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FOOTPRINTS ON THE MOUNTAIN
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Oct. 1, 2000 - Oct. 31, 2000 |
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Unless indicated otherwise, the following notes are recorded in my
journal in the course of my daily decree services before this local outpost of the Altar of the
Holy Grail, located in my sanctuary, a converted photographic darkroom in the back of our
garage. The Chart of the
Presence hangs over the altar area on the west wall, with the portrait of the Ascended Master
Jesus Christ to the left, and the
portrait of the Ascended Master St. Germain to
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| Another validation of the
importance of the
System of Multiple Life Opportunity (SMLO) ... Given the goal of accepting God's Love, and the
propensity of fallen man towards guilt in the midst of more than ordinary infractions, dogged by
the memory of those infractions, and the aura of guilt associated with them, it is impossible, for all
practical purposes, for a person to rise into that frame of mind in which the soul can actually feel
worthy of accepting God's infinite love. Therefore, the slate is wiped cleaned in terms of direct
memory at the beginning of each new life. 10/1/2000 |  |
 | An intense desire deep with
my soul for an
accelerated transforming action by the violet flame. 10/1/2000 |
| Feeling the comfort
associated with the idea
that you are "saved" and that you won't spend eternity in hell, is not what its all about. The fear
associated with spending eternity in hell, and the false promise that relieves you of that fear,
distracts you from achieving what God expects from you in this lifetime. God expects you to
anchor the forcefield of your divine identity, at the center of which is your full acceptance of and
realiztion of God's Infinite love for you personally. This is more than knowledge. It is the power
to overcome all worldly obstacles, not just those obstacles that present themselves to you, trying to
block your path back into the arms of God, but those obstacles that present themselves to society
as a whole, which block the forward movement of the culture into the Aquarian
age. 10/1/2000 |  |
 | You cannot stand before the
flame of the heart
feeling like an unworthy sinner. All that is within you that rejects God's Infinite love for you
personally relegates you to outer darkness in this regard.
The secret chamber of the heart cannot be accessed as long as the soul clings to even one iota of
its sense of unworthniness before God. What is the key to entering in then? Having completely
absorbed the Reality of God's Infinite Love for you personally, you live it, breath it, understand it,
and are constantly glowing with gratitude because of it, what is there that God would deny
you? 10/1/2000 |
| In as much as it is too much
to ask for any
soul to travel the distance between the guilt associated with major capital crimes, and into the arms
of God's infinite love, the soul is better off taking the punishment that is lawful, in terms of the
death penalty, so that a new life can be scheduled at the earliest possible date, when the soul will
incarnate without the burden of that guilt. 10/1/2000 |  |
 | I am an expression of God's
Love. I am the
focal point in time and space of a specific beam of love that I experience as me. All that I am is
love crystalized in form. 10/2/2000 |
| I hope you can see, that at
some point on the
path, it becomes imperative to vigorously deny that there is any difference between what is called
the "Holy Christ Self", and you.
