain of the theoretical. I never received any inspiration to actually take this step towards contacting her in this regard. And so, the project remained on the shelf month after month after month.

     A few days ago, I was finally given a strong inspiration to move forward on this project, though still not having any sense of what kind of slide show would be appropriate. And therefore, I again picked up on this previously conceived idea, that I would go ahead and contact feishtica and see if this music touched her heart, and whether she would be interested in composing a background slideshow for it. And so, when I set forth in the direction of the office to get started, this was my plan of action.

     Before going out to the office to dive into this project, however, I thought I should stop in the kitchen and make myself a cheese sandwich. I use sharp cheddar cheese, not sliced, but shredded, onto a thick layer of mayonnaise and an ocean of bright yellow mustard on both slices of a slightly toasted seven grain bread. I am only going into this detail, because it was in the midst of making this sandwich that the idea came to me that I should use La Tourelle as the backdrop for this music, for surely, what could symbolize a beautiful home better than La Tourelle, the Retreat of the Resurrection Spiral? A very surprising idea, and a good one too. The above plan of action was summarily swept off the table, having in hand now, and clearly so, the La Tourelle background blueprint which I would have no problem executing myself, knowing now, in what direction I should go. I hope you like it, even with the somewhat eclectic opening and long-winded ending. The rewind sounds are genuine, reversed and speeded up, though digitally generated.

Saturday, April 16, 2011, 1:13 PM PDT

     The goal of each day is to move in the direction of the highest truth that God has revealed to us, and I have found, as the years roll on, that rather than it getting easier to move in the direction of that truth each day, it actually becomes more difficult. Even as we get stronger in our determination to move in the direction of the truth, the forces of darkness present ever more impenetrable barriers between you, and your objective. These barriers actually gnaw upon the outer mind with a counterfeit logic of great power, making the soul feel the utter futility of even trying to break through. Of course this feeling of utter futility is the Great Lie which the sinister force is so adept at laying upon the heart of the soul.

     The ONLY tool we have to break through these barriers is the Science of the Spoken Word. The knowledge, which becomes quite keen, that we are under the control of a barrier modality is not enough to move it. One must speak the Word. And what is so interesting about the barrier that the sinister force can fashion and lock upon us, is its capacity to grab hold of the throat chakra, as if with an iron hand, and forbid it from being activated in the direction of freedom. It is very much like a knight reaching for his sword, finding that a hand, much more powerful than his own, or her own, keeps the sword from being unsheathed. And in response to this, each of us will develop our own rituals in a way that will finally position us, as we face this challenge anew each day, to exert a great and mighty effort to pull that sword out of the scabbard, and to finally wield it in defense of our mission. And when we finally get to that point of ultimate effort, we find that the sword in our hand, is the very Excaliber promised, having power to destroy the darkness in short order, allowing the Light of Freedom to flood the temple with happiness and joy and that special light of illumination that shines on the open path ahead unto the work that must be done that day.

     In way of illustrating this interesting phenomena, just two days ago I found myself walking in a local national park area sometime after midnight. We had a half-moon high in the sky, so the trail was illuminated and discernable with a soft moon light. Even so, I had a flash light in my hand just in case. And when I reached the crest of a particular hill which rises above an old and giant solitary oak tree, coming to a spot where the trail narrowed, I saw black forms on the trail, and I stopped to look to see what they might be, and they were shadows formed, against the moon light, by some very large sage brush specimens growing very close to the edge of the trail. The moon light was bright enough to allow for these shadowy shapes to be clearly seen on the dry and lightly colored sandstone-hued trail surface. And when I realized that these black shapes were shadows, I pointed my flashlight into the center of one of these shadows, and I turn it on. And as I turned it on, I said to the shadow, "take that!" as the strong beam of light completely obliterated the shadow. That shadow had absolutely no power to stand against the light. None.

