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Unless indicated otherwise, the following notes are recorded in my
journal in the course of my daily decree services before this local outpost of the Altar of the
Holy Grail, located in my sanctuary, a converted photographic darkroom in the back of our
garage. The Chart of the
Presence hangs over the altar area on the west wall, with the portrait of the Ascended Master
Jesus Christ to the left, and the
portrait of the Ascended Master St. Germain to
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Daily Prayers
in the U.S. House
March 30, 2001 | Daily Prayers in the U.S. Senate
March 30,
2001 | The Reverend Dr. Roger D. Willmore, First Baptist Church,
Weaver, Alabama, offered the following prayer:
Heavenly Father, we enter into Your presence with praise and adoration
and thanksgiving in our hearts for who You are. We acknowledge You as our creator and
sustainer. We are dependent upon You in every area of life.
Today I am asking that You would impart wisdom and guidance to the
officers and Members of this body. May their decisions today and every day be in Your will. May
they find in You the spiritual resources for all that is required of them.
Father, I pray for our President and Vice President and all Members of
Congress as they work together to lead our country in a manner that would be pleasing to You.
Lord, I thank You for our great country. I thank You for every blessing
You have bestowed upon us. I ask You to forgive us where we have failed You and enable us to
live in a manner that would be pleasing to You.
Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we
ask or think according to the power that works in us, to Him be the glory in the Church by Christ
Jesus to all generations, forever and ever.
In Jesus' name I pray. Amen. | The Chaplain, Dr.
Lloyd John Ogilvie, offered the following prayer:
Gracious Father, as this workweek comes to a close, we praise You for
Your love that embraces us and gives us security, Your joy that uplifts us and gives us resiliency,
Your peace that floods our hearts and gives us serenity, and the presence of Your Spirit that fills us
and gives us strength and endurance.
Help the Senators to remember that debate and voting in the Senate is
like members of a family playing on opposite teams in scrub football. After the wins and losses,
they still are all brothers and sisters in the same family.
We dedicate this day to You. Help us to realize that it is by Your
permission that we breathe our next breath and by Your grace that we are privileged to use all the
gifts of intellect and judgment You provide. Give the Senators and all of us who are privileged to
work with them a perfect blend of humility and hope so we will know that You have given us all
that we have and are and have chosen to bless us this day. Our choice is to respond and commit
ourselves to You. Through our Lord and Saviour.
Amen. |
|
 This is day
#12 of the Linda Healing Project. The Linda Healing Prayer is becoming easier to remember and
to recite: "My Beloved God Presence, I Am That I Am, please allow Linda to feel your precious
friendship, your precious love, your precious comfort, your precious peace, and your precious
healing power. Please bestow upon Linda the intelligence that will enable her to recognize the
difference between friend and foe." I must note however that as we give this prayer, the condition
of consciousness .... stop .... Linda is barking now as we are recording this, and we take a minute
to stop and give that prayer, and during the giving of this prayer (3x) we receive the feedback of
the glow of the sacred fire emerging within the fabric of our awareness. And this dovetails with
what we were about to say, in that when we are giving this prayer from the moment we wake and
get out of bed, that the condition of consciousness that is extent at that point does not
allow us to register anything that is divine. Rather, it is a crude grogginess that is in nature
completely unlike, or shall we say points in the opposite direction, from the direction that that
prayer would take us. In other words, the substrate of consciousness is antithetical to the spirit of
the prayer. But not just antithetical. I think the word "hostile" would also be accurate, because the
substrate of consciousness attacks the prayer both in terms of just trying to remember it, and in
terms of actively trying to tear down the image of victory which is embodied in the prayer. It is
saying in so many words, "Stop, this is really pointless." This groggy substrate of consciousness
looks on with absolutely no comprehension, absolutely no affinity. In fact, when we were cutting
up the pieces of the dog biscuit, and we were saying the prayer as we were doing this, the glow of
sacred fire actually appeared within the fabric of our awareness, but this substrate of grogginess
was so strong that the only possible reaction was skepticism. In so many words, it was saying to
me, in so many words, "You are not experiencing what you think you are experiencing."
