The New Day
Sunday, April 29, 2007, 12:51 PM PDT||
This southern California coastal valley was socked
in with fog when I left on my walk early this morning. This is a not an inspiring start. However,
my morale was given a boost by a memory, from years ago, when during a walk within a
similar fog, I found, that once I had reached the first station of Paradise Trail, it had become
luminously translucent, with the rising sun illuminating the top layers quite brightly, and when
I finally reached the top of Tank Top mountain, I found that I had ascended up through that last
portion of the cloud, and found myself standing above the clouds, with blue sky, and all of the
other hilltops clearly in view all the way around. Perhaps that was a once in life time experience.
It did not happen today. This fog remained thick all around with every step, and up above the
valley floor, I was in a very close-in world, that didn't present its details to my eyes beyond
about 15 to 20 feet. This except for one caveat as I will describe.
Returning east on Paradise Trail, which follows the
ridge, peaking on various hill tops along the way, I was reflecting on
what should be considered the major theme of this walk. And I thought that it had to be the
support I had received (from on high) in bringing back to life within the fabric of consciousness,
the vision I was given yesterday which revealed to me that the National Prayer Leader program,
was part of the New Day which the Heavenly Host has planned for this nation. Yes, this realization
had come alive within me several times over the course of this walk. And when this had
become firmly anchored in my mind, i.e. when I had coalesced all of these impressions into a
thematic whole, suddenly, the area above and around Rainbow Hill become luminous, and the
sun broke through the fog! I pulled out my camera and I took a quick photo as follows.
The sun broke through for about a minute before the
opening closed back up, and we were again surrounded, all around by a seamless fog, and this
was the situation for the remainder of my walk home.
Look. The President will be leading the nation in
prayer after the first terrorist detonation of a nuclear device in a major American city. It makes
a lot of sense to me, and it will make a lot of sense to every man or woman of goodwill, that he
start leading those prayers now, before the catastrophe hits us. He is the only one that can
I have changed the title of the article to read, "America's
New National Prayer Leader Ushers in a Bright New Day." Let your imagination take flight into
the domain of God's Pure Hope for the Victory of this Nation.
May you pass every test.
Saturday, April 28, 2007, 10:34 AM PDT||
I have revised the last blogger
entry, "The National Prayer Leader". This is a very important
work I think. However, because the conclusion reached, may appear too far
outside the box for some, it might be considered not worthy of one's attention.
But the criteria for evaluation is not what the heavily programmed human intellect
is capable of accepting at a given moment, but what the Heavenly Host would like
to see come about. The idea expressed in that entry, is clearly what the Heavenly
Host would like to see come about. The Will of God in this area is quite clear.
Let us all meet, then, at that pre-arranged
rendevous point, within the spirit of divine possibilities, exemplified for us in that
timeless work of art known as the "The Miracle on 34th Street."
May you pass every test.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007, 10:50 AM PDT||
America's New National Prayer Leader
This entry has been moved to the Front Page for May 2007.
Ushers in a Bright New Day
May you pass every test.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007, 5:52 AM PDT||
In regards to the two President George W. Bush
President George W. Bush is the leader of the free
world, and therefore, in these two dreams he is the symbol of the Christ and the authority of
the Christ. "... and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty." (2 Cor. 3:17).
This principle is not totally allegorical. Jesus Christ
came to earth 2,000 years ago to prove that the Christ Flame can be anchored in a physical
temple. And that the personality of the soul can be fully assimilated into the flame, losing
nothing, but gaining all.
The two dreams are to be taken as one balanced
whole, with all factors on the table at once, but placed on the laboratory table, in terms of
their distance from you, according to their relative weights.
Now, in this respect, there is a unifying theme,
common to both dreams, which should be central to any analysis. First, these dreams
communicate a significant level of self-worth, and potential to serve usefully at
the highest levels, something which you are intended to assimilate. Also we see expressed,
a genuine interest in the well-being and agenda of the leader, the Christ, an important
quality of loyalty.
However, as to the first point, in as much as you
are not part of the cabinet per se, i.e. part of that group of people that the President trusts
to implement his agenda throughout the many executive departments, the potential spoken
about in these dreams is not fully realized nor is it fully anchored. The menial though
important nature of your assignments speaks to this. Though, notwithstanding this
shortcoming, the second point speaks to why he feels comfortable in having you on
his staff in some role.
The chuckle that you hear coming from the
cabinet, is not a chuckle that is minimizing the importance of the principle that you
have stated to the President. Certainly, you cannot gainsay the truth of this idea,
that the President does not need anyone working for him who is spineless and who
will not carry out important assignments when they face opposition.
Now, on that point, nowhere will you
find a more fundamental responsibility, a more fundamental assignment from on
high, than to discipline one's children when the need arises, and holding them to
the highest standards. Indeed applying to them the principle of accountability from
the earliest age. If you cannot do that with your own children, you will never be
able to do that with the people who might be placed under you in a work
environment. And that means you will not be able to control the agenda of
a particular department. In other words, the forces of rebellion will be able
to freely carry the minds of the workers in whatever direction, and thereby
trampling all over the goals of the President. And so, you are absolutely right,
that a person like that will not be able to stand strong and to effectively
implement the President's agenda. Indeed, when given an assignment,
the little children in his department would tell him to go jump in a lake,
they are not going to row any of his boats, and having no spine to discipline
these rebels, he will be unable to carry out any important assignments.
And so, the members of the cabinet
were not chuckling at the veracity of the principle that you stated to the
President. What they were chuckling at, was the fact that you were not
applying the principle to yourself. Here was a black pot, telling the
President to not put the other pot on the stove, because it was black.
The rebellious little children of
your own household are your own thoughts, and they run around like so
many drunkards, on occasion, just as you were saying, not able to sit
down and get any of the important assignments completed. The soul,
as the parent, makes no effort at all to discipline these little children,
they can simply do what they want, even if they are obviously
trampling all over the high standards of ascended master
behavior, and in many areas.
The parent, i.e. the soul,
is given an assignment from on high: Hold fast to what thou hast
received. This assignment is implemented through the vehicle of
the children, in the form of thoughts. The children are rebellious,
they will not do what the parent knows is best, and the parent will
make no effort in enforcing any kind of discipline. And so, the
members of the cabinet chuckled, not at your perception of a
valuable principle, but at your inability to implement that principle
in your own world, a shortcoming that keeps you out of the cabinet
Both of these dreams fulfill,
in my view, the criteria I gave in identifying a dream that has its origin
in the divine. Central to these two dreams is the obvious effort to
communicate the presence of a significant amount of self-worth, while
at the same time, encouraging you to swallow, in a gentle manner, a
spoonful of truth that will have a bitter taste in your mouth.
May you pass every test.
the Cowering Midget
Tuesday, April 24, 2007, 1:39 AM PDT||
Let us stop saying nice things about the
lump of quivering goo which sits on the table before us as the spine of the Democratic
Let us clear our minds, that the truth can be
seen and assimilated for what it is.