10/2/2000 |  |
 | The soul immersed in its
carnal nature
probably looks upon this as blasphemy. After all carnality is the further thing from holiness that
there is. But it is also worth noting that the affirmation of separation is the thing that produced
carnality in the first place. But the soul that is rising into the Arms of God, for that soul,
entertainment of any idea of difference, equates to an obstacle to further
progress. 10/2/2000 |
| The idea of separation is
not simply an
illusion. It is the entertainment of ideas and feelings that block the flow of divine energy from
entering into the awareness of the soul. When these blocks are removed and the energy flows,
when the reality of God is impressed upon the awareness more clearly every day, then the idea of
separation has been trumped by the reality of unity. 10/2/2000 |  |
 | The principle of unity
expands incrementally
within the awareness and being of the soul with each new day. 10/2/2000 |
| It is not easy to extract your
consciousness
from the revolution of patterns of resentment, frustration, etc., related to less then positive
interactions with other people, and invest that consciousness in the affirmation of God's Love, but
it must be done. In this challenge we have another glimpse of the internal corruption of thought
and feeling that led to the original fall of man. 10/3/2000 |  |
 | As it says in our Violet
Flame Decree (70.00),
"To light alone I bow", this vow must be kept under even the most challenging of
circumstances. 10/3/2000 |
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In as much as God is the provider of everything, that he extends his power on a constant basis to
establish and support all facets of creation, all facets of our very own life support systems, it is
therefore lawful and reasonable to direct one's attention on a constant basis, towards the love from
which all of this creation and care flows. In other words, this constancy is really the foundation of
pure sanity. 10/3/2000 |  |
 | When you say "Beloved I
Am that I Am" you
are invoking the forcefield of God's Love, bringing to mind the first fundamental dimension of
that love, which is God's infinite love for you personally. 10/4/2000 |
| The soul must acquire the
perfect balance
between that sense of personal accomplishment which is essential to self-esteem, and the
realization that no progress can be made on the path of initiation without the services of the
mediator. 10/5/2000 |  |
 | The central point of
accomplishment on the
path of initiation is the development of constancy in our daily decree work. This is the foundation
for all other progress to come. 10/5/2000 |
| Remember that people have
diligently pursued
the fulfillment of what they consider their worldly responsibilities, including work and family, for
millennia, without making any progress at all on the path of initiation. 10/5/2000 |  |
 | Obviously something more is
required of every
individual to deliver a culture into a golden age. 10/5/2000 |
| God's love has everything to
do with raising a
soul up to fulfill a mission. 10/5/2000 |  |
 | At some point, you will have
to decide to take
control of your own mind. Where does the determination come from to implement that decision,
especially on a constant basis? 10/5/2000 |
| I realize that thinking about
God's love is not
the same thing as experiencing God's love. But one must move from the state of non-experience
to the state of experience, and though it the mechanism by which the proper framework is
established within the consciousness to receive the experience. As you affirm God's love for you,
you find your awareness gravitating towards a deeper and deeper contemplation of the reality of
that love, and within the depths of contemplation will be found the experience. 10/5/2000 |  |
 | What gives the soul the
capacity to control the
mind is the fully assimilated sense of divine priority, and God's Love is at the very top of that
priority list. 10/5/2000 |
| Perspective is important.
The student places
his or her feet on the path in a condition of general non-assimilation. The path of initiation is all
about the day by day assimilation of that sense of divine priority; letting go of carnal priorities or
shall we say false priorities, and accepting divine priorities in their place. 10/5/2000 |  |
 | The level of love that one
can realize is directly
proportional to the extent to which the soul has assimilated that sense of divine
priority. 10/5/2000 |
| If the soul cannot establish
and hold within its
own awareness the framework of thought necessary to allow the consciousness to gravitate into the
contemplation and experience of God's Love, that love cannot be known. 10/5/2000 |  |
 | The only thing that can
change the world for
the better is God's Love. 10/5/2000 |
| How clumsy, crude, and
overbearing human
thought is, when compared to the gossamer sheen of God's radiant smile. It is always the bull in
the china shop breaking the spell of perfect peace, breaking the delicate fibers of perception that
reach out to probe the overwhelming beauty of heaven's loveliness. 10/6/2000 |  |
 | It is the power of the word
that brings the mind
to heel, clears the grassy lawn of all carnal droppings and the sensual echoes of their odoriferous
ambiance as well, and returns the dome of the sky back into the amphitheater of divine perception
that it was meant to be. 10/6/2000 |
| All of the initial
impartations of knowledge
concerning the personal relationship between the soul and God are experienced within the region
of the crown and third-eye chakras. 10/6/2000 |  |
 | This is one of the reasons
why the student must
eschew all musical forms that drive the light down the spine, rather than to raise it up. In this
regard, Christian "devotional" music with a rock beat is an oxymoron. 10/6/2000 |
| Fidel Castro is the
personification of the
people's dweller on the threshold. Full of charisma, full of false promises. The people fall down
and worship him, and what do they get in return? Tyranny and poverty. 10/6/2000 |  |
 | What level of constancy will
your
determination support? 10/6/2000 |
| The most glorious crystal
clear presence
during the Tube of Light section of our .30 solar ring calls (at the end of the 21.12 decree "I ratify
the judgment of Helios") 10/6/2000 |  |
 | There comes a time when
your contact with
god must be maintained by your own determination. 10/7/2000 |
| One initially steps onto the
path with very
little or no determination in this regard. But the point will some day be reached when that
determination is all consuming. 10/7/2000 |  |
 | Organized Christianity is a
dead end. Box
canyons have spectacular echo effects, and this is enough to mesmerize the masses until they die,
and find that they have wasted another life opportunity to claim the fulness of their divine
birthright. 10/7/2000 |
| Balance requires a stable
foundation.
