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FOOTPRINTS ON
THE MOUNTAIN
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Feb. 24, 2001 - Feb. 26, 2001 |
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Unless indicated otherwise, the following notes are recorded in my
journal in the course of my daily decree services before this local outpost of the Altar of the
Holy Grail, located in my sanctuary, a converted photographic darkroom in the back of our
garage. The Chart of the
Presence hangs over the altar area on the west wall, with the portrait of the Ascended Master
Jesus Christ to the left, and the
portrait of the Ascended Master St. Germain to
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| a.m. decrees in
sanctuary |
 "We must work
for the victory of God's will in the most intense
possible manner." This is what we are repeating to ourself as we approach the sanctuary for our
a.m. decree work. It's raining again today, so no sunbath. 2/24/2001
Sat. |  |
| We had good success during our Helios
and
Vesta calls (15 minutes) focusing on "One purpose,
One desire, the victory of God's will." Even amidst the morning grogginess, as we focus on the
victory of God's will we can sense that it returns to us evidence of its compelling
power. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| As we begin Kuthumi's I Am Light decrees
we
can sense that part of ourself that jumps for joy at
the prospect of entering fully into the desire for the victory of God's will. 2/24/2001 Sat. | |
| Glow of sacred fire appears in the 3rd eye
area 9 minutes into Kuthumi's I Am Light decrees. At
the same time we are comforted by the prospect that some day we will only feel comfortable when
we are making the effort to raise up the thoughtform of the victory of God's will, when is shines
with that most profound promise at the center of our attention. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| All true intensity (of a divine nature) is fed
by
internal revelations of a divine nature. All divine
revelations that feed divine intensity come to the soul in the course of its (daily) service before the
altar. This is the general rule. 2/24/2001 Sat. | |
| Therefore, if one desires to move more
quickly away from that synthetic identity mired in the
lethargy of human inertia, one must increase one's time in service before the altar. This is the
general rule. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| In other words, one must place oneself in
that
arena of service wherein divine revelations can be
both given to the soul and received by the soul. 2/24/2001
Sat. | |
| About five minutes into our 30 minute
violet
flame session, we sense an increase in the brightness
of the heart as we endeavor to hold the thoughtform of the victory of God's
will. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| About 12 minutes into our 30 minute
violet
flame session, we find that we are able to hold in
steady orbit around this central desire for the victory of God's will, the previously revealed fact
that it is God's will for you to know his infinite love for you personally, and the previously
revealed fact that it is God's will for you to know your own God Presence as the most precious
friend. These two facts, in orbit around the central desire, helps to fan the intensity of that desire
in the most profound and endearing manner. I think the appearance of this configuration is an
example of what is meant by freedom. We ought to be free to remember what has been revealed
before, and free to hold the memory of that at the center of our attention. For the time being we
are experiencing some of that freedom. 2/24/2001
Sat. | |
| A most blessed presence of sacred fire has
appeared within our 3rd eye area 20 minutes into our
30 minute violet flame session. This as we are thinking about making a determined effort to repeat
this to ourself over and over as we proceed from one activity area to another, so as to not allow
any opposition to settle into our mind, "We must work intensely for the victory of God's will."
We are considering this because we are noting already the opposition to our footprint transcription
work looming out ahead of us, this wall of reluctance that says, "Don't do this, stay away."
Considering that this practice worked to our advantage from the moment we got out of bed, to the
moment we arrived in the sanctuary, we are considering employing it from the point we leave the
sanctuary, to the point where we actually sit down to do our transcription work. Sort of like a
golden bridge over the swamp of astral opposition. 2/24/2001
Sat. |
| Make no mistake about it. The
island nation of Taiwan has remained free over the
last 50 years, and remains free today because of the security guarantees of the United States.