The Democrats, as a Party, feel more comfortable
with the fact of defeat than the prospect for victory. They FEEL more comfortable with
the fact of DEFEAT! This is who they are. They have already given us one memorable
defeat in Vietnam, a defeat America will be ashamed of for all future generations, a defeat
that speaks to the weakness of American character, even to our enemies today, which emboldens
them, even in the present moment, to keep punching the face of Uncle Sam, because they know
he has a glass jaw, and will crumble to the ground at any moment.
And now look at what they want to do. Unhindered by
any sense of shame, the Democrats want to plant in the memory of our children, and our
children, even unto all future generations, yet another timeless defeat, this one in Iraq. Giving
enemies yet another banner of victory to march behind.
Do the people of America really want to be saddled
(Democrat Engineered) spirit of a double defeat, that will make us the laughing stock of the
saddle of ill-repute and mockery which all future generations will have to wear? Who will ride
that saddle but those who desire to destroy the American nation and enslave its people?
When seen cowering against the backdrop of the
of the World War II generation, which is honored today as the Greatest Generation, for the
reason they gave the whole nation something to be proud of, something to look up to, even the
corona of victory that the nation can wear as a crown of respect for all time, when seen cowering
against this backdrop, the legacy of this generation, as it is embodied in the spinelessness of the
Democratic Party, will be seen as a repugnant and despicable cowering midget, indeed one that
our enemies will see as ripe for the slaughter.
In their heart of hearts, do the American people really
desire to be associated with such an example of spinelessness, an attribute that will surely draw
down upon our nation more attacks, as we appear to the world to be so fearful and weak?
May you pass every test.
Planet of Faith
Monday, April 23, 2007, 8:36 AM PDT||
Because the forces of darkness will assail
you with all manner of defeat scenarios, if there be any hope of framing the present
moment with any scenario of victory, you must stand on the ground of trust, which
is, if you look under your feet, the upper crust of the planet of faith.
In God We Trust. These four words of
ultimate wisdom point to the Light at the end of every tunnel.
May you pass every test.
Core Truth About
Sunday, April 22, 2007, 12:32 AM PDT||
Sean Christopher Prophet
As We See Him Today
There is something emotionally and mentally sick
about a person who devotes his life to destroying the lifework of not just one of his parents,
but both of his parents. Where do we see that in nature? We do not see that in nature. It is
a completely unnatural behavior pattern.
The sinister force is playing on this
emotional and mental sickness it is true, using him as a pawn, to more thoroughly
destroy the work of his parents, but that is no excuse. The sinister force would have
no inroads into his psychology if he did not have this entry point of sickness, this
cancerous desire to destroy the memory of his parents in the minds of all the people
of the earth.
Sean likes to talk about the proper functioning
of the brain. What could be considered more naturally dysfunctional, even from a biological
standpoint, than the desire to destroy the memory, the legacy, and the lifework, of one's
I say shame on his family members who sit on
their hands and do nothing to step up in defense of their own parents, and by doing so,
curb the cascading energies of self-destruction in the brother they purport to love so much.
May you pass every test.
The Nature of Hell
Saturday, April 21, 2007, 7:39 AM PDT||
Observations and Theoretical
Conclusions Leading to the Creation
of High-Technology Scanning Systems
Capable of Exposing the Manipulative
Activity of Underworld Handlers
I wanted to announce that the
following title will be published on the Journal Front Page for April 2007.
Of course, the need for it was inspired by Sean. The technology when
developed, will not only be the instrument of Sean's Freedom, but will
ignite a worldwide revolution of freedom and enlightenment, in as much
as the wolves which have their teeth sunk into the astral bodies of
the Children of God, can only be cleared by the determined application
of the Teachings of the Ascended Masters. The technology will expose
the truth, and an era of very high motivation towards the goal of
freedom will be inaugerated.
May you pass every test.
Compassion for Sean Prophet
Saturday, April 21, 2007, 5:03 AM PDT||
And Some Understanding
I learned something very important
during this last series of confrontations with Sean C. Prophet. What I learned
actually helped me to feel some compassion for him, giving me an
understanding of the internal dilemma that he faces.
To begin my description of this
important learning experience, I must first point out, that after finishing the
project on the SeanProphet.Info presentation, I moved onto the next
project on my To-Do List. And this is a very important project. Of earth
shaking importance. Unfortunately I cannot say anything about the content
of the project, other than it has to do with building a very important structure
of victory in the physical domain. In this discussion, I will give it a name,
Now, when I thought of giving it a
name, that is the name that popped into my head. I didn't have a bunch of
options to choose from. There was only one name that came to mind, and
that was it. I am not sure why that name popped into my head, as I couldn't
tell you a thing about who Prometheus might be, other than he was Greek. I
went to Prometheus in Wikipedia to find out more. And we read that
Zeus had a headache, and he couldn't figure out how to get rid of it. Prometheus said
he knew how to heal him. Zeus said, proceed. Prometheus picked up a rock and hit
Zeus in the head with it. Out of the head of Zeus popped the Goddess Athena! And
after that the headache went away! Isn't that amazing?
During my last main service in the
Sanctuary, the Masters built a huge golden foundation underneath Project
Prometheus. How do the Masters do that? Well, I can say this. When you
reach a particular project on your To-Do List, and the project promises to be
very challenging, which this one certainly is, your whole day, from the
moment you wake up, is framed with expectations dealing with that
project. And when you walk into the Sanctuary to do your decree
work, and so forth, prayers and calls touching all the important things
in your life, it is the same. Everything that you are doing is headed
in the direction of that rendevous, later in the day, with that important
project. And in the course of the devotional period, when the Masters
give you several important insights into how the project ought to proceed,
in terms of its blueprint, its importance, in terms of the impact it will have
on life, and moreover, lifting your soul into the air on the wings of great updrafts
of sacred fire paradise, well, you stand upon a foundation of absolute and
immutable divine certainty in regards to the importance of this project. And
that is what I am talking about in regards to a golden foundation. This
divine input is far more valuable than any amount of gold in your
pocket. You can walk forward to do the work you need, knowing
that the entire Heavenly Host supports the project, and will give you
everything you need to outpicture it. That is the golden foundation I
am speaking about. It is a state of absolute divine certainty that no
amount of doubt can touch, at least at that point.
This is what God our Father
and the Masters would give to every soul on earth, but of course, they
need to be working on the right things, and their work needs to be fitted,
like a gear in the master clock, with the other gears of divine purpose.
Now, later that day, and this
was just yesterday, which was Friday, I proceeded to work on Project
Prometheus, and to do so with the memory of the golden foundation
very solidly present in my awareness. True enough, the substance of
the foundation, the glorious updrafts of sacred fire paradise were not
with me at that point, as those heights are really only experienced
within the context of our devotional rituals in the sanctuary. When
we arrive in the office, what we are left with to work upon is the
golden foundation firmly fixed in memory.
I should also point out that
my work on Project Prometheus had been intertwined with this wrestling
match that has been going on with Sean Prophet over the last couple of
days. Just to make that point clear, Project Prometheus has nothing to
do with Sean in any direct sense. It is just that his responses to
SeanProphet.Info came to my awareness at the time that
I was beginning my work on Project Prometheus, displacing my work
on that project, both on Thursday, and on Friday, to a time period later
in my workday, after I had completed my responses to him.
