Friday, Sept. 25, 2009, 11:11 PM PDT

     The wave and the surfer, is very much like God and the soul. Can the surfer realize his reason for being without the wave? In like manner, can the soul realize its reason for being without God? For the soul to be alive, masterful, and victorious, it must ride the wave of God-Reality.

     Of course, we can see that in both cases, that timing is more than a crucial element.

     May you pass every test.

Monday, September 21, 2009, 2:32 PM PDT

     The beauty of sailing ships does not derive merely from the beautiful setting in which they operate, but mostly by presenting a clear statement to the soul, that the vessel of the soul moves through the water only by the Power of God. When the soul looks at a sail boat, and senses the quality of beauty associated with it, it is the beauty of this profound truth that the heart has contacted, a truth, if acted upon, that promises everlasting freedom from the shackles of mortality. And so, load your boat onto the trailer, pull it over to the coast, yes, to the very edge of the ocean, launch it, and raise the sails, the very fabric of the soul's deepest longing for home, and a fresh breeze will suddenly appear, and carry you in that direction.

     May you pass every test.

Sunday, Sept. 20, 2009, 3:14 PM PDT

     Mrs. Viper had another opportunity to come out from behind the mask of anonymity, but has chosen not to do so. This leaves me no choice but to continue to use the name associated with the energy corruption that speaks through her. And so, thus sayeth Mrs. Viper, responding to my latest comments:

"Mr. Showers - I have read your reply to my email regarding the improper statements and practices on your website. I stand by my assertion that the posting of your personal decrees and affirmations is a subtle method of assuming a pseudo-messenger role far from the path outlined by the Ascended Masters. It is completely appropriate within the context of personal practice in using inserts and I AM affirmations but the posting of your revelations is precisely what Mother warned about in several lectures. It is a cult of personality and draws the blessed students of the Light away from the teachings delineated by the Ascended Host."

     The specific examples which Mrs. Viper has cited, which she asserts to be "improper statements and practices" on the HBJ website, I have shown to be completely in keeping with what the Ascended Masters teach. I have presented incontrovertible proof to that effect. And therefore, in so doing, I have likewise proven, beyond any shadow of a doubt, that her assertions are false. Yet, we see that notwithstanding the evidence of her folly, and irregardless of the exposed errors in her darkness ridden thought processes, she stubbornly leads off with the same assertions.

     And so, we see that the mind that is receiving these light rays of reality, gives no credence thereto, bats them away, and continues to pay internal homage, continues to kneel before the corrupted altar of the pride bound heart, which is a lens, through which "shines" the darkness of the astral plane, to wit, a high intensity condemnation of the Christ Light, projected by the False Hierarchy, that presses through her, which she considers to be part of her own identity. And so, no amount of discussion or dialog is going to change that energy configuration. She has an overwhelming sense that I am a piece of sludge stuck to the bottom of the oil pan, and that is the only thing that matters. (That is a metaphor associated with internal combustion engines). She feels what she feels, and the mind will be bent along that line, no matter what is said to her.

     "I stand by my assertion that the posting of your personal decrees and affirmations is a subtle method of assuming a pseudo-messenger role far from the path outlined by the Ascended Masters." For the Ascended Master students who care, this represents the essence of the kind of criticism that the Ascended Masters consider to be a violation of path rules. It is a point of judgment based on a negative feeling only. It has no basis in the law, has no basis in the truth. Here, the mind is in service to a negative feeling only, to that perversion of the one o'clock line of God-Love which is delineated as "Mild-Dislike". Perversions on this line provide a a resonant electrode for the manipulation of the astral body by the false hierarchy, and thus, the control of the mind thereby. For those who are following this discussion, please note that she has asserted this particular "pseudo-messenger" charge several times, and that she has never offered up any aspect of the Teaching that supports that point. She hasn't done so, first because the dweller is not interested in actually allowing the teaching itself to flow through its mouth, and second, because there is no such teaching anyway. It is simply a big mud ball that has been painted with a few specks of spiritual glitter to make it look like gold. The dweller is an expert in making these things up in the basement kitchen, and then climbing up on its platform of self-assigned superiority, and throwing them straight into the face of their opponent.

     Actually, I think I could quote several passages that teach the students that they are supposed to be messengers of the truth. That is a small "m" messenger, distinct from the big "M" messenger, who is authorized to deliver PRE-AUTHORED dissertations by members of the Heavenly Hierarchy. And so, what is a "pseudo" messenger?

     When you take a close look at this charge, what we see there, is a condition of incoherence. Even an error in the use of the word. What does the word "pseudo" mean. Here is the definition from Funk and Wagnalls New Practical Standard Dictionary, Volume 2, p. 1056. I like this dictionary, published in 1953, because of the clarity of word meanings that the editors achieve in almost every instance.

This is an introductory paragraph that precedes the definitions of particular words, giving a sense of what the prefix denotes in various situations:

-PSEUD -PSEUDO - Combining forms from Greek pseudes, false, used to mean false or fictitious, as in pseudonym; abnormal, as in pseudembryo; deceptive resemblance to, as in pseudotaxis, pseudomorph; sham, as in pseudoantique, pseudoprophet; a temporary formation resembling or serving the temporary purpose of, as in pseudobranchia; unreal, deceiving, or illusive, as in pseudothesia; also a resemblance in many symptoms, but a lack of the specific characters that mark the true form: said of diseases.

This is the actual definition of the word pseudo as an adjective:

PSEUDO - adj. Pretended; sham.

     As to the charge leveled, then, as my supposedly "assuming a pseudo-messenger role" we must ask, why anyone would want to assume a "pseudo" messenger role? Why would I want to assume the role of a "sham" messenger? Why would I want to assume the role of a "pretended" messenger? I would not want to do that. If I were to assume the role of a messenger, then I would assume the role of a REAL messenger. I would assume the role of a valid and authoritative messenger. Not a "pseudo" messenger. The only way the word "pseudo" could be applied to this situation, is if I proclaimed that I was a messenger, and that the proclamation was false. Then someone could say that I was a sham. A pretender. And thus a pseudo-messenger. Just another way to say that I was a false messenger. But, the fact is, I have never proclaimed to be a messenger, in the sense that Guy Ballard, Mark Prophet, or ECP were during their working years. So, if words mean anything, I cannot be accurately labeled as a false messenger, or a pseudo-messenger, because I have never claimed to be a messenger.

     So what is Mrs. Viper getting at when she levels this charge of my supposedly "assuming a pseudo-messenger role"? I think she is trying to articulate the disgust she feels at the quality of authority that I express in my writing. I think she is trying to articulate the idea that she thinks that I am trying to "act" like a messenger, but only in terms of the quality of authority with which I speak. That I am assuming a "sort of" messenger role, again based only the authority issue. That I am assuming a role of authority that is like unto a messenger. If you boil her objections down to the essence, the sense of offense she feels at the degree of authority with which I express my ideas, then we can easily come to a solid conclusion as to the origin of her objections, and thus the veracity of those objections.

     Do the Ascended Masters Teach their students that they are not to speak with authority? Do the Ascended Masters Teach their students, that they must shuffle their feet, and look at their toes, and mumble incoherently, when they speak about what they know to be the truth? I think not.

     And given the fact that there is no basis in the Teaching and the Law to validate such an overarching objection to my delivery style, where then does the objection originate? It originates in the demon handlers that are always by her side, using her to express their disdain and contempt at the appearance of any every greater light that makes their very eyes sting.

     "It is completely appropriate within the context of personal practice in using inserts and I AM affirmations but the posting of your revelations is precisely what Mother warned about in several lectures." You will note here, by this reference to I AM Affirmations, that Mrs. Viper has in fact recognized that I have demolished her previously stated arguments on the subject students fashioning their own. What was before, anathema to her, is now "completely appropriate". But does she admit it? No. She will now use this new information (which I gave her) as a higher platform from which to launch a new attack. Of course, the idea that " ... the posting of your revelations is precisely what Mother warned about in several lectures." is as wrong and false as her previous stated belief that we are not supposed to fashion our own I AM Affirmations. You can be quite sure that "Mother" never taught such a thing. If she had, you can be sure that Mrs. Viper would have posted the relevant teaching. The dweller creates out of nothing these baseless illusions which supposedly buttress its point of view. But, as I have shown before they are totally empty. This one is no different.

     "It is a cult of personality and draws the blessed students of the Light away from the teachings delineated by the Ascended Host." This is so much dweller hogwash. You can see from my previous exposition, where I confronted her examples of supposed violations of the teaching, that the things that I posted to this journal, were actually in perfect congruency with the Teaching, perfectly harmonious with the highest goals of the Brotherhood, and that this exercise exposed the fact that this individual, Mrs. Viper, was operating from a mindset that was totally opposed to the primary goals of the Brotherhood. And so the assertion contained in this statement, that she is aware of what draws students away from the light, is so much illusion. She has no idea.

     And I would make this point here, that this individual signed this latest email, "Sincerely, A Student of the Ascended Masters." Here we have a real pretender. Here we have a real sham. The word pseudo applies quite accurately to the assertion of this individual, that she is a student of the masters. This is a pseudo-student. A pseudo-chela. A pseudo-devotee. Even an archdeceiver in our midst, a tool of the false hierarchy, posing as a piously devoted student. Here is where the word "pseudo" can be used according to the dictionary definition. A person is posing as something that they are not.

     Her stated opposition to simple calls that simply direct the attention of the student in the direction of the infinite love that God our Father and Mother have for their child, this says it all. And her continued opposition to these simple calls, that says it all. If any reader is uncertain on that point, please go back and read that section of the commentary below.

     As to this "cult of personality" charge, this is another illusion the dweller has created in that twilight zone that its calls a mind In this charge, it thinks it has a big bat in its hand, with which it is going to hit a home run, using my head as the baseball. But this bat has as much substance of truth and weight to it, as the other things she has asserted. The word vapor comes to mind. I don't believe that any objective mind could really swallow this idea, that my stand for the truth, no matter what the cost, has made me a popular person in the TSL community.

"In reference to the personal attacks on my character, I will not respond. This is a matter strictly between your lifestream and the Lords of Karma when you transition from this octave for your misuse on the 12 o clock line of the Cosmic Clock of criticism, condemnation, and judgment, the misappropriation of the throat chakra through the written and spoken word, and abuse of the 1st ray."

     In fact, I think you did respond, and you have labeled my behavior as an example of CCJ. This is one of the classic rejoinders that the dweller on the threshold has in its quiver. It is a black arrow, with a poison tip. And it is meant to take the target down with one easy shot. However, her sense of truth in this area is no better than her sense of truth in all the other areas. Or to put it another way, her propensity to express falsehoods in other areas, also finds abundant expression here. Indeed, everything in that sentence is exactly upside down.

     And so, you can be sure of this. I have no fear of standing before the Lords of Karma concerning my stated conclusions regarding Mrs. Viper. On that day, I believe that they will all get down from their high benches, and they will, one and all, give me a hug of gratitude and appreciation. I am as certain, as to my the correctness of my conclusions regarding Mrs. Viper, as I am certain that on any bright and cloudless day, that if I open my eyes, I will see that the sky is blue. I have no doubts about it. The judgements that I have made are in the domain of "righteous" judgments, that are founded on the Law, the Truth, and the Teaching, and moreover, they all go in the direction of warning the students that there is an enemy in their midst, the presence of which, in our community, is made possible by the congregations kow-towing to a cabal of rebels in the leadership. I have made the effort to make sure the reader is aware of the source of my reasoning in this regard. That is the hallmark of the mind that judges righteously.

