During the summer of 2001, two incendiary
documents crossed my desk, neither of which (I thought at the time) could be safely ignored.
After long and careful consideration concerning what an appropriate response might be, I
decided to pour out upon them several bucket fulls of cold clear water dipped from the gurgling
streams that run off the mountain summit.
This paper grew out of the need to respond to the many
flocks of poison arrows that we have seen arcing their way in the direction of the Church
Headquarters over the spring and summer of 2001. While my primarily purpose was to lay
down a set of principles that would help our students understand why these flocks of arrows are
best batted out of the sky (in toto) the writing project grew into an important exposition on the
definition of attainment (as a backdrop against which the true nature of all poison arrows can
be discerned), and from there into the development of a blueprint for the God-Victory of the
organization as a whole, (a victory the Masters must have as a catalyst to pull the entire nation,
and the world, through the portal of divine opportunity, and into the radiant reality of St.
Germain's Great Golden Age). The paper runs about 34 printed pages (printed from your web
browser). The issue of poison arrows takes up the first 20% of the paper, observations on the
definition of attainment are dealt with in the next 40% of the paper, and the blueprint for the
God-Victory of the organization is dealt with in the remaining 40%.
The first of the two incendiary documents that I have
referred to is entitled "Presidential Expose". It examines what the paper's author deems to be
the corrupt nature of the past and present leadership of Church Universal and Triumphant
especially in regards to the alleged mishandling of former Church President Gilbert Cleirbaut's
organizational restructuring efforts. The proud author, who makes no effort to hide his own
presidential ambitions, is none other than Arie Abravanel, the President of the Montreal
(Canada) Teaching Center. The second of these documents, is a generally supportive response
to Abravanel's original entitled, "Short Mort and Tall Paul: Regarding Presidential Expose",
authored by Raymond Ziemkowski, a former member of the headquarter's staff who was
recently set free to row his own boat. It is my impression that both documents have been
widely circulated via email throughout the Ascended Master student community. I am
concerned that many students new to the path will tend to confuse the quality of forcefulness
contained in these two documents, with the quality of veracity. That would be a significant
error carrying with it destructive consequences. I have taken the time to respond primarily for
the purpose of dispelling that potential error.
If the reader has not yet examined these documents,
links are provided here for your convenience:
Let me begin by saying, that it has always been true,
and so it is in this case, that people get the leaders they deserve. This is true in all departments
of life, whether it be the family unit, at work, in the local community, in the state and national
governments, or in the church to which they belong. The relationship between the leaders and
the followers is always characterized by a complex karmic equation that no amount of ranting
and raving can change. And in regards to this karmic equation, it is invariably the case that
leadership will always reflect back to the rank and file the electronic belt substance they
have refused to face and conquer in themselves. Therefore, the only way to get
meaningful change in the leadership is to bring about meaningful change in yourself, and
within the rank and file membership of the church.
Keep in mind that only perfect people get
perfect leaders. This is the fundamental maxim of leader/follower relationships.
When I assert that people get the leaders they deserve,
I mean this in the most positive sense, whether the leaders heap great blessings upon the
followers, or painful lessons. In other words, God's children truly deserve to receive
the blessings associated with the good deeds they accomplished in the past. And, in many
situations, these blessings can be delivered to the people through their leaders. But the people
also truly deserve to reap the consequences for past misdeeds, in the form of lessons
and tests, which may be, in many situations, delivered to the people through their leadership as
well. Lessons and tests delivered in this manner should never be considered as punishments,
but rather as great blessings, for in this manner the precious though misguided souls which
comprise the rank and file membership of any nation, state, or organization, are given the
opportunity to transcend the electronic belt substance which continues to operate as the
hatching medium for all errors of thought and misguided action.
What this boils down to is this: If student Abravanel
and student Ziemkowski are seeing "cowardice" in the church leadership, they are seeing the
cowardice that they themselves exhibit in facing down their own dweller substance. If they are
seeing "deceit" in the church leadership, they are seeing the deceit they are practicing on
themselves, in their own temples, telling themselves how advanced they are on the path, when
the fact of the matter is, they have not yet mastered even the ABC's the Masters teach the
infant angels in heaven's kindergarten. If they are seeing "pride" and "arrogance" in the
actions and behavior of the church leadership, they are seeing the pride and arrogance of their
own dweller which has them believing that their current state of consciousness is acceptable in
the sight of God.
If Abravanel and Ziemkowski are seeing "shrouds of
deception", if they are seeing "pivotal deceptions", if they are seeing "sabotage", if they are
seeing "compromise", if they are seeing "betrayal", if they are seeing a "strain of serpent-like
behavior ... dissimulation, duplicity, spin-doctoring, prevarication, conniving, cunning
Machiavellian political maneuvering, non-accountability and spiritual competitiveness" in the
church leadership, they are simply looking in a mirror at your own electronic belt substance.
And what Abravanel and Ziemkowski seem to miss is
the fact that they are continuing to allow all of these things to be practiced by their own dweller
within their own temple upon their own emerging Christ Identity. It is fair to say that they
have, so far, refused to confront and cut off those dark tentacles of malintent that sprout from
their own electronic belt, to strangle, to suffocate, and to otherwise stamp out the image of the
Christ Child whenever it begins to appear within their own hearts and minds.
(The term "carnal mind" or "carnal nature" are used
interchangeably hereafter to indicate a situation in which the memory, mind, and feeling world
are aligned to the patterns of error and imperfection stored in the electronic belt.)
While it may not be the conscious intent of Abravanel
and Ziemkowski to assassinate the character of the church leadership, this is always the
standard operating procedure of the carnal mind. We need to understand that the Universal
Christ represents the Archetypal Leader, with which the carnal mind is at constant war. There
are no peace treaties in this war. There are no truces in this war. There are no cease-fires in
this war. The only way that true peace can be brought to the inner battle field is for the soul to
call forth the Power of God to consume the carnal nature. If the soul has not entered into this
internal battle on behalf of God's Will, and does not stand the victor on the battle field in the
name of the Christ (the all powerful Light), then the carnal nature will stand the victor. It's
going to be either one or the other. If the soul refuses to claim the victory, the carnal nature
will claim it, not simply by default, but by virtue of the fact that it has succeeded (yet again) in
suppressing the divine aspirations of the soul. And when the carnal nature looms victorious
over the internal battlefield, having trampled the soul into a submissive doormat, its natural
inclination, then, is to reach out and tear down outer-world leaders as well, for they represent
the Christ symbolically. Internally, the carnal mind is a complex cauldron of doubt and
mistrust in the veracity of the Christ, and this doubt and mistrust is transferred to anyone in a
position of authority. The natural inclination of the carnal nature is to extend those doubts
outward, to cast dispersions, to debase, to discredit, and to find faults, in this case in those who
hold positions of authority in our church. And because human leaders will never be perfect,
faults will invariably be found, and no matter what the real or imagined magnitude of the fault
might be, the carnal mind will magnify it into a capital offense. If human history has taught us
any single thing about the carnal mind, it has taught us that if the carnal mind can be said to be
a master of anything, it would be, indisputably, the master of making mountains out of
molehills. Abravanel and Ziemkowski have added yet another chapter to this age-old historical
lesson.
Let me be as clear as I can be. If the effort the student
is making on the path of initiation is genuinely paying off in terms of inner achievement, inner
attainment, inner enlightenment, then it would be impossible for that student to create such a
document as the "Presidential Expose", or to create a document that would in any way agree
with it, filled as it is, and as both documents are, with a myriad of poison darts directed at
assassinating the character of these poor souls (the church leaders) who have been unfortunate
enough to fall under the cross-hairs of Abravanel and Ziemkowski's carnal mind.
I can reach the forgoing conclusion with considerable
certainty, because I know that the inner Light the soul can contact on this path, (when and if the
soul genuinely succeeds in making contact with it), will completely transcend any state of
concern over the real or imagined imperfections manifested by those in any leadership position.
In other words, the abstract idea that the soul can make contact with the Light has no
transcendent power in and of itself, a fact that is amply illustrated by the state of consciousness
manifested by Mr. Abravanel and Mr. Ziemkowski. It is the actual contact, the actual point of
integration with the Light, no matter how fleeting, that (A) allows the consciousness of the soul
to expand out into vast regions of God's infinite goodness and beauty, and (B) that carries with
it the power of transcendence, which is in itself, the experience of victory over carnal
limitations. In this, we are talking about the experience of being the Victor on the inner
battlefield. We are talking about experiencing first hand the (incremental) demise of the carnal
nature. For the soul that has learned how to enter into a state of communion with the Light on
a daily basis, the path (that leads every soul to that communion, and to that victory) is
everything. Contact with the Light is everything. Against the backdrop of this awesome
divine experience, real or imagined human imperfections are nothing. Real or imagined
missteps are nothing. Real or imagined stumblings are nothing.
For all of us, life on the path is an ongoing wrestling
match with the dweller, i.e. the untransmuted electronic belt substance, whether it be our own,
or another's, or the collective electronic belt substance of the organization, the community, the
state, the nation, or the world. At any particular point in time, one or another of these dwellers
might have crowned itself king of the mountain, and give the appearance as though it were in a
winning position. At another point in time, the divine soul might be on top and it will appear
that its winning, that it's the victor. And these positions of victory and defeat will change back
and forth over the course of time until the day arrives when the soul has become fused
with the power of its Christ Identity, and can therefore be put down no more. And therefore,
what matters most, regardless of the topsy turvy drama of the ongoing struggle, is who wins in
the end.
Those who have made contact with the Light know
that the Light has the power to make each soul the ultimate victor, the permanent
victor, (if the soul doesn't quit) regardless of the number of times the soul is thrown face down
on the mat before that day. Therefore, we cannot help but see the leadership of this church in
that Light. Those who have tasted of this victory root for this victory in all members of this
community, and especially those who hold leadership positions.