Nevertheless, in hindsight, there is no doubt about it, that this is the first time that the sacred fire
has appeared within the fabric of our awareness in the course of this Linda Healing Project. And I
suppose we have learned something here, that the sacred fire can appear in the presence of an
antithetical condition of mind, and that condition of mind is not capable of recognizing it for what
it is. Other than that, the ritual went forward the same as yesterday. George was agreeable as
ever. And Linda took the dog biscuits as before, with one slight change. This time I went out of
my way to try to pat her on the head in the process, and she would have none of that. She dodged
my hand in that regard. She was a bit more standoffish, and I had to hold out the dog biscuit to
entice her to come forward, i.e. to make the effort to stand up, with her paws against the fence, to
take it. I believe that this is only the third or fourth dog biscuit day. So it is still very earlier to
draw any conclusions, other than the obvious one, and that is that Linda is not barking while she
has her attention on getting her dog biscuits. [c-notes recorded in office]. 3/30/2001 Fri. |  |
| When
we went in to take our
shower today, we spotted a spider up in the corner just above the
shower tiles. Looking closer we see one large spider and one really tiny spider. Perhaps mother
and child. That's probably right. I can see that I will only be able to squash one because they are
somewhat seperated. I can't get them both at once. And the movement of the web will certainly
cause the other to bolt. I chose to go after the big one first. I grabbed the big spider in a small
wad of toilet paper, squashed him, and flushed him down the toilet. But here's the interesting
part. The very instant I grabbed the big spider, the tiny spider bailed out, dropping down on the
end of a web filament out of sight for the moment. After checking to make sure that I got the big
one, I looked down the surface of the tiles to find the little one. I had to look all the way down to
the bottom of the tiles to find it. And when I found the little spider I squashed him too, but not
before I realized that I just witnessed a very amazing feat. Think about this. This little spider is (or
was) only about 1/16th (.0625) of inch long, or 3/32nds of an inch at the most (0.09375). That's
really small. Yet
it held enough "rope" inside of its little body to drop it down the face of a cliff that is 5 feet high (I
measured it), and it could play out all of that rope in about a second. That's amazing. That's
equivalent to a 6 foot human being jumping off a cliff that would measure, at its minimum height,
a distance of 3,840 feet (for a spider measuring 3/32nds of an inch) or at its maximum height, a
distance of 5,760 feet (for a spider measuring 1/16th of an inch). Now that's really amazing.
Even if you assume the larger size, the equivalent distance for a 6 foot man to drop would be
nearly four thousand feet. But what human being can carry four thousand feet of rope? [c-notes
recorded in office].
I made this calculation using a ratio method, and solving for the unknown value, i.e. a 1/16th
of an inch spider is to a five foot drop, as a six foot man is to a drop of X feet. First we need to
express the dimension of the spider in feet.
To express the dimension of the spider in feet, we reduce the fraction to a decimal: 1/16th of
inch equals 0.0625 inches (1 divided by 16). Then we need to express the value of 0.0625 inches
in terms of feet.
To figure this out we first observe that one inch equals 1/12th of a foot, and we reduce that to
a decimal: 0.08333333 feet. Then we need to find out what is 1/16th of 0.08333333 feet. To
find that we divide 0.08333333 feet by 16 (0.08333333 divided by 16 equals 0.00520833).
From this we find that 1/16 of an inch equals 0.00520833 feet.
Then we plug these the values into our ratio equation when expressed in words reads this
way: 0.005208333 is to 5 feet as 6 feet is to X. It looks like this in equation form:
0.00520833 6
------------------------ = --------
5 X
The first step in solving this equation is to cross multiply the values:
5 * 6 = (0.00520833)X
Which resolves to the following:
30 = (0.00520833)X
The next step is to isolate the unknown value "X" on one side of the equal sign. We get there
by dividing each side of the equation by 0.00520833. The two like
30 (0.00520833)X
-------------- = -----------------
0.00520833 0.00520833
The two like values of 0.00520833 on the right side of the equation cancel out leaving:
30
--------------- = X
(0.0052083)
The final step is to divide 30 by the value of 0.00520833 to arrive at a value for X of 5760:
X = 5760 feet
We then make the calculation again for the larger spider size, again using the same ratio
method, and solving for the unknown value, i.e. a spider measuring 3/32nds of an inch is to a five
foot drop, as a six foot man is to a drop of X feet. First we need to express the dimension of the
spider in feet.