10/7/2000 |  |
 | With all due deference to the
subject of good
manners, if you don't learn about love from God personally, you cannot know anything about
love. Any thought process that opposes this truth is a device of the carnal nature which desires to
remain self-sufficient and independent from God when it comes to the issue of love.
10/7/2000 |
| Remember that when it
comes to all of the
patterns of sympathy that humans maintain within family and circle of friends, as God said to the
prophet Isaiah, "My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the
Lord." (Isaiah 55:10) 10/7/2000 |  |
 | True love always
differentiates between that
which enslaves the soul in darkness, and that which sets the soul free in the
light. 10/7/2000 |
| Love cannot be based upon
the imagination.
But only upon the knowledge of the characteristics of that love with which God embraces you
personally. Seek that knowledge. 10/7/2000 |  |
 | There are many things we
can and ought to feel
grateful for. But the issue is sustainability. How do we sustain
the flame of gratitude? How do we achieve constancy in the flame of gratitude? Only the
realization of God's Love for you personally has the power to kindle the flame of gratitude on a
constant basis. 10/8/2000 |
| This is the chief job of the
violet flame, to
remove those obstacles within the soul's psychology that oppose the anchoring of this constant
realization. And to heal and rebuild those facilities of awareness that are necessary to anchor that
constant realization. 10/8/2000 |  |
 | The goal is not to perfect the
human
personality. But to restore the divine personality. 10/8/2000 |
| If the thought matrix within
the mind does not
affirm God's love for you personally, then you are harboring denial, unconscious as it may
be. 10/8/2000 |  |
 | Balance requires
strength. 10/8/2000 |
| It's like the shimmering
slopes of a tall and
magnificently beautiful mountain merging with the fabric of your awareness; that you are at one
with this mountain, and at the same time standing in the glorious sunlight of a distant meadow
overflowing with the greenery of the waving folds of meadow grass, and multiple varieties of
colorful flowers, contemplating the joyous climb that is before you. 10/9/2000 |  |
 | How can you understand
how to love, if you
do not first understand how God loves? 10/10/2000 |
| The most profound
example of conceit/deceit/
and arrogance on the 3 o'clock Aries line, and self-delusion and unreality on the 9 o'clock Libra
line (the cardinal axis upon which the heart chakra is plotted), is the idea entertained by many that
they know what love is. 10/10/2000 |  |
 | Everything that I need is in
that stream of
love. 10/10/2000 |
| Rather than thinking about
original sin, why
not thinking about original sin, why not think about the original trick? Lucifer tricking the soul into
looking away from God's infinite love for the soul personally. You don't need that. That's not
enough. There's much more to life, etc., and the soul feel into a labyrinth of
distractions. 10/12/2000 |  |
 | Tell me this. How is it
possible for the love of
God to stream through you to touch other people, if your consciousness is opaque with the
substance of denial, or non-acceptance of God's infinite love for you
personally? 10/12/2000 |
| Thoughts that embrace the
reality of God are
sweet. Thoughts that stray into the realm of human discord are sour. 10/13/2000 |  |
 | And in this regard all the
thought forms
contained within our decree matrices are very sweet. 10/13/2000 |
| Life in and of itself
represents victory. God
desires for you to have opportunity. God's desire in that regard is victorious in the life you are
living today. 10/13/2000 |  |
 | With your own hands, lift the
sun center of
God victory up, and place it on the pedestal of devotion at the center of your third eye chakra, and
keep it there. 10/13/2000 |
| A golden crystal in the
heart. 10/13/2000 |  |
 | What does the abundant life
mean if it is not
the full realization of God's abundant love for you personally? How can you live the abundant life
if you remain in the dark concerning this central fact of life? In this regard, seek the light, and seek
it persistently. 10/14/2000 |
| Humor like fire is an
elemental force that can
be used for good or for evil. 10/15/2000 |  |
 | This cannot be
underscored to many times. Within God's Love for you personally is his desire for your victory.