But to the church leadership, we must extend a more
than an ordinary amount of mercy because of the much heavier burdens of responsibility they
carry. The church leadership must not only engage in the internal wrestling match with
various dimensions of the dweller each day, as we all must do, they must also, unlike the rest of
us, engage in direct confrontations with the electronic belt beasties that peeved students release
into the leader's offices on occasions too numerous to allow patience to rest easy, something
that is not within the daily experience of most of the members of this organization, which
makes it a particularly odious, but little appreciated fact. But that's not the half of it. In the
midst of the chaos, disorganization, and din of this inner battlefield, (a dimension of life that is
unique to those who walk the path of initiation), heaped upon the shoulders of the leadership in
particular are the additional burdens associated with the responsibilities of the offices they
occupy. These responsibilities require the juggling of an amazing array of important and
difficult issues, and this juggling act must take place at the very same time they are dodging
and weaving around the tenacious thrusts of the inner enemy. When it happens that the dweller
gets a firm hold, grabs their ankles and throws them face down on the mat, they are going to
drop some balls. But so what? The scene may look somewhat cluttered for a while, but they
will get up again, do their best to tidy up, and they will keep on keeping on. When they get up
after a fall, look to see if they are still holding high the banner of victory for this Teaching, and
this Church, and this Community. If they are, that's what counts the most.
But, in the final analysis, the destiny of this
organization will not be determined by either the right actions or the misguided actions
of the leadership. This shouldn't be any great surprise to anyone. Far more important in this
regard will be the quality of the actions taken individually by each member of this
organization. And perhaps this is the most important meaning of the term "restructuring". It
could be reasonably argued that the Ascended Masters are far less interested in the
restructuring of the organization per se, than they are interested in the restructuring of our
thought processes, especially those thought processes that invest too much emphasis, too much
reliance on what the leadership is doing, and not enough emphasis, not enough reliance on what
the membership is doing.
Both Abravanel and Ziemkowski are putting far too
much emphasis on what the leadership is, or isn't doing, when the fact of the matter is, it is the
membership's personal relationship with the Masters that counts the most, and it is this,
primarily, that will determine the future of this organization. It is not the (embodied)
leadership of this church that leads the children of God up the mountain of inner attainment, it
is the Masters who do that, and as long as the Teachings are available to the membership, the
leadership cannot impact that relationship in the least.
Of course, if Abravanel and Ziemkowski could show
that a certain action of the church leadership has actually thrown a stumbling block in between
the student and the Master, then they would have a valid point to raise. But I have not heard
that particular accusation leveled by either of these two individuals, and for good reason. The
relationship between the student and the Master is forged at the altar in service. And I am hard
pressed to imagine how the leadership of the church could impact that service in any way.
Even if the leadership kicked a person clean out of this church, the student could still maintain
the vigil with the Masters at the altar in their own home, and that student, if he or she remains
faithful, will be led up the mountain of attainment, notwithstanding what the leadership is
doing or is not doing.
And this is the crux of the matter. It is the
attainment of the student which is the central issue when it comes to placing the
actions of the leadership of this church in the proper perspective. And it is also the central
issue when it comes to evaluating the veracity of the accusations leveled at the leadership by
student Abravanel and student Ziemkowski.
And therefore, to anchor this all-important
perspective, it is important for us to look closely at exactly what is meant by the phrase
"attainment of the student". If our perspective of the Church leadership is to be imbued with
the qualities of balance, depth, practicality, and concreteness, then our understanding of the
term "student attainment" must be imbued with equal or greater levels of balance, depth,
practicality, and concreteness.
And in this specific regard, I must point out that the
negatively charged words that Mr. Abravanel and Mr. Ziemkowski have used to characterize
the actions of the leadership of this church mar the Radiance of God's Glory. And what I mean
by this will become more clear as this analysis unfolds. And the fact that they have used these
negatively words is clear enough evidence that the Masters have yet to reveal to either
Abravanel and Ziemkowski the Reality of that Glory. This is clear enough from the fact that
(A) Once that Radiance enters into the awareness of the student, the student becomes
quite meticulous in his efforts not to mar it, and (B) Within the two documents under
consideration here, there is no evidence of any effort to be meticulous in this regard. And if
Mr. Abravanel and Mr. Ziemkowski have been on the path for many years, they ought to
consider the why and the wherefore of that particular fact. Therefore, in light of the apparent
deficiency in the revelatory foundation of their experience on the path thus far, they ought to be
keenly interested in identifying what it is that they are hanging onto in terms of their synthetic
identity, i.e. what portion of their electronic belt substance are they refusing to surrender, a
refusal that has apparently forced the Masters to withhold these fundamental revelations? Is it
as simple as their time in service before the altar? Whatever it is, this point of recalcitrance
leaves the Masters with few options, other than to hold in abeyance the jewels of attainment
which are held for student Abravanel and student Ziemkowski, as they are for all students, in
their own personalized treasure chests, in this case, one carrying a golden name plate etched
with the word "Abravanel" (or its heavenly equivalent) and another carrying a golden name
plate etched with the word "Ziemkowski" (or its heavenly equivalent).
The central issue of student attainment, then, deals
with the progress the student is making in drawing forth from the Master the revelation of
God's Glory, and subsequently, the determination to do the work necessary to anchor and retain
an awareness of that Glory.
In this regard, the fact of attainment has two
fundamental dimensions. On the one hand, attainment equals the fabric of being consciously
attuned to a specific God Quality. On the other hand, attainment equals the determination and
effort to achieve the condition of constancy in regards to such an attunement. But we can be far
more specific than this.
The first and most basic sign of attainment on the path
of initiation is represented by the reception of the divine knowledge that God deserves
our utmost respect, highest esteem, highest honor, and deepest appreciation. This
knowledge is always accompanied by a vision of one or another of God's Glorious attributes,
all of which would come under the general heading of "God's Glory." It is this vision, given
by the Master to the student, of this God Quality, which, as it penetrates to the very depths of
the soul, gives birth within the soul to the determination to bring itself fully into
conformity with this most basic and fundamental truth.
The fact that God deserves our utmost respect,
highest esteem, highest honor, and deepest appreciation, not in fleeting moments of lucidity,
but
constantly, without ceasing, and with the greatest passion 24 hours a day, is the single most
basic and fundamental truth in the entire universe.
Even though this knowledge and this vision is
extended to the soul by virtue of the wisdom, vision, and power associated with the Master's
ascended state, in order to register it, the student must have previously done enough clearance
work that will enable the chakras to register that knowledge. All seven chakras must be able to
work together as a seven-fold system of divine cognition to register the reality of God's
deserving nature. This requires some level of cleansing, transmutation, and healing, i.e
restoration of the divine blueprint at all seven levels. At minimum this requires a daily
devotion to the violet flame over a period of years, and obedience to other basic requirements
that the Masters have set forth, not the least of which is the giving of your daily calls to
Archangel Michael (10.00), Judgment calls (20.07) and Dweller calls (20.09).
When this divine knowledge is received, the student
will immediately begin making the effort to bring its four lower bodies into alignment with it,
which is a formidable task, and one that is not accomplished overnight, and one that does not
produce an overabundance of success at the onset. The task of directly confronting, and prying
up the old planks of self-centeredness, and establishing in their place the new floor boards of
God-Centeredness, is the most difficult work the soul will ever engage in. In fact, sometimes
it feels like you're trying to a run a race without any legs. The futility of it is oftentimes
overwhelming. But this is not a signal to give up, but rather to increase your determination.
The few golden drops of success that are metered out to the soul in response to the soul's effort
in this regard, in terms of brief periods of absorption into the flames of respect, esteem, honor,
and appreciation unto God, gradually, and over time, tutor the soul in the various dimensions of
this divine reality.
And thus the quality of respect, esteem, honor, and
appreciation unto God becomes the lense through which life in general is perceived, and by
which the subject of attainment is forever after defined, but not in a fuzzy, wishy-washy, or an
abstract manner, but in terms ever more concrete, meaningful, and systematic, allowing the
circle of comprehension to spread out widely throughout all cultures, nations, and continents.
Looking at the subject of student attainment
in a more systematic manner then, we see that there are at least nine (9) distinct subcategories
of experience that are identifiable and distinguishable one from the other, as follows:
1. First and foremost is obedience to the Teaching, especially in regards to the
requirement to come before the Altar of the Holy Grail on a daily basis to offer
decrees for the intercession of the Ascended Hosts in the affairs of the student, in the affairs of
the organization, and in the affairs of all people in all nations. All real attainment is built on
this foundation. As a matter of fact all additional layers of attainment can only be built upon
the genuine desire to increase one's effectiveness in our use of the science of the spoken word.
2. Secondly, within the context of one's service before the altar, experiencing, daily and
consistently, the appearance of the power of the Sacred Fire, and the coincident defeat of the
carnal nature. In other words, the soul must come face to face with the inertia of its own
electronic belt substance each day, invoke the power of the sacred fire, and receive from the
hand of God (via the Master) the first hand experience of the consuming of that inertia, and the
subsequent and immediate deliverance of the soul into that universal region of sacred fire
freedom.
3. Over time, many things are revealed to the soul within the inflow of the sacred fire
during such service, all of which are directed to the important task of sweeping away all
remaining vestiges of error concerning the soul's unworthiness to meet God face to face, and
all of which, when taken together, form the next foundation layer for the quintessential vision
to come.
4. Once this additional foundation layer is established, the Master gives to the soul the
vision of God's deserving nature. This is a vision of God's Glory just comprehensive enough
(and no more) to embed within the soul the immutable divine conclusion that God deserves the
soul's utmost respect, highest esteem, highest honor, and deepest appreciation at all times
and under all circumstances. The unascended soul cannot acquire this vision on its own
power. It is not available to the soul in the context of material world perceptions. It must be
given to the soul by the Master.