And therefore, during this particular
work period, in the midst of working on Project Prometheus, I would now and
then check Sean's Blog to see if he, or one of his readers, had added anything
that might require additional responses.
One particular comment on his
blog initiated a flow of darkness into my temple that you simply would
not believe. The entire structure of victory that I had before me a moment
before, all of the aspirations associated with it, all of the girders of hope,
and all of structural members of divine promise, all of that collapsed totally
and completely before my eyes. I was swept into a vortex of total fear
and defeat, total discouragement and despair, and at the bottom of which,
I found myself shaking my fist at the Masters, accusing them of betraying
me, flinging these thoughts and feelings towards them of resentment, and
even of anger.
No sir, I have never been taken that low.
However, juxtaposed to this
experience, was still the solid memory of the golden foundation given to
me previously. Although, it must be understood, that the golden foundation
did nothing to stop the total and complete, the utter collapse of all of my
hopes and dreams (associated with Project Prometheus) in this swirling
vortex of despair and defeat. The memory of the golden foundation did
nothing to insulate my feeling world from deeply feeling that despair and
that fear. But yet, the memory of the golden foundation, was solid, I never
lost sight of that, and it was there, as a marker, to help me understand that
what I was experiencing was totally unreal. It was this memory
that helped me to understand, even in the midst of a veritable cyclone of
destruction, that this energy system of darkness was not real. In
other words, it was not of divine origin.
Of course there is a faith element
that had to enter into this equation. In the midst of the vortex of darkness,
the memory of the golden foundation does not allow you to FEEL the freedom
that was initially associated with it. No, you only have a marker, an intellectual
marker, reminding you that the golden foundation was given to you, and
at the time it was given to you, you were exalted into the domain of utter
freedom. But in the midst of the vortex of defeat and despair, there is
no quality of freedom anywhere to be experienced. Everything held dear
and important has collapsed, and your feeling world reflects that. And so
you are confronted with a condition of diametric opposites, and you have
to choose, right then and there, which one is real. I chose to cling to the
golden foundation however distant it felt at that moment.
And as I made that determination,
I was made aware of the fact that this is exactly the dark energy system that
had swept Sean off the path, projected consciously and intentionally by
a Black Magician, to destroy all hope within the temple. I have the sense
that it was the same Black Magician that controls Sean to this day.
I was given this allegorical symbol
of a great ball of astral rats being thrown into the forcefield of a Lightbearer
by a Black Magician residing on the astral plane. The astral rats would
instantly consume all that was of the light within the temple, completely and
utterly destroying any super structure of faith, of hope, of divine promise. Leaving
the soul sitting in puddle of despair, shaking his fist at God (or the Masters) for
having allowed this to happen, or more precisely, having led the soul out onto a
branch that is certain to break off at any moment. All that the soul had built up to
that point, the astral rats would consume, and this happens instantly. In other
words, the astral rats complete their cycle of destruction in a period of time that
appears instantaneous. The Black Magician will recall the ball of astral rats, or
as many of them as possible, so they can be processed to extract the consumed
light. I don't like rats, never have.
Now, this is not a nagging case of
self-doubt we are speaking about here. No. The student has worked with God
and the Masters to outpicture a particular blueprint for a project. And this is after
many years of working towards the anchoring of the divine identity, where the
soul is intent on pulling down from God divine blueprints only. That desire
matrix is an attribute of the greatly loved son. The son truly desires to act in
a manner that will contribute to the fulfillment of the divine purpose, which is,
generally speaking, the saving of souls, the healing of souls, and the homecoming
of souls unto the divine kingdom. The force of inner doubt, self-doubt, has been
largely defeated by this time. The blueprint is before the soul, and has been built
in the inner as a super structure of great hope and promise. The dark power I am
speaking about destroys it utterly. Nothing is left standing.
However, having the memory of the golden
foundation, I did not shake my fist at God for very long. It was for only a couple of
seconds, but still, for a couple of seconds, I found myself doing something
that I had never in my life ever thought of doing. It was amazing.
I caught my balance, I did that much,
and I continued my work, but that was not easy, because now there was a chorus
of despairing voices telling me that my efforts were pointless, that the forces
of darkness would defeat those efforts, making me a laughing stock yet
again. Well, that may be so, but a blueprint is a blueprint. I must complete it.
And I did complete that work cycle on Project Prometheus, perhaps another
two or three hours. And later when I emerged from another devotional period,
God our Father, in cooperation with the Masters restored the previously standing
superstructure, and we are ready to move forward again with
confidence. This is what endears us to the Masters more and
more. They have the power to sweep away the darkness and
to rebuild the superstructure of hope. And what that means, is
that no matter what the forces of darkness heap upon you, if you
never give up on making your calls, never give up, the Masters
will always put Humpty Dumpty back together again.
As for Sean, well, like
I said, I feel more compassion for him at this point, because I got to
experience first hand the direct impact of what that Black Magician
is able to pour into the world of the Lightbearer. It is total devastation.
There is no other word for it. And if the sinister force can get you to
abandon your decree work, well, your mission will be destroyed. There
is no way to resurrect a divine mission without the soul choosing to go
back before the Altar of the Holy Grail, and choosing to make the calls
for the resurrection of divine reality in the temple. There is no other way.
And I am thinking moreover,
that because of Sean's disobedience in regards to the issue of Rock
Music, it is possible that the Masters were not able to give to him
the experience of the golden foundation that I describe in this project
setting, that would allow him to meet the initiation and pass through
it when it hit him. I believe that is possible. Initiations have their
timetables, and when the time comes, the initiation is delivered, and
the soul must deal with it with the resources at hand. I have some
experience being given initiations that I was not prepared to meet
myself. When this initiation hit him, it just carried him away, and
this river of total destruction, i.e. like a river of acid, wherein all
all divine aspirations have been dissolved, is what he swims in
Therefore, we have come
full circle, into another scenario, where you can see the wisdom of
following him down stream, pushing through the underbrush on the
bank, and when you reach a clear space, throwing in a life preserver
to see if you can get him to hang on. The sounds of the falls, well
they touch our ears with some alarm.
May you pass every test.
and Mental Health
Friday, April 20, 2007, 9:36 AM PDT||
What could a mind surfeited in Atheism
possibly know about mental health? The juxtaposition of Atheism, with the subject
of mental health is a classic oxymoron. Why?
God our Father designed the mind, and defines the
status of health. Deny God, and you
deny the very power of health, the very fact of health, the very reality of health.
May you pass every test.
Response to Sean Prophet's
Thursday, April 19, 2007, 11:17 PM PDT||
Well now. I see, that as a result of my last response
to Sean Prophet, which was posted earlier this morning, wherein he was confronted with such
a beautifully crafted set of words, sounding so balanced and reasonable, so thoroughly refuting
his "mental illness" thesis, that he was himself driven into a mindless rage. And so, the tables
have turned. It is Sean that must defend his own rationality now.
I can tell you, that I have had my character trashed
before, but never like that. If I were to believe what he wrote, I couldn't help feeling like one
of those delicate earthworms which had been smashed flat on the sidewalk. Good job with
your heavy hammer Sean. Very thorough.