To express the dimension of the spider in feet, we reduce the fraction to a decimal: 3/32nds of
inch equals 0.09375 inches (1 divided by 16). Then we need to express the value of 0.09375
inches in terms of feet.
To figure this out we again observe that one inch equals 1/12th of a foot, and we reduce that
to a decimal: 0.08333333 feet. Then we need to find out what is 3/32nds of 0.08333333 feet.
First we need to find out what is 1/32nd of 0.08333333 feet. To find that we divide 0.08333333
feet by 32 (0.08333333 divided by 32 equals 0.00260416). Then we need to multiply this value
by 3 to arrive at a value for 3/32nds of 0.08333333. 3 times 0.00260416 equals 0.00781249.
From this we find that 3/32nds of an inch equals 0.00781249. feet.
Then we plug these the values into our ratio equation, when expressed in words, reads this
way: 0.00781249 is to 5 feet as 6 feet is to X. It looks like this in equation form:
0.00781249 6
------------------------ = --------
5 X
The first step in solving this equation is to cross multiply the values:
5 * 6 = (0.00781249)X
Which resolves to the following:
30 = (0.00781249)X
The next step is to isolate the unknown value "X" on one side of the equal sign. We get there
by dividing each side of the equation by 0.00781249. The two like
30 (0.00781249)X
-------------- = -----------------
0.00781249 0.00781249
The two like values of 0.00781249 on the right side of the equation cancel out leaving:
30
--------------- = X
(0.00781249)
The final step is to divide 30 by the value of 0.00781249 to arrive at a value for X of 3840:
X = 3840 feet
And this can be approached from another angle which has the effect of verifying the
calculations above. If the spider measures 1/16th of an inch, that means that this spider has a
quantity of filament stored within its tiny little body that equals 960 times its own body length. (5
Feet equals 60 inches: 60 inches divided by 1/16 of an inch [0.0625] equals 960.) For a six foot
man that would mean carrying around 5,760 feet of rope (6 * 960). The value of 5,760 feet is the
same value that we arrived at above. If the spider measures 3/32nds of an inch, that means that
this spider has a quantity of filament stored within its tiny little body that equals 640 times its own
body length. (5 Feet equals 60 inches: 60 inches divided by 3/32nds of an inch [0.09375] equals
640.) For a six foot man that would mean carrying around 3,840 feet of rope (6 * 640). The value
of 3,840 feet is the same value that we arrived at above. Approaching this problem from two
different angles and getting the same results verifies the accuracy of our methodology. [c-notes
recorded in office]. 3/30/2001 Fri. |
| p.m.
decrees in sanctuary |
The moon appears to be at about 23 degrees Gemini at the beginning of this service. It will move
about half a degree per hour. 3/30/2001 Fri. | |
| The
glow of the sacred fire
of peace and freedom appears within the fabric of our awareness on the 5th repetition of (12x)
Tubes of Light, at a level of (4) on our intensity scale, increasing to a (5) by the 12th
repetition. 3/30/2001 Fri. |
| This
is day #96 of the
strength of many mountains, and #94 of the golden portal of the heart and the many divine cities
revealed therein, and #90 of the many many fires of celebration of the glory of God, and #55 of
the nourishment of God's glory spread abroad across the entire planetary body, and #46 of the
garden paradise of the heart, the place where divine friends meet, where the word "cherish"
describes every relationship, and #25 of the personal closeness of my very own beloved God
Presence, and #17 of my very own beloved God Presence as the presence of paradise, and #2 of
the heart center as home. 3/30/2001 Fri. | |
| Against the backdrop of
opposition that is moving in like so many fast moving dark clouds as we go through our divine
revelation recollection affirmations, the memory of yesterday's revelation of the heart as home
comes to the forefront of awareness, and this with enough power to stand even in the face of the
opposition, as a tangible energy center yet hidden behind the veil. 3/30/2001 Fri. |
| When
the heart center
begins to come into view, it adds a whole new dimension of radiant hope to all aspects of
life. 3/30/2001 Fri. | |