"My primary concern for your soul is the lack of renouncing the astral beast of drugs through your nefarious connection with John Denver. You have not yet removed these items from your site. This not only ties your soul into the false hierarchy of drugs and marijuana but every blessed student of the Ascended Masters that visits your website. This, sir, is inexcusable. It not only jeopardizes the continuity of your spiritual association with Great White Brotherhood but risks the spiritual progress of both new and veteran students of the Ascended Masters. I once again implore you to do the right thing, Mr. Showers, and remove these insidious astral connections to death and hell through the drug beast from your site and publicly renounce your affiliation with John Denvers music and harmful personal lifestyle choices."

     I will deal with the charges in this paragraph in more detail in a subsequent blogger entry. For the time being, note how this creature thinks she has me by the throat on this subject. But as before, when all the facts come into view, the origin of these particular objections will become clear. She is the mouthpiece, again, of the False Hierarchy, spewing a sense of disdain and disgust in the direction of Real Heart Vibrations, just as she expressed her disgust in relationship to the calls that I posted which directed the attention of the students in the direction of God's Infinite Love for Them Personally, as the Beloved Children of the Most High.

     Remember, Mrs. Viper had an opportunity to face that obvious pathology in her psychology one more time, and in that opportunity she did not recognize her obvious disgust for the central goal of the Path as a pathology. No, she recognized it as part of her store of virtues. She came back, and stated her objections to those calls in another way. Even though it was made quite clear that those calls were exactly in harmony with the purposes and priorities of the Brotherhood, and that the Ascended Masters would want their purposes and priorities to have expanded play in any possible publication channel, she still came back and voiced another objection to those calls. This is not a student of the masters. But an imposter, a servant of the dark side posing as a student of the Masters inside of this community, for the purpose of sewing seeds of confusion, and for the purpose of corrupting the essentials of the Teaching.

     And it is amazing to see how the disgust of the False Hierarchy flows through her, and this disgust is clothed with the outer garments of a supposedly devoted student of the Masters.

     Indeed, there has been no person on the popular music scene that was more successful than John Denver in drawing the attention of the soul to the vibrations of the Divine Heart. And the False Hierarchy hated him for it.

     Mrs. Viper's focus on the drug issue is a classic example of the Pharisee-like fixation on a point of the law, a tiny black thread in an otherwise white suit, that appears to be a useful means in the moment to tear down the object of their hatred. Sure, let's pull that tiny thread out, but let's not pull down the whole man with it. Her views on John Denver are totally upside down, and she has no internal source of light as a reference point for her to understand that fact, as her viewpoints on all of these other issues testify.

     May you pass every test.

Thursday, Sept. 17, 2009, 10:51 PM PDT

     The soul does glory in its Immersion in the orchestral and symphonic, artfully embracing, majestically endearing, joyful, and ravenously passionate currents of Divine Reality. Harmony — the capacity of the soul to follow God our Father and Mother to the heights of Their Rejoicing, to the heights of Their Happiness, to the heights of Their Love. What a magical reality they have made possible for each one of us.

     As to her smile, that would launch me like a rocket ship into the upper atmosphere and send me into a thousand orbits around this planet throwing glittering and flaming diamonds upon all the people of the earth.

     May you pass every test.

Saturday, Sept. 12, 2009, 2:55 PM PDT

     This "conversation" with Mrs. Viper started more than 3 months ago. If you will recall, I gave the name "Mrs. Viper" to an individual who, in the most cowardly fashion, continues to hide behind a cloak of anonymity, who has previously set forth a series of poisonous allegations directed at this author. Now, I responded to her initial series of allegations in a blogger entry dated May, 27, 2009, under this imaginative and hard hitting title, "Mrs. Viper, the Anti-Mother, Sinks her Fangs of Doubt Into the Sleepy Mind of the Ascended Master Student Body". In the course of that detailed response, I set forth therein, a series of challenges directed at inspiring this individual to substantiate, with some evidence, the allegations made. To my surprise, she has actually attempted to do so, however, while continuing to remain anonymous, an individual without an identity in God (as you shall see).

     Though happily, with every additional word she has uttered in the course of her additional responses, she has only worked to further highlight the truth in regards to all the conclusions I've previously set forth in relationship to the alliances with the False Hierarchy that she maintains, and their agenda which she serves, even while she poses as a lover of "mother", a student of the masters, and a stalwart chela in the midst of this (TSL) organization. This will be clear enough from the analysis that follows, which will be another thorough line-by-line commentary on the poison that drips from her fangs and from her always parched lips.

     Therefore, I feel it would be quite fitting, and in the end, you will understand why it IS quite fitting, to begin this exposition, by noting, that during one of my many treks into the Two Winds Back Country, for a purpose that will soon be known around the world, I had occasion to happen upon this rattlesnake, who was situated right next to the trail with its heat sensors pointed right in my direction, with its rattle shaking at ME like an organic version of an unoiled buzz saw.

     That was the first time I had heard this particular acoustical phenomena first-hand, with the rattle shaking at ME (personally), and I can report to you that there just isn't any other sound like it on the whole planet as far as I know. I can tell you, it really gets your attention. Look at the size of that rattle! And what does the language of the rattle communicate? If you come near me, you're dead meat. If you come near me, I am going to kill you. That's what the rattle communicates. No sir, the message is not, if you come near me, I will shake your hand and pat you on the back, and help you feel good about your day. No. There is nothing kind, or nice, or friendly there. It is the purest embodiment of fear and hatred and the intent to destroy. I will ruin your whole day, in fact, your whole life, and make no mistake about, I have the poison right here that can do just that, and the means to deliver it. And what in the world could be more narrow minded, selfish, and evil than that?

     Make note of the existence of a creature here, that operates totally outside the Laws of God our Father and Mother, but uses the Energy of God to prolong its existence. And so, let everyone search their heart for an answer to this question, as to why an All-Loving God would populate the earth with creatures that could tear their beloved children to shreds, and in fact eat them for dinner? The answer is, God did not create these creatures, any more than God created that flaming pimple on your nose

     Now, this is a fairly unusual photograph, and I was tempted to share it with my readers long before now, as it was taken back in March, but the subject matter was so ugly, that I could not fathom any reason why I would want to share such a thing with journal readers. What purpose could possibly be served? I could not fathom a purpose that would be served. That is, until now. Everything in my life happens for a purpose. And now I know the purpose of this experience. It fits into the puzzle that we are working on today.

     My intent in this blogger entry is to address Mrs. Viper's direct response to my challenges. Truly, I am surprised that she is making the effort at all. Though I can see that because I made it clear that the sign of the true student is to make the effort to explain oneself, she felt herself boxed into a corner, because she obviously has a lot invested in the idea that she is really a student of the masters! And so, this is the more valuable of a learning experience for all of us, given the depth of self-deception within which this individual lives.

     Now, I asked her specifically to expand upon, and give examples, that support her contention that I have tampered with the officially released and sponsored decrees of the Ascended Masters. And also in relationship to her allegations of psychic enslavement, I asked her explain why she thinks this is so.

     I am literally shocked out of my socks, that this individual would parade, in her subsequent response, such upside down thinking before the world, which you will see with your own eyes, clearly having no idea how far from the tuning fork of reality her soul has wandered. She has no idea. And that comports with something the Master El Morya said in his Clean House dictation, that those who are indeed immersed in the psychic, do not know it. The level of self-deception and delusion that they build up around themselves can be absolutely seamless in terms of the quality of self-righteousness.

     But there is something more troubling here. She is certainly oblivious to the state of total darkness to which her viewpoints bear witness. But how could that be if she were surrounded by those who are Awake in the Light? That's the point. The only way she could be oblivious to this, is that the people around her are not challenging her. They have become acclimated to this electrode of darkness in their midst. And I warned you, some years ago, that this is exactly the end to which the congregation as a whole would come, if they allowed themselves to be ruled by rebels. Great clouds of astral smoke were blown into the organization back in 2003. People choked on it initially to be sure. Those who tried to open the windows were cast out. As for those who remained, they learned to "live" with it, which is an oxymoronic concept, in as much as the dirty soot of rebellion chokes the lungs of the soul, depriving it of oxygen, setting into motion a slow state of spiritual asphyxiation.

     In this blogger entry, I will focus only on her attempt to present her "evidence", her "reasons", that she has set forth to back up her allegations of psychic enslavement, and the tampering with the official decrees of the Summit Lighthouse. Mrs. Viper also made quite an effort to rip to shreds the life work of John Denver, some of whose work I have shared with readers because of my sincere conviction as to its inherent spiritual value. I will address that aspect of her response in a subsequent blogger entry.

     Your level of certainty on this point exposes the level of darkness in which are residing. We see that there is not even a glimmer of light in your world that would communicate to you the fact that you have wandered about a billion miles away from what is the truth in this area. If there was a glimmer of light in your world, you would have some uncertainty as to your blanket assertions on this point. Your intuition, which is the Light of the Heart, would tell you that you are going in the wrong direction. But there is nothing in your statement that would lead anyone to believe that there is any factor of light operative in your world that has enough influence to mitigate a statement that is exactly upside down. Exactly upside down.

     This level of certainty in darkness can only come through an association with the False Hierarchy. And, might I say, the absence of a threefold flame. And this begins to explain your passionate attack against my analysis that showed that Obama has no threefold flame. Yes, I see why this line of enquiry has hit close to home for you.

     Of course, and this state of darkness explains it, your statement totally refutes the very foundation upon which the Summit Lighthouse is built, which is specifically, the I Am Teachings given by St. Germain through Guy Ballard, specifically in the "I Am Discourses", Volume 3 of the St. Germain series, published by the Saint Germain Foundation.

     In the "I Am Discourses", Volume 3, the Master Saint Germain explains at great length, over the course of 23 discourses, the importance of the name of God "I AM" and how this name is supposed to be used by the Children of God, to set the unlimited power of God our Father and Mother, I Am That I Am, in motion to manifest every good and perfect thing in the life of the Divine Child. The theme is constant throughout the work, that there is no place in the life of any individual wherein the Power of God "I AM" is not applicable to bringing forth perfection and harmony. For example, the Master says:

"Everything in the life experience of humanity can be governed by the I Am Presence. The use of the I Am Presence is the highest activity that can be given." (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.111)

     I think most people would agree that the word "everything" covers a very wide piece of ground, and that there could not possibly be any limit to what kind of situations the supplicant could articulate when it comes to drawing this highest activity into action into any particular area. And moreover, this is very much in the domain of the self-evident, that if the Masters teach that the power of the I Am Presence can be applied to EVERYTHING that it would be impossible for them to state EVERYTHING to which this highest power might apply, in their written Teachings. The best the Masters can do, is to give us clear statements on wide categories, leaving the specifics as to which precise element of EVERYTHING the student has in mind.

"No matter what the problem to be solved in the individual's life, there is only One power, Presence, and Intelligence that can solve it; and that is the individual's recognition of the All-Powerful Presence of God, with whom no outer activity may interfere, unless the individual's attention is knowingly, or unknowingly, drawn from his central recognition and acceptance of the Supreme God Power." (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.137-138)

     Here is the same basic idea expressed. This phrase, "No matter what the problem to be solved", covers a very wide swath of ground. All problems can be solved by the One power, Presence and Intelligence that is God. All problems. And is it possible for the Masters to specifically delineate every problem a student will face? That is impossible. The Teaching would have to be hundreds of thousands of volumes to cover all problems. And therefore, the Teaching is given, in most cases, in the form of broadly stated principles which the student must apply to very specific circumstances, and in the application of the Power of God to specific circumstances, the student will be devising calls to the I Am Presence that will not be found specifically articulated in the Teachings.

     In most cases, the Teachings as given, should be seen like unto the chart of the elements. The chart of the elements describes thus far, 116, of the 144 basic atoms. Now, the combinations that these atoms can make up, to form various molecules of differing properties are manifold. One might even consider using the word "infinite" to describe the number of possible combinations. Can a written Teaching contain a delineation of the infinite? This is not possible. The Teacher, i.e. the Master describes to the student the basic elements, and the principles of combination, and perhaps a few example combinations to get the spiritual alchemist started. The majority of reality in this respect is left to Self-Discovery in the laboratory of Being.