In his latest installment "Murdering the Apostate Part 3: Harassment and Bribery" the rampaging
bulls have clearly
broken through all the barrriers of reason, good sense, and accuracy. However, like Sean says,
it goes with the territory. You poke a demon in the chest, and it will breathe fire. I am not
about Sean per se, but the forces of darkness that live in his temple and use his soul as a
Not one single characterization they make, through his mouth, concerning my efforts are true.
What more can I say?
Nevertheless, me readers know me well. I am never at
a loss for words. I can always say more.
I wonder how Sean must feel in a moment of
sincere reflection that he is being used (by the dark side) to do to me, exactly what
the enemies of his Mother did to her, using the most outrageous distortions, exaggerations,
half-truths, and outright calumnies to destroy her character in the eyes of the American
people generally. There was a time when that really bothered him. His sister Erin made
a profession for a time out of publishing repudiations of those attacks. Where is Sean's
memory? The irony is deep then, that Sean has been coopted into that very same
effort to do everything in his power to destroy the credibility of his own Mother, and her life's
work, when she is in no position to defend herself. That I think is really shameful. How
the other members of his family can feel good about that is beyond my comprehension.
I take little comfort however, in the sad truth,
that what calumnies and falsehoods that spew out of the mouth of Sean Prophet in regards
to my own person, have already spewed out of his mouth in regards to his own Mother and
Father. They certainly got it in spades first, before it was my turn. Nevertheless, my brother
is in their somewhere, and we will figure out, in the end, how to set him free.
But let me say first, that I believe it is very
childish, and immature, sort of like a tantrum that a four year old would engage in, to
cry crocodile tears over being "harassed" at the very same time as you sit on top of
your soap box shooting poison tipped arrows, in great abundance into the legacy
of your Father and Mother, doing everything you can to destroy their character in the
minds of the people of this planet, and thereby do major damage to the hopes and dreams
for victory which reside in the very heart of God. We are all supposed to sit
back and shut up, because Sean Prophet wants to live a peaceful life, free from
any kind of challenge, even as he does everything in his power to destroy what
we hold so dear? Such an expectation is totally infantile.
Hundreds of emails? That is an extreme
exaggeration. Concerning my communications with Sean, I would conservatively estimate
that the number of emails I have sent to him over a three year period could not possibly
be over 50. Here, I save them all. Let me count them. Well, ok, it looks like I
underestimated. I count 95. I also count 49 that Sean sent to me. Beyond that, I will
not lend any legitimacy to Sean's wild and out of control suspicions and paranoia when
it comes to "socket-puppies" as he calls them. I don't believe his suspicions have much
merit, in thinking that the only person in the world who can speak the truth to his
face goes by the name of Steven S. Showers. Think about it. Anyone who speaks
the truth to his face, he is sitting there steaming with suspicion that I am behind
the words. That's paranoia.
Admittedly, my relationship with Sean has
been an antagonistic from the beginning, that is true enough, and that we disagreed
far more than we agreed, but he fails to mention the fact that a large percentage of
those emails were part of a mutually agreed upon back and forth dialogue. Sure, when
the dialogue got to the place where his anger overcame his reason, he would say,
"Don't contact me again." But invariably, I would be inspired to communicate an
important idea to him some weeks later, which would begin another dialogue, with
emails going back and forth for a while, until he would slam the door again. Certainly
he gets really upset when I can spell out my position in a very lengthy and detailed
manner, and there is nothing he can think of to say to refute it, so he slams the
door again. Actually he considers it close to a crime to write anything that goes
behind a couple of hundred words.
He also fails to mention the fact that
we had a civil dialog in the course of exchanging many emails in February and
March of 2006, which inspired him to invite me to a one-on-one meeting. If he
truly felt I was some kind of unbalanced ogre, he would not have done that. We met
for six hours at the local Denny's. And not an angry or unkind word was spoken
between us. We had a good civilized talk. If you look at how he has characterized
that meeting since, you see none of that mental illness stuff. The worst thing he
could think of to say about me, in terms of what I expressed at that meeting, is
that I would not agree to entertain any doubt as to the existence of God. It's like
asking someone to entertain doubt as to whether the sky is blue. It is blue, unless
there is cloud cover. That might lead some to think that the sky might not be
blue. But even above the cloud cover, it is still blue. You can get into an airplane
to prove it.
During that meeting, Sean never used the
word "harassment". So it is not true that I agreed to stop harassing him, which would
have implied that I agreed with his premise, i.e. that I was harassing him. No, I would
never agree with that. My only purpose, from beginning to end, is to call him back to
his mission. But what did I actually agree to at that meeting? Did I agree to give up
my beliefs? No. Did I agree to give up on the possibility that he might some day return
to his mission? No. I believe the essence of his request at the end of the meeting, was
that I would be more respectful of his choices. What could I say? Actually, that was
the worst part of the whole six hours, where his demeanor changed, and he was ready
to forget the entire six hours of engaging dialogue that we just had. You could smell
an argument coming on designed to snuff out any positive feeling he might have taken
away from that meeting. I did not rise to the bait. I think I said, I will try. And it was
understood that we would continue with our dialogue via email beyond that point. And
True, we ran into an obstacle fairly soon,
concerning the fact that he felt the need to quote Karl Marx in a positive way at
the end of one of his own emails to me. Talk about a well designed poke in the
eye. We went back and forth over that for some time, and he would never admit that
he had made a mistake by attributing wisdom to Karl Marx. As you might know,
Karl Marx is the father of Communism, the instigator of all the innocent blood spilled
under the banner of Communism throughout the world, a number that reaches to about
120 million conservatively, when you take into account the millions who perished
because of the famines caused by the collectivization of agriculture in the Soviet
Union and Red China. The name of Karl Marx and mass death are synonymous. Yet
Sean's handlers are in control. He could not move his lips to retract his foolish remarks
which effectively installed a halo over the head of Karl Marx, an embodied lieutenant
of Lucifer no less.
Communists, as militant Atheists, you will
remember, had a tradition of putting religious believers in mental hospitals, forcefully,
against their will. That is one thing Karl Marx stood for. Atheists actually believe
that those who believe in God are mentally ill. This is the force of black magic projected
through them by demons on the astral plane to which they are allied. So Sean's current
obsession with the subject of mental illness can be partly explained by that.
The "things" I have sent to Sean can be
counted using two fingers on one hand. One, two. Two (2) items, which he likes
to characterize as "gifts". That is a false characterization. These are simply communication
tools, no different than an email. A message but in a more tangible form. They both are
sent to communicate important concepts. Useful concepts. Valuable concepts.
On the matter of the plaque, well, what can
I say. I care too much? Let the reader decide. If your heart is attuned to the hopes and
dreams which the Masters, and God our Father had, and still has, for Sean in this lifetime,
and you read the message on the plaque, you will see that this item represents only another
method for giving him an important message, in this case, that it would be wise from him
to stop this nonsense and return to his mission. It is wise to approach infinite happiness. Not
very smart to walk in the opposite direction.
I made this plaque for him prior to the
aforementioned meeting, and which I intended to present to him
at the meeting. And there is a story behind that which he conveniently glosses over.