Take the United States out of the picture and the mainland Communists would take that Island and
its people for themselves in a heart beat. [c-notes recorded in office]. 2/24/2001 Sat. | |
| As we are transcribing this 2-20-2001
reference to our progress in doing pull-ups, we must note
that later during that decree service, getting a little overzealous in this pursuit, we have bruised a
finger joint that was under a large callous on the left hand, and we have postponed any further
effort in that direction until at least 2-26-2001. [c-notes recorded in office]. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| As we are transcribing this 2-20-2001
reference to the knowledge of the closeness of God, we
want to make it clear that we are speaking of an additional dimension of knowledge that was
extending through the sacred fire at that time. In all instances up to that point, it is fair to say that
the presence of the sacred fire recorded throughout the footprint entries do not as a rule carry this
dimension of knowledge. In all instances beyond that point, it is fair to say that the presence of the
sacred fire recorded throughout subsequent footprint entries did not carry that dimension of
knowledge. Therefore, the event described on 2-20-2001 was a very special event,
communicating the fact that God can communicate what He wants when He wants according to
His purposes. Though, at this writing, there is no doubt in my mind that my soul, and all souls
who follow the Path of Initiation, will reach the point where that knowledge will be impacting on
the soul continuously. [c-notes recorded
in office]. 2/24/2001
Sat. | |
| In regards to this closeness of God
experience
just referred to, I have to admit that four days later, I
had forgotten about it, and that I am very gratified to have had my memory refreshed in this
regard, allowing us to contemplate it anew, and to good effect during this transcription work
period, in as much as God is as close now, as God was then, whether or not the direct knowledge
is impacting the soul. Considering this now, there is a very definite new dimension of comfort
manifest within us. [c-notes recorded in
office]. 2/24/2001
Sat. |
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In regards to this statement made on 2-21-2001, "How could reunion with your God Presence ever
take place if you retained this propensity to allow your desire body to disintegrate into a pile of
quivering anxiety whenever your neighbors crank up their stereo?", I just wanted to add at this
point
the idea that reunion with your God Presence really equates to the anchoring of huge amounts of
power into each of your chakras, and thus each of the bodies that emanate from those chakras.
This power will not be given unto any soul who would allow that power to be turned into darkness
at the flip of a stereo switch, if you get what I mean. Anxiety is the most egregious form of
darkness there is. It denies the power of God. It denies the goodness of God. It is sends the soul
into the blackness of fear where its connection to the goodness of God is completely severed.
Therefore, if the soul allows a great amount of power to be so qualified, the soul will be creating a
very powerful prison house for itself. Out of love, God will not give that power to the soul
without the soul first overcoming such weak points. [c-notes recorded in
office]. 2/24/2001 Sat. | |
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In regards to the discussion recorded on 2-21-2001 regarding the ratios of the carnal will to the
divine will, I want to note that this process of reducing the percentage of ones life devoted to
fulfilling the carnal will and increasing the percentage of one's life devoted to serving the divine
will, is simply the reversal of the process occurred when the soul originally fell from its divine
estate. The fall was gradual. The soul began in a condition in which 100% of its life was devoted
to service to the divine will. Over a period of time that percentage was gradually reduced, and the
percentage of the soul's life devoted to service to the carnal will was gradually increased. The
following divine will to carnal will ratios illustrate this principle:
0/100 - (0% carnal, 100% percent divine)
10/90 - (10% carnal, 90% percent divine)
20/80 - (20% carnal, 80% percent divine)
30/70 - (30% carnal, 70% percent divine)
40/60 - (40% carnal, 60% percent divine)
50/50 - (50% carnal, 50% percent divine)
60/40 - (60% carnal, 40% percent divine)
70/30 - (70% carnal, 30% percent divine)
80/20 - (80% carnal, 20% percent divine)
90/10 - (90% carnal, 10% percent divine)
100/0 - (100% carnal, 0% percent divine)
[c-notes recorded in
office]. 2/24/2001
Sat. |
| All greed and lust after money and material
goods is reflective of a deep seated fear that God will
not provide the soul with what it needs. [c-notes recorded in office]. 2/24/2001 Sat. | |
| The very moment we stopped our office
work
and began to look ahead to the next item on our
schedule, i.e. our main decree service of the day, we instantly felt the opposition. Our normal and
regular mode of behavior (going back many years) in regards to this opposition is to feet it, get
down under it, and really feel the weight of it. But not this time. We instantly began repeating
over and over, "It's very important to work intensely for the victory of God's will," and again I
must report that we passed over that astral swamp, the opposition pushed way back, and our