The form and shape of your victory in God's eyes is quite a bit beyond the conception that you
can form in your own imagination. Therefore, the road the leads to the full acceptance and
realization of that love is a road of change. A path upon which the soul is transformed step by
step, coming closer and closer to the form and substance of God's conception of victory for the
soul. 10/16/2000 |
| To refuse to change is
ultimately the refusal to
accept God's love. To refuse to entertain the goal of personal christhood is to refuse to accept
God's love, for that is what God would give to every one of his children. 10/16/2000 |  |
 | The act of setting up Jesus
Christ as the only
Son of God, and thus denying to themselves to co-equality of that personal christhood that Jesus
embodies, is at the root of it, an act of rebellion, because it is a refusal to accept the fullness of
God's love; again a most stubborn refusal to change. 10/16/2000 |
| One cannot accept God's
love in theory. One
can only accept God's love in fact, in the dynamics of life, changing and becoming more and more
of what god wants us to be. 10/16/2000 |  |
 | In a material world that
discounts any spiritual
dimension, I suppose that homosexuality is no more than repugnant to the natural senses of man.
But when you factor in the spiritual, it is clear, that homosexuals must overcome a rather
formidable obstacle before they can make any progress on the spiritual path, i.e. towards the
personal realization of God's love. In as much as that realization is linked to the soul's willingness
to change, homosexuals cut themselves off from that realization by their refusal to abandon the
homosexual lifestyle. 10/16/2000 |
| The most significant change
that can come
upon any soul is in the proper use of the mind that God gave to the soul. 10/16/2000 |  |
 | During our 20.12 calls
(Ratification of the
Judgment of Helios), our sanctuary is filled with, and I am immersed in, a light beyond
peace. 10/16/2000 |
| During our 40.06 calls
(purity), the holiness
of Camelot. My desire to say more about this is profound. It brings back the same energy
formula that we experienced during Summit University, true holiness, so precious, yet presented in
a panoramic form, the true landscape of heavenly regions, which Camelot stands as its truest
symbol. 10/16/2000 |  |
 | Every decree service is now
a profound
affirmation of the value of the work. I pray that legions of angels guard my opportunity to serve
before the altar tomorrow, and the next day, and the next, days without end. 10/16/2000 |
| Try this self test: If you
were to inventory the
amount of time you spend each day with your mind focused upon the goal of anchoring the full
realization of God's infinite love for you personally, would that amount of time be measured in a)
hours, b) minutes, c) seconds, or d) none? 10/17/2000 |  |
 | If hours, how many hours?