The plaque was mounted onto a pole that fit in a base, and it rotated like a sign, driven
by a motor in the base, and this rotating sign was supposed to be set up at the table
before Sean arrived, and before he could make any objection. My timing was off, due
to the fact that Sean had called me, and moved the meeting time up one hour. I had
only enough time to carry the base into the restaurant. He refused to allow me to
bring the rest if in, and I would not show him the whole thing, unless it was set up
as intended. Therefore, while he saw the plaque in the back seat of my car, he did
not see it close up. And so, after the meeting, I cut off the mounting pole, and sent
him the plaque. And I kept the base for another project.
You can see from this incident how much
Sean is driven by the force of fear projected from the astral plane. A normal person
would have been at least curious to see what the whole thing looked like when it
was put together and turned on. To stifle that natural interest, a heavy force of
fear has to be present.
At any rate, the message on the plaque
affirms his mission, the reason for which he came into embodiment. A tremendous
potential for good that he could draw down from his own causal body if he would
have only stayed on the path, and worked with the masters. This is still possible.
Though it is true, as every day passes, the climb back up the mountain will be
the more arduous. It won't be easy.
In his most recent blogger entry, Sean
tries to make this plaque appear to be a shameful thing. Notice that he doesn't
give you a closeup look. But I will. You read the words for yourself, and decide
whether this is the product of deranged mind, or the product of the mind of a
sincere devotee of the ascended master cause interested only in the best for
Sean Prophet, and the other members of his family.
This is the whole assembly
This is the Assembly in Motion
Looking Very Much Like a Lamp
Driven by a Motor in the Base
See the Golden Cord
A Close Up of the Plaque Itself
The Archway Artwork Taken from
Keeper of the Flame Lesson 31
The Words You Can
Read For Yourself.
You can see why the portrait of the whole
family is there. What is said to Sean, is said to all, and applies to all. True hearts
in that family, and each one has a true heart, regardless of the layers of doubt, and
confusion that have been heaped upon them by the sinister force, will resonate to
this message, and they will see in this message even a light at the end of the tunnel.
When parents are entrusted with a planetary
mission, as were Mark and Elizabeth Prophet, a mission of such breadth, and depth, as
to lay a foundation for a golden age, the hearts of their children are naturally aligned to
their role as team players deriving their highest sense of identity from the spirit of loyalty
and the spirit of ultimate victory that they themselves are intended to usher in as their
parents leave the stage. This natural outlook is a flame that burns still within the hearts
of these souls, again, no matter how many layers of doubt, and uncertainty, and confusion,
the sinister force has heaped upon them. Nevertheless, even IF the accumulation of
those layers of alienation, the very weight of it, feels like a mountain upon them, as Jesus
Christ said, if you have faith, you speak to that mountain, and tell it to move, and it will
be removed yonder. Indeed, opening up the landscape of victory once again.
Certainly, within the heart-of-hearts of each
of these children, the aggressively enforced posture of repudiation unto the mission of
their parents, grinds upon their conscience as an alien force. They search for peace,
indeed, but they will never find it until they confront and defeat that alien force.
Forgive me however, this is only a prototype,
which was just barely finished in time for my meeting with Sean in April of 2006. I was
in the shop up to the very last minute. I was having trouble with the laser engraver for
one thing, having to spend many hours in a troubleshooting mode just to get the results
you see, and because Sean moved the meeting up by an hour, I did not have the time
to trim the shape of the top, to correspond to the curve of the archway. Nor was there
any hope of realizing my dream of applying gold leaf to the surface of the letters.
Now, I am supposed to feel ashamed of this effort?
I am supposed to look at my efforts in this regard as a form of mental illness? That is ridiculous.
Let the reader read the vibrations, and decide for themselves.
As to the 140 plus hours I spent putting together
the presentation of SeanProphet.Info, this is supposed to make me some kind of a
maniac? No, I don't think so. Maniacs use their time to destroy things. I spent 140
hours raising up
a monument to the best expression that Sean Prophet gave to the people of this planet (so far).
And I did this to remind you of who you really are. Who you really are has great value, great
potential to bring great blessings to the people of this planet. All of this is held in your
causal body, records of fantastic achievements over countless aeons before you even came
with Sanat Kumara to this planet. Sean, you have amnesia, and the forces of darkness are
simply taking advantage of that state of blindness, and the infantile emotions which you
consider part of your personality, like crying about being harassed even as you are fitting
one poison tipped arrow to your bow after another. That 140 hour effort is a message to
you. The memory of who you are in God, those memories are stored in your own causal
body. And they are extremely valuable. The whole planet will benefit in a grand manner
when you climb back into the seat of that cosmic fighter jet that you are so skilled in flying.
Of course, it is nonsensical to assert that your thought
processes expressed in that sermon can be likened unto the scribblings of a kindergardener. At
that time you were an adult. You were not a child. You chose to exercise your freewill in a
direction that was calculated to bear the most positive fruit for yourself, for the organization,
and for the planet. And so it has. You have left a marker for yourself, that would help you
find your way home. All the denizens of the pit are throwing a fit at the appearance of this
marker. They see the light in it, and they are truly offended. But it the marker you left for
yourself. Reminds me of a Star Trek Voyager Episode. Remember that one? Which begins
with a couple of people in space suits (Ensign Kim and Chakote) walking across the surface
of an icy planet, and they are getting down on their knees sweeping away the snow from the
surface of the ice, and the camera pulls back to give us a bird's eye view, where we see the
Starship Voyager embedded under a large sheet of ice. That was really dramatic. Well, if
you remember that episode, you will remember how Ensign Kim sent a message from the
future, back into the past, to save the day, and in that message, he embedded a message to
As to the $100 dollar bill pasted on top of the
broken piece of lamppost, you mischaracterize this as a bribe. A bribe is something offered
to an official to get him to do something dishonest. See, you weave a layer of falsehood
over the issue. The $100 bill was an enticement, not a bribe. It also carried the message
that there was something valuable there for you. On the one hand, perhaps you can feel
good, that you can't count greed as one of your vices. Though I wonder. I am thinking that if
knew that the $100 bill was there when the package arrived, you probably would have opened
it to get that $100 bill. Isn't it true that you refused the package before you were aware that
the $100 bill was there? Isn't it true that you only read my email that revealed this, after you
had refused the package? Isn't that true? So my timing was off. I was too impatient to have
that project finished, so I could move on to something else. Could some of your present anger
have to do with the fact that you realize you are a $100 poorer? I mean that both materially
At any rate, the idea was to get you to touch the marble,
so that the Masters could transfer an increment of light into your world, through the marble
which was saturated with light, to give you a more balanced perspective of your present
predicament. As you know, the light cannot enter unless you make a free will choice in
that direction. By opening the package, and handling the sculpture, that would be something
like a freewill choice. It was worth a try. The truth is, if you did not open it, I was hoping
that you would just throw it away. I did not want to see it back here. But I will accept the
return with the underlying message, that you want me to keep it for you, and to try again
when conditions are more advantageous. Why else would your return it? There it is
confronting me every day. If you really wanted me to forget about that particular project,
you would have simply set the box out on the curb for the trash collectors to pick up. So, let
us take our hats off to Freud.