     And I stood there on the trail there in the soft moon light for some time, contemplating these dark shadows, deep and black were they, and moreover, happily smitten was I by this obvious truth, as I repeatedly flashed the light beam into the midst of these dark and tangible masses on the trail floor, saying "take that!", "take that!", "take that!", "take that!", that every time, without exception, each time I turned it on, the beam of light utterly DESTROYED the shadow. In the midst of the light the shadow totally disappeared. These shadows couldn't fight back! They were totally defenseless. They had no way to ensure their survival. They had no power to stand against the light. None.

     And so, we see that the goal is to learn how to keep the light always ON. And this would be the Light of Love.

     And so, the strategy of the forces of darkness, is to grab your wrist, and hold it fast, and to make sure you never take that flashlight out of your pocket.

     In way of meeting this challenge, especially when our objective, each day, is clearly that of returning to a living sense of the Reality of our Native Love for our Twin Flame, and wherein we must face ever greater barriers in this regard, the Science of the Spoken Word, as it is expressed in music, can become a useful part of the ritual that helps us to reach the level of determination necessary to face the barriers, and to beat them back with our calls. There is nothing more important than this reunion of hearts. And so, to this end, I would offer this beautiful piece of music, "For You", composed and performed by John Denver, one of the greatest love songs of all time, as an example of this interesting expression of the Science of the Spoken Word in music, that has power to help us succeed in this process of moving through the barriers to love that we must face each day. I love this song. And I think John Denver was on a mission in this regard, to anchor it in the earth, for us to use as an instrument of victory in this centrally important area.

Monday, April 11, 2011, 9:00 PM PDT

     Of course it is true that it was revealed to me that I have treasured my twin flame for uncountable aeons. Can you imagine how valuable and precious a person has to be who can be treasured over an expanse of time so vast that the human mind cannot even get a grasp upon it? This is a treasure of unimaginable proportions. Her value could only be represented by a lofty and majestic Mt. Everest on a cosmic scale. This Mt. Everest would have to rise up from the basement of this universe, and rise so high, that it would break through the ceiling, and everyone would have to run outside, and as far away from the house as possible to get a sense of just how high this symbolic edifice of value and beauty rose in the air. Yet, to no one's surprise, this mountain of awesome wonder is just too high for anyone to fathom where the top of it might be.

     I have treasured you for uncountable aeons, this is what I say to her, several dozen times each day at least, and I realize that has to become the meditation of my whole life. Everything of value is on that landscape.

     The true identity of the soul has a vast scale. This applies to both the treasurer and the treasuree.

     The thimble-like structure of the outer mind must give way to increasingly expansive visions of those innumerable scenic vistas of dramatic beauty which this vast landscape of life and experience actually holds and has to offer to the eyes of the courageous explorer. The Master El Morya has this landscape in view, even for each one of us. And he would bring back to life the heart of the courageous explorer in us all. How does the soul ever come to dare to peak over and above the edge of the thimble which appears to be the whole universe to the fallen soul? Morya works with us to inspire, through inner vision, the adoption of a posture of heart that is ready to receive new information, a posture of the heart that is ready to integrate and incorporate that new information into the very definition of what constitutes real life, and of course, a posture of the heart that is ready to apply that new information, in a practical manner, to bring life as it is, step by step, to that crescendo of victory that God our Father and Mother have pre-orchestrated, and who await only the arrival of the vast army of musicians necessary to give it expression.

     In confronting what it has no capacity to understand, or even imagine, the outer consciousness says no way! But the soul must say OK! But how does the soul come to say OK? Only when it becomes finally clear that this is the only path that will allow for the reunion of twin flames, does the soul finally say OK. The soul finally says OK, because, in the final analysis, the soul is not capable of refusing the larger paradise of enchanted beauty the intimations of which reverberate and roll like thunder through the deepest depths of the soul as the elixir of truth touches the tongue with the promise of ever greater extravaganzas of cosmic artistry in terms of what must be revealed of this landscape of the past, that we refer to by way of this principle of uncountable aeons.