attention focused on this idea of the victory of God's will which returned unto me a lifting
reassurance. We are going to try to this new approach during each transition period that lies out in
front of each decree service. No more struggling or squirming under this ever-present weight that
meets us at the threshold of our main decree services. We will move to affirm what we are
learning to love to affirm anyway, and that is the victory of God's will. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| We have now brought our footprint
transcription work up to Thursday last, which puts us less than
3 days behind in our effort to catch up. 2/24/2001
Sat. | |
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"Its very important that we work towards the victory of God's will" repeated over and over as we
stand before the altar brings about an affirming uplift of sacred fire happiness. Even before we get
into our opening statements. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| The sacred fire glow of peace and freedom
appears within our crown chakra area on the 5th of
(12) Tubes of Light in a manner that reveals a movement from above pouring down. Nearly
immediately we feel a heavy burden upon the spine just below the heart. By the 12th repetition we
are enfolded thoroughly by this most blessed forcefield of upward dancing sacred
fire. 2/24/2001 Sat. | |
| Its like you come to this arched gateway in
a
thick stone wall to meet a most blessed friend. You
arrive early, and you are painfully aware that your friend is not there. After you are there for a
few minutes your friend finally shows up, and you are greatly relieved, and very
happy. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| Continuing with the 2nd reading of
Beloved
Lanello's dictation during this service, Vol. 28, No. 4. 2/24/2001
Sat. | |
| Day #62 of the strength of many
mountains,
and day #60 of the golden portal of the heart and the many divine cities revealed therein, and #56
of the many many fires of celebration of the glory of God, and #21 of the nourishment of God's
glory spread abroad across the entire planetary body, and #12 of the garden paradise of the heart,
the place where divine friends meet, where the word "cherish" describes every
relationship. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
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A most blessed dimension of crystal peace
opens up before us, inside of us, during the 5th repetition of El Morya's 30.08 Covenant of the
Magi calls (12x). We were making a substantial effort to focus on our goal: One purpose, one
desire, the victory of God's will. We were contemplating the fact that our goal is to become more
comfortable immersed in this effort, this goal, than with any other activity, both inner or outer.
That forcefield of peace stayed constant throughout, and we had a good measure of success
throughout the remaining calls merging with the desire for the victory of God's
will. 2/24/2001 Sat. | |
| The process of cultural decline that we are
witnessing in America, which began in earnest in the 1950's, is precisely reminiscent of the original
fall of the soul from its divine estate. In that fall, like the current cultural fall, the soul lost ground
incrementally, slowly, gradually, with each new generation taking a few additional steps into the
abyss. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| As we enter into our Michaels, trying from
the
very first to focus on the victory of God's will, we see that God's will is like unto a cozy cabin
deep in the snow laden woods with a warm fire blazing in the fireplace. Though in fact it is better
than that. 2/24/2001 Sat. | |
| On the 3rd repetition of our (45x)
Michaels, a
pool of sacred fire appears at the crown chakra area, glowing, and profoundly deep. The
forcefield of peace stays with us through the entire decree series. We were successful in focusing
on the victory of God's will at several points, and we entered into this interesting modality where
each word spoken returned a sacred fire assurance that great constructive work was being
accomplished. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| We took a break, and brought back into
the
sanctuary that nagging spirit of rebellion, which pulls and tugs at the mind to cut short the decree
service. As we did our next set of (15) Hail Marys, and our Pearl reading, this force was
constantly pulling at us. As we looked ahead to the violet flame session all we could sense was a
large brooding obstacle counseling us to turn back. Now this is interesting. As we entered into
our (3x) prayers to Sanat Kumara and Lady Master Venus, asking them to help me to become
more devoted to the victory of God's will, our awareness become focused on the following two
items, side by side: On the one side you have this brooding presence pressuring you to quit,
pressuring you not to do those violet flame calls, and on the other side you have the victory of
God's will, the REALITY of it impacting the soul with absolute clarity. In other words, a stream
of divine knowledge carrying information concerning the value of God's will was impacting our
inner awareness The brooding presence simply disappeared in the Light of this Reality. Gone.
Vanished. And we proceeded forward with our violet flame calls with no opposition.
2/24/2001 Sat. | |
| This is an example of how the Masters can
help to set us free to make right choices. That framework of vision was the work of the Master.