| Over
the course of our
sword work, the fabric of our awareness has become suffused with the glow of the sacred fire of
peace and freedom and paradise. 3/30/2001 Fri. |
| The
glow of the sacred fire
of peace and freedom and paradise emerges within the fabric of our awareness on the 2nd
repetition of (12x) 30.08, Covenant of the Magi calls, level (6) on our intensity scale. By
the 12th repetition the intensity level is (7) with a distinct glow of paradise within the 3rd eye
chakra area. During this call we are immersed in the glow of paradise and our contemplation is of
the heart as home, and this contemplation is not upon an object, but upon a radiance that occupies
all of our awareness. It is a radiance that impacts the sensibilities of the soul clearly, yet in terms of
visual impact, it is still hidden beyond the veil. 3/30/2001
Fri. | |
| During
the first 35
repetitions of this (45x) Michael session, there was a continuous level (6) glow of sacred fire
within the fabric of our awareness, increasing to a level (7) during repetitions 35 through 45. The
awareness of the heart as home is still with us, and it serves as very high intensity motivational
factor helping us to focus on the victory of God's will. The awareness of the radiance of the heart
is an exciting example of the actuality of the victory of God's will. 3/30/2001 Fri. |
| Last
night late, we took the
first steps towards converting the older year 2000 editors notepad web pages to the new footprint
file format. The macro we wrote to help us with this task made the process easy, but even so,
there were some things that the macro did not take into account, which we had to deal with
manually. We converted 4 files in about 40 minutes, and a lot of that time is spent simply
scanning and checked the converted files to make sure that everything converted
properly. 3/30/2001 Fri. | |
| During
our 15 minute violet
flame session we had to deal with some significant opposition, during which the glow of the sacred
fire disappeared. But the glow of the sacred fire returned during the last 5 minutes of the 15
minute session at an intensity level of (5), though with the sensation of opposition still hanging on.
We did make an effort to focus on the victory of God's will during this session, though
intermittently. 3/30/2001 Fri. |
| A
new dimension of the
glow of the sacred fire of peace and freedom appears within the fabric of our awareness during the
next set of (15) Hail Marys. 3/30/2001 Fri. | |
| The
glow of the sacred fire
of peace and freedom appears within the fabric of our awareness on the 1st of (5x) 20.07
Judgment calls at a level of (6) on our intensity scale; part of the 20.12, I Ratify the Judgment of
Helios, call matrix, (includes 20.07 Judgment calls (5x), 20.09 Dweller calls (5x), .30 Solar Ring
calls). 3/30/2001 Fri. |
| A
blessed glow and
presence of the sacred fire of peace emerges within the fabric of our awareness during (1x)
Astreas. Level (6) on the intensity scale. The sacred fire glow remained constant throughout the
remainder of the (3x) Series, reduced to (1x) because we are again running late. (7.21 - Strip us of
all Doubt and Fear (1x), Hail Mary (1x), 40.06 Purity (1x), Hail Mary (1x), 10.13 - Astreas (1x),
Hail Mary (1x), Cyclopeas (1x), Hail Mary (1x), Illumination (1x), Hail Mary (1x), Great Divine
Directors (1x), Hail Mary (1x), Hercules (1x), Hail Mary (1x), 50.04 - I Seek Thees (1x), Hail
Mary (1x), Healing (1x), Hail Mary (1x), I Am Light (1x), Hail Mary (1x), Light of the Heart
(1x), Hail Mary (1x), Helios and Vestas (1x), Hail Mary (1x)). 3/30/2001 Fri. | |
| We
continued with the 4th
reading of the dictation by the God and Goddess Meru, Vol. 28, No. 8, during this
service. 3/30/2001 Fri. |
| a.m. decree service in
sanctuary |
After 15 minutes of Helios and Vesta
calls, and 3 minutes into our 15 minute I Am Light calls, the glow of the sacred fire of peace and
freedom appears within the fabric of our awareness at a level (2) on the intensity
scale. 3/31/2001 Sat. | |
| Late
last night we finished
the task of converting the year 2000 editor's notepad web pages to footprint web pages using the
footprint template processing macro. We did the three remaining files in about 25-30 minutes.