      Now, in this regard, the Master St. Germain gives a veritable multitude of examples of how to use the name "I AM" to call forth all manner of good and perfect things. Many of the examples which he gives, perhaps 90 percent of them, can be used without any specific changes. Others must be tailored specifically to the situation. For example.

"I AM the Resurrection and the Life of my business, my understanding or whatever thing I wish to focus my attention upon" (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.107)

     These are the Master's words. The word "whatever" was the Master's word. And in using the word "whatever" the Master is not asking the student to actually say that word! In other words to actually say "whatever thing I wish to focus my attention upon". No. The student is supposed to replace the word "whatever" with a specific expression as to what he or she wants to focus the attention upon. For example, if you have something wrong with your big toe, this would be perfectly appropriate:

"I AM the Resurrection and the Life of God's Perfection in my big toe." (Steven's Example)

     I remember the story that the Messenger liked to tell the student body, about slamming the finger of a student in the car door. It would have been perfectly appropriate in the aftermath of that painful event for this student to say,

"I AM the Resurrection and the Life of God's Perfection in my (throbbing) finger." (Steven's Example)

     Here is another example of a call given by the Master St. Germain where he uses the word "whatever" as a placeholder for anything the student desires to place there.

"Think often what these two marvelous words mean, and always couple with the use of these two words the statement that: "When I say, "I AM", "I AM" setting into motion the limitless power of God in whatever I couple the expression "I AM" with." (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.152)

     The Master says, "In whatever I couple the expression ... with." The common sense interpretation is that you can put anything there, as long as it is in harmony with the Law of God.

     Here are some more examples of calls given by the Master St. Germain which will require specific alterations for the student's specific needs.

1. "I Am the conscious memory of these things." (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.112)

2. "I Am the conscious memory, use and understanding, in the use of these things." (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.112).

3. "I Am the commanding presence, the exhaustless energy, the divine wisdom, causing my desire to be fulfilled. (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.116)

4. "I Am the presence preventing this. I am the positive, peaceful control of this whole situation. (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.123)

5. Say often, "I Am the Presence" in everything you wish to have done. (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.143)

6. "I Am the only and perfect energy acting there. Therefore every appearance of disturbance is instantly corrected." (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.82)

     In both Item 1 and Item 2, the student needs to put something specific in place of the word "things". In Item 3, it would be appropriate to specify the exact desire being referred to. In Item 4, it would be appropriate to specify the situation. In Item 5, the phrase "everything you wish to have done" is a placeholder for the specification of precisely what you need to have done in a given circumstance. Clearly, there are no limits here. If you need to have it done, (and it is within the law) then you can specify it there. And in Item 6, it would be appropriate to substitute a specific reference in place of the word "there".

     These are just a few examples of many that could be cited that illustrate this point, that the student is supposed to design his or her own "I AM" calls to meet the specific needs of a given situation. And of course, there is nothing in the body of the Teaching given through Mark and Elizabeth Prophet that changed this fundamental and a-priori Teaching.

     And so, when you ask this: "Where in the teachings of the Ascended Masters revealed through Mark or Elizabeth Prophet (or Godfre and Lotus) were we directed to create our own I AM affirmations? and you go on to answer your own question, "Simply put, we were not.", not only are you guilty of expressing a gross error, we can conclude, and this is with great certainty, that you are operating out of a state of gross ignorance on one of the most fundamental aspects of the Teaching.

     And what is it that moves directly against the most fundamental Teachings of the Ascended Masters? It is Serpent. The amalgamation of the Luciferian psychology.

     The use of tailored I Am affirmations is central to making progress on the Path of Initiation. Why is this so? Our understanding of why this is so, grows out of a fundamental premise, as follows.

     The Goal of the Path is to receive ever greater, and more numerous inner revelations of illumination from the Heart of God through the mediating hearts of the Ascended Masters, inner revelations of illumination which speak to the divine identity of the soul, which speak to the relationship of the soul to God. In this way (through the inner revelation of truth) is the relationship between the soul and God healed. In this way (through the inner revelation of truth) is the Christ Identity re-established. In this way (through the inner revelation of truth) is the Christ Identity reborn within the temple of each embodied individual on earth. And to this end did the Masters give this motto to the Keepers of the Flame - Hold Fast What Thou hast Received.

     How does the student hold fast to each jewel of internal revelation? Does the student hold fast to that jewel by forgetting about it? Does the student hold fast to that jewel by allowing the concerns of the world to trample all over it? No. There is only one way for the student to hold fast to jewels of revealed truth. And that is through affirmation. Therefore, we see that there is only one pathway that leads from revelation to assimilation. And that pathway is affirmation. We see that there is only one pathway that leads the soul from revelation to integration. And that pathway is again, affirmation. Affirmation in word first according to the principle Thou shalt decree a thing and it shall be established unto thee. And then follows affirmation in deed. If you are given an internal gift of truth, and you want to hold onto that truth, and possess it for eternity, you must affirm it, and you must affirm it using the name of God I Am. And then you must live it. Your mind must move in harmony with it. Your feelings must move in harmony with it. Your hands and feet must move in harmony with it.

     There is not anything more fundamental to the Teachings of the Ascended Masters. Yet Mrs. Viper has refuted this most fundamental aspect of the Teaching. And how it is possible for anyone to refute a most fundamental aspect of the Teaching? This can only be done out of a state of GROSS ignorance of that Teaching. And ignorance so pitch black, so opaque, that not even the faintest outline of truth will shine through.

     That state of gross ignorance is a TOTAL PERVERSION of the 5 o'clock Gemini line of God-Wisdom. A total perversion. It is state of darkness that does not know anything about the process of inner illumination. It is state of darkness that does not know anything about the process by which points of inner illumination are anchored. Indeed, it is a state of darkness that cannot even conceptualize the possibility of inner illumination. In fact, it is a state of darkness the denies the possibility of inner illumination.

     In a word, this describes the spirit of serpent moving seamlessly through the mind and mouth of Mrs. Viper.

     And make no mistake about it. What is totally dark on the 5 o'clock line, has to be totally dark on the 4 o'clock line. And what is totally dark on the 4 o'clock line, has to be totally dark on the 3 o'clock line. And you can go back through the lines of the memory body, and go forward through the lines of the desire body, and reach the same conclusion. And it is in that state of darkness, wherein the soul becomes a tool for demons on the astral plane. And we have only begun to scratch the surface of darkness being expressed by Mrs. Viper. Hold onto your hats.

     Just to be clear, the words displayed in red, are the words of Mrs. Viper, the words displayed in blue are MY WORDS which she is quoting.

     When we go back to the foundation teachings given by the Master St. Germain through his messenger Guy Ballard, we find that the Master is Teaching his students to use this important phrase, "I AM the Resurrection and the Life" in many different ways. One example, that I have already quoted above, is this:

"I AM the Resurrection and the Life of my business, my understanding or whatever thing I wish to focus my attention upon" (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.107)

     With this as a starting point, we can see that the content of my affirmation clearly falls within the authority granted by this phrase in the teaching, to wit, "whatever thing I wish to focus my attention upon."

     The next issue would be whether the "whatever" falls within what the Masters teach to be a "right desire" or is taught to be the Will of God our Father for every soul. Now, the principles articulated in the body of the affirmation are so fundamental to the Teaching, so fundamental to the goals of the path, so fundamental to the goals of every soul's reunion with God, and to the birth of the Christ Child in our hearts, principles which the Ascended Masters have discoursed on at length in hundreds of dictations, that I believe it would be a disservice to the very magnitude of this self-evident truth to quote any aspect of the Teaching in support of it. This is too fundamental. There are hundreds, if not thousands of references available. And if there is any doubt about it in the mind of anyone, that is anyone who is an ascended master student, that individual is very possibly not even a Child of God, but part of the robot creation. A human creation without a soul, and obviously without a threefold flame.

     Nevertheless, in my review of all of the different and many ways the Masters themselves have used this fundamental mantra "I Am the Resurrection of the Life", beyond the issue of finances, these four statements show clearly that my call is well within the framework of what the Masters desire for us to affirm.

1. Lo, I AM the resurrection and the life! Lo, I AM the resurrection and the life of eternal Truth, eternal Truth, eternal Truth. Vol. 23 No. 30 - Beloved Pallas Athena - July 27, 1980

2. I AM the Resurrection and the Life of the Son of God within me! Vol. 34 No. 40 - Beloved Helios - August 18, 1991

3. I AM the Resurrection and the Life! That mantra, beloved hearts, is for you to give to affirm your union with God forevermore. Vol. 36 No. 48 - Sanat Kumara Spokesman for the Seven Holy Kumaras - October 13, 1993

4. See Your Own Beloved I AM Presence Face to Face My blessed chelas truly sons and daughters of the Christ flame here and now accept the comfort and assurance of the truth I bring you ..." Vol. 1 No. 11 - El Morya - October 24, 1958

     In reference to Item 1, can you imagine that the Ascended Lady Master Pallas Athena in recommending that we call for the resurrection and the life of eternal truth in general, would nevertheless object if a student called for the Resurrection and the life of a specifically delineated eternal truth? That is simply implausible.

     In reference to Item 2, can you imagine that the Ascended Master Beloved Helios, in recommending that we call for the Resurrection and the life of the Son of God within us, would object, if the student called for the Resurrection and the life of that Son of God in a more specific and precise manner? That is simply implausible. What does it mean to have the Son of God resurrected inside of us? I have delineated in that call, based on internally revealed truth, several fundamental principles that are associated with the process of resurrecting the identity of the Son of God within us.

     In reference to Item 3, can you imagine that the Ascended Master Beloved Sanat Kumara, in recommending that we call for the Resurrection and the life of our union with God forevermore, would object, if the student called for the Resurrection and the life of that union in more specific and precise manner? That is simply implausible. I have delineated in that call, based on internally revealed truth, several fundamental principles that are associated with the process of rebuilding that condition of unity between the soul and God.

     In reference to Item 4, can you imagine that the Ascended Master El Morya, would advocate this face to face goal for every student, and then object when a student would call, in the manner taught, for the Resurrection and the life of the very face-to-face condition that he advocates? That is simply implausible. And besides, searching the pearls for the phrase "face to face" comes up with 204 hits. How could anyone go wrong calling for the Resurrection and the life of this face-to-face situation with the very Father Mother God who gave birth to us in the beginning, and who pours out to us Their infinite love even unto the present?

     Make no mistake about it. Trying to label this psychic, or astral, as Mrs. Viper has done, and will do, when we get to her next statement, is no different than some people in the day of Jesus Christ, attributing his miracles, and his works of healing to the devil.

     Who is it that is going to get all hot and bothered when the Children of God start saying this: "I Am, I Am, I Am the Resurrection and the Life of my True Identity in God"? Only the agents of the False Hierarchy will have objections to that.

     Who is it that is going to get all hot and bothered when the Children of God start affirming the resurrection and the life of this face to face, conscious embrace with the Infinite Love that God our Dear Heavenly Father, and our Dear Heavenly Mother, have for their Beloved Child? Only the agents of the False Hierarchy will have objections to that.

     Who is it that is going to get all hot and bothered when the Children of God start affirming the resurrection and the life of this direct knowledge of the Truth about God's Infinite love for them personally? Only the agents of the False Hierarchy will have objections to that.

     This affirmation specifies exactly the domain of communion, wherein the Christ Child is born. And this objection, posed by Mrs. Viper, represents the darkest possible expression of the Anti-Christ. The very serpent which would grab the child out of the very arms of God once again. And you can see why the photos I shared, taken on the Two Winds Trail, is shockingly relevant. The force that feels contempt or disdain for the above affirmation, if you could see it with your own eyes on the astral plane, would look very much like the creature in the photographs. And make no mistake about it. It desires to kill the Christ. And it has much blood already on its hands in that regard. And Mrs. Viper is the pawn it uses in this insidious work inside of our own (TSL) community.