The internal qualities of energy that tend to block right action, they are isolated, juxtaposed to the
Light of Truth, and then dissolved by the Light of Truth. 2/24/2001
Sat. |
| Our 15 minutes of violet flame calls were
spent
in an even, uniform glow of sacred fire peace, in which we could make the nearly constant effort
to focus on the victory of God's will. At a couple points we entered into a fairly intense level of
desiring in that respect. I am very happy with that effort. 2/24/2001
Sat. | |
| A most blessed, and comforting presence
of
peace appears within the fabric of our awareness during the next set of (15) Hail
Marys. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| During this service we have completed the
second reading of Beloved Lanello's dictation, Pearls of Wisdom, Vol. 28, No. 4. We will
proceed then with the third reading. 2/24/2001 Sat. | |
| As we repeat our prayers to Sanat Kumara
and the Lady Master Venus (3x), this line is highlighted, "The victory of God's infinite goodness,"
and we tarry on that point repeating it over and over as we experience the heart center glowing
with the knowledge that this is indeed true, that God is indeed infinitely good, and that that
goodness ought to be victorious everywhere. 2/24/2001
Sat. |
| Entering into our 20.12, I Ratify the
Judgment
of Helios, decree matrix, our mind starts to wander into a contemplation of what we are going to
do when we finish this decree service. This nagging distraction continued on through the 20.07
Judgment call section (5x) and into the 20.09 Dweller section (5x). Mid way through the Dweller
section, this blessed idea appears in our mind, this blessed hope that one day we will achieve that
state of mind where the only thing we will look forward to with longing and relish is the
opportunity to work for the victory of God's will. And with that, the other distractions vanished,
and the glow of sacred fire appeared throughout the fabric of our awareness allowing us to
complete the 20.09 Dweller calls in that delightful updraft. 2/24/2001
Sat. | |
| The victory of Light over Darkness. That
is
what we are talking about. Both Light and Darkness take on forms within the awareness. This is
how we can tell when Light wins, and Darkness loses. 2/24/2001
Sat. |
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There is so much profound promise associated with the prospect that we could find ourself
transformed to that extent, i.e. to where the only thing we look forward to with relish and delight is
another opportunity to work for the victory of God's will. That's not what exists in fact today, but
the prospect that this could one day be, is profoundly comforting, and
reassuring. 2/24/2001 Sat. | |
| A blessed intensity in the 3rd eye area as
we
draw our solar rings during the .30 Solar Ring decree near the end of the 20.12 decree
matrix. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| A most blessed presence of sacred fire
peace
and freedom appears in the 3rd eye area during our next set of (15) Hail Marys, along with this
insight, this clear unobstructed vision, that it is the vision of God's beauty that will form the
foundation for the ever present desire to work for the victory of God's will, and who in their right
mind would avoid the steps necessary to come to that place where the beauty of God is before
your inner vision at all times? 2/24/2001 Sat. | |
| A blessed glow of sacred fire peace and
freedom appears in our 3rd eye chakra area during the last 5 repetitions of our (50x)
Cyclopeas. 2/24/2001 Sat. |
| a.m. decree service in
sanctuary |
"It's
very very very important to work for the victory of God's will". We repeated this over and over
from the moment we got out of bed, to the moment we arrived in the sanctuary, a period of about
ten minutes. A supporting idea that was present was that it is important to glow with sacred fire so
that great beams of light can radiate out into the world bring hope and promise to the hearts of
God's children, which is the main idea embodied in our light house prayer which we always repeat
15 times at the beginning of each main decree service. Here is evidence that it is finally sinking
in. 2/25/2001 Sun. | |
| Hail gracious hearts of light who have no
doubts about the value of God's will! (i.e. the Ascended Masters). 2/25/2001 Sun. |
| The presence of the sacred fire of peace
and
freedom appears in our in our crown chakra area at the beginning of our opening
statements. 2/25/2001 Sun. | |
| About 12 minutes into our 15 minute
Helios
and Vesta call session, a most blessed presence of crystal peace emerges within the fabric of our
awareness, most strong and pronounced at the crown chakra area. 2/25/2001 Sun. |
| It is well to remember this, and as often as
possible, that the most important thing about the will of God is his desire for you to know his
infinite love for you personally. 2/25/2001 Sun. | |
| The goal is to anchor that frame of
reference,
that framework of consciousness that holds the glory of God before it, unwavering, and always
enamored of the beauty that is before it constantly. 2/25/2001
Sun. |
| p.m. decree service in
sanctuary |
We may talk
about the prelude to this decree service, but not now. Stress city. 2/25/2001 Sun. | |
| Sacred fire presence appears within the
fabric
of our awareness in the midst of (3x) Tubes of Light. 2/25/2001
Sun. |
| Substantial glow of sacred fire peace and
comfort in the 3rd eye area after about the 20th repetition of (45x) Michaels, and after it became
clear that no matter what happens, it is always fitting to pour all that you are into the desire of the
victory of God's will. 2/25/2001 Sun. | |
| We got to spend the remainder of our
Michaels (60x) (an extra 15x for gratitude's sake) in a very blessed forcefield of peace and