In regards to the propriety of using the
SeanProphet.Info website name, claiming identity theft and so forth, Sean continues
to mischaracterize that as well. This is a very straight forward issue. It is about giving the
world SEAN PROPHET INFORMATION. That's what .INFO means. And that is what
the world wide web is all about. The free flow of accurate information. It a website
that gives INFO about Sean Prophet. If people want info on Sean Prophet, well, I am
sure, that if they punch that name into a search engine, this site will come up, and they
will have, as a result, more information about Sean Prophet. Good information.
Accurate information. Truthful information. With no attempt to deceive anyone in
regards to the purpose of the web site, or in regards to the creator of it. The introduction
screen says it all.
Have I covered everything? Emails, plaques, marble
$100 bills, website names, and a deep supply of determination based on the understanding of
important your role is in the victory of the light on this planet, so many things for me to feel
of? Hardly. Standing up for the truth is what helps me to feel good about who I am.
And I would not overlook the deep desire, which I have
abundance, to do something in the short term, to limit your destructive activities. As long as you
pounding on me, you are not pounding on your own Father and Mother. Neither of whom are
defend themselves. I look forward to responding to your next installment.
May you pass every test.
Responding to Sean
Thursday, April 19, 2007, 6:56 AM PDT||
I want to begin by saying that the beautifully crafted
displayed on www.seanprophet.info
is completely and thoroughly respectful. There is nothing whatsoever in that presentation, or in
the related background blogger entry, which attempts to trash Sean's character. Not one negative
word. It is simply an effort to depict the expression of Sean's soul at a time when he was in his
right mind. That's all. It is simply an effort to give him a reference point so he can see how far
from reality his mind has wandered, and to do so, before it is too late.
The effort does not use any pejoratives, does not
attempt to trash his character in any way. Again, it is totally respectful, the respect he deserves,
as a Child of God. The presentation simply presents his own words, as they were
spoken in October 1989.
His response to this positive, respectful, and well
intentioned effort, gives us another indication of just how far down the mountain of reality he
has slid. Check this out. This is the title he gave to his response.
"Murdering the Apostate - Part
2 - Identity Theft"
What hyperbole. The reference to the concept
of murder is way off base, a very extreme and outlandish exaggeration. There is nothing more
destructive than murder, yet the truth is, that there is not a thread of destructive intent, and not
a single destructive word in that presentation. Not one. The presentation represents, completely,
and thoroughly, the purest clarion call, for him to return into the domain of real life. A life that
illuminated by the Love of God our Father for Sean, as a Greatly Loved Son, a life that can be
by that Love here and now, a life that can be exalted in happiness and fulfillment long before the
end of the incarnation
arrives. The title represents an exaggerated effort (by the forces of darkness who whip his
body into a frenzy) to portray the presentation in a totally false light. And there is nothing about
about this either. There is no effort to make anyone believe that the creator of that presentation
Sean Prophet himself. And moreover, the presentation tells only the truth, and makes no
claims. The sermon presented, is accurately and truthfully represented as an expression of Sean
when he was in his right mind. Certainly, he has fallen into a tangle of bitter doubt and
as of this writing. But the point is, he does not need to stay there. The Master's are throwing
golden rope, and all he needs to do is take a hold, and they will pull him out. Why would they
that? Because they love him.
Even so, Sean has really fallen to a new low, becoming
an unrestricted transmission channel for the lowest and most insidious poison of the dark side, in
trying to label his debating opponents as mentally ill. Sure enough, that stings.
But I ask you this. Who has a stronger grip on
Reality? The person who has fallen into a pit of such tumultuously seething contempt
for God, that the very existence of God our Father is denied, or the person who stands at the edge
of that pit, trying to throw in a life preserver on the end of a golden rope?
May you pass every test.
Types of Power
Thursday, April 19, 2007, 5:23 AM PDT||
I thought the following photo, taken from the top
of Rainbow Hill, looking west at sunset, showing an unusual correspondence of power
symbols might be of some interest. Sun power, electrical power, and water power.
In passing, I would note that each element of
power has flow characteristics. For example, the photons from the sun flow
towards us in one gigantic and never ending flood. Electrons flow through the power
lines, much like water, by virtue of huge magnetic paddle wheels, in a manner of
speaking, located at the power station on the coast. Though it should be noted that in
alternating current systems, which applies to the power grid, electrons don't
flow like a river or a stream, but are only made to move back and forth very
rapidly, many times per second, seemingly, and actually, going nowhere. If
you put a river boat on that stream, it would just sit there, appearing motionless,
though it would be heavily vibrating, being pushed up stream and then back down
stream at the rate of 60 times per second, and because of that it would probably
get shaken to pieces! The power derived from the back and forth motion
of the electrons is what does the work in our electrical devices. Water flows, as
you know, because of gravity, unless in a closed system where the fluid is pushed
or pulled into a flow condition by electrically powered pumps. A well pump
would be a good example, where water is made to flow upwards!
But in most cases, water flows
downwards and from this we can tap its power. Like spiritual waters. If
there is no flow, there is no power. Also, unlike photons or electrons, if
water does not flow, it stagnates, and strange things will begin to grow in
it. For a water system to be healthy, it must flow. Clean water must flow in,
and dirty water must flow out.
May you pass every test.
Friday, April 13, 2007, 6:58 PM PDT||
I was inspired today to go back in my journals
to look for some notes that I made in regards to a particular project that has been recently
resurrected in my mind, in terms of its importance. I wanted to go to see what I said about
this project when the idea first came to me, and to review what I did in relationship to it,
over the next few days. I know I did some work on it, but this was last August, and my
memory does not contain a lot of detail at present, and that at some point, I set it aside to
work on something else. So, I am going back and taking a look. And what I found is quite
interesting, providing an impetus for me again to admonish all students to keep a
journal. It is really important.
I can see that the original idea came in the midst
of a tremendous conflagration of divine paradise and sacred fire. Almost like what Moses
experienced when God our Dear Heavenly Father used lightning to write the ten commandments
onto a piece of stone for him (if I remember that story correctly). And then as I track the
events from day to day as they unfolded, I can see what I did on the project, and then I can
see how events overtook it, compelling me to shift my focus, and work on other things,
leaving this behind. I am sorry that I can't tell you what that project is. But what becomes
so clear, is this principle that Jesus expressed at the end of this piece of scripture.
This is the sentence that stands out: Sufficient unto the
day is the evil thereof. and which
my journal entries make so clear, a principle which I wanted to underscore. That we must face
darkness every day. And we must
overcome it. And when the next day comes, we must face darkness again, and we must
overcome it. And when the next day comes, we
must face darkness again, and we must overcome it. And this is the reality every day. When you
are in the midst of darkness on one day,
the fact that you overcame darkness on the previous day, does not help you. In other words, the
fact of victory yesterday, does not impress
the actuality of victory on today. You must invoke victory each day. And draw it down into
your world to consume the darkness. And one
of the things that is so apparent, that even if you have a string of victories, that goes back many
days, or even months, when you are in the
midst of the darkness on a particular day, you are not aware of your string of victories. No, you
are not aware of it. You are only aware of
the darkness that is trying to grind your soul into the dust on that particular day, and if you have
faithfully made your rendevous with God
and his angels at the Altar, you will also be aware of the Great Light from on high that consumes
that darkness on that day, and sets you
FREE. The only thing that really counts, is that point of FREEDOM in the here and now.