We have before us then the task of converting all of the year 2001 footprint files from the older
rough draft format to the newly designed format, again using the same footprint template
processing macro. As of this writing there are 18 files to convert. Though we have a few
additional formatting issues to deal with in terms of the actual transcribed text, specifically the
explanatory notes that we place in brackets before and after the transcribed text. They cannot exist
in the same font and size as the transcribed text. We will have to figure out what the best
approach is for those text strings. [expanded during transcription]. 3/31/2001 Sat. |
| The
glow of the sacred fire
of peace and freedom appears within the fabric of our awareness at about 14 minutes into our 30
minute violet flame session, at a level of (4) on our intensity scale. 3/31/2001 Sat. | |
| As we
contemplate the goal
of merging with the desire for the victory of God's will, and as we contemplate the fact that the
heart is the center of this desire, and as we contemplate the new found knowledge that my true
home is in my very own heart center, and as we feel the desire to return home, the invocation of
the violet flame takes on a whole new dimension of importance, for only the violet flame can
transmute the barriers that are standing in the way of my return home. 3/31/2001 Sat. |
| As we are giving our short version
Tubes of
Light along with the Mark Prophet real audio clip, we observe that it is really good to focus on
Mark's voice. You can really get a sense of the power of his determination. [notes recorded in
office]. 3/31/2001 Sat. | |
| This is
day #13 for the Linda
Healing Project. First I have to say that we had some trouble with
our hand bell yesterday. It's actually a white milk glass perfume container in the shape of a bell
with a golden plastic handle in which is inserted the screw-on top of the perfume container. I
found that out when the golden handle came off, saw the plastic top, and I unscrewed it, and sure
enough, there was perfume inside. And the little bell that was attached to the bottom of the bell
inside of a small recess, came off too. It was just glued on and the glue came loose. So, we
needed to find another bell that could withstand daily use without falling apart. I asked Esther if
she had another bell, and she returned with an all metal bell, and it was white too, and it has a red
sculptured rose on it. That is particularly fitting because we are asking the Lady Master Nada to
ring place her hand over ours when we ring it in commemoration of the bells of love she mentions
in her Ovoid of Love pearl. The bell of
course is much louder and has a completely different tone to it when compared to the little jingle
sound the other tiny bell made. Other than the use of this new bell, the ritual proceeded per plan
according to the ritual steps that we have already outlined. But, while there was no change in
George's behavior, being as friendly as usual and ready for his dog biscuits, Linda would not
come close to take her dog biscuits. She stayed in her dog house and barked at me, as was her
regular behavior before the addition of the dog biscuits to this ritual. The only thing I can think of
to account for this reversion, is that Linda was beginning to recognize the sound of the old bell,
and when she did not hear that, but heard the new bell, i.e. prior to opening the gate, she reverted
to her timid, untrustful, and fearful, mode of behavior. I was loath to toss her a dog biscuit on the
ground. I wanted her to stand up and take it. I would hold it out to her, and you could see the
inner struggle on her face. You could see she wanted it, but her fear and mistrust was just to
great, and she would go back into her dog house, and bark at me from there. I ended up feeding
her dog biscuits to George, except for the last one. I relented and threw the last one to Linda on
the ground, and she came out of her dog house to get it, chewed it up and swallowed it down, and
then she stopped barking, and she starting searching around for more. But the session was
coming to an end. No more dog biscuits. I pulled the trash barrels inside the gate, and this started
Linda to barking again, closed the gate, rang the new hand bell, and went into the garage and
closed the garage door. All was then quiet. Although this appears to be a setback, I can't imagine
that she will not come around, and make up this lost ground. [c-notes recorded in office]. 3/31/2001 Sat. |
| During our 30 minute walk
last night, after the first full lap around the block, during the next leg of
the next lap where we give our Michael calls as we walk, we noticed that our mind was resting on
the idea previously presented in regards to the heart center being our true home. And associated
with this, is this new desire to return home. And when I came into contact with this desire, I
remembered of course that the pathway into the heart was the immersion of my soul in the desire
for the victory of God's will. And so, because of this desire to return home to the heart, we began
to focus our mind on the victory of God's will. I mention this because this represents a point of
progress. Up until today, we have never had any success in focusing our mind on the subject of
the victory of God's will during the Michael calls that we give on our walk. Our attention simply
would never come together to that level of concentration, being sort of scattered by all the various
sensations associated with the effort to keep up a swift pace, the effort to make the Michael calls at
the same time, and the various distractions that enter in through our eye balls as we walk, in as
much as we cannot walk with our eyes closed. So, given our past experience, this new experience
