The wave and the surfer, is very much
like God and the soul. Can the surfer realize his reason for being without the
wave? In like manner, can the soul realize its reason for being without God?
For the soul to be alive, masterful, and victorious, it must ride the wave of
Of course, we can see that in both
cases, that timing is more than a crucial element.
May you pass every test.
Monday, September 21, 2009, 2:32 PM PDT
The Beauty of Sailing
The beauty of sailing ships does not derive
merely from the beautiful setting in which they operate, but mostly by presenting a
clear statement to the soul, that the vessel of the soul moves through the water
only by the Power of God. When the soul looks at a sail boat, and senses the quality
of beauty associated with it, it is the beauty of this profound truth that the heart has
contacted, a truth, if acted upon, that promises everlasting freedom from the shackles
of mortality. And so, load your boat onto the trailer, pull it over to the coast, yes, to
the very edge of the ocean, launch it, and raise the sails, the very fabric of the soul's
deepest longing for home, and a fresh breeze will suddenly appear, and carry
you in that direction.
May you pass every test.
Sunday, Sept. 20, 2009, 3:14 PM PDT
Mrs. Viper Wants to Kerry
on with the Conversation
Mrs. Viper had another opportunity to
come out from behind the mask of anonymity, but has chosen not to do so. This
leaves me no choice but to continue to use the name associated with the energy
corruption that speaks through her. And so, thus sayeth Mrs. Viper, responding
to my latest comments:
"Mr. Showers - I have read your reply to my email regarding the
statements and practices on your website. I stand by my assertion that the posting of
personal decrees and affirmations is a subtle method of assuming a
far from the path outlined by the Ascended Masters. It is completely appropriate
context of personal practice in using inserts and I AM affirmations but the posting of
revelations is precisely what Mother warned about in several lectures. It is a cult of
personality and draws the blessed students of the Light away from the teachings
delineated by the Ascended Host."
The specific examples which Mrs. Viper has
cited, which she asserts to be "improper statements and practices" on the HBJ website,
I have shown to be completely in keeping with what the Ascended Masters teach. I
presented incontrovertible proof to that effect. And therefore, in so doing, I have
proven, beyond any shadow of a doubt, that her assertions are false. Yet, we see that
notwithstanding the evidence of her folly, and irregardless of the exposed errors in her
darkness ridden thought processes, she stubbornly leads off with the same assertions.
And so, we see that the mind that is
these light rays of reality, gives no credence thereto, bats them away, and continues to
pay internal homage, continues to kneel before the corrupted altar of the pride bound
heart, which is a lens, through which "shines" the darkness of the astral plane, to wit,
a high intensity condemnation of the Christ Light, projected by the False Hierarchy,
that presses through her, which she considers to be part of her own identity. And so,
no amount of discussion or dialog is going to change that energy configuration. She
has an overwhelming sense that I am a piece of sludge stuck to the bottom of the oil
pan, and that is the only thing that matters. (That is a metaphor associated with
internal combustion engines). She feels what she feels, and the mind will be bent
along that line, no matter what is said to her.
"I stand by my
that the posting of your personal decrees and affirmations is a subtle method of
a pseudo-messenger role far from the path outlined by the Ascended
For the Ascended Master students who care, this represents the essence of the kind of
that the Ascended Masters consider to be a violation of path rules. It is a point of
based on a negative feeling only. It has no basis in the law, has no basis in the truth.
the mind is in service to a negative feeling only, to that perversion of the one o'clock
of God-Love which is delineated as "Mild-Dislike". Perversions on this line provide a
a resonant electrode for the manipulation of the astral body by the false hierarchy, and
thus, the control of the mind thereby. For those who are following this discussion,
note that she has asserted this particular "pseudo-messenger" charge several times,
she has never offered up any aspect of the Teaching that supports that point. She
so, first because the dweller is not interested in actually allowing the teaching itself to
through its mouth, and second, because there is no such teaching anyway. It is simply
mud ball that has been painted with a few specks of spiritual glitter to make it look
The dweller is an expert in making these things up in the basement kitchen, and then
up on its platform of self-assigned superiority, and throwing them straight into the
of their opponent.
Actually, I think I could quote several
teach the students that they are supposed to be messengers of the truth. That
small "m" messenger, distinct from the big "M" messenger, who is authorized to
PRE-AUTHORED dissertations by members of the Heavenly Hierarchy. And so,
a "pseudo" messenger?
When you take a close look at this charge,
we see there, is a condition of incoherence. Even an error in the use of the word.
does the word "pseudo" mean. Here is the definition from Funk and Wagnalls New
Practical Standard Dictionary, Volume 2, p. 1056. I like this dictionary, published in
1953, because of the clarity of word meanings that the editors achieve in almost
This is an introductory paragraph that precedes the definitions of particular
giving a sense of what the prefix denotes in various situations:
-PSEUD -PSEUDO - Combining forms from Greek pseudes, false, used to
mean false or
fictitious, as in pseudonym; abnormal, as in pseudembryo; deceptive
resemblance to, as in pseudotaxis, pseudomorph; sham, as in
pseudoantique, pseudoprophet; a temporary formation resembling
or serving the temporary purpose of, as in pseudobranchia; unreal, deceiving,
or illusive, as in pseudothesia; also a resemblance in many symptoms, but a
lack of the specific characters that mark the true form: said of diseases.
This is the actual definition of the word pseudo as an adjective:
PSEUDO - adj. Pretended; sham.
As to the charge leveled, then, as my
supposedly "assuming a pseudo-messenger role"
we must ask, why anyone would want to assume a "pseudo" messenger role?
Why would I want to assume the role of a "sham" messenger? Why would I
want to assume the role of a "pretended" messenger? I would not want to do
that. If I were to assume the role of a messenger, then I would assume the role
of a REAL messenger. I would assume the role of a valid and authoritative
messenger. Not a "pseudo" messenger. The only way the word "pseudo"
could be applied to this situation, is if I proclaimed that I was a messenger,
and that the proclamation was false. Then someone could say that I was
a sham. A pretender. And thus a pseudo-messenger. Just another way
to say that I was a false messenger. But, the fact is, I have never proclaimed
to be a messenger, in the sense that Guy Ballard, Mark Prophet, or ECP were
during their working years. So, if words mean anything, I cannot be accurately
labeled as a false messenger, or a pseudo-messenger, because I have never
claimed to be a messenger.
So what is Mrs. Viper getting at
when she levels this charge of my supposedly "assuming
a pseudo-messenger role"? I think she is trying to articulate the
disgust she feels at the quality of authority that I express in my writing. I
think she is trying to articulate the idea that she thinks that I am trying
to "act" like a messenger, but only in terms of the quality of authority
with which I speak. That I am assuming a "sort of" messenger role,
again based only the authority issue. That I am assuming a role of
authority that is like unto a messenger. If you boil her objections down
to the essence, the sense of offense she feels at the degree of authority
with which I express my ideas, then we can easily come to a solid
conclusion as to the origin of her objections, and thus the veracity
of those objections.
Do the Ascended Masters
Teach their students that they are not to speak with authority? Do
the Ascended Masters Teach their students, that they must shuffle
their feet, and look at their toes, and mumble incoherently, when
they speak about what they know to be the truth? I think not.
And given the fact that
there is no basis in the Teaching and the Law to validate such an
overarching objection to my delivery style, where then does the
objection originate? It originates in the demon handlers that
are always by her side, using her to express their disdain and
contempt at the appearance of any every greater light that
makes their very eyes sting.
is completely appropriate within the context of personal practice in
using inserts and I AM affirmations but the posting of your revelations
is precisely what Mother warned about in several lectures."
You will note here, by this reference to I AM Affirmations, that Mrs.
Viper has in fact recognized that I have demolished her previously
stated arguments on the subject students fashioning their own. What
was before, anathema to her, is now "completely appropriate". But
does she admit it? No. She will now use this new information (which
I gave her) as a higher platform from which to launch a new attack.
Of course, the idea that " ... the posting of your
revelations is precisely what Mother warned about in several lectures."
is as wrong and false as her previous stated belief that we
are not supposed to fashion our own I AM Affirmations. You can
be quite sure that "Mother" never taught such a thing. If she had,
you can be sure that Mrs. Viper would have posted the relevant
teaching. The dweller creates out of nothing these baseless illusions
which supposedly buttress its point of view. But, as I have shown before
they are totally empty. This one is no different.
"It is a
cult of personality and draws the blessed students of the Light away
from the teachings delineated by the Ascended Host."
This is so much dweller hogwash. You can see from my previous
exposition, where I confronted her examples of supposed violations
of the teaching, that the things that I posted to this journal, were actually
in perfect congruency with the Teaching, perfectly harmonious with the
highest goals of the Brotherhood, and that this exercise exposed the fact
that this individual, Mrs. Viper, was operating from a mindset that was
totally opposed to the primary goals of the Brotherhood. And so the
assertion contained in this statement, that she is aware of what draws
students away from the light, is so much illusion. She has no idea.
And I would make this point
here, that this individual signed this latest email,
"Sincerely, A Student of the Ascended Masters." Here
we have a real pretender. Here we have a real sham. The word
pseudo applies quite accurately to the assertion of this individual,
that she is a student of the masters. This is a pseudo-student. A
pseudo-chela. A pseudo-devotee. Even an archdeceiver
in our midst, a tool of the false hierarchy, posing as a piously
devoted student. Here is where the word "pseudo" can be used
according to the dictionary definition. A person is posing as
something that they are not.
Her stated opposition to
simple calls that simply direct the attention of the student in the
direction of the infinite love that God our Father and Mother have
for their child, this says it all. And her continued opposition to
these simple calls, that says it all. If any reader is uncertain on
that point, please go back and read that section of the commentary
As to this "cult of
personality" charge, this is another illusion the dweller has
created in that twilight zone that its calls a mind In this charge,
it thinks it has a big bat in its hand, with which it is going to hit
a home run, using my head as the baseball. But this bat has as
much substance of truth and weight to it, as the other things she
has asserted. The word vapor comes to mind. I don't believe
that any objective mind could really swallow this idea, that my
stand for the truth, no matter what the cost, has made me a
popular person in the TSL community.
reference to the personal attacks on my character, I will not respond.
This is a matter strictly between your lifestream and the Lords of Karma
when you transition from this octave for your misuse on the 12 o clock
line of the Cosmic Clock of criticism, condemnation, and judgment, the
misappropriation of the throat chakra through the written and spoken
word, and abuse of the 1st ray."
In fact, I think you did
respond, and you have labeled my behavior as an example of CCJ.
This is one of the classic rejoinders that the dweller on the threshold
has in its quiver. It is a black arrow, with a poison tip. And it is
meant to take the target down with one easy shot. However, her
sense of truth in this area is no better than her sense of truth in
all the other areas. Or to put it another way, her propensity to
express falsehoods in other areas, also finds abundant expression
here. Indeed, everything in that sentence is exactly upside down.
And so, you can be sure of
this. I have no fear of standing before the Lords of Karma concerning
my stated conclusions regarding Mrs. Viper. On that day, I believe that
they will all get down from their high benches, and they will, one and all,
give me a hug of gratitude and appreciation. I am as certain, as to my the
correctness of my conclusions regarding Mrs. Viper, as I am certain that on
any bright and cloudless day, that if I open my eyes, I will see that the sky
is blue. I have no doubts about it. The judgements that I have made are in
the domain of "righteous" judgments, that are founded on the Law, the
Truth, and the Teaching, and moreover, they all go in the direction of
warning the students that there is an enemy in their midst, the presence
of which, in our community, is made possible by the congregations
kow-towing to a cabal of rebels in the leadership. I have made the
effort to make sure the reader is aware of the source of my
reasoning in this regard. That is the hallmark of the mind
that judges righteously.
"My primary concern for your soul is the lack of renouncing the
astral beast of drugs through your nefarious connection with John Denver. You
have not yet removed these items from your site. This not only ties your soul into
the false hierarchy of drugs and marijuana but every blessed student of the Ascended
Masters that visits your website. This, sir, is inexcusable. It not only jeopardizes the
continuity of your spiritual association with Great White Brotherhood but risks the
spiritual progress of both new and veteran students of the Ascended Masters. I once
again implore you to do the right thing, Mr. Showers, and remove these insidious
astral connections to death and hell through the drug beast from your site and
publicly renounce your affiliation with John Denvers music and harmful
personal lifestyle choices."
I will deal with the charges in this
paragraph in more detail in a subsequent blogger entry. For the time being,
note how this creature thinks she has me by the throat on this subject. But
as before, when all the facts come into view, the origin of these particular
objections will become clear. She is the mouthpiece, again, of the False
Hierarchy, spewing a sense of disdain and disgust in the direction of Real
Heart Vibrations, just as she expressed her disgust in relationship to the
calls that I posted which directed the attention of the students in the
direction of God's Infinite Love for Them Personally, as the Beloved
Children of the Most High.
Remember, Mrs. Viper had an
opportunity to face that obvious pathology in her psychology one more
time, and in that opportunity she did not recognize her obvious disgust
for the central goal of the Path as a pathology. No, she recognized it as
part of her store of virtues. She came back, and stated her objections to
those calls in another way. Even though it was made quite clear that
those calls were exactly in harmony with the purposes and priorities
of the Brotherhood, and that the Ascended Masters would want their
purposes and priorities to have expanded play in any possible
publication channel, she still came back and voiced another
objection to those calls. This is not a student of the masters. But
an imposter, a servant of the dark side posing as a student of the
Masters inside of this community, for the purpose of sewing seeds
of confusion, and for the purpose of corrupting the essentials of
And it is amazing to see how the
disgust of the False Hierarchy flows through her, and this disgust is clothed
with the outer garments of a supposedly devoted student of the Masters.