5. Next, as a natural response to this vision, the soul will experience a degree of absorption
into the flame of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation, all of which are directed unto God.
This represents a preliminary level of absorption into the outer precincts of the flame of
adoration which is another word for the flame of freedom. In this, and for the first time, God is
experienced as the center of the soul's life.
6. Then, as a natural response to the beauty of this two-fold experience (encompassed by
items 4 and 5 above, i.e. vision of God's deserving nature, and absorption into the flame of
respect), and as a matter of personal integrity and honor, a great determination wells
up within the soul to hold that posture of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation at all times
and under all circumstances. Nothing could be more clear to the soul than this, that the posture
of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God represents the most fundamental
characteristic of all divine life to come.
7. And here is where the rubber actually comes into contact with the road of Life. The
posture of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation, must be regained each day. The soul
awakes from its daily period of rest aligned once again to the geometry of insensitivity and
inertia represented by its own electronic belt substance, and that of the surrounding astral
plane. And thus begins the daily experience of confronting the dark inertia of the (personal and
collective) untransmuted self in terms of its blatant, intransigent, and stubborn refusal to come
into alignment with this most basic, universal, (and glorious) truth concerning God's deserving
nature.
8. Then comes the effort itself, to overcome that stubborn inertia, specifically the attempt
to hold the posture of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation for extended periods of time.
This effort is made first within the mental body during the giving of dynamic decrees at the
Altar of the Holy Grail. This is the only venue within which the soul has any hope of
successfully anchoring the divine geometry associated with the postures of respect, esteem,
honor, and appreciation unto God. The soul must have the supporting electronic presence of
the Master to augment its effort to reconnect to the original vision in this regard. And that
electronic presence, and the avenue of attunement associated with it, is only there in sufficient
strength in the course of the dynamic decree. Of course, in its quest for 24 hour constancy in
the holding of this posture, the soul must learn to make this effort in all areas of its life,
including those areas of life which are lived apart from the altar. But the level of success the
soul attains in holding that posture in these peripheral areas depends on the level of success the
soul first attains in this regard at the altar. If there is no success in holding that posture at the
altar, there is no possibility of success in holding that posture in these peripheral areas.
9. And finally comes the daily experience of victory in regards to this very specific area,
wherein the effort to hold that posture against all manner of resistance and distraction, results
in the soul moving beyond the general mental and emotional ambiance associated with its
current life circumstance, whether that is positive or negative, and into an inner region of
divine freedom, which is specifically defined as the soul being free to extend unto God the
respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation that God so richly deserves, which amounts to brief
periods of actual absorption into that region of freedom, and into the flame of respect, wherein
the heart center begins to come into view, and wherein, the soul is taken into that
special region of experience from whence huge hugs unto God well up and blossom out from
the inner well spring of the soul's real divine identity. Thereafter, on the horizon of awareness
appears the prospect of actual contact with the flame of love itself, for love is not such a great
leap once the soul stands firmly on the very threshold of adoration and freedom.
And thus the soul begins to reside, for briefs moments
during each day in these glorious and shining regions of divine freedom. And again, it is very
important to understand what I mean by freedom. The soul is set free to see what is, to
see the glory of God, and to see clearly that God truly deserves, in such an eminent and
profound manner, the most monumental expressions of our respect, esteem, honor, and
appreciation. But not only that. The soul is set free to actually pour unto God the respect,
esteem, honor, and appreciation that God so richly deserves. Here the soul merges for brief
moments into the fabric of reality, of real divine life in its most essential nature. In that region
of divine freedom (where all currents of awareness are merged with the currents of respect
which flow towards a single, but infinite, point of focus, which is God) all material plane
considerations are pushed into the back ground. What stands in the foreground, in a manner
unchallengeable, is this all important goal of full seamless absorption into the flames of
respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God. From this vantage point the soul sees
clearly that this is the foundation for all subsequent attainment, and moreover, that the soul
cannot enter into the regions of divine reality by any other path.
The fundamental nature of this posture of respect,
esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God cannot be over emphasized.
For what is the basis of the Christ Consciousness
itself, i.e. the consciousness of the Son of God, if it is not a clear recognition of God's
glory, and the determination to extend unto God, at all times, and under all circumstances, the
respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation that God so richly deserves? And what could be more
basic to the desire nature of the Son of God than the longing to lead and to shepherd God's
children into that very same region of perception? Real life is seeing the reality of
God. Real life is burning with the qualities of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation,
qualities which the vision of God-Reality naturally evokes. This posture of respect, esteem,
honor, and appreciation unto God is the very foundation of the Christ Consciousness. The soul
cannot become fused to other regions of the Christ Consciousness without first becoming fully
absorbed into, and fused with that most basic and fundamental vibrational foundation.
Moreover, this is the most basic and fundamental
quality of the Ascended Master Consciousness as well. The Elohim, the Archangels, the
Angels, and our own Ascended Master brothers and sisters live in a state of constant reverence
before the Glory of God. They never leave it. Everything they think, everything they do, is
conceived within a womb of reverence before God's Glory. And what could be more fitting
than this, that the first sign of attainment for the student on the path of the
Ascension, would be the appearance of this determination to anchor this most basic and
fundamental quality of the Ascended Master Consciousness, i.e. the determination to be the
electrode of the respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation that God so richly deserves?
Even when you brush up, ever so slightly, against the
flame of respect, you are put into contact with the most glorious panorama of God's beauty.
Here is the freedom associated with the infinite reaches of God's being.
There is so much glorious freedom associated with the
absorption of the soul into this quality of respect, that there emerges within the soul, naturally
and automatically, the desire to lead other souls to this same fount of freedom. The attention is
lifted from the handicraft mindset of human existence, into a real sense of participation in the
grand procession of souls through the golden gates of the heavenly city.
And it definitely becomes a high priority to craft your
expressions in such a manner, that every time you speak, that at least one additional thread of
respect can be added to the listener's conception of God. Perhaps the verbal equivalent of
holding up a picture of Yosemite Valley every time you open your mouth.
As you sit quietly in the center of your temple, this
awareness allows you to more keenly recognize the wonderful nature of the temple God has
created for you, yet, at the same time, you are clearly aware that your being is simply not
radiating unto God the respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation he deserves, and you are
determined to remedy that. You are determined to make whatever changes are necessary to
become truly alive in this most basic and fundamental way.
Consider for a moment that God is
responsible for providing 100 percent of the energy systems that comprise your current life
opportunity. Consider this as deeply as you possibly can. Then consider how much of your
being is devoted to extending unto God the appreciation he deserves. There is quite an amazing
deficit to resolve in every case. But this deficit can be resolved, and it can be resolved in this
life.
Consider for a moment simply the unfathomable
complexity of eyesight that all of us are far too prone to take for granted. Consider the vision
of the most mundane of scenes, for example, prairie grasses waving under a slight breeze under
a cloudless blue sky, and how waves of light from the sun, after having traveled millions of
miles through the vacuum of outer space, manage to reflect off a dizzying array of non-linear
surfaces, bouncing into the surrounding air, and traveling through the intervening space, to
converge on the lense of each of our eyes, wherein, the photons stream through, and charge
across the interior of the eyeball, and strike the living cells on the rear wall, producing the
nerve impulses that allow a visual picture to be created within the brain which the soul can
experience as a perfectly ordered, colorful, reality. How does God do that? How does God
make that happen? What keeps the photons that bounce off one blade of grass from getting all
mixed up with the photons that bounce off another blade of grass? What keeps all of those
photons from colliding with each other and producing a kaleidoscope of chaos in our brains?
The depth of God's ordering influence is awe inspiring. Not only do all the photons arrive at
the eye in an orderly manner, the color information they carry, in terms of their vibratory wave
length, is perfectly preserved as well. In this respect, the light from the sun is a wonder to
behold, being like unto a painter's pallette, consisting of a rainbow of colors, with the atomic
structure of each material object designed to absorb all but the precise, color, hue and intensity,
that nature desires to reflect to the human eye. What an amazing synthesis of macro-cosmic
and microscopic functionality. There isn't any question about it. The wonder of God's
creation is within the mechanism of our very own eyesight, yet we are not attuned to
the wonder of this simple fact 99.999% of the time. Why? Why are we so dense? Why are we
so consistently incapable of appreciating what is before (and inside) our very own eyes?
Part of the definition of attainment then, has to be the
attainment of the realization of one's own deficiency in terms of meeting this cosmic and
universal standard of behavior, i.e. constant appreciation before the glory of God. But this
realization of deficiency does not stand by itself, but is balanced by a realization of the cosmic
behavior standard. In other words, it is impossible to get depressed over our obvious
deficiencies because, we are given a vision of God's comprehensive, omnipresent providence.
The experience evoked thereby, of the flames of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation,
ignited within the very flesh and fabric of one's own identity, not only gives birth to the desire
to fulfill the cosmic behavior standard in a manner that is consistent and seamless, but at the
same time impregnates the soul with a buoyant hope, for the soul understands, that what it has
seen in special moments of insight, it can learn to gaze upon perpetually. And the soul
understands that what it has experienced in special moments of attunement, it can learn to
attune to permanently. That's our destiny.
These qualities, of respect, of esteem, of honor, and of
appreciation, unto God, are the four foundation elements of love. Take note of this. You
cannot get to the quality, to the power, of Love, (at will), without first anchoring these
foundation elements.
Sure, the Masters can reveal the Power of Love to any
student at any time. And they have, and they will continue to do so, for this is part of the
process of setting the student free from the often deeply ingrained patterns of unworthiness.
But you will note that those revelations of Love are inspiring and uplifting (in direct
experiential terms) only for a limited period of time, that as the hours march on we inevitably
sink back into the net average vibration of our own individual electronic belt substance with its
attendant density and inertia. And therefore, these visions of Love which the Masters give us,
while they represent grace, encouragement, and even the incremental raising of our vibrational
state, which is an important part of the process of building the foundation for personal
attainment, they do not, by themselves, equal personal attainment.