If minutes, how
many minutes? If seconds, how many seconds? 10/17/2000 |
| A presence of pure bliss
enters my awareness,
rather abruptly, upon the completion of the Violet Flame preamble. It was not there at point "a",
and it is clearly there at point "b". There is a depth and spaciousness associated with it. You are
both immersed in it, and that the sense that it fills space beyond ... 10/17/2000 |  |
 | While you lay in bed with
your spouse, would
it be natural to not feel her touch? Would it be natural not to hear her speak? Would it be natural
not to hear her breathe? Would it be natural for you not to even see her? Such is the unnatural
relationship between the fallen soul and its Beloved God and Creator. This blindness, this
insensitivity, this deafness is not the will of God, I can assure you. 10/17/2000 |
| I don't think that it is a
coincidence that the
"Temple of the Presence" organization is headquartered in Vermont, the first state in the union
which has opened the door to same-sex marriages ... the atmosphere there "alive" with the boiling
clouds of rebellion. 10/17/2000 |  |
 | Immersed in the most
exquisite peace and
crystal clarity during our .30 solar ring calls (at the end of the 20.12 decree
matrix). 10/17/2000 |
| Making the conscious effort
to come into the
knowledge of God's infinite love for me personally, is the only way to ensure that the self-esteem
that makes up the structure of identity, has real strength, everlasting strength, unimpeachable
strength, unchallengeable strength, and not the false appearance of strength associated with self-
love (and human pride). And moreover, what pray tell is the obvious antidote to self-
doubt? 10/17/2000 |  |
 | The structure of identity can
only be built upon
the knowledge of God's infinite love for you personally. If the structure of identity is not based on
this, identity itself is an illusion. There is nothing, save God's mercy and compassion, that would
keep it from dissolving into nothingness. 10/17/2000 |
| This experience, occurring
during our daily
walk, is a profound affirmation of the correctness of the focus, i.e. the conscious and prolonged
effort to bring all the facilities of attention to bear upon the subject of God's infinite love for me
personally. It carries the unstated, but implied reality, that if you maintain the focus, you will
succeed in anchoring it on a permanent and constant basis, because that is the will of God, that is
the desire of God. 10/17/2000 |  |
 | Real humility begins in the
comprehension of
how far afield we have wandered from the knowledge of God's love for us
personally. 10/17/2000 |
| I am not talking about
intellectual knowledge.
I am not even talking about faith. I am talking about the moment by moment impact upon the
delicate fabric of the soul of the awesome beauty of God's infinite love for us
personally. 10/17/2000 |  |
 | Only in the full recognition
of the distance we
have placed between ourselves, and our Creator in this respect, can we ever hope to rekindle the
longing within our souls to find that love again. 10/17/2000 |
| Yesterday's revelation
concerning what
constitutes the strength of identity, appears to be another piece in the puzzle explaining sickness
and disease. This being the physical transmutation of those elements of the synthetic identity
which rejects God's love, manifesting then, not only as dysfunction, but as weakness, or an
obvious loss of strength within the province of the physical identity which is almost entirely
invested n the physical body itself. 10/18/2000 |  |
 | If God is love, and if God is
infinite, there is an
infinite variety of things to learn about love. 10/18/2000 |
| "Please multiply, expand,
and intensify my
capacity to accept God's infinite love for me personally." When we add this to the preamble of
each decree, and repeat it several times, focusing very strongly upon it, we can see that the
culmination of our request in that regard is in fact a bright new identity. 10/18/2000 |  |
 | A region of divine peace,
tranquality, bliss,
eternal spaciousness opens up at the Third Eye chakra and beyond during our .30 solar ring calls
(at the end of the 20.12 matrix). 10/18/2000 |
| You have to learn to weave
all thoughts out of
the pool of that central reality. And how can this be done of one does not extend even your big
toe into the pool? 10/19/2000 |  |