Indeed, there has been no person
on the popular music scene that was more successful than John Denver in
drawing the attention of the soul to the vibrations of the Divine Heart.
And the False Hierarchy hated him for it.
Mrs. Viper's focus on the drug issue
is a classic example of the Pharisee-like fixation on a point of the law, a tiny
black thread in an otherwise white suit, that appears to be a useful means
in the moment to tear down the object of their hatred. Sure, let's pull that tiny
thread out, but let's not pull down the whole man with it. Her views on
John Denver are totally upside down, and she has no internal source of
light as a reference point for her to understand that fact, as her viewpoints
on all of these other issues testify.
May you pass every test.
Thursday, Sept. 17, 2009, 10:51 PM PDT
to the Ocean of God ...
The soul does glory in its Immersion in the
and symphonic, artfully embracing, majestically endearing, joyful, and ravenously
currents of Divine Reality. Harmony the capacity of the soul to follow God
Mother to the heights of Their Rejoicing, to the heights of Their Happiness, to the
Their Love. What a magical reality they have made possible for each one of us.
As to her smile, that would launch
rocket ship into the upper atmosphere and send me into a thousand orbits around this
throwing glittering and flaming diamonds upon all the people of the earth.
May you pass every test.
Saturday, Sept. 12, 2009, 2:55 PM PDT
Mrs. Viper Responds to the
This "conversation" with Mrs. Viper started
more than 3 months ago. If you will recall, I gave the name "Mrs. Viper" to an
individual who, in the most cowardly fashion, continues to hide behind a cloak of
anonymity, who has previously set forth a series of poisonous allegations directed
at this author. Now, I responded to her initial series of allegations in a blogger entry
dated May, 27, 2009, under this imaginative and hard hitting title,
"Mrs. Viper, the Anti-Mother, Sinks her Fangs of Doubt Into
the Sleepy Mind of the Ascended Master Student Body". In the
course of that detailed response, I set forth therein, a series of challenges directed
at inspiring this individual to substantiate, with some evidence, the allegations made.
To my surprise, she has actually attempted to do so, however, while continuing to
remain anonymous, an individual without an identity in God (as you shall see).
Though happily, with every additional word
she has uttered in the course of her additional responses, she has only worked to
highlight the truth in regards to all the conclusions I've previously set forth in
to the alliances with the False Hierarchy that she maintains, and their agenda which
serves, even while she poses as a lover of "mother", a student of the masters, and a
stalwart chela in the midst of this (TSL) organization. This will be clear enough from
analysis that follows, which will be another thorough line-by-line commentary on
the poison that drips from her fangs and from her always parched lips.
Therefore, I feel it would be quite fitting, and
end, you will understand why it IS quite fitting, to begin this exposition, by noting,
one of my many treks into the Two Winds Back Country, for a purpose that
be known around the world, I had occasion to happen upon this rattlesnake, who was
right next to the trail with its heat sensors pointed right in my direction, with its rattle
ME like an organic version of an unoiled buzz saw.
That was the first time I had heard this
acoustical phenomena first-hand, with the rattle shaking at ME (personally), and I can
you that there just isn't any other sound like it on the whole planet as far as I know. I
you, it really gets your attention. Look at the size of that rattle! And what does the
of the rattle communicate? If you come near me, you're dead meat. If you come
I am going to kill you. That's what the rattle communicates. No sir, the message
if you come near me, I will shake your hand and pat you on the back, and help you
about your day. No. There is nothing kind, or nice, or friendly there. It is the purest
of fear and hatred and the intent to destroy. I will ruin your whole day, in fact,
and make no mistake about, I have the poison right here that can do just that, and the
deliver it. And what in the world could be more narrow minded, selfish, and evil
Make note of the existence of a creature
operates totally outside the Laws of God our Father and Mother, but uses the Energy
prolong its existence. And so, let everyone search their heart for an answer to this
to why an All-Loving God would populate the earth with creatures that could tear
children to shreds, and in fact eat them for dinner? The answer is, God did not create
creatures, any more than God created that flaming pimple on your nose
Now, this is a fairly unusual photograph,
tempted to share it with my readers long before now, as it was taken back in
but the subject matter was so ugly, that I could not fathom any reason why I would
share such a thing with journal readers. What purpose could possibly be served? I
fathom a purpose that would be served. That is, until now. Everything in my life
a purpose. And now I know the purpose of this experience. It fits into the puzzle that
working on today.
Look at how ugly that thing is. Well that is
the kind of energy geometry that stands behind Mrs. Viper. It is the ugliness of death
hell itself. And I assure you, that anyone who thinks I am out of line by bringing forth
a photograph, and associating it with an individual who purports to be a "student" of
Masters, you will change your tune when you take a close look at the comments she
to me in response to the challenges I set forth below. You will be able to see for
that her responses would indicate, that if you could rip the mask of the arch deceiver
her face, you would see something very similar to what I caught in the photograph
What is the more shocking, is that this individual intimates that she is actually a
this church. Yikes. Of course, that fits with what I have said before about the pirates
control the leadership of this church using their power to elevate their minions into
My intent in this blogger entry is to
address Mrs. Viper's direct response to my challenges. Truly, I am surprised
that she is making the effort at all. Though I can see that because I made it
clear that the sign of the true student is to make the effort to explain oneself,
she felt herself boxed into a corner, because she obviously has a lot invested
in the idea that she is really a student of the masters! And so, this is the more
valuable of a learning experience for all of us, given the depth of self-deception
within which this individual lives.
Now, I asked her specifically to expand
upon, and give examples, that support her contention that I have tampered with
the officially released and sponsored decrees of the Ascended Masters. And
also in relationship to her allegations of psychic enslavement, I asked her
explain why she thinks this is so.
I am literally shocked out of my socks,
that this individual would parade, in her subsequent response, such upside down
thinking before the world, which you will see with your own eyes, clearly having
no idea how far from the tuning fork of reality her soul has wandered. She has no
idea. And that comports with something the Master El Morya said in his
House dictation, that those who are indeed immersed in the psychic, do not
it. The level of self-deception and delusion that they build up around themselves
can be absolutely seamless in terms of the quality of self-righteousness.
But there is something more troubling here.
She is certainly oblivious to the state of total darkness to which her viewpoints bear
witness. But how could that be if she were surrounded by those who are Awake in
the Light? That's the point. The only way she could be oblivious to this, is that the
people around her are not challenging her. They have become acclimated to this
electrode of darkness in their midst. And I warned you, some years ago, that this
is exactly the end to which the congregation as a whole would come, if they allowed
themselves to be ruled by rebels. Great clouds of astral smoke were blown into the
organization back in 2003. People choked on it initially to be sure. Those who tried
to open the windows were cast out. As for those who remained, they learned to "live"
with it, which is an oxymoronic concept, in as much as the dirty soot of rebellion
the lungs of the soul, depriving it of oxygen, setting into motion a slow state of
In this blogger entry, I will focus only on
her attempt to present her "evidence", her "reasons", that she has set forth to back
up her allegations of psychic enslavement, and the tampering with the official
decrees of the Summit Lighthouse. Mrs. Viper also made quite an effort to rip
to shreds the life work of John Denver, some of whose work I have shared with
readers because of my sincere conviction as to its inherent spiritual value. I
will address that aspect of her response in a subsequent blogger entry.
"Where in the Teachings ..."
"An example of [psychic enslavement] are the added
personal affects or elements to decree patterns you have added that are not
part of the direct revelation from the Heart of the Ascended Masters,
Archangels, and Elohim. Where in the teachings of the Ascended Masters
revealed through Mark or
Elizabeth Prophet (or Godfre and Lotus) were we directed to create our
own I AM affirmations? Simply put, we were not. There are places in the
preamble of decrees where we were instructed to add inserts for personal
or planetary conditions but we were never instructed to create our own
decrees or affirmations."
Your level of certainty on this point
exposes the level of darkness in which are residing. We see that there is not even
a glimmer of light in your world that would communicate to you the fact that you
have wandered about a billion miles away from what is the truth in this area. If
there was a glimmer of light in your world, you would have some uncertainty as
to your blanket assertions on this point. Your intuition, which is the Light of the
Heart, would tell you that you are going in the wrong direction. But there is nothing
in your statement that would lead anyone to believe that there is any factor of light
operative in your world that has enough influence to mitigate a statement that is
exactly upside down. Exactly upside down.
This level of certainty in darkness
can only come through an association with the False Hierarchy. And, might I say,
the absence of a threefold flame. And this begins to explain your passionate attack
against my analysis that showed that Obama has no threefold flame. Yes, I see
why this line of enquiry has hit close to home for you.
Of course, and this state
of darkness explains it, your statement totally refutes the very foundation
upon which the Summit Lighthouse is built, which is specifically, the I Am
Teachings given by St. Germain through Guy Ballard, specifically in the "I Am
Discourses", Volume 3 of the St. Germain series, published by the Saint Germain
In the "I Am Discourses", Volume 3,
the Master Saint Germain explains at great length, over the course of 23 discourses,
the importance of the name of God "I AM" and how this name is supposed to be
used by the Children of God, to set the unlimited power of God our Father and
I Am That I Am, in motion to manifest every good and perfect thing in the life of the
Divine Child. The theme is constant throughout the work, that there is no place in the
of any individual wherein the Power of God "I AM" is not applicable to bringing
forth perfection and harmony. For example, the Master says:
"Everything in the life experience of humanity can be governed by the I Am
Presence. The use of the I Am Presence is the highest activity that can be given."
(I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.111)
I think most people would agree that the
word "everything" covers a very wide piece of ground, and that there could not
possibly be any limit to what kind of situations the supplicant could articulate
when it comes to drawing this highest activity into action into any particular area.
And moreover, this is very much in the domain of the self-evident, that if the
Masters teach that the power of the I Am Presence can be applied to EVERYTHING
that it would be impossible for them to state EVERYTHING to which this
highest power might apply, in their written Teachings. The best the Masters
can do, is to give us clear statements on wide categories, leaving the specifics
as to which precise element of EVERYTHING the student has in mind.
"No matter what the problem to be solved in the individual's life,
there is only One power, Presence, and Intelligence that can solve it;
and that is the individual's recognition of the All-Powerful Presence
of God, with whom no outer activity may interfere, unless the individual's
attention is knowingly, or unknowingly, drawn from his central recognition
and acceptance of the Supreme God Power."
(I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.137-138)
Here is the same basic idea expressed.
This phrase, "No matter what the problem to be solved", covers a very wide
swath of ground. All problems can be solved by the One power, Presence and
Intelligence that is God. All problems. And is it possible for the Masters to
specifically delineate every problem a student will face? That is impossible.
The Teaching would have to be hundreds of thousands of volumes to cover
all problems. And therefore, the Teaching is given, in most cases, in the
form of broadly stated principles which the student must apply to very
specific circumstances, and in the application of the Power of God to
specific circumstances, the student will be devising calls to the I Am
Presence that will not be found specifically articulated in the Teachings.
In most cases, the Teachings as
given, should be seen like unto the chart of the elements. The chart of the
elements describes thus far, 116, of the 144 basic atoms. Now, the
combinations that these atoms can make up, to form various molecules of
differing properties are manifold. One might even consider using the word
"infinite" to describe the number of possible combinations. Can a written
Teaching contain a delineation of the infinite? This is not possible. The
Teacher, i.e. the Master describes to the student the basic elements, and
the principles of combination, and perhaps a few example combinations
to get the spiritual alchemist started. The majority of reality in this respect
is left to Self-Discovery in the laboratory of Being.
Now, in this regard, the Master St.
Germain gives a veritable
multitude of examples of how to use the name "I AM" to call forth all manner of
good and perfect things. Many of the examples which he gives, perhaps 90 percent
of them, can be used without any specific changes. Others must be tailored
specifically to the situation. For example.
"I AM the Resurrection and the Life of my business, my
understanding or whatever thing I wish to focus my attention upon"
(I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.107)
These are the Master's words.
The word "whatever" was the Master's word. And in using the word
"whatever" the Master is not asking the student to actually say that
word! In other words to actually say "whatever thing I wish to focus
my attention upon". No. The student is supposed to replace the
word "whatever" with a specific expression as to what he or she
wants to focus the attention upon. For example, if you have something
wrong with your big toe, this would be perfectly appropriate:
"I AM the Resurrection and the Life of God's Perfection
in my big toe." (Steven's Example)
I remember the story that the Messenger
liked to tell the student body, about slamming the finger of a student in the car door.
It would have been perfectly appropriate in the aftermath of that painful event for
this student to say,
"I AM the Resurrection and the Life of God's Perfection
in my (throbbing) finger." (Steven's Example)
Here is another example of a call given
by the Master St. Germain where he uses the word "whatever" as a placeholder
for anything the student desires to place there.
"Think often what these two marvelous words mean, and always couple with the
use of these two words the statement that: "When I say, "I AM", "I AM" setting
into motion the limitless power of God in whatever I couple the expression "I AM"
with." (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.152)
The Master says, "In whatever I couple
the expression ... with." The common sense interpretation is that you can
put anything there, as long as it is in harmony with the Law of God.
Here are some more examples of calls
given by the Master St. Germain which will require specific alterations for the
student's specific needs.
1. "I Am the conscious memory of these things." (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3,
2. "I Am the conscious memory, use and understanding, in
the use of these things." (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.112).
3. "I Am the commanding presence, the exhaustless energy, the divine
causing my desire to be fulfilled. (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.116)
4. "I Am the presence preventing this. I am the positive, peaceful control
of this whole situation. (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.123)
5. Say often, "I Am the Presence" in everything you wish to have done. (I
Discourses, Vol. 3, p.143)
6. "I Am the only and perfect energy acting there. Therefore every appearance
of disturbance is instantly corrected." (I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.82)
In both Item 1 and Item 2, the student
needs to put something specific in place of the word "things". In Item 3, it would
be appropriate to specify the exact desire being referred to. In Item 4, it would be
appropriate to specify the situation. In Item 5, the phrase "everything you
wish to have done" is a placeholder for the specification of precisely what you
need to have done in a given circumstance. Clearly, there are no limits here. If
you need to have it done, (and it is within the law) then you can specify it there.