From the Book of Matthew, Chapter 6
27 Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his stature?
28 And why take ye thought for raiment? Consider the lilies of the field,
how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin:
29 And yet I say unto you, That even Solomon in all his glory was not
arrayed like one of these.
30 Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and
to morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you, O
ye of little faith?
31 Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall
we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed?
32 (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly
Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.
33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all
these things shall be added unto you.
34 Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take
thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.
But, I would say, that if you record your victories in
your journal, you can be inspired to go
back and take a look, and in the review process, actually get some substantial inspiration from
all the victories you have won in the
past. I can tell you that my memory in the current moment does not connect to any of those
victories. My journal is the only way in
which those can be brought back to my attention in the current moment. And this is a very
valuable perspective. Remember, the
forces of darkness are trying to discourage you every day. They are trying to make you forget
any and all victories you have won
in the past. And so, your journal is a key tool to help you overcome these efforts of the dark
side, allowing you to occupy, in
the current moment, a forcefield of self-worth in God, that would not be possible for you to
access without having access to these
records you have placed in your journal. That was my experience during this particular review
period, seeing that those days
back in August, and going forward, were filled with victories, even as I had to face the darkness
anew every day, a process
which eventually drove this particular project out of my mind, after about two weeks. And so, I
want to encourage everyone
anew to use your journal every day, and record your victories therein.
I came across this journal entry on August 21, 2006,
wherein I tried to describe
one particular victory event.
Really, fiber optics is a valuable
analogy that helps the soul comprehend what is actually happening.
Such a beautiful presence, so kind to me.
The kiss of peace upon every atom.
The caress of comfort upon every electron.
The embrace of joy upon every molecule.
The touch of kindness and tranquility upon very neuron.
The mind as a pool of crystal water.
Many currents of beautifully woven fragrances.
A pool of liquid diamonds.
A pool of liquid sapphires.
A pool of liquid rubies.
A pool of liquid emerald.
A pool of liquid amethyst.
A pool of liquid gold.
I look forward, with great anticipation to entering into the magical
domain of the heart from whence the radiance of all artistry emanates.
Flaming paradise at the crown.
The consciousness, as threads of ruby
crystal, all aligned in the direction of God.
(Fiber Optics) as crystal tubes.
What is described there, is God's Will for
every Child, without exception. If you read those words, I believe that the Masters
can connect you with the same presence of awesome paradise that I was immersed
in at that moment. It is part of the akashic record. And in that record, there resides
the power of that universal presence, even of God our Father, expressed out of a
universal desire to have each child immersed in the most profound comfort and
peace which erases all fear, and lifts the eyes of the soul into the domain of
boundless security and hope.
May you pass every test.
Monday, April 9, 2007, 2:07 AM PDT||
A "pro-choice" Republican is like a bright shiny apple
with a worm in it.
It won't be bright and shiny for long, as the worm has its
and as they too develop a taste for the inside flesh of the apple.
May you pass every test.
Prophet Info - Project Background
Friday, April 6, 2007, 9:32 PM PDT||
I know there is an attitude abroad in the organization
which holds that Sean C. Prophet should be left alone, left to his own devices, for one reason
or another, even to crash and burn if he wants to, but I would like to remind everyone, that this
is not the desire of the Heavenly Hierarchy, whose spokesman, the Master Jesus Christ, said
the following (along these very same lines) more than two thousand years ago.
Here is an opportunity for us to grasp the meaning
of the statement "Jesus Christ the same yesterday, today, and forever", and to do so,
in a very practical and down-to-earth manner. The jewel of truth he put into the hands of
the people 2,000 years ago is as relevant and valuable today, as it was then, for truly, he
spoke consciously and forthrightly for the welfare of the children of God for all centuries
to come. Perhaps when he gave exrpression to this particular principle, he had his eye on
Sean Prophet even then! Who knows.
From the Book of Matthew, Chapter 18
10 Take heed that ye despise not one of these little ones; for I say
unto you, That in heaven their angels do always behold the face of my
Father which is in heaven.
11 For the Son of man is come to save that which was lost.
12 How think ye? if a man have an hundred sheep, and one of them be
gone astray, doth he not leave the ninety and nine, and goeth into the
mountains, and seeketh that which is gone astray?
13 And if so be that he find it, verily I say unto you, he rejoiceth more of
that sheep, than of the ninety and nine which went not astray.
14 Even so it is not the will of your Father which is in heaven, that one of
these little ones should perish.
Here is an opportunity for us to grasp the meaning of
the statement "Jesus Christ the same yesterday, today, and forever", and to do so, in a
and down-to-earth manner. Of course, the statement is a multi-faceted jewel, and you could
book trying to describe each facet. But in this context, this is what it means. He would say
thing today, and expect us to pay attention, because that jewel of truth, which he put into the
of the people 2,000 years ago, is as relevant and valuable today, as it was then, for truly, he
consciously and forthrightly for the welfare of the children of God for all centuries to come.
when he gave expression to this particular principle, he had his eye on Sean Prophet even then!
And so, as each of us plays with the little strings of
contrary thought even as the demons dangle them into our minds, and make them dance and
play before our attention in such a convincing manner, let us be clear about this. Those are
threads of the anti-christ. Just so you have a golden point of reference when it come to
dividing the real from the unreal within the can of worms which the human consciousness
Indeed, there is no one particular sheep on this earth,
(other than perhaps his sister Erin, or perhaps Tatiana, or even Moira), that the Masters want to
find and bring home, more than Sean C. Prophet. And so, the entire organization should have
made a project out of finding this sheep years ago, yet they have not lifted a finger, having never
figured out what is actually the play of darkness upon their own minds. In other words, they have
mistaken the imprint of the desire of the false hierarchy upon their own emotional bodies, as
and because of it, they have felt fully justified in doing nothing. Yet, truly, there is nothing new
the sun, if you know what I mean.
Now, I wanted to document how much time I put into
this project, wherein the sermon Sean C. Prophet gave to the congregation, while he was in his
right mind, could be available to Sean, and to the community, as a reminder, that the forces
through Sean today, are no part of his real identity. And that we should be aware of the ploys of
the dark side, in other words, their strategy, in making him dance to such a repugnant tune, that
this would enable them to project into the worlds of the only people who have an interest in
him, i.e. us, a repugnance and disdain for Sean himself (thus ensuring that no one will come to
him free). Very clever.
Came close to 144 hours total, but not quite. But still, at
140+ hours, that is quite
a chunk of time.