     For a person with a threefold flame, every element of the call I set forth above, draws the Light of Recognition from the heart. That soul says to itself, indeed, that is where I have been before. And that is where I desire to return. I want to be in the arms of God my Father and my Mother once again. I am grateful to be reminded. I just wish I could remember to focus my attention in that direction more often.

     To argue against this, it is not enough to have a heart that is simply empty of the Light of Recognition. No. One must have something else. One must have in the heart a state of contempt for the principles of the reunion that are articulated in that call. A state of contempt. That is the heart of the serpent which hates the very idea of the Children of God finding their way back into the Arms of God our Father and Mother, and thus, out of its reach and control. Here we have, right in the very midst of this community, this voice of absolute evil speaking through the mouth of one that masquerades before us as not just a student of light, but potentially as a minister, and a study group leader. Standing in the very midst of this community, a serpent which has clothed itself with the appearance of devotion and piety, clearly using the light it has stolen from the surrounding lightbearers, just as the pharisees and sadducees of old.

     Look at how this serpent can deny Christ, right to your face, and with out missing a step, draw a picture on your mind, in regards to its love for "mother". This is really sinister. "Even if it came from your Holy Christ Self, it is not acceptable ... " This serpent is posturing itself above the very person of Christ, as if the Holy Christ Self is not the very person of Christ, proclaiming that the truth that flows from the mind of Christ in You is not fitting for the ears of the Children of God! It would be impossible to turn the teaching to a position in our minds that would be more upside down than that. There it is, right in front of your face. Obedience to the Holy Christ Self, once you can ever figure out what that is, is the pinnacle of authority in our lives, and that is what the Masters teach. Yet this serpent, posing as an Ascended Master Student says we can deny the expression of this Christ in us, stating flat out, that the expression of the Christ in us, is some how "unacceptable."

     As to the rest of it, I have already exposed the gross state of ignorance, even another attempt at turning the Teaching upside down, represented by the idea that we have not been taught to fashion our own calls. The teachings of the Master St. Germain clearly refutes that. And of course, who is going to forget the Messenger standing before the congregation, asking the congregation to shout their own calls and fiats. As if she expected everyone to shout only that which they had meticulously memorized from the dictations beforehand.

Lord Michael Before,
Lord Michael Behind,
Lord Michael to the Right,
Lord Michael to the Left,
Lord Michael Above,
Lord Michael Below,
Lord Michael, Lord Michael,
Wherever I Go. (1x)

In the Name of Mighty Victory, I Must Assimilate
the Central Element of My Divine Identity, the Identity
of the Child Greatly Loved of the Father, even the Christ
Child Greatly Loved of the Father and the Mother. This
is the Truth, Don't Doubt It. (3x)

(Repeat)

The last sentence is the word of the One Father. It is not an argument of the intellectual mind. It is a statement from the very throne of the Great Central Sun, and applies to every child, without exception. That's right, without exception.

In this example you have left the decree pattern directly released from the Heart of Archangel Michael intact, yet you have added your own progressive revelation to the ending of the decree. This is unacceptable. I would refer you to the false and psychic decrees released through Carolyn and Monroe Shearer or David Lewis. They claim their patterns are directly from the Ascended Masters. How are your affirmations any different then these pseudo-Messengers and false pastors in our midst?"

     For the sake of clarity again, the text in red represents the words of Mrs. Viper. The text in blue represents MY WORDS which she has quoted as evidence of my supposed enslavement to the psychic.

     Again, I must say, that for a person with a threefold flame, every element of the call I set forth above, draws the Light of Recognition from the heart. That soul says to itself, indeed, that is where I have been before. And that is where I desire to return. I want to be in the arms of God my Father and my Mother once again. I am grateful to be reminded. I just wish I could remember to focus my attention in that direction more often.

     Indeed, anyone with a threefold flame will recognize the fact that what I have articulated in this call, is the very center of the target of Christ Communion. Again, the flame of the heart will say to the soul, you have been there before, you have been in the midst of that knowledge before, and the soul says yes, I have been there before. I am a Child of the Most High. I want to be there again. For the soul that is putting on its Christ Identity, for the soul that is moving closer to God, closer to that original love relationship, for the soul that is rediscovering, through inner revelation, the truth about God's Love for that soul, as the Beloved Child, these principles expressed strike the heart as beautiful, not objectionable.

     And we have to ask the same question. Who could possibly object to the voicing of these principles? Who is it that feels a strong urge to tear these principles down? It is the entire warp and woof of the False Hierarchy that wants to tear down this focal point, and minimize to the greatest extent possible, the amount of time any soul has their attention upon it. This hatred of the Christ, which is to say, this hatred of the possibility that the soul will come into the knowledge once again of the Great Love that God the Father, and the Mother have for the soul, this is the central identity of the False Hierarchy, and the serpent, and which is expressing itself, unhindered through the heart of Mrs. Viper.

     How insane this objection is revealed to be, when we understand that this is exactly where the Seven Beloved Archangels want to bring every soul, right into the midst of this revelation of infinite love. As if Archangel Michael would somehow be offended at one student offering a helping hand in getting the students to direct their attention to the very center of the target of attainment which all the Archangels see as the universal goal for all. The objection comes from the False Hierarchy, and nowhere else.

" ...I would refer you to the false and psychic decrees released through Carolyn and Monroe Shearer or David Lewis. They claim their patterns are directly from the Ascended Masters. How are your affirmations any different then these pseudo-Messengers and false pastors in our midst?"

     First, I have not abandoned the Summit Lighthouse and Church Universal and Triumphant. I still stand for the victory of this organization, which requires the casting out of the rebels who have taken over the leadership. And it will require the unmasking of the serpents in our midst, like unto yourself, who deceive the very elect into believing that they are angels of light, even though out of their mouth proceeds the poison of the Denial of Christ. As you have so clearly demonstrated. While these pirates made me walk the plank, probably beneath the canopy of your applause, I did not sink to the bottom of the ocean. I am in my little row boat off the port bow, and the day is coming when I will join in the fight to overturn these imposters, replace the shredded sails with brand new yards of clean white canvas, and we will sail on to victory.

     Second, I have not followed after any of the false messengers. I am the only member of this organization, as far as I know, who has published material that has made a good case regarding the false hierarchy sponsorship of those organizations. I have remained at my post.

     Third, I have never claimed to give dictations direct or otherwise from the Ascended Masters.

     Fourth, I do not now, or have I ever claimed that these calls come directly from the Ascended Masters. These calls come out of the domain of communion which exists between my Soul and God my Father, and my Mother. I have never claimed any more or any less. These are my jewels of truth given to me within the domain of communion. If they strike the heart as true, then honor them as expressions of universal truth. If they strike the heart as false, then throw them in the trash. Your choice. I could go on and on. The difference is like unto the difference that exists between Darkness and Light.

     Fifth, the astral entities which speak through the false messengers, agents of the False Hierarchy one and all, do not direct the attention of their "students" in the direction of God our Father and Mother. They do not show the way towards the restoration of the soul's personal relationship with the Most High. This is because their goal is to lead the soul away from God, and into box canyons, and other kinds of dead ends. In this regard, then, as a substitute for reality, they stress inflation of the human ego, helping the ego to feel like a god in its own right. So full of "love" and "wisdom" and rightness, it has become through its association with these imposters. Not full of light by virtue of direct contact with God (through the mediatorship of the Real Masters), but full of rightness, or righteousness, by virtue of direct contact with these imposters. (The psychological lever that makes this work is fear. First, they fear to face God. Second, they fear to face the Real Masters, a fear that has turned into a subtle hatred, which allows their minds to become filled with all kinds of doubts as to the validity of the Real Path. Third, when a greener pasture appears, they fear they will miss the boat of they don't jump into the lap of one of these false messengers.) By comparison, everything that the Real Ascended Masters teach, directs the attention of the soul to the restoration of the face to face relationship with the Most High God, and they are certainly unique in this regard, in as much as they have the power to restore that relationship. The Real Ascended Masters have the power to restore that relationship. That is their reason for being. The imposters do not have that power, and I don't even think that they purport to have that power, as such an assertion would be followed by a demand for proof. What they do, is give their followers what they want, an excuse to keep walking away from God, while maintaining the delusion that they are still walking in the direction of the light. So they direct the attention of their followers in the direction of ego inflation which they can experience as the "inspiration" of the left-handed path. This inflated sense of self-righteousness and self-importance which the false Hierarchy knows how to amplify is the substitute for direct contact with God. It gives them the (false) sense that they are still walking in the direction of the "light" even as they keep their back turned against God (and the goal of reunion).

     When this distinction is understood, the comparison of my writing to the work of the false messengers must strike the clear and balanced mind as egregiously absurd. I am in step with the hearts of the Real Ascended Masters whose only desire is to return every soul to the face to face awareness of the infinite love that God our Father and Mother pour out to them personally. This is the only point of victory. There is no other. And this is exactly what they Teach. And this is exactly what they are ready to do for every student on the Path of Initiation.

     Finally, then, in regards to Mrs Viper's allegation of my altering or tampering with the official decrees of the Summit Lighthouse, I would note she had ample time and opportunity to make her best case. And I believe that what she came up with has fizzled miserably. And therefore, because of the void of evidence pertaining to the allegation, I believe we can safely conclude that her allegations were not just false, but malicious. And in regards to her assertion of psychic enslavement, the same can be said. No evidence was offered. What was offered, was actually more proof of her own alignment to the forces of darkness.

     Mrs. Viper gives us an example of the kinds of darkness which has become a substitute for the Light in the midst of this (TSL) community now led by a cabal of rebels more fully aligned to the domain of the psychic than any of the false messengers. The rats, as it were, have a run of the place, and as I have said before, no one is setting traps. Yes, this is a travesty. And we will overturn it.

     May you pass every test.

Wednesday, Sept. 9, 2009, 8:19 PM PDT

     1) I have archived the June and July blogger entries, that were part of this main blogger page, to separate archive files which are now accessible via links in the blogger archive windows that run along the right margin of the main column.

     2) Also, if you have not noticed this before, if you place your mouse over the right portion of any blogger entry date and time bar, you will see a link appear that will take you to the table of contents table below. To see that, you need javascript enabled. The green arrows at the top of the index table will bring you back to the top entry.

     3) Please say a prayer for the unborn every time you see the abortion counter pop up appear. Really, this will help everyone to balance more of their karma, as well as to save lives. It would be an egregious mistake, a mistake the dweller will make repeatedly, if you allow it, to see that pop-up as a nuisance. And those who browse the web with pop-ups turned off, I would encourage you to enable pop-ups for homewardboundjournal.com for the forgoing reason. It is the only pop-up you will see.

     4) And while we are on the subject of egregious mistakes, I would say to Kerry Johnson, it would be an egregious mistake to ignore the truth of what I have spoken to you. Actually, the word "egregious" would be a pitifully small understatement. Unfortunately, it is impossible for the mind that is absorbed into the darkness of the dweller, however much the internal world is illuminated, like the Las Vegas strip, by the pulsating and alluring neon lights of idol energized self-righteousness, to comprehend the magnitude of the treasure that the soul forfeits through such indulgences. And so, the only way they will know, is if someone tells them.

     5) I would encourage every reader, that with each visit to the daily blogger, to please give the calls with the Master El Morya above, regarding the process required to bring millions of souls into this (TSL) organization. That call matrix is embedded in the Main Flash Header Graphic above. Again, this is another important opportunity for every reader to put their toe in the stream of acceleration, indeed to merge your heart with the many Masters who serve at the Royal Teton Retreat. If anyone does not have the Flash plug-in installed, I would enthusiastically encourage you to install that now.