 | It is far more reasonable to
conclude that the
slight reductions in crime we are seeing, result from God's answer to prayers, and not anything Bill
Clinton has done. Can a thorn bush produce a tasty fig? I think not. 10/19/2000 |
| If good things are
happening in America it is
far more reasonable to assume that we are enjoying a portion of mercy that God has set aside for
us to help us into the new century. While millions of Americans don't deserve even a drop of
mercy, there are millions that do, and in this regard, the sun still shines both on the just and the
unjust. 10/19/2000 |  |
 | One's success in anchoring
the realization of
God's infinite love for the soul personally, depends on determination, an attribute that is built up
through the exercise of free will over time. One does not rise from a condition of zero
determination to a condition of abundant determination in an instant of time. Determination is
built up like the layers of a woven basket, one strand at a time. 10/19/2000 |
| So we can see why the
quality of persistence
is such a crucial ingredient for victory. 10/19/2000 |  |
 | As we say "Praise the Lord I
Am That I Am
Sanat Kumara" a flood of gratitude extends from our hearts to all the hosts of the Lord which
make possible this life opportunity. 10/19/2000 |
| I demand and I command
the one-hundred
percent and absolute victory of God's infinite love for me personally. 10/19/2000 |  |
 | There are millions of
Americans praying to
God for the diminution of crime problem in America. In light of this fact, what is the proper
conclusion to reach regarding the slight downturn in crime trends across the nation? Should we
conclude that Bill Clinton should get the credit for the downturn? Or should we give the credit to
God and to those who have offered prayers for his intercession? One might even conclude with a
reasonable amount of accuracy that the climate of moral and ethical corruption fanned into a huge
dust storm blowing across the plains of America by the Clinton Whitehouse drove far more people
to prayer than would otherwise have been the case. 10/20/2000 |
| The most fundamental
aspect of the victory of
God's love, is for that love to be known. 10/20/2000 |  |
 | I am like a sail on a huge
ship. I rejoice in the
fulness of the wind, and the utility of my identity, yet without the ship, I am
nothing. 10/20/2000 |
| The mind, or shall we say
the consciousness
of man, is certainly like unto a canvass upon which the artistry of God appears often in panoramic
proportions. 10/20/2000 |  |
 | The end result of the
transfiguration is a mind
that is focused on the reality of God without the possibility of interruption or distraction. One of
the most important objectives of daily devotion then is the training of the mind to look in the
direction of God. All training in whatever field requires repetition. The Science of the Spoken
Word and the decree matrices given to us by the Ascended Masters are designed with this purpose
in mind. They give the student the tools he needs to properly train the mind to reflect on
fundamental aspects of divine reality, while at the same time allowing the student to perform the
required karma balancing action in calling forth the intercession of the hosts of the Lord for the
defeat of the Darkness, and the raising up of the light throughout the entire planetary body and
beyond. 10/21/2000 |
| And moreover Sir, the care
and concern of
the Masters (in regards to losses suffered in the Vietnam War) is entirely focused on setting people
free from their self-destructive spirals of grief, personal loss, and self-pity, and what better way to
show this concern than to let them know in very certain terms that their loved-ones are honored
heroes in heaven for their sacrifice in the cause of liberty, that there is no need for grief, but only
the celebration of their courage. There is no reason to indulge in any sympathy for their spirals of
grief, no not for a single moment, first because the grief is based on a lie, and second because you
will be too busy communicating to them the truth, the truth that will uplift their spirits to soar in the
region of honor, duty, God and country. 10/22/2000 |  |
 | It is absolutely amazing to
look back and see
how far we have risen out of the mindset that confronted us upon awakening this morning ....