And in Item 6, it would be appropriate to substitute a specific reference in place
of the word "there".
These are just a few examples of many
that could be cited that illustrate this point, that the student is supposed to design
his or her own "I AM" calls to meet the specific needs of a given situation. And
of course, there is nothing in the body of the Teaching given through Mark and
Elizabeth Prophet that changed this fundamental and a-priori Teaching.
And so, when you ask this: "Where
in the teachings of the Ascended Masters revealed through Mark or Elizabeth Prophet
and Lotus) were we directed to create our own I AM affirmations? and
on to answer your own question, "Simply put, we were
not only are you guilty of expressing a gross error, we can conclude, and this is with
certainty, that you are operating out of a state of gross ignorance on one of the most
fundamental aspects of the Teaching.
And what is it that moves directly against the
most fundamental Teachings of the Ascended Masters? It is Serpent. The
of the Luciferian psychology.
The use of tailored I Am affirmations is
to making progress on the Path of Initiation. Why is this so? Our understanding of
this is so, grows out of a fundamental premise, as follows.
The Goal of the Path is to receive ever
and more numerous inner revelations of illumination from the Heart of God through
mediating hearts of the Ascended Masters, inner revelations of illumination which
to the divine identity of the soul, which speak to the relationship of the soul to God.
this way (through the inner revelation of truth) is the relationship between the soul
God healed. In this way (through the inner revelation of truth) is the Christ Identity
re-established. In this way (through the inner revelation of truth) is the Christ Identity
reborn within the temple of each embodied individual on earth. And to this end did
the Masters give this motto to the Keepers of the Flame - Hold Fast What Thou
How does the student hold fast to each jewel
of internal revelation? Does the student hold fast to that jewel by forgetting about it?
Does the student hold fast to that jewel by allowing the concerns of the world to
all over it? No. There is only one way for the student to hold fast to jewels of
truth. And that is through affirmation. Therefore, we see that there is only one
that leads from revelation to assimilation. And that pathway is affirmation. We see
there is only one pathway that leads the soul from revelation to integration. And that
pathway is again, affirmation. Affirmation in word first according to the principle
shalt decree a thing and it shall be established unto thee. And then follows
in deed. If you are given an internal gift of truth, and you want to hold onto that
possess it for eternity, you must affirm it, and you must affirm it using the name of
And then you must live it. Your mind must move in harmony with it. Your feelings
move in harmony with it. Your hands and feet must move in harmony with it.
There is not anything more
fundamental to the Teachings of the Ascended Masters. Yet Mrs. Viper has refuted
most fundamental aspect of the Teaching. And how it is possible for anyone to refute
a most fundamental aspect of the Teaching? This can only be done out of a state of
GROSS ignorance of that Teaching. And ignorance so pitch black, so opaque, that
not even the faintest outline of truth will shine through.
That state of gross ignorance is a TOTAL
PERVERSION of the 5 o'clock Gemini line of God-Wisdom. A total perversion. It is
of darkness that does not know anything about the process of inner illumination. It is
of darkness that does not know anything about the process by which points of inner
are anchored. Indeed, it is a state of darkness that cannot even conceptualize the
inner illumination. In fact, it is a state of darkness the denies the possibility of inner
In a word, this describes the spirit of serpent
seamlessly through the mind and mouth of Mrs. Viper.
And make no mistake about it. What is
the 5 o'clock line, has to be totally dark on the 4 o'clock line. And what is totally dark
4 o'clock line, has to be totally dark on the 3 o'clock line. And you can go back
of the memory body, and go forward through the lines of the desire body, and reach
conclusion. And it is in that state of darkness, wherein the soul becomes a tool for
on the astral plane. And we have only begun to scratch the surface of darkness being
expressed by Mrs. Viper. Hold onto your hats.
"I Am, I Am, I Am the Resurrection
"Here is an example of an affirmation you created and posted
your site:""I Am, I Am, I Am the Resurrection and the Life of my
God (3x) - forevermore in the conscious embrace, face to face, with the Infinite Love
Dear Heavenly Father, my Dear Heavenly Mother, that you Do have for me, as Your
that you Do have for me, as Your Beloved Child, that you Do have for me, as Your
Beloved Child (3x).
Just to be clear, the words displayed in red,
the words of
Mrs. Viper, the words displayed in blue are MY WORDS which she is quoting.
When we go back to the foundation
the Master St. Germain through his messenger Guy Ballard, we find that the Master is
his students to use this important phrase, "I AM the Resurrection and the Life" in
ways. One example, that I have already quoted above, is this:
"I AM the Resurrection and the Life of my business, my
understanding or whatever thing I wish to focus my attention upon"
(I Am Discourses, Vol. 3, p.107)
With this as a starting point, we can see that
of my affirmation clearly falls within the authority granted by this phrase in the
"whatever thing I wish to focus my attention upon."
The next issue would be whether the
what the Masters teach to be a "right desire" or is taught to be the Will of God our
for every soul.
Now, the principles articulated in the body of the affirmation are so fundamental to
fundamental to the goals of the path, so fundamental to the goals of every soul's
and to the birth of the Christ Child in our hearts, principles which the Ascended
discoursed on at length in hundreds of dictations, that I believe it would be a
very magnitude of this self-evident truth to quote any aspect of the Teaching in
This is too fundamental. There are hundreds, if not thousands of references available.
if there is any doubt about it in the mind of anyone, that is anyone who is an ascended
master student, that individual is very possibly not even a Child of God, but part of the
robot creation. A human creation without a soul, and obviously without a threefold
Nevertheless, in my review of all of the
and many ways the Masters themselves have used this fundamental mantra "I Am the
Resurrection of the Life", beyond the issue of finances, these four statements show
clearly that my call is well within the framework of what the Masters desire for us
1. Lo, I AM the resurrection and the life! Lo, I AM the resurrection and the life of
Truth, eternal Truth, eternal Truth. Vol. 23 No. 30 - Beloved Pallas Athena - July
2. I AM the Resurrection and the Life of the Son of God within me!
Vol. 34 No. 40 - Beloved Helios - August 18, 1991
3. I AM the Resurrection and the Life! That mantra, beloved hearts, is for you
give to affirm
your union with God forevermore. Vol. 36 No. 48 - Sanat Kumara Spokesman for
Holy Kumaras - October 13, 1993
4. See Your Own Beloved I AM Presence Face to Face My blessed chelas truly
daughters of the Christ flame here and now accept the comfort and assurance of the
you ..." Vol. 1 No. 11 - El Morya - October 24, 1958
In reference to Item 1, can you imagine that
the Ascended Lady Master Pallas Athena in recommending that we call for the
and the life of eternal truth in general, would nevertheless object if a student called for
the Resurrection and the life of a specifically delineated eternal truth? That is simply
In reference to Item 2, can you imagine that
Ascended Master Beloved Helios, in recommending that we call for the Resurrection
the life of the Son of God within us, would object, if the student called for the
and the life of that Son of God in a more specific and precise manner? That is simply
implausible. What does it mean to have the Son of God resurrected inside of us? I
have delineated in that call, based on internally revealed truth, several fundamental
principles that are associated with the process of resurrecting the identity of the
Son of God within us.
In reference to Item 3, can you imagine
that the Ascended Master Beloved Sanat Kumara, in recommending that we call for
the Resurrection and the life of our union with God forevermore, would object, if
the student called for the Resurrection and the life of that union in more specific
and precise manner? That is simply implausible. I have delineated in that call,
based on internally revealed truth, several fundamental principles that are
associated with the process of rebuilding that condition of unity between
the soul and God.
In reference to Item 4, can you imagine
that the Ascended Master El Morya, would advocate this face to face goal for every
student, and then object when a student would call, in the manner taught, for the
Resurrection and the life of the very face-to-face condition that he advocates? That
is simply implausible. And besides, searching the pearls for the phrase "face to face"
comes up with 204 hits. How could anyone go wrong calling for the Resurrection
and the life of this face-to-face situation with the very Father Mother God who
gave birth to us in the beginning, and who pours out to us Their infinite love
even unto the present?
Make no mistake about it. Trying to
label this psychic, or astral, as Mrs. Viper has done, and will do, when we
get to her next statement, is no different than some people in the day of
Jesus Christ, attributing his miracles, and his works of healing to the
Who is it that is going to get all hot
and bothered when the Children of God start saying this: "I Am, I Am, I Am
the Resurrection and the Life of my True Identity in God"? Only the agents of
the False Hierarchy will have objections to that.
Who is it that is going to get all hot and
when the Children of God start affirming the resurrection and the life of this face to
conscious embrace with the Infinite Love that God our Dear Heavenly Father, and our
Heavenly Mother, have for their Beloved Child? Only the agents of the False
will have objections to that.
Who is it that is going to get all hot and
when the Children of God start affirming the resurrection and the life of this direct
of the Truth about God's Infinite love for them personally? Only the agents of the
will have objections to that.
This affirmation specifies exactly the domain
communion, wherein the Christ Child is born. And this objection, posed by Mrs.
represents the darkest possible expression of the Anti-Christ. The very serpent which
would grab the child out of the very arms of God once again. And you can see why
the photos I shared, taken on the Two Winds Trail, is shockingly relevant. The force
that feels contempt or disdain for the above affirmation, if you could see it with your
own eyes on the astral plane, would look very much like the creature in the
And make no mistake about it. It desires to kill the Christ. And it has much blood
already on its hands in that regard. And Mrs. Viper is the pawn it uses in this
work inside of our own (TSL) community.
"It is not acceptable..."
"The Ascended Masters have provided us with numerous I AM
and statements that directly emanate from the Divine Consciousness of the Heavenly
the level of your perceived revelation or attainment, you are not ascended. Even if it
Holy Christ Self, it is not acceptable for you to become a surrogate for the direct
and fiats released from the Ascended Masters. Please share with your readers where
stated this is permitted. I would refer you to the teachings through Mother on the
of the Spoken
Word and the tape/cd set in which she directly stated that decrees and affirmations
tampered with or altered.
For a person with a threefold flame, every
the call I set forth above, draws the Light of Recognition from the heart. That soul
indeed, that is where I have been before. And that is where I desire to return. I
in the arms of God my Father and my Mother once again. I am grateful to be
wish I could remember to focus my attention in that direction more often.
To argue against this, it is not enough to
that is simply empty of the Light of Recognition. No. One must have something else.
have in the heart a state of contempt for the principles of the reunion that are
call. A state of contempt. That is the heart of the serpent which hates the very idea of
Children of God finding their way back into the Arms of God our Father and Mother,
thus, out of its reach and control. Here we have, right in the very midst of this
this voice of absolute evil speaking through the mouth of one that masquerades before
not just a student of light, but potentially as a minister, and a study group leader.
the very midst of this community, a serpent which has clothed itself with the
devotion and piety, clearly using the light it has stolen from the surrounding
just as the pharisees and sadducees of old.
Look at how this serpent can deny Christ,
to your face, and with out missing a step, draw a picture on your mind, in regards to
for "mother". This is really sinister. "Even if it came from your Holy Christ Self,
is not acceptable ... " This serpent is posturing itself above the very person of
Christ, as if the Holy Christ Self is not the very person of Christ, proclaiming that
the truth that flows from the mind of Christ in You is not fitting for the ears of the
Children of God! It would be impossible to turn the teaching to a position in
our minds that would be more upside down than that. There it is, right in front
of your face. Obedience to the Holy Christ Self, once you can ever figure out
what that is, is the pinnacle of authority in our lives, and that is what the Masters
teach. Yet this serpent, posing as an Ascended Master Student says we can deny
the expression of this Christ in us, stating flat out, that the expression of the Christ
in us, is some how "unacceptable."
As to the rest of it, I have already
exposed the gross state of ignorance, even another attempt at turning the
Teaching upside down, represented by the idea that we have not been
taught to fashion our own calls. The teachings of the Master St. Germain
clearly refutes that. And of course, who is going to forget the Messenger
standing before the congregation, asking the congregation to shout
their own calls and fiats. As if she expected everyone to shout only
that which they had meticulously memorized from the dictations
"This is unacceptable ..."
" Here is another example from your site:
Lord Michael Before,
Lord Michael Behind,
Lord Michael to the Right,
Lord Michael to the Left,
Lord Michael Above,
Lord Michael Below,
Lord Michael, Lord Michael,
Wherever I Go. (1x)
In the Name of Mighty Victory, I Must Assimilate
the Central Element of My Divine Identity, the Identity
of the Child Greatly Loved of the Father, even the Christ
Child Greatly Loved of the Father and the Mother. This
is the Truth, Don't Doubt It. (3x)
The last sentence is the word of the One Father.
It is not an argument of the intellectual mind. It is a statement from the very throne
of the Great Central Sun, and applies to every child, without exception. That's right,
In this example you have left the decree pattern directly
released from the Heart of Archangel Michael intact, yet you have added your own
progressive revelation to the ending of the decree. This is unacceptable. I would refer
you to the false and psychic decrees released through Carolyn and Monroe Shearer or
David Lewis. They claim their patterns are directly from the Ascended Masters. How
are your affirmations any different then these pseudo-Messengers and false pastors
in our midst?"
For the sake of clarity again, the text in red
represents the words of Mrs. Viper. The text in blue represents MY WORDS which
she has quoted as evidence of my supposed enslavement to the psychic.