     May you pass every test.

Monday, September 7, 2009, 2:04 PM PDT

     I appreciate the assistance of (TSL Old-Timer) Kerry Johnson, of Paradise Players fame, in helping me to make this point so clearly, that idolatry is the land of the deepest delusion, where, as this statement bears witness, he currently wanders, and without a candle. Responding to the Andrew Kramer article below, he had this to say concerning your humble author's sincere effort to stand up for the truth and the law as the (Real) Ascended Masters have given it to us:

... Your material is insane and full of fantasy and spiritual pride. I worked personally with Elizabeth Clare Prophet for over 22 years and if she could see the kind of tripe you are spewing forth she would rebuke you severly and instantly. I have known Andrew Kramer and Robert and Linda Worobec for over 20 years and you are not one millionth of the chela that they are. I suggest you get some real humility, quit your judging of others and work on removing the BEAM from your own eye. -- Kerry Johnson

     In the discussion that follows, this point of the law, as it is articulated by the Ascended Master the Maha Chohan can serve as a lamp unto our feet, not just in the case of Kerry Johnson, but also in the case of Andrew Kramer. And not limited to him either, as it applies, as the Master states explicitly to the Messenger herself. Indeed, the point is made clearly here, that the law does not include in the equation of justice, the status one might have in the eyes of the people, or even in the eyes of oneself.

Vol. 48 No. 1 - The Beloved Maha Chohan - January 9, 2005 Conquer Pride and Receive the Gifts of the Holy Spirit Part 1      Therefore, I caution you concerning the words of the mouth, the meditations of the heart. Let them be acceptable in the sight of God. If they are not acceptable, then call upon the law of forgiveness and the violet flame and remove them and start again a new page.      It is not as though you can say to your master, the ascended master who guides you: "I made a mistake. Can I have time out? Can you cancel it?" No, beloved, you cannot cancel a line of it. You pay the price each time you are out of alignment. The rules are the same, whether for you or for the messenger, whether for those of spiritual advancement or not. [This previously unpublished dictation by the Maha Chohan was delivered by the Messenger of the Great White Brotherhood Elizabeth Clare Prophet on Monday, October 11, 1993, during the seven-day conference Prayer Vigil to Restore the Tai Chi of Elemental Life, held October 6, though 11, 1993, at the Royal Teton Ranch, Park County Montana.]

     Now, the quality of swiftness in self-correction was set before us by the Master El Morya, as part of his definition of chelaship, and for the foregoing reason, you can well understand why this would be the case. As we proceed forward with our discussion, let this articulation of the law be a lamp unto our feet as well.

Vol . 38 No . 26 - Beloved Beloved El Morya - June 18, 1995 Clean House! I AM the Champion of My Chelas Now then, beloved, the blessing and true beauty of marriage should be known to you. But there is another marriage I would speak of and that is your marriage to your Guru. For some time, of course, your Guru may necessarily be me, for I am the one appointed to this office by Saint Germain and the hierarchy of light. I am the one appointed to receive you on behalf of the Seven Chohans and the Maha Chohan as you enter the path of chelaship. When I take to myself a chela and sponsor that chela, it is a very, very special event. Many people wait lifetimes for such an opportunity simply because it is not possible for me to carry the weight of those who have not yet transmuted a certain amount of karma and have not shown a certain steadiness a steadfastness on the path of the will of God, veering neither to the right nor to the left. Constancy is the key virtue that I must have in those who truly desire to be one with me. If I would train you personally, beloved, I must have from you an unflinching constancy whereby you maintain a steady level of absorption of the blue flame of the will of God and thus enter day by day into the sacred fire of the First Ray. You must be willing to take any rebuke, any correction, to take it swiftly and to then swiftly self-correct. [The five-day Easter Retreat 1995 was held April 12 through 16, 1995, at the Royal Teton Ranch, Park County, Montana. This dictation by El Morya was delivered by the Messenger of the Great White Brotherhood, Elizabeth Clare Prophet, on Easter Sunday, April 16, 1995. Pomp and Circumstance, opus 39, Military March no. 1 in D Major, by Edward Elgar, was played as the meditation music before the dictation.]

"Here may I say that the Students who think they can play with the Great Law, because of their unwillingness to give the necessary Self-discipline, will find themselves unfortunate indeed if they attempt it when once having entered upon the Conscious Path. The Great Law, which does not discriminate, takes individuals at their words and feelings. Those who think they can escape this are but deceiving themselves.

—

The Ascended Master Arcturus, Ascended Master Instruction, Vol. 4, Discourse #28, p.287, The Saint Germain Press, Inc., 1985.

     True it is, that the Love of God our Father and Mother for every child they have created, and this certainly includes Kerry Johnson, is absolutely infinite. And therefore, among the members of the Divine Family, the Law must be infinitely fair, showing no favorites. For people who are ignorant of the law, the operation thereof, in most cases, is set aside for a time, as an act of mercy, but complete accountability awaits every soul. Every expression of the heart, mind, and soul, that is out-of-alignment with the law, must and will come back and plant itself upon the very doorstep of the soul, and this for the purpose of education. For those on the Conscious Path, this will happen much sooner, and much more powerfully. For the lesson must be learned, and quickly, if the efforts of a lifetime are to be salvaged. This is the only way to interpret the plight of Elizabeth Clare Prophet today. This is the only way to interpret the fate of Marilyn Barrick. And every person on this path, who has defied the law, has a similar fate awaiting them, where the discord they have sent out, which they have, after many opportunities, refused to recognize or resolve, will come back and lodge in their own life circumstances, and if that does not get their attention, then it will lodge in their own body.

     And so, you can see how important it is, that the law be communicated clearly to those who are out of alignment, and in such a way, as they will be able to understand their predicament, giving them the best chance to make the decision to turn around, and make amends for the violation of the law before the law swings into action.

     Clearly violations of the law can be, and must be resolved. And this can be done before the law swings into the educational mode. It does not have to swing into the educational mode if the soul has clearly and unmistakably learned the lesson. And so, the soul's swift alignment with the rules of the path will bring the greatest possible mitigation in this regard. Recognize the mistake, confess it. Foster and nurture within your own heart, the quality of contrition and repentance. If possible, make peace with the one or the many you have injured. And then perform your penance, which must include a very substantial period of violet flame invocation, as this is where the mercy of law comes into motion most tangibly, as it will erase and heal the discord from the situation.

     Now, since I first stepped out to speak the Truth in many kinds of internet forums since 1995, I have been attacked and pilloried, innumerable times, by various individual versions of the Dweller on the Threshold. From this rich archive of experience, I can report to you that what is expressed above by Kerry Johnson is pure dweller, and I will not simply assert the truth of the matter, but I will explain what are the clearly identifiable character traits of the dweller which I have seen so many times, and I will point out where those character traits are so clearly expressed in the comment above, and I will make this effort with the hope that this understanding will help others in the great task of dragon slaying, a task, and a responsibility, that stands before every soul on the path.

     I would note that in Kerry Johnson's 22 year personal association with the Messenger, it appears quite clear, from the above example, that he has not mastered the most fundamental responsibility and challenge of the path, which is to identify the dweller, wrestle it to the ground, and to utterly slay it, before it jumps out of your mouth to stab a dagger in the heart of the aborning Christ in another Child of God.

     Indeed, and make no mistake about it. That which proceeded out of the mouth of Kerry Johnson above, is the murderer of the Christ, a deadly foe. And this foe, having already murdered, long before this day, the Christ in Kerry Johnson, and danced a jig upon that dead body unto this very hour, we now see, is free and unfettered, in its ongoing quest to lash out at another example of the Christ which now stands before it, shining so brightly, even in its own estimation, aware, in its own peculiar way, that its very survival is directly challenged, and so it is, having no choice, then, but to lash out with this deadly barb.

     Let's be clear. And not mince words.

     I warned the community years ago, that to turn one's back upon the violation of the law by the current leadership of this community (Linda Worobec et al), was the same thing as delivering the Inner Christ back into the hands of the Sanhedrin one more time. And we see the fruits therefore in Kerry Johnson, bitter fruits, where 22 years of association with the Messenger, all of that light, has been turned upside down, and there is no comprehension of the law remaining, only the idolization of a leader, and this, even though that very leader has fallen.

     This is the price which the soul on the path pays, when the fallen angels ring the front door bell, and ask to be admitted into the sanctuary once again. If you admit the violation of the law into the sanctuary, and thereafter fall into a deeper state of confusion, where you find yourself digging in your heels, and defending this decision to support the violators of the law, the light in you, will be turned to darkness. And how great will that darkness be.

     And yet, and here we have the first glimmer of insight into the basis of idolatry in the fact that the human ego will refuse to admit that it has lost anything of importance, and it will continue to believe that it retains a high station of spiritual attainment. In other words, it will turn its back on the Law of God, which scientifically predicts the state of darkness into which it has fallen, and will turn instead, to its own baseless desire to see itself as perfect, without flaw, embracing its own desire to be right, as the law that defines its being now. It says to itself, I am right, and I am marching towards the victory, even though the very opposite is true. The soul has made an idol out of its own desire and need to be right, even as the soles of the feet bleed profusely upon contact with the broken shards of the Law of God.

     This is a metaphor for the unblanched flow of light out of the body through the open wounds of fear and doubt which now rule the mind, and to a much greater extent than ever before. Jesus Christ would heal our feet, as we are, one and all, the most precious children of the Most High, but we must place those feet in the hands of the Law once more.

     And so, at this juncture, let us turn our attention to the laboratory analysis of this specimen, this deadly dagger, that we have in the petri dish before us, and let us gather together our Ascended Master Instrumentation to assist us in arriving at a correct conclusion as to its chemical composition.

     First of all, when we ask ourselves, what is the key factor that distinguishes the expression of the Christ, from the expression of the dweller, in us, that answer is before us in Kerry Johnson's comment. Indeed, what distinguishes the expression of the Savior in us, which the Christ is, from the dweller in us, which is always the condemner of the brethren? This is quite simple. The expression of the Christ seeks to save and seeks to do this by bringing the soul back into a state of allegiance to God's Law. The expression of the dweller seeks to destroy (the character of the opponent), and to throw the opponent into a dungeon of condemnation. And it will trample, and egregiously so, upon the Law of God in so doing.

     The Ascended Master principle we can use most effectively to cleanly divide the real from the unreal in this regard, is one stated so eloquently by the Master Kuthumi, who said that the greatest act of cruelty is to leave someone in ignorance. And so, in as much as ignorance is a state of mind characterized by the lack of understanding, for us to avoid the infliction of cruelty, which our dweller would inflict on others if we allowed it to do so, one must make the effort, and it does take an effort, to help people understand. And so, the Master gives us the sign of the action of the Christ in us, which is the expression, and the flow of light from the domain of our own divine heart which has this clearly manifest goal of helping a brother or sister to UNDERSTAND the error of their ways. And this goes to exposing the extend of damage that the unfettered dweller does inflict upon the aborning Christ Child, within and without, which is, in the state of gestation, quite vulnerable and defenseless.

     Yes, the dweller on the threshold must be seen for what it is. It is the very spirit of the abortionist, with the instrument of death always in its right hand.

     And so, let us ask the essential question, and answer it correctly, so that our vision will be clear, and that which is the opposite of the Christ in us can be disarmed before it has a chance to inflict further damage upon our own Christ Flame, or that of another.

     And so, what does it look like when someone is making the effort to help another understand the error of their ways? To answer that question, we need to understand what it means to be in error. When someone is in error, they are pursuing a course they believe is right, but in fact the course they are pursing is wrong. The error is always in believing that the wrong way, is the right way.