(Sun sign change into Scorpio) ... In hindsight, every moment was like unto mud wrestling. But
now we stand (before the altar) in a pristine mountain meadow with the clear snow cover peaks
arrayed panoramically all around us. 10/22/2000 |
| Theory: Those who have
problems with the
Judgment Call maintain a substantial tie of sympathy with the astral hordes at the
subconscious/electronic belt level. 10/23/2000 |  |
 | Because they refused to cut
those ties, the
Masters had to cut them off, and thus they felt abandoned within the community of Light, and
they left, believing they had been robbed of something valuable. And that they now feel so
comfortable with the "TOP" organization should not surprise anyone. 10/23/2000 |
| TOP appears to be a useful
magnet that
attracts those who have become intellectually comfortable with the Ascended Masters and their
Teaching, yet who refuse to surrender their ties to the astral. These people have long represented
pockets of darkness within the community, who would not otherwise leave at all, if they did not
have an offer of greener pastures someplace else. 10/23/2000 |  |
 | Those who feel they are
receiving nothing on
this Path have by definition been cut out of the loop of initiation because of their refusal to
surrender their ties to the astral at strategic junctures. Those who remain are those who experience
the return current of the Master's devotion. 10/23/2000 |
| Mother's illness also plays a
crucial role in
this process of shaking loose those whose attachment to the organization is based solely on the
idolatry of the outer self. 10/23/2000 |  |
 | The Homeward Bound
Journal may not look
like much now, but when you compare where I am now, against the backdrop of where I came
from, assuming and thus projecting into the future a similar rate of change, then future cannot be
anything but dazzling. After all, God did say to me, "Don't be uncertain, I will be there for
you." 10/24/2000 |
| It is very interesting to make
note of the fact
that the heart chakra is plotted on the 3/9 axis of the Cosmic Clock. The 3 o'clock line is Aries,
God-Control, and the 9 o'clock line is Libra, God-Reality. Observing that the 3 o'clock line is the
first line of the mental quadrant, affirming the proposition that the mind is the window through
which the soul perceives the landscape of love. 10/24/2000 |  |
 | The Light of Golden Peace
in the Crown
Chakra during our 20.07 Judgment Calls (which we always give as part of the 20.12 decree
matrix). 10/24/2000 |
| I would describe this
immersion in the fires of
peace at the conclusion of our 20.12 decree matrix, as nothing less than crystal fire mist. It is
certainly crystal, literally dripping and overflowing with the quality of clearness, and clarity. It
permeates all members of being like the morning mist envelopes the trees and plants and rocks in
the coastal redwood forest. All elements of being report peace. 10/24/2000 |  |
 | The shining friendship of
your very own
beloved God Presence. One day the skies of the mind will be perpetually clear, there will be no
more clouds, but not only that, neither will there be any more night, for the light of that friendship
will illuminate the landscape of the soul forever. 10/24/2000 |
| Ultimately, adeptship is
about employing self-
mastery in service to the purposes of God, which requires at some point the active engagement on
the front lines in the battle between the forces of light and the forces of darkness. And therefore,
one cannot rise into adeptship without accepting the principles that undergird the judgment call,
and without mastering the daily practice thereof, for God will not allow any one of his children to
face the forces of darkness on the astral plane without having first mastered the techniques that will
ensure victory when the battle is ultimately joined. 10/24/2000 |  |
 | And of course it follows then
that the center of
adeptship revolves around the capacity of the soul to realize and accept God's infinite love for the
soul personally, for only that knowledge can give the soul the strength necessary to stand against
any degree or intensity of darkness. 10/24/2000 |
| What does balance mean in
terms of your
four lower bodies? First, you remember the light. Second, you can think about the
light. Third, you can feel the light. And fourth, you act in concert with the light.
Perfect balance of course manifests as absolute constancy in each of these four areas
simultaneously. And therefore, it should be no surprise that the student first experiences true
balance only in service before the altar. 10/25/2000 |  |
 | Which is better? Constant
communion with
your demons of fear and anxiety, or constant communion with the friendship of your own God
Presence? Why shiver in the cold shadows of fear, when you can bask in the warm and
penetrating sunshine of that divine friendship? 10/25/2000 |
| It is the acceptance of God's
love for us
personally that establishes the proper context within which we can begin to accept and enjoy the
benefits of that friendship. 10/25/2000 |  |
 | Fire of peace in the crown
and third-eye
chakras on the fourth repetition of the 20.07 Judgment Call (again within the 20.12
context.) 10/25/2000 |
| Surrender does not seem to
be a passive