Again, I must say, that for a person with a
every element of the call I set forth above, draws the Light of Recognition from the
says to itself, indeed, that is where I have been before. And that is where I desire
want to be in the arms of God my Father and my Mother once again. I am grateful to
I just wish I could remember to focus my attention in that direction more often.
Indeed, anyone with a threefold flame will
the fact that what I have articulated in this call, is the very center of the target of Christ
Again, the flame of the heart will say to the soul, you have been there before, you have
the midst of that knowledge before, and the soul says yes, I have been there before. I
of the Most High. I want to be there again. For the soul that is putting on its Christ
the soul that is moving closer to God, closer to that original love relationship, for the
is rediscovering, through inner revelation, the truth about God's Love for that soul, as
Beloved Child, these principles expressed strike the heart as beautiful, not
And we have to ask the same question. Who
possibly object to the voicing of these principles? Who is it that feels a strong urge to
these principles down? It is the entire warp and woof of the False Hierarchy that
tear down this focal point, and minimize to the greatest extent possible, the amount of
time any soul has their attention upon it. This hatred of the Christ, which is to say,
hatred of the possibility that the soul will come into the knowledge once again of the
Great Love that God the Father, and the Mother have for the soul, this is the central
identity of the False Hierarchy, and the serpent, and which is expressing itself,
through the heart of Mrs. Viper.
How insane this objection is revealed to be,
we understand that this is exactly where the Seven Beloved Archangels want to bring
soul, right into the midst of this revelation of infinite love. As if Archangel Michael
somehow be offended at one student offering a helping hand in getting the students
to direct their attention to the very center of the target of attainment which all the
Archangels see as the universal goal for all. The objection
comes from the False Hierarchy, and nowhere else.
" ...I would refer you to the false and psychic decrees
released through Carolyn and Monroe Shearer or David Lewis. They claim their
are directly from the Ascended Masters. How are your affirmations any different then
these pseudo-Messengers and false pastors in our midst?"
First, I have not abandoned the Summit
and Church Universal and Triumphant. I still stand for the victory of this
requires the casting out of the rebels who have taken over the leadership. And it will
the unmasking of the serpents in our midst, like unto yourself, who deceive the very
believing that they are angels of light, even though out of their mouth proceeds the
the Denial of Christ. As you have so clearly demonstrated. While these pirates made
the plank, probably beneath the canopy of your applause, I did not sink to the bottom
I am in my little row boat off the port bow, and the day is coming when I will join
in the fight to overturn these imposters, replace the shredded sails with brand new
white canvas, and we will sail on to victory.
Second, I have not followed after any of the
messengers. I am the only member of this organization, as far as I know, who has
material that has made a good case regarding the false hierarchy sponsorship of those
organizations. I have remained at my post.
Third, I have never claimed to give dictations
direct or otherwise from the Ascended Masters.
Fourth, I do not now, or have I ever claimed
that these calls come directly from the Ascended Masters. These calls come out of
domain of communion which exists between my Soul and God my Father, and my
I have never claimed any more or any less. These are my jewels of truth given to me
the domain of communion. If they strike the heart as true, then honor them as
of universal truth. If they strike the heart as false, then throw them in the trash. Your
I could go on and on. The difference is like unto the difference that exists between
Fifth, the astral entities which speak through
messengers, agents of the False Hierarchy one and all, do not direct the attention of
in the direction of God our Father and Mother. They do not show the way towards
of the soul's personal relationship with the Most High. This is because their goal is to
away from God, and into box canyons, and other kinds of dead ends. In this regard,
substitute for reality, they stress inflation of the human ego, helping the ego to feel like
its own right. So full of "love" and "wisdom" and rightness, it has become through its
with these imposters. Not full of light by virtue of direct contact with God (through
of the Real Masters), but full of rightness, or righteousness, by virtue of direct contact
imposters. (The psychological lever that makes this work is fear. First, they fear to
they fear to face the Real Masters, a fear that has turned into a subtle hatred, which
to become filled with all kinds of doubts as to the validity of the Real Path. Third,
appears, they fear they will miss the boat of they don't jump into the lap of one of
messengers.) By comparison, everything that the Real Ascended Masters teach,
attention of the soul to the restoration of the face to face relationship with the Most
and they are certainly unique in this regard, in as much as they have the power to
relationship. The Real Ascended Masters have the power to restore that relationship.
reason for being. The imposters do not have that power, and I don't even think that
have that power, as such an assertion would be followed by a demand for proof.
they do, is
give their followers what they want, an excuse to keep walking away from God, while
the delusion that they are still walking in the direction of the light. So they direct the
their followers in the direction of ego inflation which they can experience as the
the left-handed path. This inflated sense of self-righteousness and self-importance
Hierarchy knows how to amplify is the substitute for direct contact with God. It gives
(false) sense that they are still walking in the direction of the "light" even as they keep
back turned against God (and the goal of reunion).
When this distinction is understood, the
of my writing to the work of the false messengers must strike the clear and balanced
egregiously absurd. I am in step with the hearts of the Real Ascended Masters whose
desire is to return every soul to the face to face awareness of the infinite love that God
Father and Mother pour out to them personally. This is the only point of victory.
no other. And this is exactly what they Teach. And this is exactly what they are
for every student on the Path of Initiation.
Finally, then, in regards to Mrs Viper's
of my altering or tampering with the official decrees of the Summit Lighthouse, I
she had ample time and opportunity to make her best case. And I believe that what
up with has fizzled miserably. And therefore, because of the void of evidence
the allegation, I believe we can safely conclude that her allegations were not just false,
malicious. And in regards to her assertion of psychic enslavement, the same can be
No evidence was offered. What was offered, was actually more proof of her own
to the forces of darkness.
Mrs. Viper gives us an example of the kinds
darkness which has become a substitute for the Light in the midst of this (TSL)
now led by a cabal of rebels more fully aligned to the domain of the psychic than any
the false messengers. The rats, as it were, have a run of the place, and as I have said
before, no one is setting traps. Yes, this is a travesty. And we will overturn it.
May you pass every test.
Wednesday, Sept. 9, 2009, 8:19 PM PDT
1) I have archived the June and July
blogger entries, that were part of this main blogger page, to separate archive
files which are now accessible via links in the blogger archive windows that
run along the right margin of the main column.
2) Also, if you have not noticed
this before, if you place your mouse over the right portion of any blogger entry
date and time bar, you will see a link appear that will take you to the table of
at the top of the index table will bring you back to the top entry.
3) Please say a prayer for the unborn every
time you see the abortion counter pop up appear. Really, this will help
everyone to balance more of their karma, as well as to save lives. It would
be an egregious mistake, a mistake the dweller will make repeatedly, if you
allow it, to see that pop-up as a nuisance. And those who browse the web
with pop-ups turned off, I would encourage you to enable pop-ups for
homewardboundjournal.com for the forgoing reason. It is the only
pop-up you will see.
4) And while we are on the subject
of egregious mistakes, I would say to Kerry Johnson, it would be an egregious
mistake to ignore the truth of what I have spoken to you. Actually,
the word "egregious" would be a pitifully small understatement. Unfortunately,
it is impossible for the mind that is absorbed into the darkness of the dweller,
however much the internal world is illuminated, like the Las Vegas strip, by
the pulsating and alluring neon lights of idol energized self-righteousness,
to comprehend the magnitude of the treasure that the soul forfeits through such
indulgences. And so, the only way they will know, is if someone tells them.
5) I would encourage every reader,
that with each visit to the daily blogger, to please give the calls with the
Master El Morya above, regarding the process required to bring millions
of souls into this (TSL) organization. That call matrix is embedded in
the Main Flash Header Graphic above. Again, this is another important
opportunity for every reader to put their toe in the stream of acceleration,
indeed to merge your heart with the many Masters who serve at the
Royal Teton Retreat. If anyone does not have the
installed, I would enthusiastically encourage you to install that now.
May you pass every test.
Monday, September 7, 2009, 2:04 PM PDT
And Now, Let Their Be An Equally
Forceful Public Rebuke of TSL
Old-Timer Kerry Johnson
I appreciate the
assistance of (TSL Old-Timer) Kerry Johnson, of Paradise Players
fame, in helping me to make this point so clearly, that idolatry is
the land of the deepest delusion, where, as this statement bears
witness, he currently wanders, and without a candle. Responding
to the Andrew Kramer article below, he had this to say concerning
your humble author's sincere effort to stand up for the truth and the
law as the (Real)
Ascended Masters have given it to us:
... Your material is insane and full of fantasy
and spiritual pride. I worked personally with Elizabeth Clare Prophet for over
22 years and if she could see the kind of tripe you are spewing forth she would
rebuke you severly and instantly. I have known Andrew Kramer and Robert
and Linda Worobec for over 20 years and you are not one millionth of the
chela that they are. I suggest you get some real humility, quit your judging
of others and work on removing the BEAM from your own eye. -- Kerry Johnson
In the discussion that follows, this
point of the law, as it is articulated by the Ascended Master the Maha Chohan
can serve as a lamp unto our feet, not just in the case of Kerry Johnson, but
also in the case of Andrew Kramer. And not limited to him either, as it
applies, as the Master states explicitly to the Messenger herself. Indeed,
the point is made clearly here, that the law does not include in the equation
of justice, the status one might have in the eyes of the people, or even in
the eyes of oneself.
Vol. 48 No. 1 - The Beloved Maha Chohan - January 9, 2005
Conquer Pride and Receive
the Gifts of the Holy Spirit
Therefore, I caution you concerning the
mouth, the meditations of the heart. Let them be acceptable in the sight of God. If
acceptable, then call upon the law of forgiveness and the violet flame and remove them
again a new page.
It is not as though you can say to your
ascended master who guides you: "I made a mistake. Can I have time out? Can you
No, beloved, you cannot cancel a line of it. You pay the price each time you are out of
alignment. The rules are the same, whether for you or for the messenger, whether for
spiritual advancement or not.
[This previously unpublished dictation by the Maha Chohan was
Messenger of the Great White Brotherhood Elizabeth Clare Prophet on Monday,
1993, during the seven-day conference Prayer Vigil to Restore the Tai Chi of
Life, held October 6, though 11, 1993, at the Royal Teton Ranch, Park County
"You pay the price each time you
are out of alignment. The rules are the same, whether for you or for the messenger,
whether for those of spiritual advancement or not." The Maha Chohan
Now, this is important to understand, indeed, to get a firm grasp on, even with fingers
steel-like strength, that if you know you made a mistake, and refuse to admit the
mistake, that is another out-of-alignment episode, for which the soul must pay the
price. If the refusal to admit a mistake goes on for years, as it has with Linda
and the current leadership team, the number of out-of-alignment episodes mount up
every tick of the clock, as each moment goes by in that state of defiance before the
where the choice is made anew, moment by moment, not to bend the knee.
can well understand therefore, where the destruction and chaos in this world
terms of both outer events and events inside of the body itself.
Now, the quality of swiftness in
was set before us by the Master El Morya, as part of his definition of chelaship, and
the foregoing reason, you can well understand why this would be the case. As we
proceed forward with our discussion, let this articulation of the law be a lamp unto
our feet as well.
Vol . 38 No . 26 - Beloved Beloved El Morya - June 18, 1995
I AM the Champion of My Chelas
Now then, beloved, the blessing and true beauty of marriage should be known to you.
But there is another marriage I would speak of and that is your marriage to your Guru.
For some time, of course, your Guru may necessarily be me, for I am the one
to this office by Saint Germain and the hierarchy of light. I am the one appointed to
you on behalf of the Seven Chohans and the Maha Chohan as you enter the path of
When I take to myself a chela and sponsor that chela, it is a very, very special event.
people wait lifetimes for such an opportunity simply because it is not possible for me
carry the weight of those who have not yet transmuted a certain amount of karma and
have not shown a certain steadiness a steadfastness on the path of the will of God,
veering neither to the right nor to the left. Constancy is the key virtue that I must have
in those who truly desire to be one with me. If I would train you personally, beloved,
I must have from you an unflinching constancy whereby you maintain a steady level
of absorption of the blue flame of the will of God and thus enter day by day into the
sacred fire of the First Ray. You must be willing to take any rebuke, any correction,
to take it swiftly and to then swiftly self-correct.
[The five-day Easter Retreat 1995 was held April 12 through 16, 1995,
at the Royal Teton Ranch, Park County, Montana. This dictation by El Morya was
delivered by the Messenger of the Great White Brotherhood, Elizabeth Clare Prophet,
on Easter Sunday, April 16, 1995. Pomp and Circumstance, opus 39, Military March
no. 1 in D Major, by Edward Elgar, was played as the meditation music before the
For those who have entered onto the Path of Initiation under the tutelage of the
(Real) Ascended Masters, the
importance of this principle, which underscores the need to come swiftly into
alignment with the law, has been highlighted from the very earliest days of the
release of the Ascended Master Teaching. For example, the Ascended Master
Arcturus, said through the Messenger Guy Ballard, on August 19, 1934, the
"Here may I say that the Students who think they can play with the
because of their unwillingness to give the necessary Self-discipline, will find
themselves unfortunate indeed if they attempt it when once having entered
upon the Conscious Path. The Great Law, which does not discriminate,
takes individuals at their words and feelings. Those who think they can
escape this are but deceiving themselves.
The Ascended Master Arcturus, Ascended
Master Instruction, Vol. 4, Discourse #28, p.287, The Saint Germain
Press, Inc., 1985.