comfort that has completely turned around the stress induced instability that we had brought into
this decree service. 2/25/2001 Sun. |
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This stress induced instability (anxiety) was
brought about by more car problems. We got into the car earlier to go grocery shopping, and the
battery was dead. That was not any big deal but it was certainly a good start. The rain didn't help
matters. We called the auto club, and had them send out a tow truck with jumper cables so that
the car could be jump started. This only took about 45 minutes. The truck came, the cables were
laid out and connected and I started the car. Ok. Before we pulled out of the driveway we noticed
that a new red fault indicator has appeared on the dashboard instrument panel. It said "Check
Engine". What next. But the engine was running ok. So we headed off to the store, knowing that
we would more than likely have to keep the car running while we were in the store. The possibility
that it would not start again was real. On the way to the store the transmission was slipping the
whole way, conjuring up another huge car repair bill in my imagination. That is not a peaceful
thought. When we got to the store, I put the car in park, having every intention of keeping it
going, and the engine just quit. Oh no! My imagination instantly sprouted scenes of having to call
the tow truck again. But fortunately, the battery had stored enough juice to start it immediately
back up. But it quit again. If this car was going to keep running that would mean that Esther
would have to drive it around in a circle in the parking lot while I did the shopping. Esther got
into the drivers seat, and fortunately the car started. I went inside to do shopping hoping that we
would have a way to get home, and Esther drove the car around in circles. I accomplished the
fastest grocery shopping time ever recorded in the history of human kind, flying from aisle to aisle,
mowing down with my shopping cart anyone who got in my way. (Not really - just kidding).
When I got back outside there was Esther driving around in circles. She saw me, pulled up so I
could put the groceries in the trunk, and we headed home with the transmission slipping all the
way. And a woman driving the car on wet streets too! Whoa! Slow down! Yikes.
2/25/2001 Sun. | |
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Now, after arriving home, and putting the groceries away, I certainly felt like plugging my face into
the T.V. to watch a movie or something. After all, its getting late. But, we have been praying all
week for help to make sure nothing could tempt us to skip our decree work on Sunday. And
beside, I could clearly see that sitting in front of the T.V. would do nothing to solve any of the
problems that we now have looming before us, not the least of which is an emotional body whose
foundation is quivering with stress and anxiety. So we chose to go into the sanctuary and come
before the altar, and as noted above, we were rewarded with the most blessed intercession of the
sacred fire which makes it as though all of that stuff never happened at all. This is way better than
T.V. (This is the victory over death and hell. After all, stress and anxiety are two of the more
fundamental vibrations of death and hell.) 2/25/2001
Sun. |
| The most blessed presence of the sacred
fire of
peace and freedom emerges within the fabric of our awareness as we enter into our 15 minute
violet flame session. 2/25/2001 Sun. | |
| We got to spend the whole violet flame
session saturated with the most blessed sacred fire presence of peace and freedom, all the more
blessed when juxtaposed to that prison house of stress and anxiety out of which we have just been
so gloriously delivered. The main theme of this violet flame session is this: how can it be anything
but the most reasonable approach to life than to pour all of your being into the desire for the
victory of the will of God who has such awesome power over human negativity, and who is so
liberal with the very sacred fires of freedom which flow in abundance from his
heart. 2/25/2001 Sun. |
| Well ... In regards to our 20.12, I
Ratify
the Judgment of Helios decree matrix, I must report the presence of a blessed peace
throughout all sections, 20.07 Judgment (5x), 20.09 Dweller (5x), .30 Solar Ring, Tubes of Light
(5x), and so much so that we really got to focus on the blessedness of the idea that these calls
actually help set the stage for all of God's children to come into the knowledge of this peace, and
this was most keenly at the forefront of our mind during the 20.09 Dweller calls. But we had a
special gift waiting for us in the course of the .30 Solar Ring section, specifically in the Tube of
Light (5x) subsection, in which the most amazing presence of peace and quietness descended into
our being. It was so powerful that we felt compelled to reduce the volume of our calls to a
whisper. Why that was necessary I am not sure. But we felt compelled to do that, this being what
amounts to an involuntary reaction on behalf of the soul, when in the presence of such
blessedness, the soul is sent into a posture of reverence and honor, in as much as the totality of my
awareness was absorbed into, and transfixed upon the amazing beauty of the quality of this
presence. 2/25/2001 Sun. | |
| It I was not absolutely sure that we are
meant
to live within that presence permanently some day, I would be tempted to say that the experience
of such a presence represents a once in a lifetime treasure. 2/25/2001
Sun. |
| This presence embodies or should I say
represents the cosmic standard for quietness, perhaps you could describe it has a cosmic hush.