When we are talking about personal attainment, we are
talking about the conscious anchoring by the student of a particular God-Quality, and
the ongoing effort made by the student to anchor and hold an awareness of that God-Quality in
all the areas of its life. In this regard, personal attainment must equal the personal decision,
effort, and ability, to move out of a condition of electronic belt inertia, and into the freedom of
a particular God quality, in this case, being carried into a direct awareness of the deserving
nature of God on the very waves of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation, qualities which
actually radiate out from the very fabric of the soul's life.
Many people talk about love. But such talk can
represent no more than a reference to a hollow abstraction unless the soul has made the effort
to take command of its four lower bodies, and has consecrated the energies thereof to the
universal stream of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation, which flows unto God from
countless hearts throughout the vast expanse of infinite universes.
The ultimate goal of course is to be able to attune to
the reality of the heart center at will, but this cannot be accomplished until the soul has
made a Herculean effort to bring the mental body, the emotional body, the etheric body, and the
physical body, into alignment with the flames of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto
God. In other words, it is impossible for the soul to enter into the reality of the heart center
at will, if the soul cannot bring itself, and hold itself, at will, in the posture of
respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God.
Changing a block of ice into a cloud of steam is not a
one step process. Once water has become ice, on its way to becoming steam, it must become
water again, it must enter the state of fluidity, and its temperature must then be raised to the
boiling point. Only then can the power of steam (love) be harvested from the process.
I AM, I AM, I AM the Fire Breath of God
From the heart of beloved Alpha and Omega.
This day I AM the Immaculate Concept
In expression everywhere I move.
Now I AM full of Joy,
For now I AM the full expression of
Divine Love.
The love that this popular decree talks about cannot
exist within the consciousness of the soul unless it is framed by a powerful and
irrepressible momentum of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God.
Overlooking respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation is like a rose overlooking the need for a
stem, a branch, a root system, and for the nourishment that mother earth herself provides.
Therefore, for a soul that has finally entered, after so
many lifetimes of preparation, into this kindergarten program (where it is just beginning to
learn to hold the posture of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation before God's glory), it
becomes very important that whatever is said to another, that those words will carry the
qualities of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation which the speaker himself is, in actuality,
learning to feel towards the Creator, for it is the transmission of these qualities that will ensure
that the soul of the listener will be fused to the path more solidly, and this is extremely
important, for it is God's great hope to deliver every soul to that place on the path where his
Glory can be revealed to that soul on a daily basis.
Needless to say, that within the two incendiary
documents under discussion here, there is no evidence of this most basic level of attainment.
And when I say "basic" I mean basic. There is nothing more basic than the ability to
recognize the all inclusive role God plays in the original creation of our souls, and in the
ongoing support of our opportunity to be alive. There is nothing more basic than the ability to
feel grateful perpetually for the gifts of life God pours out to us constantly. Yet the chakras of
most people are so clogged with effluvia that there is no possibility of regaining these most
basic faculties of vision, sensitivity, and feeling, without entering into a long term program of
cleansing, healing, and transformation. That of course is what the path of initiation is for, a
path that student Abravanel and student Ziemkowski purport to honor.
And therefore, because the two incendiary documents
authored by student Abravanel or student Ziemkowski, respectively, show no evidence of this
most basic level of attainment, there is no other option left open before us but to conclude that
the negative expressions contained within these documents, could only be generated out of that
side of Mr. Abravanel's and Mr. Ziemkowski's psychology which still identifies with the
dweller, i.e. the electronic belt substance, and not that side of their psychology that identities
with their Christ Identity. And we can say this with confidence, because we know that the
basics of the Christ Identity are common to all Sons and Daughters of God. In other words, no
poison darts will spew out of the mouth of that student who has anchored this most basic jewel
of Christ Attainment, represented by the posture of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation
before the glory of God.
If either Mr. Abravanel and Mr. Ziemkowski have the
capacity to be honest with themselves, I would suggest that they bring this quality (honesty) to
the forefront of their lives at this time, and simply look into the depth of their souls and
inventory the visions of God's glory which the Masters have given them in the course of their
service on the path of initiation. Is there present within that inventory a vision that
communicates how much God deserves to be respected, esteemed, honored, and appreciated? I
am quite sure that it does not, for that vision is given only to those souls who have proven, by
the passing of previous tests, that they will run with the torch, and not allow it to be dropped
into the dirt and trampled by the carnal nature. Has the soul given evidence that it understands
what the carnal nature is? Has the soul given evidence that it will persistently use the tools the
Masters have provided for the consuming of that carnal nature? If so, the torch is passed, and
not before.
But for the sake of discussion, let's suppose I am in
error on this point, and that Mr. Abravanel and Mr. Ziemkowski can identify such a vision in
their inventory. Even given this point of departure, I would still have to observe that if anyone
has in their possession such a vision, they would naturally spend a significant amount of time
developing a center of determination in regards to holding that vision, and that center of
determination would have served as an impenetrable barrier to the release of the flock of
poison darts which we find in these two incendiary documents. But we see that the flock of
poison darts was released anyway, and from that we can deduce that there is no barrier, and
thus no effort made previously to build such a barrier, and therefore, no vision.
Here is an everyday example of how this works: I was sitting on the family
room coffee table watching the U.S. Open Tennis match on a Sunday evening in early
September 2001. I love to watch tennis. Especially the U.S. Open. The T.V. screen is about
four feet away from my face. I am sitting as close to the T.V. as the position of the furniture
will allow. I have earphones on. I am totally absorbed in the play. This was turning out to be
a really exceptional match and it was getting into some very interesting play right about the
point where a family member decides that now is a good time to go through a stack of
newspapers that are sitting on the coffee table to my right. She pulls up a chair, sits down, and
proceeds to go through the newspapers, trying to decide which ones to keep, and which ones to
throw away, and this process produces not only the distracting noise associated with the
crinkling and crackling sound that newspapers make when they are unfolded, laid out, and
folded back up again, but it also includes questions to me concerning whether this particular
article might or might not be of interest to me. Of course this is a major distraction from the
tennis match. But this is also just another occurrence of a behavior pattern of very long
standing. Whenever I get really interested in something on the television set, this family
member will decide that this is the best time to distract me. And the dweller of irritation,
composed largely of the thought and feeling memory of the numerous times this has happened
in the past, is right there commenting, as it were, on the insensitivity of this family member,
and pushing me to say something that will reveal to her the deficiency in her character in this
regard, a statement that will hopefully put a stop to the infernal noise and the interruptions.
But this time, instead of saying something sharply charged with irritation, I am running the
memory tape that is telling me how much God deserves my utmost respect and highest esteem.
And when the memory tape starts, the most important goal in the moment becomes the simple
act of repeating this over and over in my mind, i.e. that God deserves my utmost respect and
highest esteem at all times and under all circumstances. And lo, because of the transcendent
power of this truth, we find that this has become more important than the tennis match!
Wherein, the sense of irritation vanished. The activity of this family member had forced me
into a position where I had to think about what was really important, and while I was thinking
about that, I could also think about how much this family member deserved my respect and
esteem as well. The incident passed without any negative words coming out of my mouth, but
rather with a sense of satisfaction that we were successful in making contact with a real divine
priority.
Here is a very simple procedure to test the veracity of
the foregoing observation. If anyone's inventory contains such a vision, the most cursory
inventory of the 86,400 seconds that comprise each 24 hour period, would show a substantial
number of these devoted to the Herculean task of consciously extending unto God the
respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation he deserves. If the vision is not there, this inventory
will return a value of close to zero. If the vision is there, the inventory will return a value
easily in the thousands. Mr. Abravanel's and Mr. Ziemkowski's inventory in this respect will
return a value close to zero.
Moreover, each poison dart, i.e. each negatively
charged word placed within these two documents can be clearly traced to distinct regions of
untransmuted energy within the electronic belts of Mr. Abravanel and Mr. Ziemkowski. It is
these regions of untransmuted energy which represent the most prominent internal points of
opposition they face to coming into alignment with the flames of respect, esteem, honor, and
appreciation unto God. In this we come full circle, and return to the thesis advanced at the
onset of this paper. The odious qualities they see in the church leadership, are the very same
qualities they harbor in their own electronic belt which blocks and opposes their own
advancement on the path, barring them from reaching even this most rudimentary milestone.
It is my sincere hope that this simple analysis will
substantially reduce the level of false confidence that Mr. Abravanel and Mr. Ziemkowski
place in the veracity of their attempts to tear down those who lead this organization, and
perhaps to utterly disabuse them of the false belief that those expressions represent an
expression of their higher identity. Those expressions do not represent an expression of their
higher identity, and the contents of those documents ought to be set aside for that reason. Mr.
Abravanel and Mr. Ziemkowski, Move on. Determine to do more violet flame decrees every
day, and perhaps more repetitions of the 20.09 Dweller call each day, instead of spending your
time ranting and raving at the leadership.
The Gilbert Cleirbaut episode is over. What weird
tangle of karmic interplay resulted in Cleirbaut's resignation is irrelevant. We've seen weird
tangles of karmic interplay before that, and we will see it again. What is relevant is the
question of whether this ship has the forward momentum necessary to cut through the waves
and the storms of unreality and to eventually arrive in port without being sunk during the long
voyage. In this regard, what is clearly relevant is the devotion of the membership to the
Teachings, and the extent to which the membership practices those Teachings, and the extent to
which the membership is transformed by their ongoing service before the Altar of the Holy
Grail, whether that altar is located at the ranch, a teaching center, study group, or in their own
home.