True it is, that the Love of God our
Father and Mother for every child they have created, and this certainly
includes Kerry Johnson, is absolutely infinite. And therefore, among the
members of the Divine Family, the Law must be infinitely fair, showing no
favorites. For people who are ignorant of the law, the operation thereof, in
most cases, is set aside for a time, as an act of mercy, but complete
accountability awaits every soul. Every expression of the heart, mind, and soul,
that is out-of-alignment with the law, must and will come back and plant itself
upon the very doorstep of the soul, and this for the purpose of education. For
those on the Conscious Path, this will happen much sooner, and much more
powerfully. For the lesson must be learned, and quickly, if the efforts of a
lifetime are to be salvaged. This is the only way to interpret the plight of
Elizabeth Clare Prophet today. This is the only way to interpret the fate
of Marilyn Barrick. And every person on this path, who has defied the
law, has a similar fate awaiting them, where the discord they have
sent out, which they have, after many opportunities, refused to
recognize or resolve, will come back and lodge in their own life
circumstances, and if that does not get their attention, then it will
lodge in their own body.
And so, you can see how
important it is, that the law be communicated clearly to those who
are out of alignment, and in such a way, as they will be able to
understand their predicament, giving them the best chance to
make the decision to turn around, and make amends for the
violation of the law before the law swings into action.
Clearly violations of the
law can be, and must be resolved. And this can be done before
the law swings into the educational mode. It does not have to
swing into the educational mode if the soul has clearly and
unmistakably learned the lesson. And so, the soul's swift
alignment with the rules of the path will bring the greatest
possible mitigation in this regard. Recognize the mistake,
confess it. Foster and nurture within your own heart, the quality
of contrition and repentance. If possible, make peace with the
one or the many you have injured. And then perform your
penance, which must include a very substantial period of violet
flame invocation, as this is where the mercy of law comes into
motion most tangibly, as it will erase and heal the discord from
Now, since I first stepped out to speak
the Truth in many kinds of internet forums since 1995, I have been attacked
and pilloried, innumerable times, by various individual versions of the Dweller
on the Threshold. From this rich archive of experience, I can report to you
that what is expressed above by Kerry Johnson is pure dweller, and I will not
simply assert the truth of the matter, but I will explain what are the clearly
identifiable character traits of the dweller which I have seen so many times,
and I will point out where those character traits are so clearly expressed in
the comment above, and I will make this effort with the hope that this
understanding will help others in the great task of dragon slaying, a task,
and a responsibility, that stands before every soul on the path.
I would note that in Kerry Johnson's
22 year personal association with the Messenger, it appears quite clear, from the
above example, that he has not mastered the most fundamental responsibility and
challenge of the path, which is to identify the dweller, wrestle it to the ground, and
to utterly slay it, before it jumps out of your mouth to stab a dagger in the heart of
the aborning Christ in another Child of God.
Indeed, and make no mistake about it.
That which proceeded out of the mouth of Kerry Johnson above, is the murderer
of the Christ, a deadly foe. And this foe, having already murdered, long before this
day, the Christ in Kerry Johnson, and danced a jig upon that dead body unto this
very hour, we now see, is free and unfettered, in its ongoing quest to lash out at
another example of the Christ which now stands before it, shining so brightly,
even in its own estimation, aware, in its own peculiar way, that its very
survival is directly challenged, and so it is, having no choice, then, but to lash
out with this deadly barb.
Let's be clear. And not mince words.
I warned the community years ago,
that to turn one's back upon the violation of the law by the current leadership
of this community (Linda Worobec et al), was the same thing as delivering the
Inner Christ back into the hands of the Sanhedrin one more time. And we see
the fruits therefore in Kerry Johnson, bitter fruits, where 22 years of association
with the Messenger, all of that light, has been turned upside down, and there is
no comprehension of the law remaining, only the idolization of a leader, and this,
even though that very leader has fallen.
This is the price which the soul on
the path pays, when the fallen angels ring the front door bell, and ask to be
admitted into the sanctuary once again. If you admit the violation of the law
into the sanctuary, and thereafter fall into a deeper state of confusion, where
you find yourself digging in your heels, and defending this decision to support
the violators of the law, the light in you, will be turned to darkness. And how
great will that darkness be.
And yet, and here we have the first
glimmer of insight into the basis of idolatry in the fact that the human ego will
refuse to admit that it has lost anything of importance, and it will continue to
believe that it retains a high station of spiritual attainment. In other words, it
will turn its back on the Law of God, which scientifically predicts the state of
darkness into which it has fallen, and will turn instead, to its own baseless
desire to see itself as perfect, without flaw, embracing its own desire to be
right, as the law that defines its being now. It says to itself, I am right, and
I am marching towards the victory, even though the very opposite is true.
The soul has made an idol out of its own desire and need to be right, even
as the soles of the feet bleed profusely upon contact with the broken shards
of the Law of God.
This is a metaphor for the
unblanched flow of light out of the body through the open wounds of
fear and doubt which now rule the mind, and to a much greater
extent than ever before. Jesus Christ would heal our feet, as we
are, one and all, the most precious children of the Most High, but
we must place those feet in the hands of the Law once more.
And so, at this juncture, let us turn
our attention to the laboratory analysis of this specimen, this deadly dagger,
that we have in the petri dish before us, and let us gather together our
Ascended Master Instrumentation to assist us in arriving at a correct
conclusion as to its chemical composition.
First of all, when we ask ourselves,
what is the key factor that distinguishes the expression of the Christ, from the
expression of the dweller, in us, that answer is before us in Kerry Johnson's
comment. Indeed, what distinguishes the expression of the Savior in us, which
the Christ is, from the dweller in us, which is always the condemner of the
brethren? This is quite simple. The expression of the Christ seeks to save and
seeks to do this by bringing the soul back into a state of allegiance to God's Law.
The expression of the dweller seeks to destroy (the character of the opponent),
and to throw the opponent into a dungeon of condemnation. And it will
trample, and egregiously so, upon the Law of God in so doing.
The Ascended Master principle we
can use most effectively to cleanly divide the real from the unreal in this regard,
is one stated so eloquently by the Master Kuthumi, who said that the greatest
act of cruelty is to leave someone in ignorance. And so, in as much as ignorance
is a state of mind characterized by the lack of understanding, for us to avoid the
infliction of cruelty, which our dweller would inflict on others if we allowed it to
do so, one must make the effort, and it does take an effort, to help people
understand. And so, the Master gives us the sign of the action of the
Christ in us, which is the expression, and the flow of light from the domain of
our own divine heart which has this clearly manifest goal of helping a brother
or sister to UNDERSTAND the error of their ways. And this goes to exposing
the extend of damage that the unfettered dweller does inflict upon the aborning
Christ Child, within and without, which is, in the state of gestation, quite
vulnerable and defenseless.
Yes, the dweller on the threshold must
be seen for what it is. It is the very spirit of the abortionist, with the instrument
of death always in its right hand.
And so, let us ask the essential
question, and answer it correctly, so that our vision will be clear, and that
which is the opposite of the Christ in us can be disarmed before it has a
chance to inflict further damage upon our own Christ Flame, or that of
And so, what does it look like when
someone is making the effort to help another understand the error of their
ways? To answer that question, we need to understand what it means to be
in error. When someone is in error, they are pursuing a course they believe
is right, but in fact the course they are pursing is wrong. The error is always
in believing that the wrong way, is the right way.
And so, the effort that the Christ
will make in helping someone untangle this knot of confusion, will include
a two part explanation. On the one hand you need to explain to them what is
wrong about their course of action, and on the other hand, you need
to explain what course of action would be defined as right and correct
under the circumstances. When they have this understanding, they can
then choose the right way, over the wrong way. And they are even free
to choose to go back and clean up the mess they have made, which is
always the requirement of the law.
And who is to say, what is right
and what is wrong? The Ascended Masters have given us this information
in their articulation of the Law of God. And so, in the explanation of what
is the error, and what is the path to the correction of the error, the Christ in
you, that is the flow of light from your heart, will carry your attention and
your desiring into an explanation of the law. In our current state of
imperfection it is impossible to do this perfectly. But the evidence of the
Presence of the Christ, is in the making of the effort.
The Light that proceeds from the
heart, and illuminates the mind, and carries with it the uplifting of the desire
body in the direction of this effort will always make this central point, that the
way of error, is the way of the breaking of the law. The way of righteousness
and truth, is always the way of re-alignment and restored harmony with the law.
This lesson should be learned early
on, that all feelings which exhibit a disdain and contempt for the law, which
would tend to argue against the relevance of the law, which would tend to
argue against the importance of directing our attention to the law in a given
situation, will always be the expression of the dweller, and this will always
be powerfully supported by the demonic handlers which have been assigned
to dog the path of every light bearer, and this, for the purpose of using every
opportunity to tear the soul away from this process of restoring the essential
state of internal allegiance to the law.
In my article on Andrew Kramer's
assassination of the character of the Master El Morya, this is the approach I
took. I explained at length, and sincerely so, WHY Andrew was in a state
of gross error in his conclusion that the Master El Morya was speaking
through the Messenger in the situation recounted. I set forth various
principles, which represent elements of the Law of God, to support my
case. The error made by Andrew, was in the ignoring of these principles,
and allowing his mind to form a conclusion, not based on the Law of God,
but on other self-centered factors. And so, I set forth what the error was,
and I set forth the elements of the law that would allow the soul to correct
the error, if the soul has the will to do that.
Now, in Kerry Johnson's response,
if the Christ was active to any degree, one should see a similar effort made, in
way of identifying the errors made, and in way of setting forth the applicable
law, and this would be in a detailed manner, so that the end result would be, that
I would understand what error I made, specifically in relationship to the behavior
in question, and thus having a framework of understanding that I did not have
before, I would be in the position to make a decision to correct that behavior.
That is, the ground of truth would have been so clearly laid out before me,
that I could clearly choose to step onto that ground, leaving the ground of
error behind me.
And so, where in the above statement
by Kerry Johnson, is the effort to help me understand the error of my ways? As
you can see, there is no effort at all made in that direction. None.
And so, this is the first and primary
characteristic of the dweller on the threshold. And the expression of Kerry
Johnson gives us a classic example. The dweller will make no effort at all
to help the foe come to an expanded understanding of anything. And I use
the word understanding to denote the process of helping a mind reach a
conclusion that will have positive consequences for everyone involved. In
this regard, understanding is always associated with the expansion of the
virtue of wisdom, that is, the expansion of the light of the heart in the one
to whom you are speaking.
Note that we have drawn this point of
understanding out, concerning what is the classic expression of the dweller, based
on a point of the law given to us by the Master Kuthumi, who says that the greatest
cruelty there is, is to leave someone in ignorance. In this manner, the dweller on the
threshold will always leave someone in a darker state of ignorance than it found
them, and thus, its actions will always be defined, by the law, as cruel. And
in this, every student can draw an additional lesson, that the unbridled expression
of your own dweller, will draw to you expressions of increasingly cruelty. And so,
even from the standpoint of the narrowest self-interest, it would be wise to learn
how to put a cork in it.
Where there is a question of what is
true and what is not in a given situation, where there are allegiances on both
sides of the line, this is the basic sign of the dweller, that you will never see
an effort to help the opponent UNDERSTAND what the truth is.
What you will see, in lieu of the effort
to help someone come to a greater understanding of the law, is an effort to
accomplish two very self-centered, and thus opposite objectives. And I say
opposite, to denote this important distinction, that where the light of Christ
in you is interested in expanding the understanding of the truth, the dweller
will always be interested in expanding the lie, and the darkness associated
with it, the darkness of falsehood and deception, which is the shield behind
which it hides its true nature from the soul. Thus, it will first assert its
superiority, it will raise itself up above the opponent. And in this act of
asserting its superiority, the Big Lie is laid bare before us. The dweller is
superior to nothing. In all truth, it is the destroyer of the divine soul. It
is the destroyer of all hopes and dreams of reunion with God. Second it
will attempt to assassinate the character of the opponent, by piling mud
upon the character of that opponent.
The dweller's pursuit of these
two basic objectives are clearly illustrated in Kerry Johnson's comment
First, as to the assertion of superiority,
we have this statement, "I worked personally
with Elizabeth Clare Prophet for over 22 years." Here is a
statement that is supposed to force us down on our knees to worship before
what is supposedly a pillar of wisdom based on an asserted association with
the Mouth Piece of God. Anyone who understands what it means to become
the Christ, and the preeminent role that illumination and understanding plays
in this process, will always eschew assertions of authority based on personal
associations. But, the dweller on the threshold will always use such assertions,
when available, as its primary means of asserting its authority. It will literally
hide itself under the messenger's skirt.
And then, the dweller, having associated
itself with this authority figure, will use that authority figure as sort of a puppet,
and it will have that all-knowing puppet, which towers above us as this
unchallengeable oracle of all-knowing wisdom, beat the opponent around the
head with this baseball bat of asserted authority -
"if she could see the kind of tripe you are spewing forth she would
rebuke you severly and instantly."
This illustrates the very narrow
range of awareness that the dweller occupies, where it is incapable of
appreciating the contradictions that are everywhere present in the
larger context, the larger framework of the real circumstances that
surround this dialog on every point of the circle. Truly, how is such
a statement supposed to carry any weight, when the person in question
has herself fallen off her own pedestal through her own violations of the
law, and cannot even remember the names of her own children?
Please Take a Moment
to Look Objectively at
this Sensitive Issue
in Regards to the
Plight of the
I understand that to the soul
who is yet trapped in the machinations of the dweller of idolatry, that the
above statement will sound harsh.
Yet, when you take the
statements the Masters have made on the consequences of violating
the law, and the consequences associated with the refusal to make the
necessary self-corrections, the current plight of the messenger becomes
readily explainable, especially when coupled with the knowledge that she
has, under the influence of fear and doubt, misused her administrative
power to cancel out the divine plan of more than one good soul.
I have first hand knowledge of one
example. And there is one additional documented example in the latest
book by Alex and Margaret Reichardt where the Messenger took punitive
action against Alex and Margaret themselves, based on the false
testimony of another individual. In the end Margaret was there to
set her straight, though this was only after considerable damage had
already been done. How many cases went unchallenged because
those who had the Messenger's false judgement land on their head,
had no access, and were denied access, to the Messenger to plead
their case? This stubborn personal refusal to grant to her "subjects"
the most basic due process rights, is something she is paying the
price for at this moment.