Perhaps if we could spend more time within it, we could actually hear God speak to
us. 2/25/2001 Sun. | |
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A very bright sacred fire glow in our 3rd
eye
chakra area over the enter span of our (50x) Cyclopeas. 2/25/2001
Sun. |
Daily Prayers in the U.S. House
Februay
26, 2001 | Daily Prayers in the U.S. Senate
Februay 26, 2001 | The
Chaplain, the Reverend Daniel P. Coughlin, offered the following prayer:
Lord, God of history and ever-present, You sent Your prophet Isaias to
Your people when they were in need of hope and vision.
May Isaias' prophetic words guide us still. Send Your spirit upon this
Nation and this Congress, that we may be open to hearing Your word and actively seek the
salvation You alone can bring.
Make of us a people of compassion and holiness. In pursuing the
avenues of justice for all, may we be a sign to the community of nations.
Help us to work toward the complete fulfillment of the deepest human
hopes and Your inspiring promises.
With humility let us embrace our calling; to be truly prophetic, as Your
servants of old, by earnestly fulfilling Your commands now and forever. Amen. | The Chaplain, Dr. Lloyd John Ogilvie, offered the following
prayer.
Majestic God, Creator of many different races and colors in the human
family, we ask for love as inclusive as Your love and attitudes as free of prejudice as You have
shown in Your care for all people.
This month as we gratefully recognize the importance of African
Americans in our history, remind us of the truth in Dr. Martin Luther King's words that ``the
content of our character'' is the highest goal we can achieve. So many outstanding black Americans
have risen to prominence in our Nation because of the content of their character.
Along with Dr. King, we thank you for Phillis Wheatley, who in the
18th century at a very young age achieved international fame as the first black woman poet. We
also remember Richard Allen, who at the dawning of the 19th century mobilized the black
community in Philadelphia and formed the first independent black denomination.
As we work today, may these principled Americans be our examples.
Let our words, thoughts, and actions reflect the content of Your character. Thank you for being
our Lord and Saviour. Amen. |
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| "It is very very important to work intensely
for
the victory of God's will". We were again able to repeat this over and over from the moment we
got out of bed to the point where we entered into the sanctuary. A very interesting sensation of
walking just above the sticky up reaching tentacles of worry and concern. 2/26/2001 Mon. | |
| The glow of sacred fire appears within the
fabric of our awareness generally, and within the 3rd eye area particularly on the 3rd repetition of
(3x) Tubes of Light. 2/26/2001 Mon. |
| I am the champion of God's holy
will. 2/26/2001 Mon. | |
| We experienced a substantial amount of
success focusing on the victory of God's will throughout each decree matrix this morning, Helios
and Vestas (15 minutes), I Am Light decrees (15 minutes) and violet flame decrees (30 minutes).
During our violet flames decrees we were able to formulate the idea "I Am the Champion of
God's Holy Will." It is interesting to see how this thoughtform came to be. Initially, what came
before my awareness was a scene in China prior to World War II, in which Japanese soldiers had a
woman tied down, and they were repeatedly raping her. I believe that this scene comes from a
description of the events which I heard given by the author of a book who lived through that time.
I looked into this scene and thought that if I was there I would have to try to stop those men from
doing that. But they would kill you for trying. Well, I thought, this is the test that is before my
soul at this time, I've got to pass, and if I die in the process, then there is no better way to die than
in service to a high ideal. So I said to myself I am the champion of that woman's right to live, and
to live unviolated. And my service before the altar came into view at that point, and my goal to
enter completely into the desire for the victory of God's will, and I realized at that point, that "I
Am the Champion of God's Holy Will." And it was interesting to see that juxtaposed to this
thoughtform there appeared instantly a counterforce which communicated clearly the sentiment,
"Who are you to say that you are the champion of God's will? What right or authority do you
have to say that? Ha! What a farce!" Now I suppose, that under the pressure of this
counterforce, that I would have dropped the idea completely, if I was not able to coalesce within
my mind right at that point the idea that the most important part of God's will is his desire for me
to know and to realize and to be constantly aware of his infinite love for me personally and his
ever present and dearest friendship at that. Without a doubt I am the champion of that
aspect of God's will, for myself, and for all people, and that is for sure! And thus, I was able to
hold that thoughtform as a new point of divine identity. 2/26/2001
Mon. |
| I think that it is safe to say that this
counterforce simply didn't pop up out of nowhere, that it has been a part of the substrate of my
human consciousness all along, and only became clearly visible when juxtaposed to its opposite,
i.e. once the thoughtform "I am the champion of God's holy will" coalesced in my mind, the
counterforce was right there to say, "No you're not." Well, yes I am. And that "yes" will
hopefully hold forevermore. 2/26/2001 Mon. | |
| 25 minutes into our 30 minuted violet
flame
session a strong glow of the sacred fire of peace and freedom appears in our 3rd eye chakra
area. 2/26/2001 Mon. |
| Hey! Didn't you know that in
real life, you are supposed to register the impact of God's power constantly? Like this flame of
sacred fire that has emerged in our 3rd eye area as we begin our footprint transcription work.