modality. After all, when was vigilance ever considered to be anything but
dynamic? 10/26/2000 |  |
 | If the greatest gift God has
for you is his love
for you personally, then what better way to honor God than to go out of your way to receive that
gift? 10/27/2000 |
| And if he is extending that
gift constantly,
what better way to honor God than to gratefully receive it on a moment by moment
basis? 10/27/2000 |  |
 | The capacity to
comeasure
encompasses the simultaneous capacity to recognize the false nature of any form of unreality that
happens to occupy the consciousness, comparing it against the reality of the light into which the
soul is presently rising. Thus, the capacity to comeasure encompasses the transition from darkness
into light brought about by the invocation of the Word. 10/29/2000 |
| The capacity to comeasure
is undergirded by
the determination not to be fooled, not to be trapped by the darkness, a determination that is
expressed in the ongoing invocation of the Word. 10/29/2000 |  |
 | We have made that transition
from being fully
awash in the desire to "take a break" from our work at the altar, to being fully immersed in the
desire to take advantage of this most precious opportunity to serve in calling forth the light, feeling
a substantial amount of gratitude for the opportunity. 10/29/2000 |
| Heretofore, this strong tidal
current of
spiritual laziness caused my imagination to produce all manner of ideas on how we might cut short
our decree work egged on by this overwhelming sense that the faster we could get away from the
altar, the better. But all of that is gone. We are now fully absorbed in the work that must be, and
will be completed. 10/29/2000 |  |
 | It is simply amazing, to be
able to proceed
forward into the realm of freedom while being able to look back and see the clutching arms of
darkness from whence we escaped just moments before. 10/29/2000 |
| Clearly, and there is no
doubt about it. What
could be more important than engaging in the work that has such transforming power? I am
immersed in the self-evident truth that there is nothing more important. 10/29/2000 |  |
 | As
the
soul contemplates the infinite love that God has for the soul personally, one must
conclude that the mediatorship of the Cosmic Christ must be an ongoing constant
of eternal life. At all times, whether now, or a billions years from now, there must
be a mechanism woven into the fabric of being that protects the soul from being
overwhelmed by the infinity of love yet to be realized. 10/29/2000 |
| No matter how much of
God's
love you actually realize, there will always be an infinity of love yet to realize.
What stands between the soul and that infinity? It is the guardian action of the
Cosmic Christ. 10/29/2000 |  |
 | Don't waste your vote on
November 7, 2000.
While George W. Bush is not the perfect candidate, he is the only one that offers a glimmer of
hope that judges will be appointed to the U.S. Supreme Court who will turn the abortion issue
back to the State Legislatures where it belongs (that's what overturning Roe v. Wade means).
Candidate Al Gore has promised to make sure that the judges he appoints will maintain the pro-
abortion status quo for another entire generation. The survival of America hangs in the balance on
this issue. Set all other considerations aside and vote for George W. Bush for
president. 10/29/2000 |
| Divine Reality in the Third
Eye chakra during
20.07 Judgment Calls. But what words could ever describe the presence of that forcefield, that
says, without words, that I Am here. It is profound. It is powerful. It is a distinct presence of
power that is beyond pleasure. You desire to linger there, giving more repetitions of the call than
you had originally planned. A region of reality/experience apart from thought. 10/30/2000 |  |
 | After our 20.12 series, a
distinct and tangible
impression of a gigantic set of golden wings above us during our 33 DPU's. (DPU = Diagonal
Push Ups, feet on floor, hands on edge of counter top, saying for each repetition, "O God my
Beloved Father I Am That I Am, I accept your infinite love for me personally." )
10/30/2000 |
| The golden wings are set
back beyond the veil
just the right amount, so as to strongly impress, yet not to overwhelm. Though certainly clear
enough to make one giddy with delight. 10/30/2000 |  |
 | Another highlight of this
decree service was an
increased ability to hold the thought form of God-Victory at the center of our awareness through
out our Michaels and Violet Flame calls, having an awareness that when it comes to choosing the
most useful thought form upon which to engage the mind, that the thought form of God-Victory is
clearly the most useful, having the experience that this awareness of utility was one factor which
supported our ability to old it there at the center of our awareness, seeing clearly that other thought
forms, as they tugged around the edges of the mind, did not rise to the level of utility associated
with God-Victory, and therefore could be easily dismissed. 10/30/2000 |
| The hub at the center of the
wheel of life has
always been and will always be the time we spend in service before the altar of the Holy
Grail. 10/31/2000 |  |
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