represents a point of progress in our efforts to focus on the victory of God's will, and that point of
progress was made possible by the new revelation of the heart center as my true home. That was
compelling enough to provide the additional power to bring my mind into focus upon the all
important goal of immersing myself in the desire for the victory of God's will. [c-notes recorded in
office]. 3/31/2001 Sat. | |
| This is
the bottom line. Will
the soul surrender to the vision of God's beauty? Will the soul
surrender to the natural mandate embodied within its own cognition of God's preciousness? Will
the soul adopt as the Law of Being the full range of natural mandates embodied within its own
cognition of God's glory? Will the soul allow the fabric of its identity to burn brightly with the
conflagration of adoration? Or, will the soul turn its back upon this radiant glory and walk back
into the darkness, forfeiting happiness, forfeiting peace, forfeiting comfort, forfeiting love,
forfeiting healing, forfeiting wholeness, and forfeiting life itself? [c-notes recorded in office]. 3/31/2001 Sat. |
| p.m. decree service in
sanctuary |
As we are proceeding through our main
preamble divine revelation recollection affirmations, we are hearing loud voices in the neighbor's
back yard, which puts us on the alert for the advent of loud music at any moment. This time the
loud music comes on, thumping through the walls of the sanctuary about
7:45pm. It takes a few minutes to decide what to do. We know we will have to go over there and
ask them to turn down the music, but we remember that we had previously determined to give a
33.00 Ruby Ray Judgment call before hand to clear the area of any astral forces that would inhibit
our neighbors from making the right decision. We gave the 33.00 Ruby Judgment call (7:51pm to
7:59 p.m.) and then went out in the back yard, walked over to the fence, and of course Linda
starts to bark, and we shout over the fence for Jorge. A person on the periphery of their little
gathering hears me and gets Jorge's attention, and he comes over to the fence. I asked him to turn
the music down. I said, "Your music is coming through the walls of our house. Will you please
turn it down?" He was completely agreeable, he said Ok, and he went over and turned it down,
and came back to the fence, and called my name. I had already started to go back into the
sanctuary. I went back outside, and asked him what he wanted and he wanted to know if he had
turned it down enough. I listened, it seemed quite a bit better, so I said yes, and I believe that I
said thank you. I hope so. But it turns out that we said "yes" too soon, because when we got back
inside the sanctuary the sound of the music was still coming through the walls. At this point we
don't want to push the matter. This is the first confrontation on this subject we have had this year,
and we will take what we can get on the first go-around. And besides, we can turn on the electric
ceiling fan, and the noise from that will cover the remaining noise from Jorge's back yard. We
can endure the noise from the ceiling fan because it is constant. It does not pull at our attention
like the thumping of that music. The whole process took from 7.45pm to 8:03pm. [expanded during
transcription]. 3/31/2001 Sat. | |
| Now,
as a matter of ironic
fact, this event occurs midway through our 15 repetitions of the divine revelation recollection
affirmation that deals with "the revelation within my very own heart center of the strength of many
mountains." And as we return to that affirmation, and look at the state of our feeling world, we
can easily measure how much of that strength is actually manifest, and the quantity can be
expressed as follows: "not very much." Maybe a pebbles worth. Not even a granite boulders
worth of strength. Not even a fair size mountain rock worth of strength. Perhaps only a stream
pebbles worth of strength in as much as we did at least make the effort to resolve the situation, and
we were courteous in the process. But our feeling world is definitely shaking with anxiety and
stress. Assuredly this is a million miles away from any condition of peace. Well, thank you
neighbors for revealing the unpleasant truth. Would it ever be possible to confront this situation
and to retain the total and complete serenity that is associated with the glow of the sacred fire of
peace and freedom? I suppose we will find out. [expanded during transcription]. 3/31/2001 Sat. |
| But I
am not condemning
myself for this emotional instability. The strength of many mountains was revealed to be within
the heart center, and the heart center is our home, and we are not home yet. 3/31/2001 Sat. | |
| The
first appearance of the
glow of the sacred fire of peace and freedom emerges within the fabric of our awareness on the
15th repetition of our desire body prayer: "O God my Beloved Father, my Beloved Mother, I Am
That I Am, please grant unto me a desire body that desires only the victory of your will, the victory
of your infinite goodness, and the victory of the nourishment of your glory spread abroad across
the entire planetary body, and that passionately" (15x). The intensity level if about (3) on our
intensity scale, and while faint, it nevertheless presents a completely different paradigm of
awareness and experience than that represented by the stress and anxiety that yet
lingers. 3/31/2001 Sat. |
| The
entire 15 minute violet
flame session was spent within the context of the previous problem. We couldn't shake it. We are
enfolded by the blueprint, the outline, the geometry of the loud music scenario, and we are
constantly aware of it, and there is this constant vibration of stress and anxiety all around us.