And yes, there will come a day when you will not put up with anything less, when the mode of life
that has you believing that living in the darkness of astral sentiment is the most natural way to live,
will be finally exposed as the most laughable and silly fraud. 2/26/2001
Mon. | |
| In regards to this statement made on
2-24-2001: "All greed and lust after money and material
goods is reflective of a deep seated fear that God will not provide the soul with what it needs," I
am thinking that this lust, this grasping, this reaching out and grabbing after money, wealth, power,
status, material possesions, and even companionship, represents an insane kind of certainty born of
a rather virulent desperation that God will not provide the soul with what it needs. I mean it is no
longer simply fear that God will not provide the soul with what it needs which is driving the soul to
acquire material things, but rather a condition beyond fear, a condition born of the darkness of
fear, yes a condition of blindness, where the soul sees no evidence that God will provide anything
at all to the soul, and thus the soul has reached a level of inverted certainty that God is irrelevant,
and therefore must reach out to grab what it needs, grasping little hands reaching out of a dark
whirlwind of desperation. [c-notes
recorded in office]. 2/26/2001
Mon. |
| The sacred fire of peace
and freedom appears brightly in our 3rd eye chakra area on the 4th repetition of (12) Tubes of
Light coincident with this juxtaposition of opposing forces: On the one hand the idea of what we
could be doing away from the altar, watching the evening news is what specifically comes to mind,
and on the other hand the real knowledge that what you are engaged in here is having a positive
impact on the quality of life on a planetary scale. We are happy to be here. The initial darkness of
uncertainty has been eliminated. 2/26/2001 Mon. | |
| During the last 6 repetitions of our (12)
Tube
of Light decrees, a heavy burden upon the spine just below the heart came to the forefront of our
awareness, and we had to slog our way through that, while the deep glow of sacred fire remained
constant in our 3rd eye area. 2/26/2001 Mon. |
| I added the word "deep" there to
underscore
that in the midst of the glow of sacred fire, there is always present that quality of depth. There is
this great depth associated with all manifestations of sacred fire. 2/26/2001 Mon. | |
| It's not like you are looking at a candle
flame
from the outside. The fact is that the flame is both alive within your awareness, and at the same
time, you reside within the flame, you count it as part of your identity during those moments when
the sacred fire is active. Therefore, the qualities of the flame, i.e. those qualities that God desires
to reveal, are evident within the very fabric of one's awareness. The (5) five qualities I perceive
most often are 1) the sensation of glowing, 2) the quality of blessedness, i.e. the
fabric of the awareness is clearly aglow with a power that impacts the sensabilities of the
soul as a blessing, 3) the quality of freedom, 4) the quality of peace, and 5)
the quality of great depth. 2/26/2001 Mon. |
| A definite appears of a new dimension of
peace and freedom at the 3rd eye area during our next set of (15) Hail Marys. 2/26/2001 Mon. | |
| We are continuing with the 3rd reading of
Beloved Lanello's dictation, Vol. 28, No. 4, during this service. 2/26/2001 Mon. |
| During our main preamble/insert, a very
bright
glow of sacred fire appears in our 3rd eye area juxtaposed to our affirmation of a previously
revealed point of divine knowledge, specifically, repeated (3x), "That magic presence revealed to
me juxtaposed to my repudiation of the T.O.P. enterprise." the T.O.P. enterprise
refers to the Temple of Presence project begun in 1999 by Monroe and Carolyn Shearer. The
revelation of that magic presence was released to me after I got up from my computer after quite a
long work session composing a statement on why the T.O.P. enterprise was a project of the false
hierarchy. It was such an amazing and blessed revelation that I make an effort to bring it to mind
as a part of the main preamble/insert of my main decree service each day, along with several other
points of divine revelation. 2/26/2001 Mon. | |
| Now, it's not that this revelation per se
exposed the T.O.P. organziation to me as a false hierarchy project. I want to make that clear.