     A generally accurate rule of thumb, when it comes to estimating the age of the souls who are either serving in this universe, or who are being processed by the systems of redemption operating here, would be to assume birth and existence prior to the creation of the physical universe itself. This is definitely true for those who participated in the original rebellion, as that rebellion occurred before the creation of this universe. The general rule would also apply to those souls who never fell in the original rebellion, yet who volunteered, at some point, for service herein. For these as well, it would be safe to assume birth and existence not simply prior to the creation of the physical universe itself, but in fact, birth and existence prior to the creation of this universe, at a time so distant, that the principle of uncountable aeons would be appropriate to describe it, for this important reason, that those who serve here, for them to be able stand and face the darkness of rebellion that we find here, twin flames need a very large reserve of love, which can only be built up over vast stretches of time.

     Therefore, as a general rule, this same basic truth would apply to all twin flames who volunteered for service here, that their relationship of love, pre-existed the creation of this universe by uncountable aeons, for the simple reason that to be accepted for service here, one must have a reserve of light sufficient to hold one's ground in face of a tremendous power of darkness which represents a state of absolute rebellion against the light.

     Moreover, when it comes to estimating the general age of those souls who participated in the Great Rebellion, because of the way time is configured within the domain of Divine Civilization, as life therein is based on the principle of eternity, it would be safe to assume as well, that even the participants in the original rebellion had an opportunity to live a normal (God-Centered) life with their twin flames for a vast period of time, prior to the rebellion, and thus prior to the creation of this physical universe, the full scope of their identities could likewise be accurately characterized by the principle of uncountable aeons. In other words, they have tremendous treasures of love to return to as well.

     So in this respect, we can all be on the same page in a manner of speaking. We all have this in common, that we all have a place of divine reality to return to, in terms of finding our way back to a state of divine functionality where we can access the record systems of the heart, and come to understand who we were before our fall into this state of darkness and suffering. And moreover, when it comes to dealing with people who were drawn into the original rebellion, it would be useful to have a frame of reference that would hold out the possibility, that before the rebellion, there is a chance that all of us might have had an opportunity to have been good friends, before the bad times came upon us. The time of the Great Rebellion was a very bad time for everyone who stood within visual range.

     This identity that encompasses that vast landscape of life and experience, this is the only identity that can interact with God personally. And so there is an incentive here that promotes the birth of the true spirit of discovery in each one of us.

     And what is it that inspires the soul to detach itself from its identification with matter related activities? Why of course, it is the actuality of love that we find only on that landscape.

     The human mind can be likened unto a frog croaking loudly on the doorstep of this library of congress. This vast compendium of knowledge that speaks to the centrality of the law of being. This metaphor is not too outlandish if we remember that Washington D.C. is not just the center of national law, but moreover it was built on land that used to be a swamp, and there were a lot of frogs in that swamp. Does the frog on the doorstep know what's inside the library? No. Does he care? No. The frog does not have the capacity to care. But isn't there an old children's story wherein a frog becomes a prince? Didn't it go like this, where the beautiful princess kissed the frog, and the frog was transformed into a prince? The prince can understand the value of what's in that vast library.

     This story is an allegory for this universal path back into the domain of truth and light, where the memory of the love that the princess had for the prince over vast stretches of time, that makes of the frog, not just a prince, but the prince of old. Indeed through a series of internal experiences does a rudimentary framework of understanding become established.

     "I Am the Light of the Heart, shining in the Darkness of Being, changing all into the Golden Treasury of the Mind of Christ" - these are words from a St. Germain decree. Here we see how the master has fashioned something akin to a magic wand, that we wave before the heart, to entice the heart to release its treasures unto us. Here we see, how, the content of the record system of the heart shines forth upon the frog mind, and in the midst of that light beam, the treasured princess peaks through, even from ancient records, and kisses the toad on the lips, even as she kissed the prince of old on the lips a billion times before, and powerfully too, and indeed, this kiss is power, it has the power of awakening in it. And it awakens a sense of the identity of the prince that has been for so long locked away in a sealed trunk. And thus, we see how golden knowledge is intended to appear, one kiss at a time. Every kiss a profoundly moving and beautiful experience.

     May you pass every test.