It is also important to
understand how, in this state of idolatry, that the soul becomes
insensitive to the plight of those who have been damaged by
the idol, and who will then turn a cold shoulder upon those
whom the leader has inflicted damage. And how
this attitude of insensitivity is a total block across the road to
the path of the ascension for any soul, which clearly says, thou
shalt not pass, who must come back into embodiment and have a
life experience that will allow this important virtue of soul sensitivity
to become a part of their own soul psychology, a sensitivity that will
not allow idolatry ever again to mask the injustice that idolized
leaders, through the misuse of their power, will inflict on the people
below them. The streak of insensitivity which the soul will not challenge
in this life, must bring such an event of injustice upon their own
head in a subsequent life, perhaps even at the hand of the very
one they idolize in this life. So, in the domain of self-interest, it
would be wise to identify this streak of insensitivity in your own
psychology now, and root it out.
The law has determined,
notwithstanding the good that she certainly accomplished, that Elizabeth
Clare Prophet had committed violations of the law which required the
judgement she is now undergoing. The judgment is mitigated by her
good works no doubt. But it must be seen as commensurate with the
magnitude of the violation of the law that she did not resolve in time.
And this means, that she is paying the price for canceling out the
divine plan of one or more people. That through fear and doubt,
in certain cases, the false hierarchy succeeded in manipulating
her to inflict injustice upon the heads of those below her. And
through pride, she refused to recognize her mistake(s).
Now, this is also true,
and it is an important principle to keep in mind, how the appearance
of injustice in the earth becomes an ever repeating circle:
"Woe unto the world because of
offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by
whom the offence cometh!"
I also understand the FEAR, which is an
important part of the equation of idolatry, that the soul confronts in reaching a
conclusion that goes against the idea of perfection in the messenger. This is a
controlling fear, one that keeps the soul as a slave to a path defeating falsehood.
This fear can be diminished to a
great extent if one can hold to a basic element of understanding, which
has two parts.
As to the first part, if the (Real)
Ascended Masters are taken at their word, in regards to the consequences of
the violation of the law, and the consequences associated with a refusal to
swiftly recognize and correct any such violations, and we apply this teaching to
directly to the Messenger to help us understand the plight she is in
where the judgment of God has clearly fallen upon her, stripped her of all
authority, stripped her of the office of teacher where she can no longer stand
before the congregation in a teaching mode, stripped of her of the opportunity
to work on the many books that she so much wanted to complete, stripped her
of everything she valued so much, and lived for we have a reasonable
and rational basis to conclude that the Messenger is simply paying the price
for violations of the law that she refused to address, and this, after having
been given many opportunities.
Then, as to the second part, if we take
this as a correct attitude, one that is in harmony with the law as it has been taught
to us, we have a solid basis upon which to consider the positive outcome that this
correct attitude will produce in the lives of every student.
For example, given this correct attitude,
every student will be far more careful, and far more determined to slay the dweller
of pride in their own world, being far more determined to go directly and swiftly
to the correction of any and all mistakes that are brought to the attention, and in
this way is the path of the individual student made stronger, and more capable of
It is fitting of course, to observe this
fact, that those who are most inclined to idolize her, are the very ones who
tend to play fast and loose with the law, as you see with this unbridled
expression of inky black darkness by Kerry Johnson, and thus, who walk
a path that has been severely compromised thereby.
In relationship to this scenario,
consider the fact that this is exactly what the false hierarchy champions, this
playing fast and loose with the law. Their agenda is to make fuzzy the students
commitment to the law. To raise up another standard as a replacement for the
soul's commitment to the law. Their agenda is to make fuzzy the student's sense
of appreciation for the importance of alignment to the law. And again, to raise
up another standard as a replacement for the soul's commitment to the law.
Their agenda is to gloss over the subject of the violation of the law, and even
to make a hero out of those who are the unrepentant violators of the law,
ala Linda Worobec. Yes, the standard they raise up as a substitute for the
soul's allegiance to the law, is the soul's allegiance to a personality.
And thus, to those minds who
have been won over to this world of idolatry, and the entire warp and
woof of the current leadership fits into that category, we see that in
every case where the two come into conflict, they will always champion
allegiance to the personality, over allegiance to the law, and in so doing,
they sew in the minds of the congregation this attitude which feels a
sense of comfort and release in the tight hugging to the idol, while
the law is left behind them as a broken chalice upon the ground.
How ironic it is, that the
chalice that is broken, is the very chalice that would hold the golden
light of their own divine hearts!
And so, in service to this
agenda, consider the fact that the source of a very large portion of
the FEAR that students face when asked to come to the right and
correct conclusion regarding the messengers fate, is actually projected
by the agents of the false hierarchy who again dog the path of every
student, for the purpose of turning that student away from the Light.
Yes, through this fear, which
is like unto an electric cattle prod, do they keep alive the erroneous conclusion
that there is something noble and virtuous about the Judgment of God falling
upon the soul, and that it has nothing to do with violations of the law, that it is
somehow a sign of the highest spiritual attainment that someone is
unceremoniously stripped of their opportunity to serve further. Ask yourself
what group of individuals have been stripped of their own opportunity to serve,
and to hold the high offices to which they had become accustomed, and who
have this undying need to make this debasement look like a virtue? These are
the fallen angels themselves.
And thus, this false conception, which
they nurture, by fear, in the minds of the children of God, becomes the impostor
of reality, and the soul FEARS to challenge it, as this would appear to challenge
the very (noble) character of the Messenger herself.
And to the extent that the
False Hierarchy has control over the astral body of the student through the
projection of this fear on this one point, this point that feeds the mindset of idolatry,
it is important to understand, that this control, at the same time, extends to the astral
body of the student on any and all points which the false hierarchy deems important
to have a say, that is, for the defeat of the soul's path.
In this way, through the direct
support of this mindset of idolatry, through the projection of fear, do they
have control over the students path, and through the projection of fear on
other points, they can direct the student away from any destination that
would provide any amount of progress on the Path of Initiation itself.
Thus, by fostering idolatry, do
they actually keep the Children of God from finding their way home into
the very arms of God. In this regard is idolatry the darkest part of the
student's psychology. Through it, the false hierarchy can steer
any soul into the abyss of defeat.
And finally, let all come to
a clear perception of this important point. Our focus on the truth in
this subject area is not used to bring blanket condemnation down
upon the head of the Messenger, a blanket condemnation which
the representatives of the false hierarchy always have at the ready.
The Messenger succeeded in anchoring a Teaching that will serve
as the foundation of the Aquarian Age to come. To accomplish this,
much power was placed into her hands. In certain instances she
misused that power, and inflicted damage upon some lifestreams.
She had the opportunity to recognize these mistakes, but in her
pride, she refused to recognize those mistakes. And according
to the law, the very law she expounded as gold to us, she must
pay the price. Let us take the good that she brought, and run
with it. On the other hand, let us learn from her mistakes,
even the lesson that the law is no respecter of persons, so
that the end to which we come, will not be similarly marred.
Secondly, then, as we continue with
our discussion of this next, and most classic behavior pattern of the dweller
on threshold, where it will endeavor to heap the mud of falsehood upon the
character of the opponent, we see that many words came out of the mouth
of Kerry Johhson, which go
exactly in that direction. "Your material is insane
and full of fantasy and spiritual pride." and in the next sentence,
the reference to "the kind of tripe you are spewing
forth." This statement could pass muster, I suppose, at the very edge
of acceptable discourse, only if the person would explain what exactly it was that
was "insane", what exactly is the "fantasy", what expressions qualify as
"spiritual pride", and what qualifies as "tripe". But, as you see no effort
is made to explain. These are big juicy mudballs which the dweller will
throw upon the windshield, and this is, at the root of it, for the purpose
of causing the self-worth of the victim to literally crash over the side of
the high mountain road.
The next sentence is more posturing
based on personal associations, a sentence which also incorporates the character
belittling objective, "I have known Andrew Kramer
and Robert and Linda Worobec for over 20 years and you are not one millionth of
the chela that they are." And so, this dweller, in association with
these marble statues that stand one million times taller than I, is endeavoring to
appear that it too stands at that height. That is the posturing element. As to
the belittling element, how clear can this dweller be, in this regard, in terms of
belittling the stature of my character, than depicting it as no bigger than the
toe of an ant?
What in all of this goes to explaining to
me what it was that I said about Linda Worobec, and Andrew Kramer that was
actually in error? You can bet, if the dweller had a sense of what was in error,
it would articulate it. But in the mind of the dweller, there is no light, there
is no illumination, there is only this sense of offense (and the hatred of the
false hierarchy that flows through the lens of that astral body so aligned.)
The illusion of light is in the sense
of self-importance, and spiritual attainment that the individual derives from its
personal relationship with an individual of high stature. And to the degree to
which the soul depends on this illusion of self-importance and spiritual attainment
for its sense of self-worth, to the degree that it depends on this personal association
for its sense of stability in the domain of worthiness, to that degree will it refuse to
come to closure with the truth regarding the mistakes made by the messenger, and
the truth regarding the reason why the law fell so heavily upon the messenger.
Anything that would detract from the
appearance of total authority detracts immediately from the soul's own sense of
self-worth, from its sense of stability in the domain of worthiness, and this
diminution of stability would be experienced as a sensation of psychic pain,
which gives rise to that state of inner turmoil that is described as that state
of offense, that is, being offended, which the Masters have told us, time and
time again, that only the dweller on the threshold can be offended. Only
that which is anti-christ in our own psychology can exhibit this state of
The illusion of light is the more
exaggerated in the domain of idolatry, as the soul's consciousness is far more
open and vulnerable to being used by the false hierarchy to express a very high
degree of contempt, disdain, and even hatred for any person who might speak
an uncomfortable truth about the idol in question. Thus, in this illusion of light,
the soul is actually a more willing, albeit unconscious, servant of the dark side,
in the channeling of higher intensity streams of hatred, than it could otherwise
project solely on its own power. The comment above by Kerry Johnson
illustrates this principle. And thus, in the state of idolatry, violations
of the law become more egregious, and the consequences the soul
sets in motion, will be correspondingly more severe.
This increased state of vulnerability
to the influence of the agents of the false hierarchy which the state of idolatry
makes possible, brings into view another important dimension of this
psychology. I mentioned above that the False Hierarchy always stands
by with a thick blanket of condemnation that it would throw completely
over the entire life of the Messenger. They hold this before the soul,
always enticing, enticing, enticing, the soul to internalize it. And in
some cases they succeed in spades, as the example of Sean C. Prophet
illustrates so well. All souls, who are currently trapped in this
fear supported state of idolatry feels this temptation keenly, and
most live in terror of it. If they stray one foot away from the
belief in the Messenger's total perfection, they sense that they
will be pulled completely into this domain of blanket
condemnation. There is no momentum of light built up
in their temple that can hold the balance for the truth.
An interesting thing about this
dimension of our subject, is the fact that the person who lives in the
state of idolatry, they have already, to some extent, because of the pressure
that the false hierarchy can place upon their psyche, subconsciously
assimilated this blanket condemnation of the messenger. This explains
their capacity to trash the very Teaching which the Messenger gave
her life to bring forth. What true love could there be, for a particular
idol, when that idol's reason for being can be so easily trampled
underfoot by the idolater, even as we see in Kerry Johnson's
expression? Every word the he uttered was a repudiation of the
Teaching that Elizabeth Clare Prophet brought forth as the
foundation of the Aquarian age. The idolatrous relationship is not
one of love, but of symbiosis, "the living together of unlike organisms."
The soul in question, because of its vulnerability to the degrading
forces of the dark side, who are very close to achieving their goal
of tearing that soul down into the gutter, needs the idol as a pillar of
internal support in that very special domain of individual worthiness.
Such souls require this, because they, of all people, have left God behind
long ago. The soul in question will have no allegiance to the principles
which the particular idol has spent its life championing.
Of course, the degree to which
a particular soul has succumbed to the pathology of idolatry can be plotted
upon a scale. The scale would have a low end, and it would have a high
end. I would be in error if I left the reader with the idea that I am
claiming to know where on that scale Kerry Johnson is. I do not
know that. Whether on the low end, or the high end, this can only
be known by the reaction of the soul to a challenge such as this.
And even if it turns out that a particular soul is on the high end
of the scale, the soul can still be weaned from it, perhaps over
many lifetimes. Though this much can be said. That the indulgence
of any amount of idolatry will be an impediment to making any
significant progress on the Path of Initiation, where allegiance to
the truth, no matter what the consequences is the prime
And finally, here we see another
classic characteristic of the dweller expressed in the very last sentence. Again
it is both posturing and belittling in the very same sentence. "I suggest you get some real humility, quit your judging
of others and work on removing the BEAM from your own eye."
I would first observe, that the central
element of this statement relates to the issue of judging other people. This
reference to judging is one of the favorite ploys of the dweller on the threshold,
in the casting of a blanket of condemnation upon its opponent. The whole of
what its opponent has said is cast into the trash can, because it is characterized
as being "judgmental". Truly, whenever you hear someone say "Judge not"
ninety-nine times out of a hundred, it will be spoken by the Dweller on the
threshold of that individual. And it will be spoken not because it has any
kind of allegiance to, or understanding of, the under lying principle, but
only because it is a very convenient way to totally negate what another
person has said. And in fact, this very statement has three judgmental
factors embedded in it.