Previous to the revelation of the magic presence, I was in a position to comment on the T.O.P.
issue in the course of my participation in an on-line discussion forum, and when presented with the
issue, I could see clearly why it was impossible for the T.O.P. enterprise to be the REAL
thing. Simply impossible. After making my case, I got up from the computer to go into the
kitchen to make my dinner salad, and wham (!), as I opened the kitchen door, this blessed magic
presence descended upon me, enfolded me. It was a glorious experience, and I simply took that
experience as a reward for a job well done, as a statement of reassurance that I was on the right
track, that the level of awareness of truth and error that I had accumulated on the path thus far,
was working properly, and serving me well, in cutting through and seeing past the illusion and the
deception of ascended master sponsorship being so powerfully projected by the Shearers.
2/26/2001 Mon. |
| A soft glow of sacred fire peace and
freedom
appears within the 3rd eye area on the 10th repetition of (12) 30.08 Covenant of the Magi
calls. 2/26/2001 Mon. | |
| A glow of sacred fire peace and freedom
that
has the distinct character of whiteness to it appears strongly in our 3rd eye area at the end of our
(15x) Hail Marys which we expanded to (20x). 2/26/2001
Mon. |
| During our main preamble/insert, and
continuing on through the service, this very interesting awareness has been hovering just at, or
above, the ceiling of awareness, and as we prepare to enter into our Michael decrees, I wanted to
note that there is present this awarenss of a realm of reality, more tangible than the physical, and
that it is just beyond our grasp. We can sense it, it is clearly there, but we cannot grasp it. We
have this sensation of having percolated to the surface, and we are about to break the surface, but
we haven't yet, and just beyond the surface, there is reality, the world of Light, with rays
of comfort filtering down to us, filling us with great hope and expectation. 2/26/2001 Mon. | |
| Huge hugs for Archangel Michael during
the
first 5 repetitions of our (45x) Michael calls in a conflagration of sacred fire whiteness. The strong
glow of that sacred fire whiteness stays with us through the 15th repetition, and through the next
15 repetitions, and through the last 15 repetitions. We are very successful at a few points in
entering into a very intense desire for the victory of God's will. At one point the beauty of God's
will impacted me do directly that part of my being was launched like a rocket in a shower of
sparkling whiteness into the upper regions to give God a huge hug. 2/26/2001 Mon. |
| Leading into each of our (15x) Hail Marys
(which are interspersed between each major decree matrix) we say, "We are now going to roll up
our sleeves, and jump into this great work, shoulder to shoulder with Mother Mary, and work for
the greatest possible victory of God's will, the greatest possible victory of God's infinite goodness,
and the greatest possible victory of the nourishment of God's glory spread abroad across the entire
planetary body." On this occasion, as we speak this portion of the phrase, "The greatest possible
victory of God's infinite goodness," at that point our heart center comes to the forefront of
awareness, and extending from that heart center is a power that let's us know that indeed, God is
infinitely good. We tarry at that point for several repetitions of that phrase, pondering this power,
before we proceed forward. We note that the power is there as long as the phrase is
spoken. 2/26/2001 Mon. | |
| Friendship is not an abstract phenomena.
It is
very personal, and ever present. Therefore, we cannot continue to indulge this laziness that allows
the friendship of our own God Presence to reside any longer within the realm of the
abstract. 2/26/2001 Mon. |
| During this set of prayers (3x) to Sanat
Kumara and the Lady Master Venus requesting their help in making me more devoted to the
victory of God's will, there appears in a soft suffusion of peace at the 3rd eye level, the friendly,
reassuring, and natural closeness of Sanat Kumara and the Lady Master Venus. It was so subtle
that I was tempted to overlook it, but the tugging of the heart helped to bring the reality of it into
focus. 2/26/2001 Mon. | |
| A glow of sacred fire peace and freedom
appears in our 3rd eye chakra area, having the character of whiteness, on the 15th repetition of
(20x) Hail Marys. 2/26/2001 Mon. |
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