     And so, the effort that the Christ will make in helping someone untangle this knot of confusion, will include a two part explanation. On the one hand you need to explain to them what is wrong about their course of action, and on the other hand, you need to explain what course of action would be defined as right and correct under the circumstances. When they have this understanding, they can then choose the right way, over the wrong way. And they are even free to choose to go back and clean up the mess they have made, which is always the requirement of the law.

     And who is to say, what is right and what is wrong? The Ascended Masters have given us this information in their articulation of the Law of God. And so, in the explanation of what is the error, and what is the path to the correction of the error, the Christ in you, that is the flow of light from your heart, will carry your attention and your desiring into an explanation of the law. In our current state of imperfection it is impossible to do this perfectly. But the evidence of the Presence of the Christ, is in the making of the effort.

     The Light that proceeds from the heart, and illuminates the mind, and carries with it the uplifting of the desire body in the direction of this effort will always make this central point, that the way of error, is the way of the breaking of the law. The way of righteousness and truth, is always the way of re-alignment and restored harmony with the law.

     This lesson should be learned early on, that all feelings which exhibit a disdain and contempt for the law, which would tend to argue against the relevance of the law, which would tend to argue against the importance of directing our attention to the law in a given situation, will always be the expression of the dweller, and this will always be powerfully supported by the demonic handlers which have been assigned to dog the path of every light bearer, and this, for the purpose of using every opportunity to tear the soul away from this process of restoring the essential state of internal allegiance to the law.

     In my article on Andrew Kramer's assassination of the character of the Master El Morya, this is the approach I took. I explained at length, and sincerely so, WHY Andrew was in a state of gross error in his conclusion that the Master El Morya was speaking through the Messenger in the situation recounted. I set forth various principles, which represent elements of the Law of God, to support my case. The error made by Andrew, was in the ignoring of these principles, and allowing his mind to form a conclusion, not based on the Law of God, but on other self-centered factors. And so, I set forth what the error was, and I set forth the elements of the law that would allow the soul to correct the error, if the soul has the will to do that.

     Now, in Kerry Johnson's response, if the Christ was active to any degree, one should see a similar effort made, in way of identifying the errors made, and in way of setting forth the applicable law, and this would be in a detailed manner, so that the end result would be, that I would understand what error I made, specifically in relationship to the behavior in question, and thus having a framework of understanding that I did not have before, I would be in the position to make a decision to correct that behavior. That is, the ground of truth would have been so clearly laid out before me, that I could clearly choose to step onto that ground, leaving the ground of error behind me.

     And so, where in the above statement by Kerry Johnson, is the effort to help me understand the error of my ways? As you can see, there is no effort at all made in that direction. None.

     And so, this is the first and primary characteristic of the dweller on the threshold. And the expression of Kerry Johnson gives us a classic example. The dweller will make no effort at all to help the foe come to an expanded understanding of anything. And I use the word understanding to denote the process of helping a mind reach a conclusion that will have positive consequences for everyone involved. In this regard, understanding is always associated with the expansion of the virtue of wisdom, that is, the expansion of the light of the heart in the one to whom you are speaking.

     Note that we have drawn this point of understanding out, concerning what is the classic expression of the dweller, based on a point of the law given to us by the Master Kuthumi, who says that the greatest cruelty there is, is to leave someone in ignorance. In this manner, the dweller on the threshold will always leave someone in a darker state of ignorance than it found them, and thus, its actions will always be defined, by the law, as cruel. And in this, every student can draw an additional lesson, that the unbridled expression of your own dweller, will draw to you expressions of increasingly cruelty. And so, even from the standpoint of the narrowest self-interest, it would be wise to learn how to put a cork in it.

     Where there is a question of what is true and what is not in a given situation, where there are allegiances on both sides of the line, this is the basic sign of the dweller, that you will never see an effort to help the opponent UNDERSTAND what the truth is.

     What you will see, in lieu of the effort to help someone come to a greater understanding of the law, is an effort to accomplish two very self-centered, and thus opposite objectives. And I say opposite, to denote this important distinction, that where the light of Christ in you is interested in expanding the understanding of the truth, the dweller will always be interested in expanding the lie, and the darkness associated with it, the darkness of falsehood and deception, which is the shield behind which it hides its true nature from the soul. Thus, it will first assert its superiority, it will raise itself up above the opponent. And in this act of asserting its superiority, the Big Lie is laid bare before us. The dweller is superior to nothing. In all truth, it is the destroyer of the divine soul. It is the destroyer of all hopes and dreams of reunion with God. Second it will attempt to assassinate the character of the opponent, by piling mud upon the character of that opponent.

     The dweller's pursuit of these two basic objectives are clearly illustrated in Kerry Johnson's comment above.

     First, as to the assertion of superiority, we have this statement, "I worked personally with Elizabeth Clare Prophet for over 22 years." Here is a statement that is supposed to force us down on our knees to worship before what is supposedly a pillar of wisdom based on an asserted association with the Mouth Piece of God. Anyone who understands what it means to become the Christ, and the preeminent role that illumination and understanding plays in this process, will always eschew assertions of authority based on personal associations. But, the dweller on the threshold will always use such assertions, when available, as its primary means of asserting its authority. It will literally hide itself under the messenger's skirt.

     And then, the dweller, having associated itself with this authority figure, will use that authority figure as sort of a puppet, and it will have that all-knowing puppet, which towers above us as this unchallengeable oracle of all-knowing wisdom, beat the opponent around the head with this baseball bat of asserted authority - "if she could see the kind of tripe you are spewing forth she would rebuke you severly and instantly."

     This illustrates the very narrow range of awareness that the dweller occupies, where it is incapable of appreciating the contradictions that are everywhere present in the larger context, the larger framework of the real circumstances that surround this dialog on every point of the circle. Truly, how is such a statement supposed to carry any weight, when the person in question has herself fallen off her own pedestal through her own violations of the law, and cannot even remember the names of her own children?

     The next sentence is more posturing based on personal associations, a sentence which also incorporates the character belittling objective, "I have known Andrew Kramer and Robert and Linda Worobec for over 20 years and you are not one millionth of the chela that they are." And so, this dweller, in association with these marble statues that stand one million times taller than I, is endeavoring to appear that it too stands at that height. That is the posturing element. As to the belittling element, how clear can this dweller be, in this regard, in terms of belittling the stature of my character, than depicting it as no bigger than the toe of an ant?

     What in all of this goes to explaining to me what it was that I said about Linda Worobec, and Andrew Kramer that was actually in error? You can bet, if the dweller had a sense of what was in error, it would articulate it. But in the mind of the dweller, there is no light, there is no illumination, there is only this sense of offense (and the hatred of the false hierarchy that flows through the lens of that astral body so aligned.)

     The illusion of light is in the sense of self-importance, and spiritual attainment that the individual derives from its personal relationship with an individual of high stature. And to the degree to which the soul depends on this illusion of self-importance and spiritual attainment for its sense of self-worth, to the degree that it depends on this personal association for its sense of stability in the domain of worthiness, to that degree will it refuse to come to closure with the truth regarding the mistakes made by the messenger, and the truth regarding the reason why the law fell so heavily upon the messenger.

     Anything that would detract from the appearance of total authority detracts immediately from the soul's own sense of self-worth, from its sense of stability in the domain of worthiness, and this diminution of stability would be experienced as a sensation of psychic pain, which gives rise to that state of inner turmoil that is described as that state of offense, that is, being offended, which the Masters have told us, time and time again, that only the dweller on the threshold can be offended. Only that which is anti-christ in our own psychology can exhibit this state of inner turmoil.

     The illusion of light is the more exaggerated in the domain of idolatry, as the soul's consciousness is far more open and vulnerable to being used by the false hierarchy to express a very high degree of contempt, disdain, and even hatred for any person who might speak an uncomfortable truth about the idol in question. Thus, in this illusion of light, the soul is actually a more willing, albeit unconscious, servant of the dark side, in the channeling of higher intensity streams of hatred, than it could otherwise project solely on its own power. The comment above by Kerry Johnson illustrates this principle. And thus, in the state of idolatry, violations of the law become more egregious, and the consequences the soul sets in motion, will be correspondingly more severe.

     This increased state of vulnerability to the influence of the agents of the false hierarchy which the state of idolatry makes possible, brings into view another important dimension of this psychology. I mentioned above that the False Hierarchy always stands by with a thick blanket of condemnation that it would throw completely over the entire life of the Messenger. They hold this before the soul, always enticing, enticing, enticing, the soul to internalize it. And in some cases they succeed in spades, as the example of Sean C. Prophet illustrates so well. All souls, who are currently trapped in this fear supported state of idolatry feels this temptation keenly, and most live in terror of it. If they stray one foot away from the belief in the Messenger's total perfection, they sense that they will be pulled completely into this domain of blanket condemnation. There is no momentum of light built up in their temple that can hold the balance for the truth.

     An interesting thing about this dimension of our subject, is the fact that the person who lives in the state of idolatry, they have already, to some extent, because of the pressure that the false hierarchy can place upon their psyche, subconsciously assimilated this blanket condemnation of the messenger. This explains their capacity to trash the very Teaching which the Messenger gave her life to bring forth. What true love could there be, for a particular idol, when that idol's reason for being can be so easily trampled underfoot by the idolater, even as we see in Kerry Johnson's expression? Every word the he uttered was a repudiation of the Teaching that Elizabeth Clare Prophet brought forth as the foundation of the Aquarian age. The idolatrous relationship is not one of love, but of symbiosis, "the living together of unlike organisms." The soul in question, because of its vulnerability to the degrading forces of the dark side, who are very close to achieving their goal of tearing that soul down into the gutter, needs the idol as a pillar of internal support in that very special domain of individual worthiness. Such souls require this, because they, of all people, have left God behind long ago. The soul in question will have no allegiance to the principles which the particular idol has spent its life championing.

     Of course, the degree to which a particular soul has succumbed to the pathology of idolatry can be plotted upon a scale. The scale would have a low end, and it would have a high end. I would be in error if I left the reader with the idea that I am claiming to know where on that scale Kerry Johnson is. I do not know that. Whether on the low end, or the high end, this can only be known by the reaction of the soul to a challenge such as this. And even if it turns out that a particular soul is on the high end of the scale, the soul can still be weaned from it, perhaps over many lifetimes. Though this much can be said. That the indulgence of any amount of idolatry will be an impediment to making any significant progress on the Path of Initiation, where allegiance to the truth, no matter what the consequences is the prime consideration..

     And finally, here we see another classic characteristic of the dweller expressed in the very last sentence. Again it is both posturing and belittling in the very same sentence. "I suggest you get some real humility, quit your judging of others and work on removing the BEAM from your own eye."

     I would first observe, that the central element of this statement relates to the issue of judging other people. This reference to judging is one of the favorite ploys of the dweller on the threshold, in the casting of a blanket of condemnation upon its opponent. The whole of what its opponent has said is cast into the trash can, because it is characterized as being "judgmental". Truly, whenever you hear someone say "Judge not" ninety-nine times out of a hundred, it will be spoken by the Dweller on the threshold of that individual. And it will be spoken not because it has any kind of allegiance to, or understanding of, the under lying principle, but only because it is a very convenient way to totally negate what another person has said. And in fact, this very statement has three judgmental factors embedded in it.

     For example, regarding the reference to humility, the dweller is asserting that it knows what real humility is. That, in itself, represents the dweller's characteristic posturing. Yes, the dweller on the threshold, which presents the pinnacle of human pride on the 3 o'clock line, is telling us that it knows what real humility is. That is in the category of the absurd. But, and this is the point, in the same breath, it is declaring a total lack of that character trait in the opponent. Yes, this is another example of personal mud slinging. But it is also one of the three factors of judgment contained in this sentence. This dweller, in finding fault with the supposed judgmental expression of its opponent, has JUDGED the opponent to be void of particular virtue.