For example, regarding the reference
to humility, the dweller is asserting that it knows what real humility is. That, in
itself, represents the dweller's characteristic posturing. Yes, the dweller on the
threshold, which presents the pinnacle of human pride on the 3 o'clock line, is telling
us that it knows what real humility is. That is in the category of the absurd. But,
and this is the point, in the same breath, it is declaring a total lack of that character
trait in the opponent. Yes, this is another example of personal mud slinging. But
it is also one of the three factors of judgment contained in this sentence. This dweller,
in finding fault with the supposed judgmental expression of its opponent, has
the opponent to be void of particular virtue.
As another example, in finding fault with
the supposed judgmental expression of its opponent, the dweller is asserting that it
what it means to avoid judging others. That is more of the characteristic posturing
that the dweller is known for. The dweller on the threshold is always in state of
condemnation and judgment, and never leaves it, and yet it declares here, that it
is in possession of the virtue associated with being non-judgmental. But again,
we have the evidence here, that it has no understanding of what it means to be
judgmental or not judgmental, because I the same breath, it is declaring a total
lack of that virtue in the opponent. In this regard, it has again JUDGED the
opponent to be void of particular virtue.
As another example, in its reference to a
beam in the eye, it is asserting that it knows what a beam in the eye is. And that it
not have one. Again, empty posturing. It is empty posturing because the dweller on
threshold is the very substance of that beam in the eye. This dweller, having found
with the supposedly judgmental expression of its opponent, has again JUDGED that
opponent to be in possession of a very large beam in the eye.
One cannot find legitimate fault in any
or sister, in terms of this subject of being judgmental, unless one takes the time to
explain how a particular statement represents an example of bad judgment, as
to good judgment. There are clearly two kinds of judgment. One is bad, and the other
It should be clearly understood
by every Ascended Master student, what is the BRIGHT line that divides
the kind of judgment which the Ascended Masters forbid, and the kind
of righteous judgment which the Ascended Masters not only encourage,
but require of us as a sacred responsibility of the path.
"Judge not according to the appearance, but judge righteous
Let the following statement
by the Ascended Master Sanat Kumara serve, then, to help us grasp this
point, that when we are challenging a state of non-alignment with the law
in a fellow student, where there is no intent to character assassinate, but
only the intent to set the soul free from the bondage of that out of
alignment state, that this is not the kind of judging that is forbidden,
but the kind of righteous judgment that is encouraged:
Vol. 34 No. 7 - February 17, 1991
Beloved Sanat Kumara and Lady Master Venus
New Year's I AM the Light of the World Conference
VII, Let the Fire of God Descend!
You Are the Light of the World
You Are Mighty Deliverers
A New Era for Summit University
Now, beloved, as our performers bring to you the
the heart of Francis Bacon of The Taming of the Shrew , remember this: it is about
of the dweller-on-the-threshold for the liberation of the soul in the sweetness of God.
Learn the way of sacrifice that is willing to deal
one you love and many loved ones until that dweller is broken and the soul emerges as
bride of Christ. This is a lesson in the sacrifice of every guru, who is every husband.
therefore understand that the bride of the husband must become worthy and the
worthy to become the guru.
Look at your beloved Lanello and El Morya and
in heaven. Look at how we have not spared you the correction and the necessary fire.
at how when we have given it, often you have lashed back at our very mouthpiece; and
have left, declaring the mouthpiece a fraud.
But, beloved ones, the mouthpiece is relentless!
that wrestling, there is that fire, there is that fury of the Great Kali that must come
those hours and moments when your pride is at its peak and you are not aware of how
stumble in the very next step unless you are rescued.
Therefore know that every successful son and
God has had that love of a living Guru, that love of an Ascended Master that would
one continue to walk in the density or the pride or the rebellion of the ages.
Therefore, take heart! You have a Guru in your
is relentless, who will never take a backseat when the time comes to deliver the word
or of Shiva or of the Great Divine Director. This Messenger is under the commission
inform you what Master is speaking to you when you receive that correction; and
react to the Messenger and to what you perceive as a human person.
Beloved ones, the Messenger is humble. The
will not put herself into the situation [of invoking the Masters' names to reinforce a
Great Law]. You are always receiving the word of the Brotherhood. Therefore know
Messengership is an office and it is a twenty-four-hour occupation.
Listen for the word, beloved! Listen for the word
For there are many who need this word and the Messenger may not always see [in
who need it. Those of you who receive it must pass it on appropriately to those whom
There must be a mutual [soul] correction and reinforcement. You should not be
a fellow chela speaks to you [with an admonishment] but know that you require that
descends from our octave to the Messenger for that sharpening of the sword of your
Therefore, beloved, receive us! And receive the
The Taming of the Shrew and recognize that a part of you, of everyone, has at one
another been the shrew . And the only reason you are not today is that some angel or
representative of the Mother or of the Guru has come to you, has wrestled with you,
to allow you to continue hell-bent for destruction in that mode of consciousness.
Blessed ones, you will see as this story unfolds
was not any, including her father, that could tame this shrew , only one who loved her
When you meet the one who loves your soul enough to be crucified by your carnal
beloved, that you have met the representative of the Great White Brotherhood.
Therefore, crucify on! The Messenger will never
go after you to separate you from the "shrew consciousness." May you have the
do it with one another and lose your popularity for a time until the soul does embrace
thank you for that blessing. [In the short term it may be] a thankless job, beloved, but
concerned: your reward is with you both on earth and in heaven.
I AM the Guru of this planetary home and I say
have enough teaching to help one another, to correct one another. Please, wait no
Messenger to come by. There are too many lifestreams, too many chelas in this
catch the Messenger's eye. Those of you who know better must speak out!
Do not fear to speak out, beloved, and do not
reaction to your speaking. Let us help one another be prepared. For the husband is the
the Christ does come, and the shrew will never, never recognize him until and unless
[This dictation by Sanat Kumara and Lady Master Venus was delivered
Messenger of the Great White Brotherhood Elizabeth Clare Prophet on New Year's
1, 1991, during the six-day New Year's I AM the Light of the World Conference held
Royal Teton Ranch, Park County, Montana.]
Here we have a person, in Kerry Johnson,
with a 22 year personal working relationship with Elizabeth Clare Prophet, who has
come to this place on the "path", where he is being used to repudiate, and make into
a dead letter, this important teaching given by the Ascended Master Sanat Kumara.
"I suggest you get some real humility, quit your
judging of others and work on removing the BEAM from your own
Yes, the full force of his heart in this instant is devoted entirely to making the
of Sanat Kumara into a dead letter. Indeed, this is exactly what the False Hierarchy
They want to shut down THIS essential mode of communication, student to student,
a particular hook THEY HAVE PLACED in the psychology of a student, a point of
with the law, which they can use to manipulate that student, can be left unmentioned
How did Kerry Johnson come to this place
where the most sincere expression of his heart, is one that repudiates one of the most
essential Teachings of the Masters?
My theory is, that in all the years of his
association with the Messenger, that he was actually walking the path of dweller
accommodation, that this was not readily apparent in close proximity to the
Messenger, but when the Messenger was taken off the stage, and he had
to stand alone, the only thing left to lean on, was this dweller of idolatry,
which the false hierarchy began to exploit, not just in him, but in many of
the people who were in the inner circle. The Master Kuthumi spoke of the
path of dweller accommodation as follows:
Vol. 28 No. 9 - Beloved Kuthumi - March 3, 1985
Remember the Ancient Encounter
On Discipleship under Lord Maitreya
Thus, each one sent comes with a prayer that
little ones should be lost save the son of perdition. And who is the son of perdition? I
is not the bogeyman! He is not your worst enemy that you imagine to be nine feet tall.
The son of perdition is the dweller on the
your own house. It should be lost and rightfully soand swiftly! But it is
become a dragon-slayer when the age of chivalry has long passed. Some find it a bit
to take up sword and slay the not-self. But in the meantime, while their stomachs are
delicate a condition (and their egos as well) to perform this act, they themselves are
devoured by the dwellerdallying, marking time, and often drifting backwards
realization. For in relativity, it sometimes appears one is going forward when one is
or moving backward.
Thus, precious hearts, understand that the
the acceptable offering.
. . . . .
The Path of Accommodation of the Dweller
I come with the message of Maitreya and to
previous messages. For he has spoken of the path of accommodation whereby, instead
the dweller, you find ways to go around this side and around that side. And thus, you
build the tower of lightyou build a great momentum of decrees and service,
somehow, in some way, this terrifying encounter will go away. But it will not go
And the day you discover once again that all
goodness is not the acceptable offering is the day when in the presence of Maitreya
again encounter face-to-face that dweller on the threshold.
You may go far and wide and keep a wide
the messenger and never notice the dweller and build a positive human momentum in
outer attainments, whether through yoga or decrees or this or that discipline. And you
very happy with yourself, and others may be exceedingly happy with you. Of course,
the question. The question is whether your I AM Presence and Christ Self are happy
your Teachers will tell you that in the light of cosmic initiation your offering is
Thus, beloved, to avoid the Masters or to
instrument whereby we may speak to you is to avoid the Day of Reckoning [of your
accountability] which has been called, in biblical terms, the day of vengeance of our
[This dictation by Kuthumi was delivered through the Messenger
Prophet on Sunday, January 27, 1985, at Camelot.]
Given the fact that this individual had a
working relationship with ECP over 22 years, and was still able to accommodate the
dweller, points to the depth of that dweller, which again underscores the validity
of the theory, that the people closest to the Messenger were those that had the
largest amount of karma, the greatest level of integration with the ways of the
fallen angels, and that the only way that there was any chance for them to make
it, was to have her close personal support. Though, as noted, when she
was removed from the stage, they had to stand on their own, and it came
to pass that most of them gravitated back to their old ways, their very
strong previously established momentum of personality related allegiances
and the self-interest that goes with them, placing these above the Teaching,
and the Law, whenever the two came into conflict.
Now, it is quite clear, that the human
ego has a tendency to get really puffed up by its personal association with
the Mouth Piece of God, it defines itself by this association, it erroneously
concludes from this personal association that it was its own great storehouse
of virtue which made this personal association possible, when in fact, and the
Messenger said as much on a few occasions, that those who were the closest
to her, were the ones with the greatest amount of karma to balance. That is,
those who had become so entangled with the darkness, that it was only
through their contact with the greatest light that would give them the
opportunity of soul freedom. There were no doubt exceptions to this rule.
But as a general rule, I think that this would hold, especially when you see
nearly the entire warp and woof of the post ECP leadership abandoning
all allegiance to the teaching in relationship to particular events that have
been discussed at length, and in those areas, serving the principles of personality
worship only. The expression of Kerry Johnson above certainly gives
some amount of credence to this view, as he shows us, that 22 years
of personal contact with the representative of the Great White Brotherhood
in the earth, was not enough to break through the crust of rebellion in his
own psychology, where he could finally see the wisdom in identifying and
casting out his own dweller on the threshold, which is the key requirement
of making any real progress on the path.
But there is still time to turn
around. But, remember this. In regards to the violations of the law that
were committed by the Messenger, it could have been said, at many
points, that there is still time to turn around. But after a certain point,
there was no more time to turn around. Will the law be more merciful
to you, than it was to Elizabeth Clare Prophet, to whom the principle
applies equally, that those who know better, are expected to do better?
The Highest Priority
The highest priority is our integration with
the domain of the Divine Heart. And each one of us has one. Out of the domain
of the Divine Heart proceeds the world of everlasting paradise. And we can be in
that full forcefield of paradise as we walk the earth according to the level of
integration that we have achieved with that Light. In this regard, as always,
it is important to remember that within the domain of the Divine Heart, only the
Light of Divine PURPOSE shines. Yes indeed. Only the Light of Divine
Purpose shines there. This truth should be contemplated steadfastly. This LIGHT
of Divine Purpose Upholds, immutably, all aspects, all attributes, of what God
our Father and Mother define as Paradise, which includes the definition of
paradise as it pertains to the inner world, as well as the outer world. All the
divine blueprints inherent in the Light of Divine Purpose, define every detail
of paradise. Yes indeed, God our Father and Mother define what paradise is.
What is an example of the paradise
which students on the path (should) experience as a matter of course? For
example, in the depth of our devotions where we come into contact with
that peace that passeth understanding, by the Power of God, our souls
have merged with one important dimension of the Light of the Heart,
and this is a forcefield designed by God our Father and Mother for us
individually. Note the qualities thereof. Note how these qualities are all
found within the category, of what the soul would describe, for want of any
better word, as BEAUTY.
The degree to which we experience
the Reality of Paradise in the midst of our devotions, this is proportional to
the degree to which we have integrated our life with the geometry of divine
purpose. The Light of Divine Purpose shines most brightly upon the Divine
Purpose that has been already assimilated, and this for the purpose of
anchoring it more firmly, and expanding it.
And so, we can take from this,
this principle, that over time, as the soul moves from the state of non-integration
with the domain of the Divine Heart, into a state of integration with the domain
of the Divine Heart, the process of integration presents to the soul, primarily,
opportunities to re-align itself with Divine Purpose.
And Kerry Johnson has a superb
opportunity here to acknowledge a particular out-of-alignment state, and to
make the choice to come back into alignment with those aspects of the law
that he has trampled into the ground through the comment in question.
Divine Purpose, defined within the
domain of the individual soul, consists of the Highest Purpose conceived by
God for that soul within the context of the current life opportunity. And so,
while there are definitely many attributes of divine purpose that are universal
in scope, which all souls must choose to integrate with, there are other
attributes of the divine purpose that are unique to the soul in question. The
soul must achieve integration in both categories.
The process by which the soul
comes into alignment with the universal attributes of Divine Purpose, this
can be taught from without. The outer mind, indeed, must be re-educated in
relationship to this subject area. The Teachings of the Ascended Masters,
as these have been delivered through the Messengers Guy Ballard, and Mark
and Elizabeth Prophet, lay out a detailed delineation thereof. But don't
make the mistake of thinking that this is a totally intellectual exercise. It is
The outer teaching, which the soul is
asked to assimilate, establishes the (internal) structure of an internal receiving
apparatus which is designed by God to receive the inner radiation of the Divine
Heart on those points of the law which God our Father and Mother define as
universally relevant. The outer teaching is supposed to work together with
the inner light, to establish this all important condition of assimilation.