The path is all about becoming enamored of God. God
is the center of all life in every respect whether we are aware if it or not. The goal is to become
aware of it. That is what the path is all about. The goal is to have our awareness mirror the
cosmic order wherein God is the constant object of our respect, esteem, honor, and
appreciation. True harmony in our outer relationships can only come about when the respect,
esteem, honor, and appreciation we genuinely feel towards God, is reflected in our
approach to other people. There is no other source of harmony.
We look to the day when more and more and more of
the membership will come into a daily perception of God's Glory, and through the resulting
development of the qualities of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God, will be able
to attract, like ants unto a bowl of honey, the children of God from around the world back into
the arms of their Father/Mother God.
This is the vision for the future success of this
organization. Instead of the children of God coming to decree services with their minds
wandering all over the place, we look to the day that every participant in group decree services
will spend every second of that decree service making the Herculean effort to come into
alignment with the most fundamental truth in the universe, that God deserves, at all times and
under all circumstances, our highest respect, our highest esteem, our highest honor, and our
highest and deepest appreciation. (Even if you happen to be "alone" before your home altar,
you are participating in a group decree service.) As we make this effort, the Masters will do
their part, working to fuse our awareness with an actual awareness of God's deserving
nature, which is, as I pointed out above, the first sign of the individual Christ
Consciousness manifest. And as the electromagnetic geometry of this awareness, of this focus,
radiates out into society from the groups gathered at each Teaching Center and Study Group, a
greater recognition of the value of God will manifest throughout all the people, and those
people will be drawn into the Teachings, for they will experience a new desire to find God, to
get closer to God, and we will have what they are looking for, what no other organization could
possibly have, and that is the direct perception of God's Glory, not just in terms of a Teaching,
but in terms of a living awareness transferred to us by the Ascended Masters, and anchored by
us in as many wombs of determination as there are members of this organization.
It's not that the Masters cannot reveal the deserving
nature of God to devoted souls who walk within the context of other religious traditions. It's
that these souls, as a general rule, do not have the tools required to clear the chakras to the
extent necessary to anchor and develop a womb of determination in this regard. Those tools
have been made public and widely available for the first time within the Teachings of the
Ascended Masters. Moreover, this divine conviction, regarding the fact that God deserves our
utmost respect, highest esteem, highest honor, and deepest appreciation, cannot be anchored
within the consciousness of any soul until at least a rudimentary level of understanding is
established concerning God's plan and purpose for the earth, an understanding that is contained
in the Teachings of the Ascended Masters. The current doctrines of the world's religions
represent, in far too many cases, dark caverns of ignorance in this regard, and the Ascended
Masters do their utmost not to lend any additional power or additional sense of legitimacy to
that state of ignorance.
Developing and holding a womb of determination
within which the posture of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God can be
maintained over time is the key. Doctrinal points that represent gross error and falsehood
represent insurmountable barriers to the development of these wombs of determination. This is
because energy patterns of error directly oppose not only the acceleration of the soul's
awareness into a position of face to face contact with God in the here and now, but just as
importantly, they oppose the overall process of reintegrating the soul with the fullness of its
divine estate, which is to say the building of the permanent superstructure of divine awareness.
These doctrinal falsehoods, for example, "Jesus is the only Son of God," must be identified for
what they are (fractures in the womb structure), consciously abandoned, and the geometry of
truth substituted in their place before there can be any possibility of the soul developing such a
womb of determination. In this regard, the Teachings of the Ascended Masters represent the
only antidote for the rampant and widespread error found in the organized religions of the
world.
For the members of Church Universal and Triumphant
then, immediate, direct, and forthright action towards the anchoring of this posture of respect,
esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God, is the requirement of every hour, for the drawing of
the populations of the world into the Teachings, and for the full dawning of the Golden Age
throughout America and all nations.
Specifically, we need to add to the preamble of every
decree the following prayer. The names of the Masters contained in the following prayer can
be changed to match the names of the Masters who sponsor a particular decree matrix. For
example, if you are doing Michael decrees, you would substitute the name of Archangel
Michael, and his twin flame Faith. If you were doing Helios and Vesta calls you would use the
name of Helios and his twin flame Vesta. If you were doing Cyclopeas, you would use the
name of the Elohim Cyclopea and his twin flame Virginia. I use the names of Jesus Christ and
St. Germain for the 70.11 Violet Flame decree:
I place one hand firmly in the hand of Jesus Christ, and the other hand firmly
in the hand of St. Germain, [squeeze tight], and I call to your precious hearts to please help me
to give these decrees in the manner most effective to bring about the alignment of my soul with
the most fundamental truth in the universe, that God deserves my utmost respect and highest
esteem; and with the second most fundamental truth in the universe, that God deserves the
highest possible honor; and with the third most fundamental truth in the universe, that God
deserves my deepest and most profound appreciation. Please help me to develop the capacity to
extend that respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto our Father/Mother God, and even unto
my very own Beloved God Presence, at all times and under all circumstances.
Then, over the course of a particular decree,
concentrate on each one of these qualities in succession, devoting an appropriate number of
repetitions to the task of focusing on one particular quality. For example, over the course of a
15 minute period of 70.11 Violet Flame decrees, you would focus on the task of extending unto
God the respect he deserves over the first (5) repetitions. Then you would focus on the
task of extending unto God the esteem he deserves over the next (5) repetitions. Then
you would focus on the task of extending unto God the honor he deserves over the next
(5) repetitions. Then you would focus on the task of extending unto God the
appreciation he deserves over the next (5) repetitions. Then, over the course of the
next (5) repetitions you would start over and focus on the quality of respect, and
continue on in this manner focusing on each of the subsequent qualities in turn during each
successive subset of (5) decree repetitions. At the beginning of each subset, the decree leader
can speak the appropriate keyword, i.e. utmost respect, highest esteem, highest honor, or
deepest appreciation, to help the group engage their mental body more quickly into a mode of
concentration on that particular quality. As you train your mental body to hold this focus, you
can extend the focus on each quality to as many as (10) repetitions, i.e. ten repetitions devoted
to respect, ten repetitions devoted to esteem, ten repetitions devoted to
honor, and ten repetitions devoted to appreciation, and so forth.
The number of repetitions which can be, in terms of
practicality, devoted to a focus on each one of these particular qualities and tasks, will depend
on the length of the decree matrix itself, the speed of the decreer, and on whether the students
have committed the decree matrix to memory.
It should be understood, that the mental exercise in of
itself, and the various sensations that are associated with it, (most of which have to do with the
fending off distractions generated by the carnal nature), is not the same thing as the experience
of merging with the actual divine reality of these qualities, but that is the place you must start.
There is no other place you can start. The process of building the womb of determination into
which the Masters will place the actual awareness of these divine qualities must begin in the
mental body. This is where the free will of the soul takes first form.
Whatever momentums of mental concentration the
student has previously developed (if any) must be set aside to accommodate this, the highest of
priorities. Not that these other focuses are to be abandoned. If they are worthy of additional
focus, they will be picked up later. The ultimate goal is to bring all other mental focuses into
the context of this ongoing effort. For example, if a student has previously developed, in the
midst of his decree work, a momentum of focusing on the image of the threefold flame, that
focus needs to be set aside to accommodate the effort to develop a genuine state of integration
with the qualities of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God. Once the state of
integration is established, the focus on the 3-fold flame can be returned to within the context of
that state of integration.
But I can tell you, from experience, that as your focus on these qualities
mature, you will find that the flame of appreciation expands into the region of God-Gratitude,
and it is not a generalized or unfocused gratitude, but rather, it is focused on one of the most
fundamental realities of life, which you will face each day, by saying, and meaning, Thank you
O God for personally pouring your life into my heart, and in the midst thereof, the
reality of the three-fold flame, and not a visualization of it, but the reality of it, begins
to come into view.
The student needs to develop the capacity to
seamlessly integrate its awareness with the flames of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation
unto God as the foundation for all other mental activity. Ultimately, the student will see for
himself that a particular mental focus is worthy of the student's attention only if the student
can maintain a high degree of attunement with the flames of respect, esteem, honor, and
appreciation unto God, as the first priority.
This consideration will ultimately become the highest
of priorities, for the soul arrives at a milestone of conviction where it must feel --- the
soul is determined to feel --- that it is pouring out to God the respect, esteem, honor,
and appreciation that God so richly deserves. And in this regard, feeling is reality, because if
you cannot feel it, it is not actually happening. And as I noted above, this becomes a matter of
personal integrity and personal honor, because, when the soul can see how much God
deserves its respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation, the soul is determined that its being will
fulfill the universal mandate associated with that vision, and extend unto God what God
deserves. This is the first fundamental law of being. Once that is accomplished, then the
student can return to the previous focus, whether it is the threefold flame, the golden Buddha,
or whatever, and place that focus into the context of the flames of respect, esteem, honor, and
appreciation unto God. When the soul succeeds in establishing this foundation, it may find that
it has transcended the need to pursue the previous focus, or perhaps it will find that a much
greater level of access to the inner reality of that previous focus is now accorded to the soul due
to the effort it has made to establish this most important of vibrational foundations.
It is very important to understand that the soul is not
instantaneously delivered into a constant and eternal realization of this most basic of universal
realities (God's deserving nature). It's that the soul is delivered, at a particular point on the
path, into a region of concerted and determined effort to bring all the fibers of being into
alignment with this fundamental truth. And in the course of this concerted effort, the soul is
given to experience brief moments of actual integration with these qualities, and the quality of
freedom itself.
And once the soul has developed a track record of
making the effort to hold that posture, it becomes quite clear, that the actual divine qualities of
respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God, can only manifest themselves within a
womb of determination. And that this womb of determination must be seamless. And when
the soul achieves moments of seamlessness in this regard, it can finally see that it had in fact
already begun the work of developing this womb of determination, (into which the seed of this
vision could be placed), in the course of its effort (over the years) to faithfully arrive at the
altar for its period of service each day. I believe that this is the very first time the soul actually
sees with its own inner eyes the importance of the effort it has made towards being faithful in
its decree work over the years.