     As another example, in finding fault with the supposed judgmental expression of its opponent, the dweller is asserting that it knows what it means to avoid judging others. That is more of the characteristic posturing that the dweller is known for. The dweller on the threshold is always in state of condemnation and judgment, and never leaves it, and yet it declares here, that it is in possession of the virtue associated with being non-judgmental. But again, we have the evidence here, that it has no understanding of what it means to be judgmental or not judgmental, because I the same breath, it is declaring a total lack of that virtue in the opponent. In this regard, it has again JUDGED the opponent to be void of particular virtue.

     As another example, in its reference to a beam in the eye, it is asserting that it knows what a beam in the eye is. And that it does not have one. Again, empty posturing. It is empty posturing because the dweller on the threshold is the very substance of that beam in the eye. This dweller, having found fault with the supposedly judgmental expression of its opponent, has again JUDGED that the opponent to be in possession of a very large beam in the eye.

     One cannot find legitimate fault in any brother or sister, in terms of this subject of being judgmental, unless one takes the time to explain how a particular statement represents an example of bad judgment, as opposed to good judgment. There are clearly two kinds of judgment. One is bad, and the other is good.

     It should be clearly understood by every Ascended Master student, what is the BRIGHT line that divides the kind of judgment which the Ascended Masters forbid, and the kind of righteous judgment which the Ascended Masters not only encourage, but require of us as a sacred responsibility of the path.

"Judge not according to the appearance, but judge righteous judgment."

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John 7:24

     Let the following statement by the Ascended Master Sanat Kumara serve, then, to help us grasp this point, that when we are challenging a state of non-alignment with the law in a fellow student, where there is no intent to character assassinate, but only the intent to set the soul free from the bondage of that out of alignment state, that this is not the kind of judging that is forbidden, but the kind of righteous judgment that is encouraged:

Vol. 34 No. 7 - February 17, 1991 Beloved Sanat Kumara and Lady Master Venus New Year's I AM the Light of the World Conference VII, Let the Fire of God Descend! You Are the Light of the World You Are Mighty Deliverers A New Era for Summit University      Now, beloved, as our performers bring to you the story from the heart of Francis Bacon of The Taming of the Shrew , remember this: it is about the taming of the dweller-on-the-threshold for the liberation of the soul in the sweetness of God.      Learn the way of sacrifice that is willing to deal with the one you love and many loved ones until that dweller is broken and the soul emerges as the true bride of Christ. This is a lesson in the sacrifice of every guru, who is every husband. And therefore understand that the bride of the husband must become worthy and the husband must be worthy to become the guru.      Look at your beloved Lanello and El Morya and all of those in heaven. Look at how we have not spared you the correction and the necessary fire. And look at how when we have given it, often you have lashed back at our very mouthpiece; and some have left, declaring the mouthpiece a fraud.      But, beloved ones, the mouthpiece is relentless! For there is that wrestling, there is that fire, there is that fury of the Great Kali that must come upon you in those hours and moments when your pride is at its peak and you are not aware of how you will stumble in the very next step unless you are rescued.      Therefore know that every successful son and daughter of God has had that love of a living Guru, that love of an Ascended Master that would not let that one continue to walk in the density or the pride or the rebellion of the ages.      Therefore, take heart! You have a Guru in your midst who is relentless, who will never take a backseat when the time comes to deliver the word of Morya or of Shiva or of the Great Divine Director. This Messenger is under the commission not to inform you what Master is speaking to you when you receive that correction; and therefore, you react to the Messenger and to what you perceive as a human person.      Beloved ones, the Messenger is humble. The Messenger will not put herself into the situation [of invoking the Masters' names to reinforce a point of the Great Law]. You are always receiving the word of the Brotherhood. Therefore know that the Messengership is an office and it is a twenty-four-hour occupation.      Listen for the word, beloved! Listen for the word you need! For there are many who need this word and the Messenger may not always see [in person] those who need it. Those of you who receive it must pass it on appropriately to those whom you meet. There must be a mutual [soul] correction and reinforcement. You should not be burdened when a fellow chela speaks to you [with an admonishment] but know that you require that Light that descends from our octave to the Messenger for that sharpening of the sword of your own Spirit.      Therefore, beloved, receive us! And receive the message of The Taming of the Shrew and recognize that a part of you, of everyone, has at one time or another been the shrew . And the only reason you are not today is that some angel or some representative of the Mother or of the Guru has come to you, has wrestled with you, has refused to allow you to continue hell-bent for destruction in that mode of consciousness.      Blessed ones, you will see as this story unfolds that there was not any, including her father, that could tame this shrew , only one who loved her soul. When you meet the one who loves your soul enough to be crucified by your carnal mind, know, beloved, that you have met the representative of the Great White Brotherhood.      Therefore, crucify on! The Messenger will never cease to go after you to separate you from the "shrew consciousness." May you have the courage to so do it with one another and lose your popularity for a time until the soul does embrace you and thank you for that blessing. [In the short term it may be] a thankless job, beloved, but be not concerned: your reward is with you both on earth and in heaven.      I AM the Guru of this planetary home and I say to you: You have enough teaching to help one another, to correct one another. Please, wait no longer for the Messenger to come by. There are too many lifestreams, too many chelas in this organization to catch the Messenger's eye. Those of you who know better must speak out!      Do not fear to speak out, beloved, and do not fear the reaction to your speaking. Let us help one another be prepared. For the husband is the Christ and the Christ does come, and the shrew will never, never recognize him until and unless she be transformed. [This dictation by Sanat Kumara and Lady Master Venus was delivered by the Messenger of the Great White Brotherhood Elizabeth Clare Prophet on New Year's Day, January 1, 1991, during the six-day New Year's I AM the Light of the World Conference held at the Royal Teton Ranch, Park County, Montana.]

     How did Kerry Johnson come to this place where the most sincere expression of his heart, is one that repudiates one of the most essential Teachings of the Masters?

     My theory is, that in all the years of his association with the Messenger, that he was actually walking the path of dweller accommodation, that this was not readily apparent in close proximity to the Messenger, but when the Messenger was taken off the stage, and he had to stand alone, the only thing left to lean on, was this dweller of idolatry, which the false hierarchy began to exploit, not just in him, but in many of the people who were in the inner circle. The Master Kuthumi spoke of the path of dweller accommodation as follows:

Vol. 28 No. 9 - Beloved Kuthumi - March 3, 1985 Remember the Ancient Encounter On Discipleship under Lord Maitreya      Thus, each one sent comes with a prayer that none of these little ones should be lost save the son of perdition. And who is the son of perdition? I tell you, he is not the bogeyman! He is not your worst enemy that you imagine to be nine feet tall.      The son of perdition is the dweller on the threshold of your own house. It should be lost and rightfully so—and swiftly! But it is difficult to become a dragon-slayer when the age of chivalry has long passed. Some find it a bit unpleasant to take up sword and slay the not-self. But in the meantime, while their stomachs are in too delicate a condition (and their egos as well) to perform this act, they themselves are being devoured by the dweller—dallying, marking time, and often drifting backwards with no realization. For in relativity, it sometimes appears one is going forward when one is standing still or moving backward.      Thus, precious hearts, understand that the ascension is the acceptable offering. . . . . .  The Path of Accommodation of the Dweller      I come with the message of Maitreya and to amplify his previous messages. For he has spoken of the path of accommodation whereby, instead of slaying the dweller, you find ways to go around this side and around that side. And thus, you begin to build the tower of light—you build a great momentum of decrees and service, trusting that somehow, in some way, this terrifying encounter will go away. But it will not go away.      And the day you discover once again that all of that goodness is not the acceptable offering is the day when in the presence of Maitreya you once again encounter face-to-face that dweller on the threshold.      You may go far and wide and keep a wide berth from the messenger and never notice the dweller and build a positive human momentum in those outer attainments, whether through yoga or decrees or this or that discipline. And you may be very happy with yourself, and others may be exceedingly happy with you. Of course, this is not the question. The question is whether your I AM Presence and Christ Self are happy and whether your Teachers will tell you that in the light of cosmic initiation your offering is acceptable.      Thus, beloved, to avoid the Masters or to avoid the instrument whereby we may speak to you is to avoid the Day of Reckoning [of your karmic accountability] which has been called, in biblical terms, the day of vengeance of our God. [This dictation by Kuthumi was delivered through the Messenger Elizabeth Clare Prophet on Sunday, January 27, 1985, at Camelot.]

     Now, it is quite clear, that the human ego has a tendency to get really puffed up by its personal association with the Mouth Piece of God, it defines itself by this association, it erroneously concludes from this personal association that it was its own great storehouse of virtue which made this personal association possible, when in fact, and the Messenger said as much on a few occasions, that those who were the closest to her, were the ones with the greatest amount of karma to balance. That is, those who had become so entangled with the darkness, that it was only through their contact with the greatest light that would give them the opportunity of soul freedom. There were no doubt exceptions to this rule. But as a general rule, I think that this would hold, especially when you see nearly the entire warp and woof of the post ECP leadership abandoning all allegiance to the teaching in relationship to particular events that have been discussed at length, and in those areas, serving the principles of personality worship only. The expression of Kerry Johnson above certainly gives some amount of credence to this view, as he shows us, that 22 years of personal contact with the representative of the Great White Brotherhood in the earth, was not enough to break through the crust of rebellion in his own psychology, where he could finally see the wisdom in identifying and casting out his own dweller on the threshold, which is the key requirement of making any real progress on the path.

     But there is still time to turn around. But, remember this. In regards to the violations of the law that were committed by the Messenger, it could have been said, at many points, that there is still time to turn around. But after a certain point, there was no more time to turn around. Will the law be more merciful to you, than it was to Elizabeth Clare Prophet, to whom the principle applies equally, that those who know better, are expected to do better?

     What is an example of the paradise which students on the path (should) experience as a matter of course? For example, in the depth of our devotions where we come into contact with that peace that passeth understanding, by the Power of God, our souls have merged with one important dimension of the Light of the Heart, and this is a forcefield designed by God our Father and Mother for us individually. Note the qualities thereof. Note how these qualities are all found within the category, of what the soul would describe, for want of any better word, as BEAUTY.

     The degree to which we experience the Reality of Paradise in the midst of our devotions, this is proportional to the degree to which we have integrated our life with the geometry of divine purpose. The Light of Divine Purpose shines most brightly upon the Divine Purpose that has been already assimilated, and this for the purpose of anchoring it more firmly, and expanding it.

     And so, we can take from this, this principle, that over time, as the soul moves from the state of non-integration with the domain of the Divine Heart, into a state of integration with the domain of the Divine Heart, the process of integration presents to the soul, primarily, opportunities to re-align itself with Divine Purpose.

     And Kerry Johnson has a superb opportunity here to acknowledge a particular out-of-alignment state, and to make the choice to come back into alignment with those aspects of the law that he has trampled into the ground through the comment in question.

     Divine Purpose, defined within the domain of the individual soul, consists of the Highest Purpose conceived by God for that soul within the context of the current life opportunity. And so, while there are definitely many attributes of divine purpose that are universal in scope, which all souls must choose to integrate with, there are other attributes of the divine purpose that are unique to the soul in question. The soul must achieve integration in both categories.

     The process by which the soul comes into alignment with the universal attributes of Divine Purpose, this can be taught from without. The outer mind, indeed, must be re-educated in relationship to this subject area. The Teachings of the Ascended Masters, as these have been delivered through the Messengers Guy Ballard, and Mark and Elizabeth Prophet, lay out a detailed delineation thereof. But don't make the mistake of thinking that this is a totally intellectual exercise. It is not.

     The outer teaching, which the soul is asked to assimilate, establishes the (internal) structure of an internal receiving apparatus which is designed by God to receive the inner radiation of the Divine Heart on those points of the law which God our Father and Mother define as universally relevant. The outer teaching is supposed to work together with the inner light, to establish this all important condition of assimilation.