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Domain name research. Register SeanProphet.Info.|
||7:05pm - 10:46pm||3:41||
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||4:26pm - 6:22pm ||1:56||Continue scanning of pages from KOF Lesson No. 31 (during Verizon FIOS
|9:41pm - 2:27am ||4:46||Continue scanning pages from KOF Lesson No. 31. (Concurrent
with other work) (19 pages)|
|Feb. 17, 2007
||8:48pm - 12:53am ||4:05||Continue scanning pages from KOF Lesson No. 31. (Concurrent with other work) (7
|Feb. 18, 2007
||3:47pm - 4:29pm ||:42||Complete scanning pages from KOF Lesson No. 31. (Concurrent with other work) (6
||12:40pm - 5:48pm ||5:08||Fashion initial design of Flash Movie |
|7:53pm - 3:52am ||7:59||process (crop, size, cleanup) all the KOF Lesson page scans
|Mar. 20, 2007
||7:56pm - 2:45am ||6:49||complete basic slideshow, pinned down preloader strategy, set up
basic SeanProphet.Info homepage.|
|Mar. 22, 2007
||11:45pm - 3:41am ||3:56||complete Sean Prophet sermon presentation |
|Mar. 23, 2007
||3:38pm - 8.59pm ||5:21||Set
up new website, SeanProphet.Info, upload files, test movie, work out bugs. Post Blogger Entry
||11:42am - 12:07pm ||:25||drive
to bank, get a $100 bill.|
|12:57pm - 3:20pm ||2:58||at end of walk, additional idea of golden download bars for
|7:30pm - 3:55am ||8:25||worked through "streaming" misconception. A Flash movie
(.swf) will not stream.
An audio file will stream, flash video will stream, but an .swf file will not stream. To get a
effect, you must break the movie into smaller segments, and load them sequentially, allowing
user to look at the initially loaded segments, while the others continue to download.|
||11:25am - 7:40pm ||8:15||new
preloader progress bar arrangement, breaking movie into 12 segments.|
|9:40pm - 4:11am ||6:31||work through sequential loading scripting issues, and button
Original button arrangement revised to operate in new configuration.|
|Mar. 26, 2007
||9:40pm - 4:23am||6:43||gold
button backs for segment loading numbers. Navigation issues resolved.
Added St. Germain streaming audio. Revised preloading arrangement. Consider photo
|Mar. 27, 2007
||9:17pm - 12:30am||3:13||implement safety code to catch navigation to unloaded segments.|
||6:18pm - 10:13pm ||3:55||Revision of textual introduction screens.|
|11:41pm - 4:19am||4:38||Beging implementing photo backgrounds. Work through
issues (audio loading bars).|
|Mar. 29, 2007
||10:00pm - 2:50am||4:50||Ironing out various bugs, worked through additional sound issues, completed
|Mar. 30, 2007
||12:13am - 4:28am||4:15||added text tags to audio progress bars. Work on resolving preload confusion
having to do with various preloading situations depending on user download speed, and browser
|Mar. 31, 2007
||9:51pm - 5:31am ||7:40||Reconfiguring introductory text screens, and generation of movie segments, to
account for different user downloading situations. There is no way I could have predicted how
that would take me to implement. Certainly a lesson in that.|
||2:57pm - 4:20pm ||1:23||Resolve issues dealing with scroll notice elements.|
|5:07pm - 11:40pm||6:33||Resolve most outstanding issues.|
|Apr. 2, 2007
||10:41pm - 4:14am ||5:33||standardized (normalized) all audio levels. Overall testing uncovers additional
bugs and issues needing resolution. |
|Apr. 3, 2007
||11:51pm - 5:46am ||5:55||Many unexpected problems trying to get the first frame content down to zero data
so that the first preloader will be visible on slower connections. I mean, who could have
||5:39pm - 6:44pm ||1:05||"preload the preloader" was the idea I woke up with and implemented here, breaking
the preloading functionality into two parts, a smaller part, which preloads the larger part, which
the main segments of the presentation. This session uncovered what appear to be unresolvable
bugs in the
embedded dynamic text fonts, though a solution presents itself.|
|10:34pm - 4:12am||5:38||resolved the dynamic font issues, and additional issues.
Bandwidth profiles look good.|
|4:12am - 4:14am ||:02||uploaded files to server. 14MB of files in two minutes. That is
the joy of FIOS.|
|4:14am - 5:27am ||1:13||reconfigure SeanProphet.Info homepage for the slightly larger
presentation size. Test.
Fix a bug in the background music. Draft and post a Daily Blogger entry announcement. Done.
||9:30pm - 12:30am||3:00||This
|1:17am - 3:19am ||2:02||This Blogger Entry|
|3:19am - 4:49am ||1:30||This Blogger Entry|
||8:08pm - 10:08pm||2:00||Draft
community mailing announcing the SeanProphet.Info website, "Happy Easter! Let Us Rally
for the Resurrection of Sean C. Prophet". Set up mailing. Send mailing|
|10:08pm - 10:18pm ||:10||Update this Blogger Entry|
The main point I wanted to make about the amount of
that it took to accomplish this project, was that when I began, I had no idea that it would take
140+ hours? No way. I would have never been able to predict it. Even though I have used Flash
there were a myriad of things that I had to learn to get all the elements of this presentation to
properly, and sometimes I spent hours trying to get past what would seem in retrospect to be the
smallest of details. For example, getting the page loading total underneath the green button to
in and out like the other three text labels (above, and to the left and right of the button). I didn't
keep exact records on that, but I remember it took me about three hours to get just that one text
label to function like the other three. (The first three were static text fields. The third was a
dynamic text field, which means the value gets updated during program execution, and that
kind of text field refused to behave in the same way the others did, simply refused, and to get
it to work, well, you would never be able to figure out how I did that.)
At any rate, this is the lesson. This is life. This is life!
Well, more precisely, this is life for those who want to actually do something productive and
with their time. This is how every project in the world goes. Who can predict how long
will take to do, when they have never done it before? Who can know what obstacles will be
Who can know how long it will take to overcome the obstacles? You can't know those things.
you begin a project, you simply have to follow through and face each challenge as it comes,
through them one at a time, and press forward.
And so, and this is the point I wanted to make. You can
sure that the people who are pressing for a time line to have things tied up into a nice little
Iraq, are simply living in a land of delusion, a land of complete impracticality. And this is the
when the framework of your project includes an opposing force that refuses to have the project
out successfully. Anyone who thinks a time line is appropriate, is simply operating out of the
well, how should I put this? The mind of a child perhaps, who thinks its feelings should trump
factor of practicality and responsibility?
May you pass every test.
Friday, April 6, 2007, 5:19 PM PDT||
Within the crystal sphere, the mind flies into the arms
And there we are embraced, and comforted, and refilled with life, even moment by moment.
things beautiful, flood, like many crystal waters, into the cup of consciousness.
May you pass every test.
Sean Prophet - Significant Revision
Thursday, April 5, 2007, 5:00 AM PDT||
Greetings from the land, indeed the paradise of one
After posting the first version of the Sean Prophet Info
I became totally absorbed into the project of trying to make the downloading experience more
those with slower connections. I have broken the presentation down into segments, and
configured the files to
download one at a time. For those with slower connections the presentation can be accessed
just the first of twelve segments. Also, I have included an important audio that will
loop during the
download process. So there is something very important there to listen to while you are waiting.
while I was at it, I added some additional background music to the main presentation. Also, I
some gold framed photos as background to each of the 56 pages of Sean's sermon. Sean is in
the photos. Of course, once the whole presentation is downloaded in its entirety, you will never
of the preloading functionality again, as the presentation will load from your browser cache.
Later on today, I will come back and tell you how much
I spent on this. I need to add up all the entries in my journal. I want to do that, because there is
May you pass every test.