And moreover, for those of you who follow the
Teaching of the Cosmic Clock, this is truly the soul's first entry into the region of God-Control
(3 o'clock Aries line, and the first line of the mental quadrant), because the driving force
behind the soul's determination to hold the posture of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation,
is the vision of God's deserving nature, i.e. pure God-Reality, which is a vision given to the
soul by the Master. In other words, when the soul is making this effort to hold the posture of
respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God, the soul is watering and tending the first
tender seedling of God-Control.
There will be some who will stand up and say, "No,
there are more important activities for our mind's during our decree work. Let us ignore this
suggestion." But I would like to say that there is nothing at all more important to do during
our decree work. Your mind may have to be channeled into other areas as a matter of
practicality when you are away from the altar, at least for the time being, i.e. until you develop
constancy in this effort, and are able to place everything in the context of respect, esteem,
honor, and appreciation unto God. But this is not true during decree services. During decree
services there is nothing, no, not a single thing, that is more important. There will certainly be
the temptation to believe that there are things more important to think about than God's
deserving nature. But this temptation will always be the expression of the dweller on the
threshold, (aeons worth of patterns of human self-centeredness stored in the electronic belt),
which must be challenged and resisted.
Some of these objections might even be clothed in the
fabric of the Teaching itself. For example, some might say that during Michael calls for
example, they need to visualize blue lightning angels doing their work, or during Astrea's they
need to visualize the circle and sword of blue flame.
To answer this particular objection, we first need to
understand that not all decrees have the same power. The Masters take our decrees and they are
empowered to act upon those decrees according to an empowerment equation. That
empowerment equation will tell them whether they can release one unit of light or a billion
units of light (or some value in between) for a given call. If the student is not consciously
trying to align himself with the most fundamental truth in the universe, in terms of God's
deserving nature, that means that over the course of the decree his four lower bodies will not be
in alignment with the truth. For example, one might be thinking about a circle and sword of
blue flame, but the feeling world, and the levels of each chakra which are associated with the
feeling world, remain as an opaque mass of stubborn inertia. While the Master will respond to
this decree, the response will be towards the lower end of the empowerment equation. But if
the student makes the effort to bring all of its four lower bodies into alignment with the truth of
God's deserving nature, the level of response the Master is allowed to give will be much higher
on the empowerment scale, probably by at least one order of magnitude, i.e. power of ten. This
has to be true because this effort brings the soul into the proximity of the heart center. The
heart center is the focal point of the power of Love in the being of man. And there is no power
greater than the power of Love. Therefore, the closer the soul comes into a vibrational
alignment with the heart center, the greater power the decree will have. And in this regard,
there is no higher priority than increasing the power of our decrees, in terms of what the
Masters can do with them throughout the world.
And this is particularly true when it comes to the
power the Masters give to those decrees given for the physical healing of the Messenger.
We can also observe that any sensations of boredom
during a decree service, or any moments of impatience in regards to when the decree service
will be over, will mark the lowest points on the empowerment equation scale. Decrees given in
a condition of boredom get the least amount of response power from the Masters. Because a
concerted effort to focus on God's deserving nature will have the effect of setting the soul free
from any sensation of boredom during decree work, this will increase the overall level of
response the Masters will be able to give to the decrees during any decree session, seeing that
no soul involved in the decree session will ever sink into a vibration of boredom ever again.
Boredom is eliminated from our decrees services
under this focus, because the effort to pour out to God the respect, esteem, honor, and
appreciation he so richly deserves, frames an area of consciousness into which the Masters
place the actual vision of God's deserving nature. Even if you have to weather long periods of
time without receiving the actual vision, the area of consciousness framed by this effort will be
filled by your best conceptualization of God's deserving nature, which might include, on
occasion, some image of one or another material objects that are representative of God's
deserving nature, for example, a rose, or a mountain meadow, or a mountain range, or any one
of a number of examples of God's beauty expressed in the natural creation. Or you might
choose to draw forth from the treasure chest of foundation visions mentioned above, and place
one of those jewels into that framed area. Recalling the vision of God's infinite goodness
would be a good choice. In this regard, we can say on the one hand, that beauty is never boring.
But on the other hand we can observe that the effort to focus on divine beauty, even material
examples of it, will cause the energies of consciousness to rise in vibration, and this rising or
ascending energy pattern will displace and eliminate any possibility that patterns of boredom
could take hold for the simple reason that patterns of boredom are patterns of energy that spiral
downward into the regions of anti-illumination and spiritual blindness. If you hold your
attention on the ascending rising spiral of this focus, no spiral of descending energy can take
hold. This proves true in practice.
It is also quite possible that some might object to
making this effort believing that this posture of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto
God will come upon the soul naturally in the proper course of time, and that there is no need to
make any kind of special effort in this regard in the here and now. There are three distinct
reasons why such a belief would be in error.
First, understanding and seeing the awesome effort
God makes in every nanosecond to make sure we have what we need to be alive and to live a
happy and productive life, places an obligation upon the soul, to extend unto God what God
deserves, not in some future time, but in the here and the now. In other words, God deserves to
be respected now. God deserves to be highly esteemed now. God deserves to
be highly honored now. God deserves to be deeply appreciated now. The
fulfillment of this obligation is tied to the soul's sense of personal integrity and honor. In other
words, if the soul can see and understand the immense effort God is making to provide for
every need of the soul, and the soul can observe that it is not extending unto God the requisite
level of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation that God deserves, the soul will feel naturally
deficient in regards to this fundamental capacity. Therefore, it becomes a matter of personal
integrity and honor to address this deficiency, which means that the soul will take action to
shore up its integrity and its sense of personal honor by making the effort, in the here and now,
to extend unto God what God deserves. This means making the effort to radiate unto God the
respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation he deserves at all times and under all circumstances,
i.e. at every point along the continuum of available time.
Second, the reason we are not freely able to extend
unto God the respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation he deserves (in the here and now) is due
to the fact that our chakras are clogged with electronic belt substance of non-respect, non-
esteem, non-honor, and non-appreciation. This clogged condition doesn't just disappear by
itself or of its own accord. This clogged condition within the chakras (the result of many
lifetimes of the misuse of the sacred fire) must first be reduced by the application of the Violet
Flame, and then the condition must be consciously challenged. This means that patterns of
respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation must be established in their place. These patterns do
not exist now. They must be made to exist. The soul must make the effort to bring these
patterns of thought and feeling into actual existence, and this takes effort in the here and now.
In other words, if these patterns of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation are to exist within
the chakras at some point, the soul will have to start making the effort towards that end. And
there is no better time than now to begin this building process.
Third, as noted above, the actual divine
flames of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation can only exist within a womb of
determination. While this womb of determination should exist in the here and now,
for the souls evolving on this planet, it does not exist in the here and now. Neither will this
womb of determination simply appear within the consciousness of these souls at some future
time. This womb of determination must be built up by efforts made by the individual
soul over time. This is what determination means. It means consistent and persistent effort
towards a very well defined goal made in the here and now over the course of a very
extended period of time. Effort made once or twice a year does not qualify as determination.
Effort made once or twice a month does not qualify as determination. Effort made once or
twice a week does not qualify as determination. Effort made once a day qualifies only as a seed
of determination. Effort made several times a day, towards a well defined goal, is just
beginning to take on the true character of determination, but this is still only a seedling of
determination.
Moreover, it is important to understand what it is
exactly that qualifies as effort. In this case effort is defined as conscious
internal act of the soul made within the mental and emotional body that meets with the
resistance of electronic belt inertia. If the soul can accomplish something without resistance,
then it is commonly said to require no effort. What this means is that the Ascended
Masters will never allow our use of the Violet Flame, no matter how determined we are, and
how devoted we are to its use, to completely clear our chakras of the electronic belt substance
of non-respect, non-esteem, non-honor, and non-appreciation. Some amount of this substance,
and that amount is usually experienced as a rather huge monolithic barrier, will remain to
provide that force of resistance which is required to qualify our internal actions as valid
efforts which will enable us to build the all important womb of determination.
This is important. Without the experiential landscape upon which we can make real
efforts, the quality of determination cannot be developed.
What this all boils down to is this. Effort must be
made in the here and now to build the womb of determination into which the actual divine
flames of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God can reside in state of constant
radiance. This is the point to which all students on the path converge. It is far better to begin
aiming at that point today, and to begin making that effort today, than it is to put it off until
tomorrow.
And the truth of this is made the more apparent when
you consider what the Ascended Masters mean when they ask us to "come up higher." There
are not an array of options available to the soul when it comes to choosing how it will "come up
higher." There is only one option available. The soul must expand and intensify its effort to
hold the posture of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation before the glory of God. One
cannot jump over this rung of the ladder and expect to grab onto a higher rung. It's impossible.
Remember, the light of the heart cannot be expanded
until this posture is adopted and secured. Doing the work necessary to adopt this posture, is the
first stage of expanding the light of the heart. When we are talking about expanding the light of
the heart, we are talking about expanding the power of love. But Love is the power with the
highest vibration and highest power. The soul must merge with and anchor
intermediate vibrations before it can merge with and anchor the highest of vibrations. Also,
because love is the highest power, it cannot be expanded until the student has proven that he
will not misqualify that power, something that would bring upon the student and the sponsoring
Master significant karmic repercussions. The best defense against the misqualification of the
great power of the heart is the irrepressible determination to hold the posture of respect,
esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God. When the student has proven that this posture is
unassailable, then the light of the heart can be safely expanded.