There is this signature vibration of searing that we have always associated with resentment. There
is no sign of the sacred fire of peace and freedom, and moreover, whenever we fully recognize
that this focus is unproductive, we tried to switch over to a focus on the victory of God's will, but
we could not hold that focus. This other forcefield kept drawing my attention back into it.
3/31/2001 Sat. | |
| On the
5th repetition of our
20.09 I Cast Out the Dweller on the Threshold calls (5x), the glow of the sacred fire of
peace and freedom appears within the fabric of our awareness, and we can begin to discern some
tangible distance between us and that stress/anxiety matrix. 3/31/2001
Sat. |
| A
flash thought enters my
mind, with some aspect of the stress/anxiety matrix, and we throw it off immediately. Where did
that come from? Perhaps we are being bombarded by the resentment of the people who don't like
the fact that we asked them to turn their music down. This is a real possibility that I had never
really entertained before. [expanded during
transcription]. 3/31/2001 Sat. | |
| This is
really interesting. We
did 5 additional repetitions of 20.09 I Cast Out the Dweller on the Threshold calls, and we
became more solidly connected into that space of sacred fire glow within the fabric of our
awareness, experiencing true peace and freedom for the first time since the beginning of this
service. 3/31/2001 Sat. |
| When
this problem surfaces
again, which is very likely, because it hasn't disappeared over the course of five years, we might
consider following up our visit next door with ten repetitions of the 20.09 I Cast Out the
Dweller on the Threshold calls, and see if that would help us to proceed forward with our
service in a condition of peace. Also, this might help set the neighbors free from feeling resentful
about the fact that they can't play their music as loud as they would like, allowing them to enjoy
their get together without loud music. [expanded during transcription]. 3/31/2001 Sat. | |
| We
completed the 20.12, I
Ratify the Judgment of Helios, call matrix, (includes 20.07 Judgment calls (5x), 20.09 Dweller
calls (5x), .30 Solar Ring calls), within a moderate glow of the sacred fire of peace and freedom,
through we sense the presence of that anxiety matrix just beyond the periphery of awareness. The
key here is not to invite it in by thinking a thought that would serve to anchor that energy in your
forcefield. Think only thoughts that extend logically from this forcefield of peace and freedom.
For example, "God has set us free once again!" With God their is victory. Without God there is
defeat 3/31/2001 Sat. | .
| On
the 5th repetition of our
(50x) Cyclopeas, a strong glow of the sacred fire of peace and freedom, and paradise, emerges
within the fabric of our awareness. This sacred fire glow is about a (6) on our intensity scale.
This level of sacred fire glow stayed with us throughout the remaining repetitions. During the
whole of this decree matrix we were able to take refuge in this new dimension of identity: I Am a
soul returning home to the sacred heart. This reality was before our awareness throughout. Hear
my calls. Make straight the way. Fill my sails O God. I Am coming home. 3/31/2001 Sat. | |
| As we
begin Mother Mary's
56.02 Right Hand of the Cosmic Virgin call matrix, we experience the hugest most
monumental hugs for Mother Mary welling up within us, and this is associated primarily with the
role she played in the revelation of my home as my heart center. As we proceed forward with this
call matrix, a very blessed presence and glow of the sacred fire of crystal peace, absolutely luscious
in its sublime beauty, freedom, and paradise, comes forth within the fabric of our
awareness. 3/31/2001 Sat. |
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