     Therefore, in the delivery of the outer teaching, the soul is given what you might characterize as the basic channel frequencies of its own Divine Heart! As the soul tunes into these inner frequencies, what is born within the soul, as a consequence of receiving these emanations, is the capacity to both understand and appreciate the fundamental aspects of the Divine Law. Yes, the soul can say, this is what the Master said. But I can appreciate and understand by virtue of the inner light.

     Whenever the soul experiences a sense of value in the Teachings of the Ascended Masters, this sense of value derives from a state of soul communion with that universal aspect of the Divine Heart which God has placed at the center of the soul's being.

     None of this applies to individuals who sit at the feet of the false messengers. They have inner experience of some sort, though I could not begin to explain it. The domain of the psychic is enthralling and obviously captivating. But, it is all experienced within the framework of rebellion against the sponsored Path of Initiation. By definition, the light of the divine heart cannot operate or inspire there.

     And so, the goal of the outer Teaching, as it has been delivered through the sponsored Messengers, is to re-establish this fundamental attunement with the domain of the Divine Heart at the center of the soul's being. This is where all the potential and power of victory resides. The power by which the soul can wield full mastery over any and all outer conditions, as Jesus Christ demonstrated, flows from this Divine Heart. It is surely, the greatest gift that God our Father and Mother have to offer to every soul. This is where They share every thing they are, every attribute of their Divine Being, with their Beloved Child (that's you), as their child develops the capacity to receive it. AS THEIR CHILD DEVELOPS THE CAPACITY TO RECEIVE IT.

     Now, there are two gigantic pillars, in a manner of speaking, that mark the entrance to the domain of the divine heart. The degree to which you are in attunement with the emanations of Reality that proceed from your own Divine Heart, will be exactly proportional to your awareness of the presence of these two pillars! So this is a reality check for everyone. These two pillars represent the soul's integration with the two fundamental truths of the creation. That God is both your Father and your Mother. But, while they are one, they are distinctly and inseparably two. And thus, these are the two pillars, God as your Father on the one hand, and God as your Mother, on the other. Standing in the presence of these two pillars, the soul comes to know itself as the Beloved Child of the Most High God. The soul that turns its attention, with the assistance of the Ascended Masters, back to this fundamental relationship, and enters into a daily effort to re-integrate itself with that fundamental relationship, knows itself then, as the Christ Child. This describes the most rudimentary aspect of the Divine Purpose which frames the entire Creation. It is the purpose of God our Father and Mother for the soul to have a sense of who They are, and for the soul to know itself once again, as Their Beloved Child.

     Now, let us take a break here, and listen to this beautiful rendition, by Aled Jones, of the classic and traditional Christmas tune, O Come, O Come, Emmanuel. Consider the meaning of the words in the context of our discussion.

     It would not hurt one bit, of course, if every student of the Light would place the whole subject of the dweller on the threshold in this context, which is that of preparing to receive this essential piece of knowledge directly from the Master. The fundamental aspects of the dweller imprison the awareness of the soul at levels below the frequency of the divine heart. To cast out an aspect of the dweller, is not only to cast out a factor of the psychology that causes the soul to create more negative karma for itself, but it is like throwing over the side huge lead weights which keep the helium balloon of the soul from rising above the cloud cover, and into the higher domains of sunlight, again, where the master can speak to you, and tell you what is the truth.

     Remember that the primary goal of God your Father and Mother is for you to know who they are, and for you to understand your relationship with them. A relationship that is framed by infinite love. The (real) Ascended Masters work to prepare the soul to receive these essential points of knowledge, and will deliver it at the earliest opportunity. But, the dweller on the threshold cannot be a significant part of the outer life of the soul at that point. Those aspects of the dweller which are actively used by the False Hierarchy to kill off the appearance of the inner light, must have been confronted and defeated.

     The fact that Aled Jones is singing to an empty church, it indicative of the fact that there is no one left in the congregations of the traditional churches who can receive these initiations from the Master Jesus Christ, as their heads have been programmed with false doctrines that would bat away his internal revelations as heresy.

     Now, the process by which the soul comes into alignment with those aspects of Divine Purpose which are unique to the individual, this information cannot be found in any outer book. The question as to what God our Father and Mother consider to be the Highest Purpose of your soul, or my soul, must be communicated from within, by Light Rays, if you will, that emanate from the Divine heart, and which can be registered and processed by the outer mind.

     You can see then, that if the soul is not making progress towards integration with the universal aspects of divine purpose mentioned above, this process of re-establishing a rudimentary attunement with the domain of the Divine Heart, is not taking place, and therefore, the soul is not capable of receiving the inner information necessary to move in the direction of the Highest Purpose which God our Father and Mother have conceived for that soul.

     And so, one must see the process of dweller confrontation and slaying, as the essential process of clearing away that which produces confusion in the outer mind. Yes, the state of divine certainty as to who you are, and what you are supposed to be doing can be achieved. But it cannot be achieved in the presence of the dweller on the threshold, which allows the voice of the false hierarchy as waves of doubt to bend the mind in whatever direction they please.

     It should also be noted, that the individual mission, as it blossoms forth the Divine Heart, will always be in harmony with the universal aspects of Divine Purpose. The great service that God your Father and Mother would have you accomplish for the cause of freedom in the earth, will be associated with the cause of freedom in the earth!

     And so, in many respects, we are all like a little bitty gear in a giant machine. In this regard the creation could be seen as a cosmic clock, that has an infinite variety of little gears and mechanisms, and all of these parts are working in perfect harmony towards a single end purpose, and that is to move the clock hands around the face at exactly the right rate, so that God our Father and Mother will always know what time it is. Of course, I am being a bit facetious there. And moreover, we must acknowledge this important fact that mechanical metaphors lack the dimension of rejoicing and celebration that are alive in the soul like unto a fourth of July fire works display, when it comes into contact with its artfully crafted role in the divine plan.

     People can, in their outer minds, resist the idea of becoming one of those little gears, perfectly in harmony with the whole. But this is the truth. If the soul follows the Path of Initiation outlined by the Ascended Masters, achieving the level of heart attunement that will restore the soul to its native sense of divine identity, there is a vast dimension of happiness, joy, rejoicing, celebration, adoration, cherishment, and love, associated with every inner discovery. This is the truth, that the soul is always overjoyed to have an opportunity to move in tandem with the Most High God. Certainly, to be close God our Father and Mother, is to receive more of the infinite treasure of their love, a drop of which could fuel ten thousand rockets to the moon.

     And so, to resist the process of outer alignment with the universal aspects of Divine Purpose, this simply robs the soul of the opportunity to approach the inner domain of Great Treasure.

     And this is the goal of the fallen angels, to resist at every possible opportunity, at many levels, this process of re-integrating the soul with the domain of Divine Purpose. There are many avenues by which, and through which they move to block the process of the soul's integration with the domain of Divine Purpose. These avenues of opposition must be identified and defeated. And much of the Ascended Master Teaching is devoted to exposing these avenues of opposition.

     The success of the fallen angels in blocking the process of integration depends upon the exploitation of weak points in the soul's (fallen) psychology. Into these weak points do they toss their grappling hooks, and once lodged, do they pull the walls of the castle down.

     These weak points must be identified and sealed. Any known grappling hooks, that have been heretofore lodged, must be pulled out, and tossed back in their face. Kerry Johnson is standing face to face with one of those grappling hooks right now.

     Once the soul is on the path, that soul become a soldier of light, in an army of light, that will have the capacity and strength to defeat the destructive designs of the fallen angels for all time. Therefore, whenever a soul enters onto this path, that soul will be targeted by the False Hierarchy, and this is a matter of their own survival. They will do, and they are doing, everything in their power to defeat that soul's ability to achieve the integration with the Divine Heart, out of which would pour the power that would defeat them.

     Therefore, whenever you see a streak of disobedience manifest in an Ascended Master student, you are seeing two things. First, you are seeing the expression of a long standing weakness in their psychology, and that being a long standing weakness, you are seeing therefore, secondly, and perhaps most importantly, an avenue of control and manipulation through which the agents of the False Hierarchy have worked in the past, and continue to work in the present, to tear that soul from the path, and to use that soul to tear away others from the path. And this is a very insidiously well-balanced strategy to both corrupt a soul, but to leave a soul in place, as an example of chelaship, whose psychology, having been turned to a point of allegiance to the darkside, will present an example before the congregation, that will sew a particular seed of rebellion in the minds of many, and thus block the process of reintegration on a vast scale.

     Why pray tell, does it take so long to bring those who have fallen into various states or rebellion, and thus true insanity, back to a point of allegiance to an All-Loving Father/Mother God? This is the part of the reason.

     Those who are in leadership are the prime targets. The goal is to turn them to a point of allegiance to the darkside, leave them in place as examples that people will follow, and in this manner corrupt the homeward path of hundreds, thousands, and millions.

     Because of this, it is essential that Ascended Master organizations establish administrative procedures which will allow the rank and file membership to effectively challenge the wrong doing of individuals in the leadership. This will be, and it must be, part of all Golden Age institutions. Remember, that Golden Ages have appeared before, but they have all been corrupted, just as you see that the Golden Age of TSL has already been corrupted. The people who lead this organization today, at best, lead it only deeper into the abyss of cosmic irrelevance.

     We are talking about important and essential defensive mechanisms that would neutralize the efforts of the False Hierarchy to turn a leader to the darkside, and then to use that leader to corrupt the path of all members of the organization. A student on the path, in any position of leadership, has a far higher responsibility to adhere to the fundamental rules that govern progress on the path than any member of the rank and file membership. When a mistake is made, they must recognize that mistake far more quickly than anyone in the rank and file. No more than a micro second if you please. Then, with the speed of a lightning bolt, they must confess it. And they must repent. They must move decisively to block any possible inroad for the probing and manipulating fingers of the False Hierarchy. They must guard the mission of the whole, by guarding the integrity of their own path. And they must perform a penance for the purpose of sealing the breach. It is essentially, one of the most self-destructive things a body of lightbearers can do, to leave a leader in place who indulges a point of exposed pride, one that will not admit a mistake, or repent of a mistake, as this point of stubborn pride will always be an access point into their psychology for the manipulation by the agents of the False Hierarchy.

     Every single one of the leaders of this organization today, is open to manipulation by the False Hierarchy, every one. It is not limited to their willing receptivity to, and regurgitation of the contempt and disdain the False Hierarchy projects at the idea of holding Linda Worobec accountable for the offenses she has committed against Ascended Master law (a subject which I have written about thoroughly). This is the primary inroad. Through that inroad, the false hierarchy will pour darkness into other areas of the student's life, and they will not notice it, and why is that? It is because of the vibration of pride which flows into their souls from the same source.

     And what would be the sign that he has cast it out? Some expression of gratitude to me for taking the time, and making the effort, to point this out, would be appropriate. A public statement of contrition would also be quite helpful. And the appearance, within his own heart, of a desire, a desire that he will actively defend and out picture, to do an appropriate penance, assigning himself an appropriate program of dweller calls, and violet flame calls over an appropriate period of time, all of this would be perfectly reasonable from the standpoint of the goal of soul freedom.

     He needs to come to a very solid conclusion on this point, that if his relationship with ECP is to mean anything in the long term, that is, anything of lasting value, it would only be to the extent to which she taught him the absolute essential value of truth, and allegiance to the law, and where the interests of the individual come into conflict with the requirements of the teaching, those points of self-interest must be sacrificed if the soul is to move forward in the direction of its heavenly home, and reunion with God. If he did not learn this, his association with ECP means absolutely nothing.

     And moreover, if he has anything else to say, he will make the effort to not allow his dweller to utter another peep, but to give preeminence of expression to the newly found BEAM of light from his own divine heart, which is only interested in the expansion of understanding among men.

     May you pass every test.