Moreover, and generally speaking, you have to
anchor a requisite level of appreciation for what you have now, before you can be
given anything more to be grateful about. You certainly have enough right now to be
constantly aglow with appreciation unto God if you simply consider what you can presently see
with your own eyes, and what you can presently understand with your own mind. For example,
your body, your mind, your heart, your hands, your feet, your eyes, your stomach, your liver,
your kidneys, your intestines, (and I could go down that path several more miles), the planet
earth and all of its variegated life systems, the sun around which the planet revolves, and for
the light and warmth the sun provides, for the solar system of which earth is a part, and for the
countless stars that we can see with our own eyes on a clear night. For mountain streams, for
wild flowers, for family, for our talents and the opportunity to employ them to constructive
ends. The opportunity to be affiliated with Church Universal and Triumphant, the opportunity
to have the Teachings, the opportunity to have the sponsorship of the Ascended Masters, the
opportunity to walk the path of the ascension, the opportunity to gather with souls of light in
service before the Altar of the Holy Grail. The opportunity to balance our karma, the
opportunity to put on the fullness of our identities as Son and Daughters of the most high God.
We have enough evidence of God's deserving nature, that anyone with clear chakras would be
radiating rivers and waves of respect, esteem, honor and appreciation unto God constantly for
what all of us in our insensitivity have taken for granted for far too long. For the members of
this organization, that time is over. The time for everlasting sensitivity to the glory of God has
come, today, right now. Grab a hold of it, and don't let go.
We need to overcome this illusion that the absence of
gratitude unto God is somehow a condition of neutrality. The fact is that Gratitude is not
optional. The fact is that the absence of gratitude represents a misqualification of the sacred
fire. A line by line review of the lines of the cosmic clock will make it evident enough that the
absence of each quality is never a neutral condition, but it is always a misqualification of that
aspect of the Sacred Fire.
12 o'clock. What happens when there is no God-Power? Does that
mean there is no energy within the regions of consciousness ruled by the Capricorn hierarchy?
No. The absence of God-Power is not the absence of energy in the Capricorn domain. The
Capricorn domain always has energy moving, pulsating, flowing within it. The question is,
what is the geometry of that energy? What is the quality being expressed by that energy?
Under the Capricorn hierarchy, for the energy to be aligned to the original divine design, the
energy must take on the geometry of pure God-Power. If the energy has not taken on the
geometry of pure God-Power, we don't say that the energy is absent. We say that the
quality of God-Power is absent. If the quality of God-Power is absent, this means that
the energy has been impressed with another quality. Any other quality, other than God-Power,
is a misqualification, and those misqualifications of the Capricorn Hierarchy which the Masters
have identified, are criticism, condemnation, and judgment, and all black magic. Therefore,
the absence of God-Power is not a neutral condition. The state of non-God-Power represents
the presence of a particular category of misqualified energy which makes up part of the overall
energy veil that hides the face of God, and the reality of God, from the soul.
1 o'clock. What happens when there is no God-Love? Does that mean there is no
energy within the regions of consciousness ruled by the Aquarius hierarchy? No. The absence
of God-Love is not the absence of energy in the Aquarius domain. The Aquarius domain
always has energy moving, pulsating, flowing within it. The question is, what is the geometry
of that energy? What is the quality being expressed by that energy? Under the Aquarius
hierarchy, for the energy to be aligned to the original divine design, the energy must take on the
geometry of pure God-Love. If the energy has not taken on the geometry of pure God-Love, we
don't say that the energy is absent. We say that the quality of God-Love is
absent. If the quality of God-Love is absent, this means that the energy has been impressed
with another quality. Any other quality, other than God-Love, is a misqualification, and those
misqualifications of the Aquarius Hierarchy which the Masters have identified, are hatred and
mild dislike, and all witchcraft. Therefore, the absence of God-Love is not a neutral condition.
The state of non-God-Love represents the presence of a particular category of misqualified
energy which makes up part of the overall energy veil that hides the face of God, and the reality
of God, from the soul.
2 o'clock. What happens when there is no God-Mastery? Does that mean there is
no energy within the regions of consciousness ruled by the Pisces hierarchy? No. The absence
of God-Mastery is not the absence of energy in the Pisces domain. The Pisces domain always
has energy moving, pulsating, flowing within it. The question is, what is the geometry of that
energy? What is the quality being expressed by that energy? Under the Pisces hierarchy, for
the energy to be aligned to the original divine design, the energy must take on the geometry of
pure God-Mastery. If the energy has not taken on the geometry of pure God-Mastery, we don't
say that the energy is absent. We say that the quality of God-Mastery is
absent. If the quality of God-Mastery is absent, this means that the energy has been impressed
with another quality. Any other quality, other than God-Mastery, is a misqualification, and
those misqualifications of the Pisces Hierarchy which the Masters have identified, are doubt,
fear, human questioning, and records of death. Therefore, the absence of God-Mastery is not a
neutral condition. The state of non-God-Mastery represents the presence of a particular
category of misqualified energy which makes up part of the overall energy veil that hides the
face of God, and the reality of God, from the soul.
3 o'clock. What happens when there is no God-Control? Does that mean there is
no energy within the regions of consciousness ruled by the Aries hierarchy? No. The absence
of God-Control is not the absence of energy in the Aries domain. The Aries domain always has
energy moving, pulsating, flowing within it. The question is, what is the geometry of that
energy? What is the quality being expressed by that energy? Under the Aries hierarchy, for the
energy to be aligned to the original divine design, the energy must take on the geometry of pure
God-Control. If the energy has not taken on the geometry of pure God-Control, we don't say
that the energy is absent. We say that the quality of God-Control is absent. If
the quality of God-Control is absent, this means that the energy has been impressed with
another quality. Any other quality, other than God-Control, is a misqualification, and those
misqualifications of the Aries Hierarchy which the Masters have identified, are conceit, deceit,
arrogance and ego. Therefore, the absence of God-Control is not a neutral condition. The state
of non-God-Control represents the presence of a particular category of misqualified energy
which makes up part of the overall energy veil that hides the face of God, and the reality of
God, from the soul.
4 o'clock. What happens when there is no God-Obedience? Does that mean there
is no energy within the regions of consciousness ruled by the Taurus hierarchy? No. The
absence of God-Obedience is not the absence of energy in the Taurus domain. The Taurus
domain always has energy moving, pulsating, flowing within it. The question is, what is the
geometry of that energy? What is the quality being expressed by that energy? Under the
Taurus hierarchy, for the energy to be aligned to the original divine design, the energy must
take on the geometry of pure God-Obedience. If the energy has not taken on the geometry of
pure God-Obedience, we don't say that the energy is absent. We say that the
quality of God-Obedience is absent. If the quality of God-Obedience is absent, this
means that the energy has been impressed with another quality. Any other quality, other than
God-Obedience, is a misqualification, and those misqualifications of the Taurus Hierarchy
which the Masters have identified, are disobedience, stubbornness, and defiance of the law.
Therefore, the absence of God-Obedience is not a neutral condition. The state of
non-God-Obedience represents the presence of a particular category of misqualified energy
which makes up part of the overall energy veil that hides the face of God, and the reality of
God, from the soul.
5 o'clock. What happens when there is no God-Wisdom? Does that mean there is
no energy within the regions of consciousness ruled by the Gemini hierarchy? No. The
absence of God-Wisdom is not the absence of energy in the Gemini domain. The Gemini
domain always has energy moving, pulsating, flowing within it. The question is, what is the
geometry of that energy? What is the quality being expressed by that energy? Under the
Gemini hierarchy, for the energy to be aligned to the original divine design, the energy must
take on the geometry of pure God-Wisdom. If the energy has not taken on the geometry of pure
God-Wisdom, we don't say that the energy is absent. We say that the quality
of God-Wisdom is absent. If the quality of God-Wisdom is absent, this means that the energy
has been impressed with another quality. Any other quality, other than God-Wisdom, is a
misqualification, and those misqualifications of the Gemini Hierarchy which the Masters have
identified, are envy, jealousy, and ignorance of the law. Therefore, the absence of
God-Wisdom is not a neutral condition. The state of non-God-Wisdom represents the presence
of a particular category of misqualified energy which makes up part of the overall energy veil
that hides the face of God, and the reality of God, from the soul.
6 o'clock. What happens when there is no God-Harmony? Does that mean there is
no energy within the regions of consciousness ruled by the Cancer hierarchy? No. The absence
of God-Harmony is not the absence of energy in the Cancer domain. The Cancer domain
always has energy moving, pulsating, flowing within it. The question is, what is the geometry
of that energy? What is the quality being expressed by that energy? Under the Cancer
hierarchy, for the energy to be aligned to the original divine design, the energy must take on the
geometry of pure God-Harmony. If the energy has not taken on the geometry of pure
God-Harmony, we don't say that the energy is absent. We say that the quality
of God-Harmony is absent. If the quality of God-Harmony is absent, this means that the energy
has been impressed with another quality. Any other quality, other than God-Harmony, is a
misqualification, and those misqualifications of the Cancer Hierarchy which the Masters have
identified, are indecision, self-pity, and self-justification. Therefore, the absence of
God-Harmony is not a neutral condition. The state of non-God-Harmony represents the
presence of a particular category of misqualified energy which makes up part of the overall
energy veil that hides the face of God, and the reality of God, from the soul.
7 o'clock. What happens when there is no God-Gratitude? Does that mean there is
no energy within the regions of consciousness ruled by the Leo hierarchy? No. The absence of
God-Gratitude is not the absence of energy in the Leo domain. The Leo domain always has
energy moving, pulsating, flowing within it. The question is, what is the geometry of that
energy? What is the quality being expressed by that energy? Under the Leo hierarchy, for the
energy to be aligned to the original divine design, the energy must take on the geometry of pure
God-Gratitude. If the energy has not taken on the geometry of pure God-Gratitude, we don't
say that the energy is absent. We say that the quality of God-Gratitude is
absent. If the quality of God-Gratitude is absent, this means that the energy has been impressed
with another quality. Any other quality, other than God-Gratitude, is a misqualification, and
those misqualifications of the Leo Hierarchy which the Masters have identified, are
ingratitude, thoughtlessness, and spiritual blindness. Therefore, the absence of God-Gratitude
is not a neutral condition. The state of non-God-Gratitude represents the presence of a
particular category of misqualified energy which makes up part of the overall energy veil that
hides the face of God, and the reality of God, from the soul.
