Sunday, May 22, 2005, 11:51 PM PST

     The Altar of the Holy Grail is the most precious place to be. It is absolutely the single most precious place there is on the entire planet for any one of us, bar none. I was reminded of that again this evening. Of course, we are reminded about that very important fact every day when we enter the sanctuary, step before the altar, open our mouths, and our calls produce, yet again, that awe inspiring descent of the sacred fire into our temples, and yet again, our soul's are lifted into the region of the most precious paradise, of the most precious freedom. Yes, the reality of heaven descends into the earth, right there, and the soul, within that updraft, is lifted above the earth plane, and into the very presence of paradise.

     Now, it is true that the main focus of the Altar of the Holy Grail is located in King Arthur's Court at the Royal Teton Ranch. But every place where the Chart of the Presence is displayed, with the portrait of St. Germain to the right, and Jesus Christ to the left (as they are the elevator operators) and where lightbearers gather to offer their devotions, calls, and decrees for the victory of God's plan and purpose in their own lives, and the life of the nation, and the planet, there is the Altar of the Holy Grail as well, tended by Holy Angels.

     (I would remind you, that the Light would be more intense upon these Altars, each one, if those who gather there would cover up the ape face in the chart with a copy of the cover art of the Chela and the Path.)

     It represents a fact of life in this octave, that the forces of darkness conspire to help up forget about our experiences at the altar, and thus, our capacity to really appreciate the value of those altar experiences is limited, for all intents and purposes, to the time that we are actually in the midst of those experiences. In this regard, tomorrow is always a new day, with new burdens of astral effluvia to shoulder, and as we face our duty to return to the Altar anew, it is as if we had a case of total amnesia in regards to the central point that we are discussing here. Clearly, when its time for our decree work, there is no memory active within us, that tells us that we need to go get another dose of those precious experiences. No, little fingers of dark logic tug upon the fabric of our mind, even like a dark wind which has filled the sail, and pushes the little boat in every other direction, except towards the altar.

     The forces of darkness work overtime to inflict that amnesia upon us for the simple reason, that the only way they can defeat us, is to keep us away from the Altar. That's right. Keep the Child of God away from the Altar of the Holy Grail, and it is guaranteed that this soul will be left vulnerable, left open to all kinds of manipulation, which means, essentially, that it can be milked for all its worth, and will even return in another embodiment to be milked again, and so on, and on and on, as the ages roll by, as the soul becomes like the green leaf separated from the tree, eventually it will become totally dried up, and not a single aphid will pay it any heed anymore.

     And thus all future adeptship, is predicated on how adept we become in walking through that wall of forgetfulness which the forces of darkness erect anew every day, between us, and the Altar of the Holy Grail. I think some people haven't figured out how to actually walk through that wall, they push that wall through the door of the sanctuary by an act of shear will, and it yet stands in between them, and the light of the altar, even when they are standing right in front of the altar. And that of course will explain how the altar itself can be desecrated.

     Now, it is in this state of forgetfulness, that the great majority of students will approach the issue of altar desecration. When people hear how the Altar of the Holy Grail in King Arthur's Court was desecrated, they are not able to evaluate the implications of that news in the context of a clear memory of how special and precious is the Altar of the Holy Grail. I mean, they can visualize it, but in the unidimensional region of the human imagination, it appears no more important than their own kitchen. And the kitchen will appear to be more in need of defending. In other words, most people will tend to evaluate the subject of altar desecration juxtaposed to the false priorities which the astral plane is currently pressing upon their minds. Hey, the demons shout into your ear, this is no big deal! Get a life! You can see where that statement originated. Demons are always saying that to one another, for that is the only way they stay alive, i.e. they must get a life, i.e. your life.

     And because of this, we face a dilemma, when it comes to reaching that critical mass of realization in this organization that would finally demand that the principle of accountability be applied to those who are responsible for the desecration of the Altar of the Holy Grail in King Arthur's Court.

     For the record, I would state again, that Linda Worobec's performance of a Beatles tune on the Altar of the Holy Grail, in King Arthur's Court, on the evening of July 4, 2003, was an act of the most gross desecration imaginable. From Meriam-Webster's online, we have this two fold definition, which is the common sense of the matter.

1 : to violate the sanctity of : PROFANE 2 : to treat disrespectfully, irreverently, or outrageously

     In fact, and this is the truth, to hold the idea in one's mind, that this act of shear evil, was not a desecration, well, that idea is ludicrous. And thus, the leadership of this church collectively promotes this situation, in which they encourage the members to hold an idea in their mind that is ludicrous. That word ludicrous defines a conceptual quantity that is so far from the truth, that if one took a microscope to it, not one single of atom of lucidity could be identified. In other words, this is not even close to a half- truth. It is not even close to a quarter-truth. It is not even close to a one-eighth-truth, nor to a one-sixteenth-truth, nor to a one-thirty-second-truth, nor to a one-sixty-fourth truth, and so on. You can see where I am going. In the term ludicrous, there is no proportionality, in terms of error, juxtaposed to truth. The term ludicrous represents 100% pure error. Yes, it is a point of absolute blackness. Not an iota of light can shine through it.

     This absolute darkness originated in the mind of Linda Worobec first and foremost. All of the thoughts and motivations associated with the performance of a Beatles tune on the Altar of the Holy Grail originated out of mass of absolute darkness in her mind, in her feeling world. And when Linda Worobec says that this performance is not a desecration of the altar, that assertion springs from the same absolute darkness. And this is a darkness that the entire leadership is now promoting. Every person in leadership is promoting this absolute darkness. Think about this. If any member of this organization voices an opinion, a correct opinion, that Linda Worobec desecrated the Altar, what is the response of the leadership? The response will invariably be, "no, it was not a desecration." And thus, those who posture themselves before us as the leaders of lightbearers, allow their minds to be the instruments of the transmission of that absolute darkness.

     Now, their thinking has become so upside-down on this issue, that they will look at that assertion, that Linda Worobec desecrated the Altar, and they will call that assertion ludicrous! In other words, they will see the purest emerald green jewel of truth, presented to them on a pure golden pedestal, as a hateful thing to be mocked. People who cannot tell the difference between truth and error on such a fundamental level, are no longer servants of the Great White Brotherhood. In this respect, they have all been dishonorably discharged, yet they kept their uniforms, and they wear them in front of us, and we are supposed to believe they are still part of the legions of the Faithful and True. Well, that is hogwash. Really, it is fare fit only for those who will slurp up anything.

     And so, let every student examine the motivations that are behind the desire to swallow the party line. When the leadership dishes out darkness, what is it that would motivate the many to swallow it down and rub their tummies in contentment?

     In the mean time, I would ask all the members of this organization to contemplate this possibility, that those who can promote such darkness, ("Linda Worobec did not desecrate the Altar"), believing it to be the truth, will invariably get mixed up, when it comes to truth and darkness in other areas. Certainly, I hope you can see here, that we have a leadership team that is more adept at leading the congregation into greater darkness, than into the greater light.

     Let those who know their hearts are genuinely humble before God, and the truth, prepare themselves to rise into the offices that these individuals now hold, for the day is coming, sooner than anyone might expect, when all of the current office holders will be required to vacate the premises, and then the doors of opportunity will be thrown open for those who are still counted among the Faithful and True.

     May you pass every test!

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