Therefore, in the delivery of the
outer teaching, the soul is given what you might characterize as the basic
channel frequencies of its own Divine Heart! As the soul tunes into
these inner frequencies, what is born within the soul, as a consequence of
receiving these emanations, is the capacity to both understand and
appreciate the fundamental aspects of the Divine Law. Yes, the
soul can say, this is what the Master said. But I can appreciate
and understand by virtue of the inner light.
Whenever the soul experiences a
sense of value in the Teachings of the Ascended Masters, this sense of value
derives from a state of soul communion with that universal aspect of the
Divine Heart which God has placed at the center of the soul's being.
None of this applies to individuals
who sit at the feet of the false messengers. They have inner experience of
some sort, though I could not begin to explain it. The domain of the psychic
is enthralling and obviously captivating. But, it is all experienced within
the framework of rebellion against the sponsored Path of Initiation. By
definition, the light of the divine heart cannot operate or inspire there.
And so, the goal of the outer
Teaching, as it has been delivered through the sponsored Messengers, is to
re-establish this fundamental attunement with the domain of the Divine
Heart at the center of the soul's being. This is where all the potential and
power of victory resides. The power by which the soul can wield full
mastery over any and all outer conditions, as Jesus Christ demonstrated,
flows from this Divine Heart. It is surely, the greatest gift that God our
Father and Mother have to offer to every soul. This is where They share
every thing they are, every attribute of their Divine Being, with their
Beloved Child (that's you), as their child develops the capacity to
receive it. AS THEIR CHILD DEVELOPS THE CAPACITY TO
Now, there are two gigantic pillars,
in a manner of speaking, that mark the entrance to the domain of the divine
heart. The degree to which you are in attunement with the emanations of
Reality that proceed from your own Divine Heart, will be exactly proportional
to your awareness of the presence of these two pillars! So this is a reality
check for everyone. These two pillars represent the soul's integration with the two
fundamental truths of the creation. That God is both your Father and your
Mother. But, while they are one, they are distinctly and inseparably two.
And thus, these are the two pillars, God as your Father on the one hand,
and God as your Mother, on the other. Standing in the presence of these two
pillars, the soul comes to know itself as the Beloved Child of the
Most High God. The soul that turns its attention, with the assistance of the
Ascended Masters, back to this fundamental relationship, and enters into
a daily effort to re-integrate itself with that fundamental relationship, knows
itself then, as the Christ Child. This describes the most rudimentary aspect
of the Divine Purpose which frames the entire Creation. It is the purpose
of God our Father and Mother for the soul to have a sense of who They are,
and for the soul to know itself once again, as Their Beloved Child.
Now, let us take a break here, and
listen to this beautiful rendition, by Aled Jones, of the classic and traditional
Christmas tune, O Come, O Come, Emmanuel. Consider the meaning of the
words in the context of our discussion.
O Come O Come Emmanuel
and Ransom Captive Israel
That mourns in lonely exile here
until the Son of God appears
Rejoice ... Rejoice ... Emmanuel
Shall come to thee O Israel.
Now, the Son of God that Appears, is both the
person of the mediator in the Ascended Master Jesus Christ, and the Son of God that
you already are. How does the Son of God who you already are, appear? This Son
of God appears in you as realization, as the Master Jesus presents to you the truth of
the Infinite Love of God for you, the Beloved Child of the Most High. O! I
the Beloved Child of God? How about that. Indeed, this truth must be impressed on
outer consciousness with great power, so that it will stick, and so that nothing can
it away. And in this regard, it is important to note, that the Master Jesus cannot
any lower that the domain of the Divine Heart, so this means that the student must
acquired some level of attunement with the domain of the divine heart before this truth
can be communicated. This means that the student has worked with the
frequency list, as it were, and gained some level of mastery in tuning the internal radio
the universal frequencies of the Divine Heart. And again, this means essentially, that
soul has made progress integrating its life with the Divine Purpose at some very basic
and rudimentary levels.
It would not hurt one bit, of course, if every
student of the Light would place the whole subject of the dweller on the threshold in
this context, which is that of preparing to receive this essential piece of knowledge
directly from the Master. The fundamental aspects of the dweller imprison the
of the soul at levels below the frequency of the divine heart. To cast out an aspect of
the dweller, is not only to cast out a factor of the psychology that causes the soul to
create more negative karma for itself, but it is like throwing over the side huge lead
weights which keep the helium balloon of the soul from rising above the cloud cover,
and into the higher domains of sunlight, again, where the master can speak to you,
and tell you what is the truth.
Remember that the primary goal of God
your Father and Mother is for you to know who they are, and for you to understand
your relationship with them. A relationship that is framed by infinite love. The
(real) Ascended Masters work to prepare the soul to receive these essential points
of knowledge, and will deliver it at the earliest opportunity. But, the dweller on
the threshold cannot be a significant part of the outer life of the soul at that point.
Those aspects of the dweller which are actively used by the False Hierarchy to
kill off the appearance of the inner light, must have been confronted and
The fact that Aled Jones is singing to
an empty church, it indicative of the fact that there is no one left in the congregations
of the traditional churches who can receive these initiations from the Master Jesus
Christ, as their heads have been programmed with false doctrines that would bat
away his internal revelations as heresy.
Now, the process by which the soul
comes into alignment with those aspects of Divine Purpose which are unique
to the individual, this information cannot be found in any outer book. The
question as to what God our Father and Mother consider to be the Highest
Purpose of your soul, or my soul, must be communicated from within, by
Light Rays, if you will, that emanate from the Divine heart, and which can
be registered and processed by the outer mind.
You can see then, that if the soul is
not making progress towards integration with the universal aspects of divine
purpose mentioned above, this process of re-establishing a rudimentary
attunement with the domain of the Divine Heart, is not taking place, and
therefore, the soul is not capable of receiving the inner information necessary
to move in the direction of the Highest Purpose which God our Father and
Mother have conceived for that soul.
And so, one must see the process
of dweller confrontation and slaying, as the essential process of clearing
away that which produces confusion in the outer mind. Yes, the state of
divine certainty as to who you are, and what you are supposed to be doing
can be achieved. But it cannot be achieved in the presence of the dweller
on the threshold, which allows the voice of the false hierarchy as waves of
doubt to bend the mind in whatever direction they please.
It should also be noted, that the
individual mission, as it blossoms forth the Divine Heart, will always be in
harmony with the universal aspects of Divine Purpose. The great service
that God your Father and Mother would have you accomplish for the cause
of freedom in the earth, will be associated with the cause of freedom in the
And so, in many respects, we are
all like a little bitty gear in a giant machine. In this regard the creation could
be seen as a cosmic clock, that has an infinite variety of little gears and
mechanisms, and all of these parts are working in perfect harmony towards
a single end purpose, and that is to move the clock hands around the face at
exactly the right rate, so that God our Father and Mother will always know
what time it is. Of course, I am being a bit facetious there. And moreover,
we must acknowledge this important fact that mechanical metaphors lack the
dimension of rejoicing and celebration that are alive in the soul like unto a
fourth of July fire works display, when it comes into contact with its artfully
crafted role in the divine plan.
People can, in their outer minds,
resist the idea of becoming one of those little gears, perfectly in harmony with
the whole. But this is the truth. If the soul follows the Path of Initiation outlined
by the Ascended Masters, achieving the level of heart attunement that will restore
the soul to its native sense of divine identity, there is a vast dimension of happiness,
joy, rejoicing, celebration, adoration, cherishment, and love, associated with every
inner discovery. This is the truth, that the soul is always overjoyed to have an
opportunity to move in tandem with the Most High God. Certainly, to be close
God our Father and Mother, is to receive more of the infinite treasure of their
love, a drop of which could fuel ten thousand rockets to the moon.
And so, to resist the process of
outer alignment with the universal aspects of Divine Purpose, this simply
robs the soul of the opportunity to approach the inner domain of Great
And this is the goal of the fallen
angels, to resist at every possible opportunity, at many levels, this process of
re-integrating the soul with the domain of Divine Purpose. There are many
avenues by which, and through which they move to block the process of the
soul's integration with the domain of Divine Purpose. These avenues of
opposition must be identified and defeated. And much of the Ascended
Master Teaching is devoted to exposing these avenues of opposition.
The success of the fallen angels in
blocking the process of integration depends upon the exploitation of weak
points in the soul's (fallen) psychology. Into these weak points do they toss
their grappling hooks, and once lodged, do they pull the walls of the castle
These weak points must be
identified and sealed. Any known grappling hooks, that have been
heretofore lodged, must be pulled out, and tossed back in their face.
Kerry Johnson is standing face to face with one of those grappling
hooks right now.
Once the soul is on the path, that
soul become a soldier of light, in an army of light, that will have the capacity
and strength to defeat the destructive designs of the fallen angels for all time.
Therefore, whenever a soul enters onto this path, that soul will be targeted
by the False Hierarchy, and this is a matter of their own survival. They will
do, and they are doing, everything in their power to defeat that soul's ability
to achieve the integration with the Divine Heart, out of which would pour the
power that would defeat them.
Therefore, whenever you see a
streak of disobedience manifest in an Ascended Master student, you are
seeing two things. First, you are seeing the expression of a long standing
weakness in their psychology, and that being a long standing weakness, you
are seeing therefore, secondly, and perhaps most importantly, an avenue of
control and manipulation through which the agents of the False Hierarchy
have worked in the past, and continue to work in the present, to tear that
soul from the path, and to use that soul to tear away others from the path.
And this is a very insidiously well-balanced strategy to both corrupt a soul,
but to leave a soul in place, as an example of chelaship, whose psychology,
having been turned to a point of allegiance to the darkside, will present an
example before the congregation, that will sew a particular seed of rebellion
in the minds of many, and thus block the process of reintegration
on a vast scale.
Why pray tell, does it take so long
to bring those who have fallen into various states or rebellion, and thus true
insanity, back to a point of allegiance to an All-Loving Father/Mother God?
This is the part of the reason.
Those who are in leadership are the
prime targets. The goal is to turn them to a point of allegiance to the
darkside, leave them in place as examples that people will follow, and in this
manner corrupt the homeward path of hundreds, thousands, and millions.
Because of this, it is essential that
Ascended Master organizations establish administrative procedures which
will allow the rank and file membership to effectively challenge the wrong
doing of individuals in the leadership. This will be, and it must be, part of
all Golden Age institutions. Remember, that Golden Ages have appeared
before, but they have all been corrupted, just as you see that the Golden
Age of TSL has already been corrupted. The people who lead this organization
today, at best, lead it only deeper into the abyss of cosmic irrelevance.
We are talking about important and
essential defensive mechanisms that would neutralize the efforts of the False
Hierarchy to turn a leader to the darkside, and then to use that leader to corrupt
the path of all members of the organization. A student on the path, in any position
of leadership, has a far higher responsibility to adhere to the fundamental rules that
govern progress on the path than any member of the rank and file membership.
When a mistake is made, they must recognize that mistake far more quickly
than anyone in the rank and file. No more than a micro second if you please.
Then, with the speed of a lightning bolt, they must confess it. And they must
repent. They must move decisively to block any possible inroad for the
probing and manipulating fingers of the False Hierarchy. They must guard
the mission of the whole, by guarding the integrity of their own path. And
they must perform a penance for the purpose of sealing the breach. It is
essentially, one of the most self-destructive things a body of lightbearers
can do, to leave a leader in place who indulges a point of exposed pride,
one that will not admit a mistake, or repent of a mistake, as this point of
stubborn pride will always be an access point into their psychology for
the manipulation by the agents of the False Hierarchy.
Every single one of the leaders
of this organization today, is open to manipulation by the False Hierarchy,
every one. It is not limited to their willing receptivity to, and regurgitation of
the contempt and disdain the False Hierarchy projects at the idea of holding
Linda Worobec accountable for the offenses she has committed against Ascended
Master law (a subject which I have written about thoroughly). This is the primary
inroad. Through that inroad, the false hierarchy will pour darkness into other areas
of the student's life, and they will not notice it, and why is that? It is because of the
vibration of pride which flows into their souls from the same source.
What is the next step for
Kerry Johnson? What is the next step in the direction of soul
freedom for him? He needs to assimilate the points of truth I
have spoken. He needs to recognize the truth, that his expression
above was spoken solely from the darkest aspect of his psychology,
from that dweller of idolatry. And he needs to cast it out.
And what would be
the sign that he has cast it out? Some expression of gratitude
to me for taking the time, and making the effort, to point this
out, would be appropriate. A public statement of contrition
would also be quite helpful. And the appearance, within his own
heart, of a desire, a desire that he will actively defend and out
picture, to do an appropriate penance, assigning himself an
appropriate program of dweller calls, and violet flame calls
over an appropriate period of time, all of this would be
perfectly reasonable from the standpoint of the goal
of soul freedom.
He needs to come to a
very solid conclusion on this point, that if his relationship with ECP
is to mean anything in the long term, that is, anything of lasting value,
it would only be to the extent to which she taught him the absolute
essential value of truth, and allegiance to the law, and where the
interests of the individual come into conflict with the requirements
of the teaching, those points of self-interest must be sacrificed if
the soul is to move forward in the direction of its heavenly home,
and reunion with God. If he did not learn this, his association
with ECP means absolutely nothing.
if he has anything else to say, he will make the effort to
not allow his dweller to utter another peep, but to give
preeminence of expression to the newly found BEAM
of light from his own divine heart, which is only
interested in the expansion of understanding
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