8 o'clock. What happens when there is no God-Justice? Does that mean there is
no energy within the regions of consciousness ruled by the Virgo hierarchy? No. The absence
of God-Justice is not the absence of energy in the Virgo domain. The Virgo domain always has
energy moving, pulsating, flowing within it. The question is, what is the geometry of that
energy? What is the quality being expressed by that energy? Under the Virgo hierarchy, for
the energy to be aligned to the original divine design, the energy must take on the geometry of
pure God-Justice. If the energy has not taken on the geometry of pure God-Justice, we don't
say that the energy is absent. We say that the quality of God-Justice is absent.
If the quality of God-Justice is absent, this means that the energy has been impressed with
another quality. Any other quality, other than God-Justice, is a misqualification, and those
misqualifications of the Virgo Hierarchy which the Masters have identified, are injustice,
frustration, and anxiety. Therefore, the absence of God-Justice is not a neutral condition. The
state of non-God-Justice represents the presence of a particular category of misqualified energy
which makes up part of the overall energy veil that hides the face of God, and the reality of
God, from the soul.
9 o'clock. What happens when there is no God-Reality? Does that mean there is
no energy within the regions of consciousness ruled by the Libra hierarchy? No. The absence
of God-Reality is not the absence of energy in the Libra domain. The Libra domain always has
energy moving, pulsating, flowing within it. The question is, what is the geometry of that
energy? What is the quality being expressed by that energy? Under the Libra hierarchy, for the
energy to be aligned to the original divine design, the energy must take on the geometry of pure
God-Reality. If the energy has not taken on the geometry of pure God-Reality, we don't say
that the energy is absent. We say that the quality of God-Reality is absent. If
the quality of God-Reality is absent, this means that the energy has been impressed with
another quality. Any other quality, other than God-Reality, is a misqualification, and those
misqualifications of the Libra Hierarchy which the Masters have identified, are dishonesty,
intrigue, and treachery. Therefore, the absence of God-Reality is not a neutral condition. The
state of non-God-Reality represents the presence of a particular category of misqualified
energy which makes up part of the overall energy veil that hides the face of God, and the reality
of God, from the soul.
10 o'clock. What happens when there is no God-Vision? Does that mean there is
no energy within the regions of consciousness ruled by the Scorpio hierarchy? No. The
absence of God-Vision is not the absence of energy in the Scorpio domain. The Scorpio
domain always has energy moving, pulsating, flowing within it. The question is, what is the
geometry of that energy? What is the quality being expressed by that energy? Under the
Scorpio hierarchy, for the energy to be aligned to the original divine design, the energy must
take on the geometry of pure God-Vision. If the energy has not taken on the geometry of pure
God-Vision, we don't say that the energy is absent. We say that the quality of
God-Vision is absent. If the quality of God-Vision is absent, this means that the energy has
been impressed with another quality. Any other quality, other than God-Vision, is a
misqualification, and those misqualifications of the Scorpio Hierarchy which the Masters have
identified, are selfishness, self-love, and idolatry. Therefore, the absence of God-Vision is not
a neutral condition. The state of non-God-Vision represents the presence of a particular
category of misqualified energy which makes up part of the overall energy veil that hides the
face of God, and the reality of God, from the soul.
11 o'clock. What happens when there is no God-Victory? Does that mean there is
no energy within the regions of consciousness ruled by the Sagittarius hierarchy? No. The
absence of God-Victory is not the absence of energy in the Sagittarius domain. The Sagittarius
domain always has energy moving, pulsating, flowing within it. The question is, what is the
geometry of that energy? What is the quality being expressed by that energy? Under the
Sagittarius hierarchy, for the energy to be aligned to the original divine design, the energy must
take on the geometry of pure God-Victory. If the energy has not taken on the geometry of pure
God-Victory, we don't say that the energy is absent. We say that the quality
of God-Victory is absent. If the quality of God-Victory is absent, this means that the energy
has been impressed with another quality. Any other quality, other than God-Victory, is a
misqualification, and those misqualifications of the Sagittarius Hierarchy which the Masters
have identified, are resentment, revenge, and retaliation. Therefore, the absence of
God-Victory is not a neutral condition. The state of non-God-Victory represents the presence
of a particular category of misqualified energy which makes up part of the overall energy veil
that hides the face of God, and the reality of God, from the soul.
What all of this amounts to is the fact that there is no
such thing as a void of nothingness in the consciousness of a human being. Consciousness
consists of energy, and energy is always present in a particular pattern and vibration. If there
is no gratitude, what is there, is not simply a lack of gratitude, but the actual
presence of insensitivity, thoughtlessness, and ingratitude. These patterns of
energy must be consciously challenged by the soul, consumed by the power of the Violet
Flame, and replaced by the patterns of gratitude. In this regard, when we are talking about
learning to adopt and maintain the posture of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation before
the glory of God, we are talking about keeping the flame of gratitude. To keep
something, is to never let it go.
Finally, we need to consider how quickly we ought to
expect the membership of this organization to come into alignment with this, the most basic
and fundamental truth in the universe. Will all students on the path need to wait 21 years to
come into the possession of this, the most rudimentary and basic jewel of attainment? The
vision of God's deserving nature was presented to my soul, and the conclusion that God
deserves my utmost respect, highest esteem, highest honor, and deepest appreciation at all
times and under all circumstances was made immutable, only after 21 years on the path. Part
of me is tempted to believe that everyone must go through everything I went through to get to
this point. This may be true in regards to the most basic elements of the path, and the most
basic tests that are presented on the path. The soul must take and pass its tests. But it is
probably not true in terms of the winding and zig-zag route I took to find the kindergarten door
and to take my place in the class of 2001.
Actually, at no time on the path did anyone tell me
that I should try to focus on extending to God the respect, esteem, honor and appreciation he
deserves, and that I should be focused on that from the beginning. No one told me that that's
where you are going to end up anyway, so you might as well start working for that point of
attainment from the onset. If someone had pressed upon me the importance of this early on, I
believe that this knowledge would have straightened out and shortened my path considerably.
When I look back, I can see, at minimum, that the quality and effectiveness of the thousands of
hours spent in decree time over the course of 21 years could have been improved to a
considerable degree by the anchoring of this determination from the onset. From this vantage
point I can see plainly that a mind directed in any other direction represents wasted mental
energy, mental energy that had no real impact for the victory of God's plan for the earth, even
though there is no question about the fact that the Masters respond to the decrees of sincere
students regardless of their ability to recognize the importance of directing their attention
towards this all important goal. As noted above, it is just a question of what level of response
the Masters can give.
I believe that it is possible that the great majority of
students can aim straight for the mark, and showing enough determination in this regard, the
Masters will be able to shorten the days of the elect. And in this manner greatly accelerate the
incoming of the Great Golden Age.
And there are many profound reasons to believe that
this is true.
The enlightened world culture that the Ascended
Masters and their students refer to as the "Golden Age" will be composed only of people who
have achieved a degree of integration with the flames of respect, esteem, honor, and
appreciation unto God. They will recognize God as the center of life, and they will have built
up an irrepressible determination to mirror that fundamental truth within the fabric of their own
awareness. God will be the center of their lives, and they will hold God at that center upon the
buoyant flames of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation, with which the soul has
consciously merged.
Furthermore, according to what the Masters have told
us, it is the role of this organization to pave the way for the incoming of this golden age culture,
not just in terms of disseminating the Teaching that will allow the people of all nations to move
in the direction of the mountain summit, but most importantly, in terms of our own
responsibility to be the anchor of the Central Sun Magnet, which means putting on the mode of
awareness that is at the foundation of the golden age consciousness. That means that this mode
of awareness, this posture of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation unto God must manifest
itself in the lives of the members of this organization before any golden age can appear. More
pointedly, this means that if this posture is not anchored by the members of this organization, it
will not be anchored by the populations of America generally, or by the populations of any
other nation on earth. In other words, if this posture is not anchored by the members of this
organization, the plan of the Masters to bring a new golden age to the earth will have failed, not
because of any failure on their part, but because of what we failed to do: because of the
alignment the members of this organization failed to make; because of the essential posture of
appreciation unto God the members of this organization failed to adopt.
Appreciation unto God is much more than an
abstraction. It is a qualification of energy into which the soul must pour the totality of itself.
Every member of this organization needs to
understand that their personal success in holding the posture of respect, esteem, honor, and
appreciation unto God is directly linked to the capacity of this church to expand and bring in
new members. If you want the Masters plan for this Church to succeed, then you will make
every effort to learn how to hold this posture.
Moreover, we must understand that the work the
Masters do around the world in response to our calls is directed at preparing the evolutions of
the earth to adopt this posture of respect, esteem, honor, and appreciation before the glory of
God. It must be understood that their efforts will one day be withdrawn, if the souls who give
these calls fail within their own minds to understand the importance of adopting this posture
themselves.
In Light of these facts, it makes sense, and it is
reasonable to conclude, that the Ascended Masters will move heaven and earth to bestow upon
the members of this organization at the earliest possible point the direct awareness of God's
deserving nature, if those members will make the concerted effort to develop within themselves
a seamless womb of determination in regards to holding the posture of respect, esteem, honor,
and appreciation before the glory of God.
And therefore, it is easy to see from contemplating the
foregoing points, that when it comes to the question of whether the Master's plan for this
church and this world will succeed or fail, it is not what the leadership of this church decides to
do that's of ultimate importance. It is what the members of this organization decide to do
within the precinct of their own minds that will determine the final outcome.